It was a very deep sleep, and I didn't even have a dream.

After waking up, Karen sat up from the bed, stared silently at the color patterns on the quilt in front of him, and stayed in a daze for a while.

Get out of bed, go to the bathroom, take off your clothes, and start taking a shower.

Pu'er, who was sleeping at the end of the bed, was awakened with a start, and yawned with the cat's paw, then jumped to the bedside table and rang the bed bell.

Afterwards, he didn't bother to run back to the end of the bed, and lay down directly in Karen's still warm blanket and continued to sleep in the cage.

When Karen finished taking a bath, the golden retriever Kevin came in with a white towel in his mouth. Karen took it and began to wipe his body.

After getting dressed and walking out, the bedroom door was pushed open, and Alfred walked in with breakfast.

Karen sat down on the sofa and looked at the breakfast that had been placed on the coffee table. Because she was hungry, she was no longer picky about food and began to eat silently.

This time, there was almost nothing left to eat.

"Master, shall I prepare some more?"

"No need, I'm full." Karen took the wet towel from Alfred's hand, wiped his mouth, folded it up and wiped his hands.

At this time, Pu'er finally woke up from the cage-returning sleep. The cat stretched its limbs a lot, then jumped off the bed, and came to the sofa, staring at Karen seriously with a pair of amber cat eyes.

Karen got up from the sofa, walked onto the billiard table, opened the window, and the cold morning wind blew in, but because he had just finished eating, he didn't feel that cold.

Alfred goes to swing the ball;

"No need to pose, I just want to blow the wind."

"Okay, master."

"Yesterday I completed the divine revelation and heard the voice from the God of Order."

Alfred said nothing;

"Wow!"

"What enlightenment did the God of Order give you?" Pu'er asked curiously, as if your aunt was concerned about your job assignment after graduation.

Karen shook his head and said:

"I didn't listen."

Gouzi opened his eyes wide;

Pu'er tilted his head;

Alfred showed a natural expression, and silently puffed up his chest.

"Because I think what he said is wrong." Karen didn't want to explain any further, but pointed in the direction of the bed, "You can go and see my notebook."

"Wang?"

"Really, can I read your notes?" Pu'er asked.

"Okay, master." Alfred walked to the bed, took the notebook, squatted down and spread it out, a cat's head poked out from his left and a dog's head poked out from the right.

"Shenqi, it's actually a scam..."

After reading,

Alfred began to pray. He was a strange demon with no religious beliefs, although he briefly attached himself to the Cult of Kosmos;

Pu'er looked at Karen in disbelief, and asked:

"So, Karen, I want to know... um... no, I want to hear from you, what are you going to do next?"

Once this notebook gets out, Karen will inevitably be strangled by the orthodox church.

If the demise of the Sect of Light stems from the tacit understanding of the church circle, after all, the extremely powerful Sect of Light in the last era put too much pressure on everyone, then Karen’s thoughts in this notebook , is challenging the foundations of the church.

He is questioning God!

And God cannot be questioned.

Karen sat on the table, looked at the grass in the distance, and said calmly: "I will continue to follow the path of the Cult of Kosmos."

This cannot be changed, because he has already stood on this road.

"And then?" Pu'er asked.

"And then there's, I'm going to argue it as I go."

The golden retriever sat down and looked into Karen's eyes with a little thought.

Pu'er jumped onto the table and came to Karen:

"Perhaps, I should persuade you now, don't think so much, and don't take such a deviant path, because it will bring you too many unknowns and dangers."

"Maybe?" Karen asked.

"But I don't want to do that." Pu'er wagged his tail, "Because I have witnessed the pain of Diss over the years, and he said more than once that he went the wrong way, but he has no chance to turn back.

So, I feel fine.

You have proved that you are not much inferior to Diss in terms of talent. In my eyes, you are almost exactly the same as Diss when you were young.

Therefore, I don't want you in the future to go on the painful cycle of Diss again. I don't want to see you being firm when you are young, confused in middle age and negative in old age.

This should also be what Diss meant, and what Diss expects from you. "

Pu'er silently crawled at Karen's feet, leaning his head on Karen's calf:

"If you think it's wrong, then correct it, if you think it's right, then stand firm. I can understand you, and I'm willing to support you..."

When he said this, Pu'er couldn't help looking at Alfred, and what Alfred said yesterday appeared in his mind;

The radio goblin was really right. He had always firmly believed in Karen, so he could actually resonate with Karen the most;

"In our lives, we always start for the sake of beginning, and only when we are halfway through do we think about the purpose of my way. In fact, it is just a reason for our inertia to continue going down;

When we are almost at the end of the road, we will look back and be sentimental. If we didn't take this road back then, wouldn't it be better to take another road?

so,

Why should we keep this kind of sentimentality and melancholy until the end, because it is meaningless.

It’s like when I was promoted to the ninth level of the family’s belief system, I regretted it. I regretted that I could have chosen the path of the church’s belief system, because when I got to the end, I found that the ancestors could no longer carry all my thoughts. "

A smile appeared on the corner of Karen's mouth, and he stretched out his hand to stroke Pu'er's head. Pu'er closed his eyes and enjoyed the caress silently.

At this moment, the golden retriever stood up, came to the cabinet, grabbed the ace of spades that he took out alone at the meeting that day, and came to Karen again, wagging his tail expectantly.

"Frisbee?" Karen asked.

The golden retriever nodded.

Karen took the Ace of Spades from Jin Mao's mouth and threw it in the other direction.

The golden retriever turned around, ran after the playing card for a few steps, then jumped up, held the playing card firmly in his mouth, and showed the Ace of Spades to Karen after landing.

"Hehe." Karen smiled, and then asked, "You are an evil god, so you don't have anything to say?"

The golden retriever froze and shook his head.

Pu'er explained: "The true **** is in decline, defeated by a more powerful true god, and after being redefined, the true **** will become an evil god, but there are also some who have not created a church themselves, but have possessed power comparable to gods, or have created There have been terrible crises and disasters, so they will also be defined as evil gods.

Stupid dog, it should belong to the latter category. "

The golden retriever nodded.

"Oh, that's how it is."

"What do you want to ask him?"

"Just asking casually, I only verify the path of the God of Order, and this path has not been taken yet, so I am not qualified to say anything about the other paths."

"Then have you figured out how to go?" Pu'er asked curiously, "Your eyes were very clear yesterday."

"You have to walk with your own legs, and you have to see with your own eyes."

"Then you said it, doesn't it mean you didn't say it?"

"Woof!" the golden retriever yelled at Pu'er.

Pu'er immediately glared at the golden retriever and cursed: "Stupid dog, how dare you despise me!"

Among all systems, the family belief system has always been at the bottom of the chain of contempt.

People from other systems look at family belief system people as they look at a group of hopeless gnawing old people.

"The specific method is..."

The image of the silk threads entwining the people around him that he saw when he first received the divine revelation emerged in Karen's mind.

Of course, this scene at that time may have been just to confirm the words of God’s revelation [Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it].

However, you can only say that the conclusion it draws is wrong, but you cannot say that the method it demonstrates is wrong.

"I plan to move out of the Allen Manor after the Queen's stay at the Allen Manor is resolved."

Pu'er moved his neck, but didn't speak.

"I want to buy a small apartment in York City and live in it. Didn't my uncle and aunt prepare a contract for buying a house with a loan, which is just right for me.

Of course, I don't feel uncomfortable living in Allen Manor. In fact, living here is really comfortable, but the more this is the case, the farther away I am from the way I want to see and go. "

Karen pointed to the "Same Light" on the bookshelf;

"Continuing to live here, I can only go on step by step by reading it, which I am not willing to, I want to use reality to verify my ideas, and then use my ideas to try to echo reality.

At this stage,

I think the area where ordinary people live is more suitable for me to observe and think, and it can also give me more sense of substitution.

God is higher than man but originated from man. Therefore, if you want to prove the existence of God, you must first look for traces of God and God's rules among the crowd.

This is what I came up with:

From the crowd, to the crowd. "

Karen lowered his head and looked at Pu'er:

"Of course, it's not that Allen Manor will stop coming. As you said, the Allen family is very useful. It can help us solve many problems and provide us with a lot of convenience, but I hope that what it provides is more What we need on the way of practice, not the isolation of me in life.

We can come back to live in this manor every month or when we want to take a vacation. "

"I'm fine." Pu'er said, "I want you to protect the Allen family, but I don't necessarily require you to live in the Allen Manor. In fact, home, this place, I was panicking when I didn't come back for a long time. Come back After that, that's it.

in addition,

You know, in fact, I have been very curious before, wondering why Diss would sit and watch Mason Marie Winnie and the others busy you with the loan contract for buying an apartment. Diss must be aware of the financial resources of Allen Manor, even if they are now Down and out, but the secular financial resources must be no problem.

Thinking about it now, did Diess predict that you would choose to move out after living in Allen Manor? "

"Diss just condensed three godhead fragments,

He is not a god. "

Pu'er rolled his eyes at Karen, and said, "Only your grandson dares to say that."

Alfred said with a smile: "In this way, I can eat food cooked by the young master again in the future?"

"Woof! Woah! Woah!"

Pu'er glared at the golden retriever again, and cursed: "Squirrel mandarin fish is mine, stupid dog!"

After scolding the golden retriever, Pu'er thought of something again and asked:

"Borg, do you want to take it away?"

Alfred suggested: "He can be the liaison officer between us and Allen Manor in the future."

The scariest thing about the workplace is that seniors who have always been good to you and are willing to support you and teach you how to do things can kick you out of the inner circle with a sudden sentence.

"Yes." Karen nodded, "I think this arrangement is fine."

"What about... Eunice?" Pu'er asked.

"She said that if I want to leave the manor, she is willing to go with me." Karen said.

Obviously, Eunice didn't need Alfred to suggest a liaison officer, and Alfred didn't dare to suggest it.

Karen clapped her hands,

road:

"It's still too early to say these things, we have to take care of the Queen's affairs first, Alfred, how is your rendering formation prepared?"

"I think there is no problem. Besides, I have a new suggestion."

"oh?"

"Mr. Hoffen specifically analyzed the 'Awakening' technique of the Cult of Kosmos in a short section of his notes. He said that blood sacrifices with blood relatives can reduce the burden of 'Awakening'."

"Sacrifice with blood." Karen nodded, "Let's prepare, this is not difficult, in short, to ensure the maximum success rate of awakening Earl Recar, and then on this basis, I'd better not directly Passed out."

"Okay, master, I understand." Alfred said.

"When the old Anderson is finally notified, I will do it according to the pre-plan." Pu'er said, "Then, I will run up and down with the stupid dog to see if there are any problems in the family castle formation." And there are no omissions."

At this time, there was a knock on the bedroom door.

Alfred walked by and opened the door:

"Mr. Bader."

"Yeah." Bede held the easel in his hand and looked at Karen who was sitting inside, "Master Karen, I'm returning the salute."

"Please come in."

Mr. Bede came in, saw Karen sitting on the table, and said, "It's rather windy here, master."

"Yeah." Karen stood up, walked to the sofa and sat down.

Mr. Bede set up the easel and prepared the paints, but he was not in a hurry to start writing. Instead, he also sat down on the small sofa opposite.

Pu'er rode a golden retriever, passed in front of him, and left the bedroom.

"Very cute pet." Bede said.

"Yes." Karen agreed.

Alfred brought up two glasses of ice water and put them on the coffee table, then he also walked out of the bedroom and closed the door.

"To be honest, there is a cat in the house, no, it is a black cat in the house. I am really not used to it." Bede picked up the water glass and smiled.

In fact, Pu'er is exactly the same as the cat in the portrait;

But in the eyes of normal people, there is no difference between a black cat and a black cat. At the same time, Pu'er's temperament has changed a lot in the past hundred years.

The most important thing is that although the Allen family is a family with a belief system, they still find it ridiculous that their ancestors who have been away from home for more than a hundred years come back. There will be doubts.

On the contrary, Borg, who just came to Allen's house not long ago, is easier to think about that.

"I'll get used to it in the future." Karen said perfunctorily.

"Young master, do you want to paint?"

"I can't draw well."

"Master, you can describe it, and I will paint it."

"That would be great, please."

"Young Master, you are being polite. I have to thank you for the paint that Young Master gave me yesterday. It is very precious."

"Can we start now?" Karen asked.

"Of course." Bede put down the water glass and acted as if he was listening.

Karen did not directly describe the scene to Mr. Bader,

Instead ask:

"Mr. Bede, have you ever been cheated?"

"Cheat?" Mr. Bede smiled, "Master, what kind of cheat are you asking?"

Karen didn't go around in circles anymore, stretched out his hand, and pointed to the top of his head:

"god."

Mr. Bede pursed his lips, but there was not much surprise on his expression.

Karen looked at him,

a long time,

Mr. Bede turned his gaze back and met Karen's eyes: "I think, I can probably guess the feeling."

"Feeling it?" Karen asked with a smile.

"Um."

"Actually, I don't really want to describe too specific pictures. I think the paintings reflect that feeling, not just the restoration of a specific form and scene. That is meaningless to me."

"Need to show pain?" asked Mr. Bader.

"No," Karen said, "cut out your pain."

cull your pain...

Mr. Bede's body shook slightly,

asked:

"Can it really be removed?"

"If you start with precautions and doubts, then the pain will not be so great, and it is not even painful. It's like I walked to the side of the road and borrowed two reals from a strange gentleman. Why should I suffer because the gentleman turned me down on the tram?"

"But in the eyes of most people, it's not asking for two reals from a stranger, but asking for it from your father."

"I thought, it's not my problem, it's most people's problem."

"I see."

Mr. Bader picked up the brush and began to paint. His writing speed is still very fast. To a certain extent, it can be said that watching him paint, you can hardly find the beauty of the process that belongs to "art creation", but it is a bit boring and mechanical.

Karen sat there for a while, then stood up and moved around.

"It will be fine soon, Master Cullen." Bede said.

"Okay." Karen asked, "So, Mr. Bede was also skeptical from the beginning, right?"

"Why do you ask that, sir?"

"Because I thought I needed to say a lot, but in the end I didn't say a lot. The only thing that is really useful is that one sentence."

Eliminate your pain.

"It's like the door of a studio. If you want to go in and paint, you have to get the key from the administrator first. If you don't get the key, you will never be able to sit in front of the easel.

The prerequisite for getting the key is to first agree with the administrator's painting style. "

"Then Mr. Bede didn't doubt the administrator's aesthetics?"

"I doubt it."

"What now?"

"Still doubtful."

"Then how did you get the key?"

"When you get the key, it's me when you get the key. When you go in and paint, it's me who is painting."

Hearing this sentence, Karen looked at his "prospective father-in-law" in front of him.

Therefore, Diess will meet him, and Diess will also be willing to cooperate with him.

It was not easy for Diss to feel that it took time to sit down and talk to him at the desk. The high priest Rathma had never had this opportunity.

Of course, no one can guarantee whether he was also influenced by Diss at the very beginning, that is, when he first came to Luojia City.

In Karen's mind, Piaget and Linda came to mind again, and the scene of Piaget living in the house alone after missing Linda.

In my heart, a part of me believed in God, while another part remained, doubting... no, I was insisting on a certain kind of self.

"Mr. Bader."

"Um?"

"Have you seen a psychiatrist?"

"Me, a psychiatrist? I haven't seen it."

"Do you think you need to see it? I think you may have schizophrenia."

"Those who are obsessed with art seem to be a little bit."

"Too."

"yesterday…"

"Huh?" Karen smiled, "You can ask whatever you want."

"Yesterday, I saw the young master in pain. Are you asking the administrator for a key?"

"The administrator offered to hand me the key, but I didn't take it."

"No... want?"

"Because I found that the door I wanted to enter was not locked at all."

Mr. Bader stopped his paintbrush, and his eyes shifted from the easel to Karen.

a long time,

He smiled and said, "There was once a person I respected who said the same thing as you, young master."

"I think the person who deserves your respect must be very familiar with me."

"haha, yes."

"You don't continue to draw?"

"Draw it, master."

Mr. Bader turned his easel towards Karen,

The easel is divided into two from left to right in the middle. Although there is no clear dividing line, the painting styles presented on both sides are completely different, and can even be said to be completely opposite.

On the left, there are lush grass, flowing streams, and many small animals playing;

On the right, there is a world of ice and snow, everything is frozen, and there are many terrifying skeletons;

In the middle, sat a young man, somewhat similar to Karen's image, but did not make a very detailed description;

The young man sits right on the center line,

On the left side of the face~lightnovelpub.net~ the eyes are warm and smiling; on the right side of the face, the eyes are dark and ferocious.

above the young man,

It is also the very center of the screen,

An angel floats;

However, the left half of the angel, the body is carrion, the bones are clearly visible, and the color is pitch black, it is a fallen angel; the right half of the angel, the white wings, are holy and bright.

The whole painting expresses this sense of contrast to the extreme, especially the symbolic angel at the top. The opposition of its painting style is actually completely opposite to that of the whole painting.

"Master, how do you feel?"

"Perfect."

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