After a deep sleep, I didn't have a dream.

After waking up, Karen sat up on the bed, silently looked at the color lines on the quilt in front of him, and had a daze for a while.

Get out of bed, walk into the bathroom, take off your clothes, and start taking a shower.

Pu'er, who was sleeping at the end of the bed, was awakened and yawned with a cat's paw, then jumped to the bedside table and rang the bed bell.

After that, I didn't bother to run back to the end of the bed, and lay directly in Karen's quilt where there was still residual warmth, and continued to squint.

When Karen took a bath, Golden Retriever Kevin came in with a white towel in his mouth. Karen took it and started wiping off his body. Jin Retriever used the dog's paw to spread the non-slip towel at the bathroom door.

Dressed and walked out, the bedroom door was pushed open, and Alfred walked in with his breakfast.

Karen sat down on the sofa and looked at the breakfast that had been placed on the coffee table. Because she was hungry, she was no longer picky about the food and began to eat silently.

This time, there was not much leftover.

"Master, shall I prepare more?"

"No, I'm full." Karen took the wet towel from Alfred's hand, wiped his mouth, and folded it again and wiped his hands.

At this time, Pu'er finally awakened from the retreat. The cat's limbs stretched out a big lazy waist, then jumped out of the bed, and came to the sofa. A pair of amber cat eyes stared at Karen seriously.

Karen got up from the sofa, walked onto the table, opened the window, and the early morning wind came in, but because she had just finished eating, she didn't feel too cold.

Alfred went to swing the ball;

"No need to pose, just want to blow the air."

"Okay, Master."

"I completed the enlightenment yesterday and heard the voice from the God of Order."

Alfred didn't speak;

"Wow!"

"What is the enlightenment that the God of Order has given you?" Pu'er asked curiously, as if your aunt was concerned about your job distribution after graduation.

Karen shook his head and said:

"I didn't listen."

The dog's eyes widened;

Pu'er tilted his head;

Alfred showed his natural look, and stood up silently.

"Because I don't think he was right." Karen didn't want to explain any more, but pointed to the direction of the bed. "You can go and check my notebook."

"Wang?"

"Really, can you read your notes?" Pu'er asked.

"Okay, master." Alfred walked to the bed, took the notebook, and squatted down and spread it out. He leaned over a cat's head on his left and a dog's head on his right.

"Shenqi, it's actually a scam..."

After reading,

Alfred began to pray. He was a strange monster with no religious beliefs, although he had briefly linked the relationship to the Order of God;

Pu'er looked at Karen incredulously and asked:

"So, Karen, I want to know... Uh... No, I want to hear from you, what are you going to do next?"

Once this notebook ran out, Karen would inevitably suffer the unanimous strangulation of the Orthodox Church.

If the demise of the Shining God Sect was due to the tacit understanding of the church circle, after all, the extremely powerful Shining God Sect in the last epoch put too much pressure on everyone, then the thoughts expressed by Karen in this notebook , Is to challenge the foundation of the church.

He is questioning God!

And God cannot be questioned.

Karen sat on the table, looked at the grass in the distance, and said calmly: "I will continue to follow the path of order and religion."

This cannot be changed, because he is already on this road.

"Then what?" Pu'er asked.

"Then it's, I'll walk along while demonstrating it."

The Golden Retriever sat down and looked at Karen's eyes with a little thought.

Pu'er jumped onto the table and came to Karen:

"Perhaps, I should persuade you now, don't think so much, and don't take such a deviant road, because this will bring you too much unknown and danger."

"Perhaps?" Karen asked.

"But I don't want to do this." Pu'er shook his tail. "Because I have witnessed the pain of Diss over the years, he said more than once that he went the wrong way, but he has no chance to look back.

So, I feel good.

You have proven that you are not much inferior to Diss in terms of talent. In my eyes, you are almost exactly the same as Diss when you were young.

Therefore, I don't want you in the future to step into the painful cycle of Diss. I don't want to see you firm in your youth, lost in your middle age, and negative in your twilight years.

This should also be what Diss meant and what Diss expected of you. "

Pu'er crawled silently at Karen’s feet, with his head resting on Karen’s calf:

"If you think it is wrong, then correct it, if you think it is right, then stand firm. I can understand you and I am willing to support you..."

When he said this, Pu'er couldn't help but look at Alfred, and what Alfred said yesterday came to mind;

This radio goblin is really right. He has always believed in Karen firmly, so he can actually resonate with Karen the best;

"In our lives, we always start for the beginning. After halfway through, we will only think about the purpose of my walking. In fact, it is only a reason for the inertia to continue going down;

When we are almost at the end of the road, we will look back and sentimental. Wouldn't it be better if we didn't take this path back then?

so,

Why should we keep this sentimentality and melancholy until the end, because it doesn't make sense anymore.

Just like when I was promoted to the ninth level of the family belief system, I regretted that I could actually choose the path of the church belief system, because after I reached the end, I realized that the ancestors could no longer carry all my ideas. "

A smile appeared on the corner of Karen's mouth, and he stretched out his hand and stroked Pu'er's head. Pu'er closed his eyes and silently enjoyed the caress.

The Golden Retriever stood up at this time, came to the cabinet, grabbed the ace of spades that was taken out during the meeting that day, and came to Karen again, waving his tail expectantly.

"Play Frisbee?" Karen asked.

Jin Mao nodded.

Karen took the ace of spades from the Golden Retriever and threw it directly in the other direction.

The Golden Retriever turned around, ran after the playing cards for a few steps, then jumped up, held the playing cards firmly, and showed the ace of spades to Karen after landing.

"Haha." Karen smiled, and then asked, "You are a Cthulhu, don't you have anything to say?"

The Golden Retriever was stunned, and shook his head.

Pu'er explained: "The true **** is declining and defeated by a more powerful true god. After redefining, the true **** will become an evil god. But there are also some. They did not create a church by themselves, but had powers comparable to gods, or created them. There have been terrible crises and disasters, so they will also be defined as evil gods.

Stupid dog should belong to the latter kind. "

Jin Mao nodded.

"Oh, that's how it is."

"What do you want to ask him?"

"Just ask casually. I only verify the path of Order God. This path hasn't gone yet, so what about the other paths, I am not qualified to say anything."

"Then do you think about how to go?" Pu'er asked curiously, "Your eyes were very clear yesterday."

"You have to rely on your own legs to walk in person, and you have to rely on your own eyes to see for yourself."

"Then I said it, doesn't it mean I didn't say it?"

"Wang!" Jin Mao yelled at Pu'er.

Pu'er immediately stared at the golden retriever and cursed: "Stupid dog, you dare to despise me!"

Among all systems, the family belief system has always despised the lowest level of the chain.

Those of other systems look at the family belief system and look at a group of unpromising gnawing elders.

"The specific method is..."

When Karen first began to accept the enlightenment, the picture of the silk thread entwining the people around him appeared in Karen's mind.

Of course, this picture at that time may be just to confirm the divine enlightenment [Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it].

However, you can only say that the conclusion it reached is wrong, but you cannot say that the method of argumentation is wrong.

"After the Queen's stay in Allen Manor is resolved, I am going to move out of Allen Manor."

Pu'er moved his neck, but said nothing.

"I want to buy a small apartment in York City and live in. Didn't my uncle and aunt prepare a loan to buy a house contract for me? It just happens to be useful.

Of course, I don't feel that living in Allen Manor is uncomfortable. In fact, it is too comfortable to live here, but the more so, the farther away I want to see the road I want to take. "

Karen stretched his hand to the "Light of Order" on the shelf;

"Continue to live here, I can only go on step by step by reading it. This is what I don't want. I want to use reality to verify my ideas, and then use my ideas to try to echo the reality.

At this stage,

I think the area where ordinary people live is more suitable for me to observe and think, and it can also give me more sense of substitution.

God is higher than man but comes from man. Therefore, if you want to prove the existence of God, you must first look for the traces of God and the rules of God from the crowd.

This is the way I thought of it:

Come from the crowd, and then go to the crowd. "

Karen lowered his head and looked at Pu'er:

"Of course, the Allen Manor is not going to be here. As you said, the Allen family is very useful. It can help us solve many problems and provide a lot of convenience, but I hope it provides more What we need to practice on the road, not the isolation of me in life.

We can come back to live in this manor every month or when we want to take a vacation. "

"I'm okay." Pu'er said, "I hope you will protect the Allen family, but you don't necessarily require you to live in Allen Manor. Actually, home, this place, I was panicked before coming back for a long time. Later, that's it.

in addition,

Do you know, I’ve always been curious before, and I’m curious why Diss would sit and watch Mason Mary Winnie and what they are doing for you to buy an apartment loan contract. Diss must be aware of the financial resources of Allen Manor, even if they do now Desperate, but there is definitely no problem in terms of secular financial resources.

Now think about it, did Diss predict that you would choose to move out after living in Allen Manor? "

"Diss just condensed three pieces of the godhead,

He is not a god. "

Pu'er rolled his eyes at Karen and said, "This is what only you, a grandson, dare to say."

Alfred smiled and said, "In this case, I will be able to eat the food that the young master himself cooked again in the future?"

"Wow! Wow! Wow!"

Pu'er stared at the Golden Retriever again and cursed: "The squirrel mandarin fish is mine, stupid dog!"

After cursing the Golden Retriever, Pu'er thought of something and asked:

"Borg, do you want to take it away?"

Alfred suggested: "He can be the liaison officer between us and Allen Manor in the future."

The most terrifying part of the workplace is that the seniors who have been very good to you and willing to teach you to do things can kick you out of the inner circle with a single word.

"Yeah." Karen nodded, "I think this arrangement is fine."

"Then... Where's Eunice?" Pu'er asked.

"She said that if I want to leave the manor, she is willing to go with me." Karen said.

Obviously, Eunice didn't need Alfred to suggest any liaison officer, and Alfred did not dare to suggest.

Karen clapped her hands.

road:

"It's still a bit early to say this, we have to take care of the queen's affairs first, Alfred, how are your preparations for the rendering formation?"

"I don't think there is a problem, besides, I have a new suggestion."

"Oh?"

"Mr. Hoffen has a short paragraph in his notes that specifically analyzed the ‘waking up’ technique of the Order of God. He said that blood sacrifices with blood relatives can reduce the burden of waking up.”

"Is it necessary to sacrifice with blood?" Karen nodded, "Get ready, this is not difficult, in short, we must ensure the maximum success rate of awakening Earl Recal, and then on this basis, I'd better not directly Passed in a coma."

"Okay, master, I understand." Alfred said.

"Finally, when you notify Old Anderson, follow the pre-planned plan and let me do it." Pu'er said, "Then, I will run up and down with the stupid dog, and then see if there are any problems in the family castle formation. And no omissions."

At this time, the bedroom door was knocked.

Alfred walked by and opened the door:

"Mr. Bader."

"Yeah." With the easel in his hand, Bede looked at Karen who was sitting inside, "Master Karen, I'm paying back."

"Please come in."

Mr. Bader came in and saw Karen sitting on the table and said; "It's windier here, master."

"Yeah." Karen stood up, walked over to the sofa and sat down.

Mr. Bader set up the easel, ready to paint, but did not rush to use the pen, instead he sat down on the small sofa opposite.

Pu'er rode the golden retriever, passed in front of him, and left the bedroom.

"Very cute pet." Bader said.

"Yes." Karen echoed.

Alfred brought two glasses of ice water and put them on the coffee table, then he also walked out of the bedroom and closed the door.

"To be honest, there is a cat in the house. No, it is a black cat in the house. I am really unaccustomed to it." Bader held up the water glass and laughed.

In fact, Pu'er and the cat in the portrait can be said to be exactly the same;

But in the eyes of normal people, there is no difference between black cats and black cats. At the same time, Pu'er's temperament has undergone great changes over the past century.

The most important thing is that although the Allen family is a family with a belief system, it still feels ridiculous about the return of the ancestors who have been away from home for more than a hundred years. Will be suspicious.

On the contrary, Borg, who had just arrived at Allen's house, was more likely to think about that.

"I'll get used to it later." Karen said perfunctorily.

"Does the young master want to paint?"

"I didn't paint well."

"Master, you can describe it and I will paint."

"That would be great, I will trouble you."

"Master is polite, and I have to thank you for the paint that Master gave me yesterday. It is very precious."

"Can you start now?" Karen asked.

"Of course." Bader put down his water glass and made a listening gesture.

Karen did not directly describe the scene to Mr. Bader,

Instead it asked:

"Mr. Bader, have you been deceived?"

"Cheat?" Mr. Bader smiled, "Master, what kind of trick are you asking?"

Karen didn't go in circles anymore, stretched out his hand, and pointed to the top of his head:

"God."

Mr. Bader pursed his lips, but his expression was not too surprising.

Karen looked at him,

a long time,

Mr. Bader turned his gaze back, and said to Karen, "I think I can probably guess that feeling."

"Do you feel it?" Karen asked with a smile.

"Ok."

"Actually, I don't really want to describe a picture that is too specific. I think in the painting, it is the feeling that is reflected, not just the restoration of a specific form and scene, which is meaningless to me."

"Need to show pain?" Mr. Bader asked.

"No," Karen said, "get rid of your pain."

Get rid of your pain...

Mr. Bader's body shook slightly.

Asked:

"Can it really be eliminated?"

"If you take precautions and suspicions at the beginning, then the pain will not be so great, not even painful. It's like I walked to the side of the road and borrowed two rael from a stranger. On the tram, the gentleman rejected me, why should I feel pain because of this?"

"But in the eyes of most people, it's not from strangers that they ask for two rael, but from their own father."

"I think this is not my problem, but most people's problem."

"I understand."

Mr. Bader picked up a paintbrush and started to paint. His writing speed is still very fast. To a certain extent, you can hardly find the process beauty of "artistic creation" when you look at his paintings. On the contrary, it is a bit boring and mechanical.

Karen sat there for a while, got up, and moved around.

"It will be well soon, Master Karen," Bader said.

"Okay." Karen asked. "So, Mr. Bader was skeptical from the beginning, didn't he?"

"Why do you ask that, master?"

"Because I thought I needed to say a lot, but I didn't say a lot. It was the one sentence that was really useful."

Get rid of your pain.

"It's like the door of a studio. If you want to go in and paint, you have to get the key from the administrator. If you don't get the key, you will never be able to sit in front of the easel.

The prerequisite for getting the key is to first agree with the manager's painting style. "

"Hasn't Mr. Bader ever doubted the administrator's aesthetics?"

"Suspected."

"now what?"

"Still doubting."

"Then how did you get the key?"

"When I took the key, it was me when I took the key. After I went in and drew, it was me who was drawing."

Hearing these words, Karen looked at his "quasi-father-in-law" in front of him.

Therefore, if Diss meets him, Diss will also be willing to cooperate with him.

People who can make Diss feel that spending time to sit down and talk to him at the desk are not easy. The high priest Rasma has never had this opportunity.

Of course, no one can guarantee that at the very beginning, that is, when he first came to Luojia City, he was also affected by Diss.

In her mind, Karen again came up with Piaget and Linda, and Piaget who missed Linda afterwards, living alone in the house.

In my heart, part of me believes in God, and part of it is retained. I doubt... No, I am holding on to a certain kind of self.

"Mr. Bader."

"Ok?"

"Have you seen a psychologist?"

"Me, the psychiatrist? I haven't seen it."

"Do you think you need to see it? I think you may have schizophrenia."

"Those who are addicted to art seem to be a little bit."

"Too."

"yesterday…"

"Huh?" Karen smiled. "You can ask whatever you want."

"Yesterday, I saw the young master in pain. Did I ask the administrator for the key?"

"The administrator took the initiative to pass me the key, but I didn't ask for it."

"No... want?"

"Because I found that the door I wanted to enter was not locked at all."

Mr. Bader stopped his paintbrush, his eyes shifted from the easel to Karen.

a long time,

He smiled and said: "There was a person I respect very much who once said the same tone as you, Master."

"I think that someone worthy of your respect must know me very well."

"haha, yes."

"You don't continue painting?"

"It's done, master."

Mr. Bader turned the easel towards Karen,

The easel is divided into two from left to right from the middle. Although there is no clear dividing line, the painting styles on the two sides are completely different, and it can even be said that they are completely opposite.

On the left, there are grasses, streams flowing, and many small animals are playing;

On the right, the world is icy and snowy, everything is frozen, and there are many scary bones;

In the middle, there is a young man who is similar to Karen's image, but does not make a detailed description;

The young man is sitting on the midline, UU reading www.uukanshu.com

On the left part of the face, his eyes were gentle and smiling; on the right part of his face, his eyes were sullen and hideous.

Above the young man,

It’s also in the center of the screen,

There is an angel floating;

However, the left half of the angel is rotten flesh, the bones are clearly visible, and the color is dark, which is a fallen angel; the right half of the angel has white wings, divine and light.

The whole painting interprets this sense of contrast to the extreme, especially the symbolic angel above, whose painting style is in fact the opposite of the whole painting.

"Master, how do you feel?"

"Perfect."

——

There will be a monthly pass in the evening!