[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

When this sentence sounded in my mind,

Karen sitting on the steps silently closed his eyes.

"Master Karen?" Mrs. Jenny looked at Karen who was still talking and laughing with herself before, and subconsciously wanted to get closer, but was caught by Eunice.

Alfred also noticed the changes in his young master. Although he was standing behind the young master, he perceives the change in the young master's temperament at that moment, as if the young master was sitting in the church and listened to the priest's teachings religiously.

Alfred immediately walked down the steps and stood in front of Karen.

Although Borg didn't know what happened, he immediately stood directly behind Karen after seeing Alfred's movements.

Two people one after another protected Karen in the middle.

Upon seeing this, Eunice pulled her mother away immediately.

"This is…"

"Hush." ​​Eunice made a silent gesture to her mother.

Mrs. Jenny nodded immediately, indicating that she understood.

In fact, because of the contact in Roja City and the experience of taking a cruise back to Wien together, Mrs. Jenny has already had an established understanding of Karen. In addition, this one is still her prospective son-in-law. For a long time, she really looked at Karen with the eyes of a mother-in-law;

This led to a great sense of discomfort when facing her father-in-law’s incomparable respect for Karen and Karen’s rising position in the Allen family after returning home.

Although the daughter-in-law of the Ellen family from an ordinary family knows the special nature of the Ellen family and many secrets in this circle, she has no deep and direct contact at all;

But she didn't have any bad thoughts either. Sometimes when she talked about Karen and confronted Karen, she deliberately looked a little "closer" to get the kind of vanity and satisfaction in front of the concubine.

In the distance, because Old Anderson drove away the palace attendant and his party, Mr. Bader was free and started to walk back.

He really doesn't like to deal with family affairs, but his father's elder brother is not in a wheelchair with his second brother, and he has to come forward when he encounters serious and important matters.

But when his eyes fell on Karen who was sitting on the doorstep, he subconsciously stopped:

"Enlightenment?"

For a long time, no, even throughout several epochs, church priests who serve the true God actually look down on those with family belief systems who only know how to tap the potential of their own blood.

This is a chain of contempt, deeply rooted.

Others don't know, but Bader knows what Karen is doing.

How long has he been purified?

Each church may have different names for the three stages of "Servant, Enlightenment, and Shepherd", but they are essentially the same.

God servants correspond to "adjustment" of their bodies, God enlightenment is received from "God's instructions", and God shepherd is from "God's authentication."

Each stage looks the same, but it is very different. The most important part is actually the stage of "spiritual enlightenment".

What instructions God gives you can basically determine your weight and position in God's heart.

Although all beings are equal under the true God, it is often just a slogan. Perhaps God really thinks so, because God sees all people in the world as ants, and his believers may be ants whose colors are different and make him feel pleasing;

Therefore, what exactly are the ants doing and what division of labor, even the queen, cannot change the fact that she is an ant in the eyes of God.

But ants don't think so.

This is like a system of departmental classification. Those who do scientific research and those who do cleaning are all serving the operation of the system, and they are all glowing, but is it really the same?

So, Karen, what is the enlightenment given to you by the God of Order?

After discovering that Karen closed his eyes and showed a pious atmosphere all over, Mr. Bader's mouth showed a smile again.

Because of a similar scene, he had also experienced it. After experiencing God's revelation, he entered a realm of fantasy. It was a moment that he has missed even now.

During that brief period of time, he held a paintbrush and sat on the green area of ​​the manor for less than half a minute, but he witnessed the "changes of the four seasons" in the manor.

When God speaks to you, your perspective, your emotions, and your heart can form some kind of agreement with God. Although this time is short, it is enough to let people remember a lifetime.

Because that is the most original you, the purest communication with God;

Unfortunately, it was too short, really too short.

Bede deliberately asked about the enlightenment, and learned that his half-minute time is already very long, and most of the enlightenment time is basically no more than three seconds.

But these three seconds can make a priest remember for a lifetime.

In addition, during this period of time, your "sense" and "harvest" can guide your future and the direction, and how much you can get in the realm of thoughts can only vary from person to person.

"Five seconds have passed."

Bader thought in his heart.

"Ten seconds have passed."

outstanding.

"It's been half a minute."

Surpassed me.

"It's been a minute."

Gee, Diss' grandson.

…

Karen actually knew what kind of state the enlightenment was, because Pu'er's original plan was to send himself to the position of shepherd quickly and well in the fastest time, and then hit the judge level.

But even Pu'er did not expect it to be so fast.

Karen himself didn't expect it;

Moreover, at this moment, he has no distractions, just simply immersed in this perception.

He closed his eyes,

But the "eyes" are open again;

In my ears, I vaguely heard the sound of water flowing quickly. Is it my own pool, is water flowing out?

Karen, who has been experimenting with the "gun of punishment" for more than a week, is no longer unfamiliar with this state of "flowing water", and even when he senses that there is no tearing sensation of bleeding from his forehead being hit by the nose, he actually My heart settled down.

Because he knows that his reservoir is very wide and deep. If it is just normal flowing water, it can flow for a long, long time.

At this time, the "world" in front of Karen is gray and white;

The first thing he saw was himself, he was sitting on the steps, and on himself, there was a thread that was spreading outward.

The first thing that spread out was a gray thread, which began to entangle a long way, and the first place it reached was the busy workers in the auditorium.

"This job is not difficult."

"Yeah, without those guys with white wigs on their heads, this job is obviously easier."

"I heard that the elder of Allen's family just came forward and drove them away."

"Hahaha, it's okay to drive away. We can finish this work before the sunset today. We don't have to get up and go to the Allen Manor tomorrow morning, so we can have a good night's sleep."

"Yeah, when you finish today, you should be able to settle your wages. The Allen's project wages are always settled quickly and will not be delayed."

"Hurry up, will the Allen Consortium owe us this wage? A joke."

A group of workers were working in the auditorium, and the gray thread that extended from Karen was wound around them one by one, but they didn't notice it.

After the silk thread is wrapped around each worker, it continues outward.

Outside the auditorium, a group of male servants are re-arranging potted plants.

"It's very convenient to just use the flowers in the manor to transplant it, and you don't need to transport it from outside."

"Yes, the ones shipped from outside always don't meet the standards. It's very troublesome to come and go."

"That group of royal guys also said to choose certain flowers, hehe, why didn't they just take His Royal Highness back to the palace for the funeral?"

"This seems to be the glory of the nobility, hosting a funeral for the royal family."

"I'm not a nobleman, I can't enjoy this kind of glory."

"Yes, it's just that these flowers are transplanted. After the funeral is over, do we have to transplant them back?"

"Should not? But the turf must be repaired in those places."

"Oh, that's not a small job again."

"How long will you continue to complain about? As the male servants of Allen's house, it is our sacred duty to maintain the beauty of Allen Manor!"

"Yes, Lord Butler."

"Yes, Lord Butler."

The gray silk thread wrapped around these servants, then took a big circle and entered the castle.

"These silverware need to be wiped carefully, they will be used during the funeral."

"Dinner plates must also be wiped clean, and they will be used at the funeral."

"In addition, the castle can't let go of any dead ends. Her Majesty the Queen is likely to stay at the manor on the day of the funeral. We must not lose face to the master and embarrass the Allen family!"

In the old castle, all the maids were working hard, and the gray silk thread pierced through their bodies.

At last,

Silk thread returned again, came to the door, and sank into Karen's body.

They, these people, are doing things according to my instructions, preparing for the funeral, and preparing to welcome Her Majesty the Queen.

I gave them their requirements, I gave them the rules, and what they are following is the order I have established.

Karen frowned, subconsciously, he wanted to say that this was right, because the circulation of the gray silk thread had confirmed that sentence.

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

But Karen felt wrong instinctively. Perhaps, this was an answer that could deal with God, but he couldn't confirm his heart.

They are doing things according to my requirements, but the workers are for their wages, and the servants are for the glory of a member of Allen Manor.

Even without me, they are still walking, because of my appearance, they have changed the current walking direction, but my appearance may be one of their daily walks.

Everything about God is supreme, and what God says is the supreme truth equivalent to the rotation of the sun and the moon.

But for some people,

Dialectically,

It is almost a trace of spiritual consciousness.

Even if he,

Facing God!

At this moment, Karen found that another thread stretched out of her body. It first wrapped around Alfred who was standing in front of her, then wrapped around Borg, and then wrapped around Mrs. Jenny and Mrs. Eunice was wrapped around the old Mr. Anderson in the distance, and... wrapped around Mr. Bader.

Immediately afterwards,

The silk thread once again sinks into the castle, as if searching, and as if going to the established known;

It wrapped around Pu'er, wrapped around the golden retriever, wrapped around the castle, everyone.

next moment,

The silk thread on each entangler began to change colors, and each color seemed to represent a different attribute of order that radiated with itself as the center of the circle.

For a while,

Karen's mind is full of colorful threads, the complicated colors, that special meaning, like a huge mental shock, directly hit Karen's mind.

"boom!"

Karen only felt that his head was directly pierced by a heavily rusted iron rod at this time.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

After the fiercest peak, the surroundings instantly recovered quiet, but the expected end, and the future came.

Before his eyes, it was pitch black, and when he looked up, he couldn't see the stars and the moon.

He suddenly felt so cold, there was obviously no wind, but the biting chill came in waves.

Karen instinctively wanted to embrace herself with her arms to give herself warmth, but was surprised to find that she did not have arms!

He lowered his head and found that he seemed to be completely immersed in the darkness. It was really immersed, because he "has no reservations."

Like a soul, a lonely soul;

After realizing this fact, Karen felt colder, completely lost the support of her sense of security, at a loss, helpless, and despair that seemed to be abandoned by the world.

Karen began to "walk" forward. He didn't know if he was walking, because he also had no feet, and even the darkness on both sides could not give him any "reference" to what he was walking.

But if you want to leave this place, you must move forward instinctively. It is impossible to stay where you are and cry.

This may be his own belief in Karen's bones. It is not tall. It is afraid of death, frustration, and pressure. When faced with various negative attributes, it will also be pulled and rubbed. pinch;

It will cry too,

But when it is crying, it will continue to move forward persistently.

It has nothing to do with beliefs, and it has nothing to do with ideals, and I didn't think about what to prove;

The world can abandon you, but at least you have to be responsible for yourself.

Maybe the word "responsible" is too big, in short, I have to...get it right in my heart.

Gradually,

Karen perceives a new “reference object” because he finds that he is getting colder and colder. This perceptual progression is like a person getting closer and closer to a campfire to get a sense of warmth. Always, he really is On the move.

…

"Isn't it over yet?" Mr. Bader had completely lost his expression management, and his shocked expression was very clear.

Because other people in the family are either ordinary people or follow the family belief system, they do not have a clear understanding of this situation.

But he knew it, and because of what he had experienced, did he understand how precious this "process" is.

this moment,

A picture emerged in Bad's mind. In the picture, an old man was sitting there, and he stood respectfully in front of the old man.

"I don't like muralism, not because of the **** of order, nor because of the doctrine of muralism.

It is because I think you believers of Muralism have long misunderstood your doctrines. They are almost madly pursuing abandonment, hoping to obtain the beauty of devotion to art from the abandonment. "

"Doctrine, can it be wrong?" Bader asked respectfully.

"Doctrine, can't it be wrong?"

"Doctrine is the will of God."

"God, can't you be wrong?"

"Please forgive me, I cannot understand you."

"I want to know if you will suffer."

"pain…"

"The more you want to abandon the things, the more often the things you really care about. Some fetters, in fact, are not limited to a surname or a bloodline awakening."

"I... I don't know."

"I allow your daughter to be the wife of my grandson."

"Thank you for your mercy and reward."

"I'm very proud."

"If you want, I want to listen."

"The last thing you want to be an elder is to go the wrong way, and the younger one will walk again."

"You are now on the wrong path?"

"What if you went wrong from the beginning?"

"This…"

"That is, the farther you go, the more mistakes you make."

"I am dull because I don't understand."

"Perhaps, you will understand later."

"Understand... what?"

"You will understand,

God,

In fact, it will deceive you. "

…

Jin Mao carried Pu'er down the stairs and came to the door.

At this time, Alfred and Borg still protected Karen one after another.

"Wang~" Golden Retriever yelled in a low voice.

"So soon... is it magical?" Pu'er widened the cat's eyes. "It's exactly the same as Diss back then."

In Pu'er's established cognition, Diss is a separate special case. Perhaps some geniuses can be compared with Diss in the future, but those geniuses will never be like Diss.

Because Diss is unique;

But the scene before him made Pu'er have to admit that Karen, the grandson of Diss, was recreating Diss' path.

"His foundation is very deep, deep enough to make most of the gods and servants in this world feel desperate, so when he is receiving divine enlightenment, he will be more inspired.

I look forward to it, I really look forward to it, what kind of enlightenment the God of Order will give Karen. "

"Wang~" Jin Mao whispered again.

"Huh?" Pu'er jumped off the golden retriever's back and slowly moved to the front of Karen's side. In the process of moving, it saw the clear "stunned" expression on Mr. Bader's face;

Yes, consternation.

When Pu'er saw Karen's expression, Pu'er was also stunned;

Because Karen did not have the kind of piety and happiness that was listening to divine enlightenment on his face, but frowned and bit his lip, as if he was suffering from some kind of pain, and as if he was having some kind of nightmare.

Is this still...receiving divine enlightenment?

…

It's cold, it's so cold.

Although Karen has no limbs in this darkness, he has always retained this knowledge under long-term inertia.

The legs and feet are so cold that they can't bend at all;

The arms can no longer swing, they can only be fixed on both sides of the body;

The skin began to crack, and the blood inside seemed to have frozen into ice;

The brain has fallen into a muddle, and the brain seems to have been frozen.

Even the soul has been frozen into an ice sculpture, dare not touch it, it will fall apart at the touch of it.

at this time,

Any warmth,

Even a match is enough to make people crazy, want to grab at all costs, even swallow the flames.

In the ignorant,

Karen felt that a sentence began to pop up in his mind:

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

As long as you meditate on it,

Just follow it yourself,

As long as you believe in it,

Then I will end all suffering and return to warmth.

Below is the frozen kingdom, and in front is the fallen hell.

Only by chanting his name and praising his greatness can we get real salvation.

But Karen didn't do that, he still stubbornly kept going.

He longed for warmth and longed for fire, but the more that sentence writhed in his mind, the more senseless in his heart.

This is a very strange feeling,

You are drowning,

Someone on the shore tried to save you with a bamboo pole,

Instead of appreciating him, you hate him more and more!

This is illogical, but it happened again.

At this time,

Karen heard the sound of running water and was gradually becoming faint. This state was about to end.

After the water dries, he will fall into a coma again and can escape the torture at this time.

This is a kind of relief, a kind of understanding for yourself without the slightest psychological burden.

It's not that he doesn't insist, even if he doesn't know what he is insisting on, it's not that he doesn't work hard, and he doesn't even understand whether the direction of his efforts is right or wrong;

But, I can finally lie down and it's over.

However,

An angry mood rose up in Karen's heart.

Why does it end like this? Why does it end like this?

Karen began to move forward, he didn't know what was ahead, maybe there was not even ahead;

But he still has to go, taking advantage of his own water is not completely drained, can take one more step!

At this time,

Grandpa's voice resounded in Karen's heart:

"Because you, Karen, don't believe in God."

Karen smiled.

He finally understood why,

Because he does not believe in God, he can accept purification from God, and he can also learn spells, but when he is asked to sit down and listen to the teachings of God, because he does not believe in God, he will naturally doubt what he says.

If the word of God is the alternation of night and day, then I have to...walk from night to day and verify it!

Because I'm afraid you will lie to me!

finally,

The water is running dry,

Karen felt that he really could not "walk" anymore, but he still took a step forward forcibly, in other words, threw his body out, even if he only moved forward half a meter, half a decimeter, or even Half a centimeter, he has to finish it!

"Puff!"

Karen fell to the ground,

The icy chill disappeared in an instant, and the surroundings changed from pitch black to gray with visibility.

Immediately afterwards,

Karen was astonished to see that his hands could move his body. They were actually there all the time, really.

Immediately, Karen turned his head and looked behind him. He found that the road he was walking forward was a gray-white canyon on both sides. Before, he was actually walking along the groove in this canyon.

I have hands and feet, I can walk by myself, I am not confused, nor despair;

The long darkness obscures the road that already exists here, and I don’t need guidance either;

Therefore, UU reading www. Is uukanshu.com drowning himself?

No, it's not.

Instead, the person holding the bamboo pole is struggling in the water;

The bamboo pole he sticks out is not to save you,

But I want to pull you into the water together.

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

This voice resounded in my mind again;

Karen smiled.

Laughed happily,

The surrounding scenes are rapidly collapsing, and when consciousness is about to return,

He shouted:

"Before you decide, there will be order long ago!"