Karen stretched out his hand and gently pressed it down, beckoning the old man to be quiet.

The old man stopped talking and looked at Karen silently.

He certainly knows the importance of these three basic stages of the Orthodox Church;

Divine servant is a kind of purification of oneself, divine enlightenment is to listen to the teachings of God, and divine shepherd is to invite the image of God into one's heart, and God will guide oneself forward and illuminate the way ahead.

This is the most basic stage, but it is also an extremely important stage. It can even be said that the future and upper limit of a priest can be seen at this time.

God is like your parents, helping you learn to walk, and re-teach you how to recognize the world.

The changes in each stage are actually a kind of examination of your own past, because your past is clearly visible. Only by re-examining your past can we better clarify the future.

However, the old man was shocked that the young man in front of him had just blasphemed God in front of him. Why did he start "God Shepherd" in a blink of an eye?

You are doubting God and betraying God,

How could God stay in your heart?

Or,

You are already doubting and betraying God, so how can you invite God in again?

In fact, the answer is very simple;

If Karen's purification stage of becoming a **** servant is "a little bit more dynamic", it is at least in the program framework;

So, starting from the next enlightenment, Karen has actually embarked on a path that belongs to him and suits him.

Shenqi only determined a goal and a direction, then the shepherd at this time is filling his own courage and hope.

There is a stalwart figure standing in front of him. This feeling is really reassuring, but the way Karen is going to walk, he is the one standing in the forefront;

He has no back to see, the people behind him can only see his back.

At this moment, in Karen’s consciousness, the old man appeared. The old man’s body had a kind of ethereal. He was not alive, nor was he a clone, let alone a puppet. He was surrounded by a white luster, or Said that it is actually composed of this mass of luster.

Pu'er, Kevin, and Alfred have all carefully inspected the house and found nothing unusual;

Because this old man is really just a legacy of thoughts, the former owner of the house reads here, thinks here, this bookstore, left traces of his thoughts;

So, if you don't consider that this "old man" will lead you astray, he is actually harmless, because he has no ability to do anything.

In Karen's consciousness, the figure of Pu'er emerged.

The black cat stood there, obviously black hair, but in the depths of the black, it seemed to hide a dark red, like a flame that was suppressed to the extreme.

Pu'er is the heir to the fire attribute of the Allen family belief system. This color is not surprising.

Immediately afterwards, the golden retriever appeared in Karen's consciousness;

The golden retriever also stood there, its body exuding a soft milky white luster and a black shadow. The two are not mutually exclusive and opposed, but they are constantly blending, completely fused together for a while, and gradually separated for a long time. Once it was over, it merged in again. Both parties didn't seem to want to confront each other. Instead, they found the most suitable posture for each other.

immediately,

Alfred's figure appeared in Karen's consciousness. Alfred's eyes were shining with red luster, but in his body, there was a faint purple thread flowing, and it continued to him. The insteps of the feet extended out of the insteps, coming all the way towards Karen's "line of sight", and connected to Karen's body.

Karen clearly perceives the belief and admiration of himself from Alfred.

As an admired Karen, he is also very strange about this phenomenon, because he can't even imagine how Alfred this guy did it!

At the moment, Karen feels that he is a dot, spreading his vision step by step, re-examining an individual who has been in contact.

In fact, these are all of them in my memory. These luster and these colors are not that they did not exist before, but they have always existed. At least the moment Karen saw them for the last time, they did exist, but I couldn't see it at the time.

It's like a saying;

When you were very young, when you were literate, you could read it out, you could understand it, at least you felt that you could understand it.

But when you grow up a little bit, when you read this sentence again, you have a different feeling;

When you are an adult, when you are in your middle age, when you are in your twilight years, when you have experienced something, when you have gone through wind and rain, every time you read this sentence, you can have different insights and feedback.

This motto hasn’t changed a word for so many years, but you have changed.

Life is often compared to a road, so people subconsciously substitute the road of life into a certain street that they have walked in reality, flanked by all kinds of people and trees dappled with light and shadow.

In reality, when you stop, this road also stops, but when you stop on the road of life, you will be surprised to find that the road under your feet is not in your way. Will and your actions move by yourself in a diversionary way.

Karen, sitting in the chair, raised his hand and gently kneaded his eyebrows. His expression was not painful, but rather engaged.

The feeling of thinking and discovery brought about by this self-examination is actually very comfortable and even fascinating.

He saw Eunice, Borg, and Judea, and a man in Allen Manor;

He saw the white light on Miss Bertha, which was very similar to the old man in front of him;

He saw Little John. At the place of his heart, there was a red shadow lingering, which was the source of his pollution;

He saw Mr. Pavaro, on the bald and raunchy middle-aged man, there was an extremely pure black circulating.

He saw Mr. Hoffen, saw Ms. Molly,

But only,

Karen did not go to see his grandfather.

It's not that it can't, but it's unwilling;

Deep down in her heart, Karen wanted to keep the best memories of Grandpa, and then wait until that day comes, go home by herself, watch him with her own eyes, and then wake him up.

Because Diss is not a point in his memory, but a part of his past memory.

…

From the perspective of the old man, at this time, Karen has been emitting a black mist, and during the tumbling, the liquid-like existence that turns to black re-submerges into Karen's body. This is a cycle.

But the problem is that the duration of this cycle is too long.

The same as the feelings of Mr. Bader during Karen’s divine revelation last time, the old man is now beginning to be surprised at Karen’s "thickness". What kind of terrible accumulation is this so that it can continue to this day without stopping?

Pu'er once used an analogy of "catching the breath of the earth" to Karen. Everyone is a hundred points. For Karen, it is just because the volume of noodles is only 100 points;

It is far beyond the accumulation of ordinary people, and it will definitely produce extraordinary appearances at special moments.

As for Karen herself, she is already a little used to this feeling.

He continued to select a person from his past memories to examine, and to constantly explore the special points that he had seen before but could not discover.

This opportunity is very rare. Just as for ordinary priests, they can really get the opportunity to teach from the gods. Probably only when the gods are enlightened, the self-examination of the gods and shepherds can perform their best during this period of time. Effect.

finally,

Karen has reviewed his memory, but he still has some thoughts still unfinished, and the fundamental reason for the unfulfilled thoughts is that he still has spare power.

…

Is it over, is it finally over?

The old man sighed in his heart;

What kind of person did you sell the house to yourself?

It’s a pity that his existence is limited to this study, and even to the "contact" with Karen. From the perspective of others, he does not exist at all, even in reality, from his own perspective. The same goes for here.

"I can only hope that I will sell the house. I want to come back and have a look again." The old man thought in his heart.

Ok?

What's this?

The old man saw a figure appeared behind Karen. This figure was only an image. She would not exude any substantial breath, but anyone who saw her could perceive it.

This is a woman

The old man finally came to understand: "He is observing... examining his recruiter?"

Karen now looks at the extravagance of a work just like he has finished reading a work.

Seek the existence of some special connections, then re-examine and understand them.

The attractor is such a relationship. In reality, the priest who baptizes ordinary babies is also included in this list. In the church circle, it refers to the person who led you into this circle, and specifically refers to the person who led you. The person who completed the purification.

Undoubtedly, Karen's recruiter is Pu'er, or...Pall Allen.

The image behind her began to gradually become clear. This woman, wearing a black wide-brimmed hat, a red dress, and magic boots studded with gems under her feet, holds a purple magic wand in her hand.

call…

The old man let out a sigh of relief.

He can feel that this is a very powerful existence, and her existence can almost be regarded as the pinnacle of the family belief system to some extent;

Because behind this woman, a group of nether fire is constantly swaying, and can control the existence of the nether fire, her mastery of the power of the fire attribute has reached a terrifying point.

The old man stood up from the chair and saluted the image of this woman, which was a kind of respect.

Although she looks very young...but on the road to practice, she does not rank according to age. Of course, the old man feels that the woman in front of him is not necessarily younger than himself, maybe much older than himself.

What the old man didn't know was that the main body of the powerful woman in front of him was lying on the bed in the opposite bedroom and was sleeping.

And in Karen’s perspective,

He saw a different picture,

In this picture, he seems to be a painter, painting a portrait of the noble existence in front of him, she is sitting on a chair, a noble noble lady for a while, and a arrogant black cat for a while;

This made myself as a painter sweating coldly, and I could only continue to paint with a nervous mood.

Draw and draw,

Karen found that the floor under his feet had turned into magma. This terrible tumbling swallowing and burning aura was like a sudden burst of volcanic ash, which not only blocked his eyes, ears, nose and mouth, but also annihilated his consciousness and senses.

He began to keep pulling his eyes and digging his ears, hoping that he could see and hear;

In the dark, he has a feeling that it should be some special power, which is preventing and preventing the "examination" from himself, of course, it can also be called "peeping".

The eyes always can't see anything, but beside the ears, I heard a woman's extremely proud and dissatisfied voice.

"Oh, why should I believe in you, Patriarch, I really didn’t expect that Patriarch’s achievements are so limited. If I knew it, I would go to a church and believe it. It’s better than when I was so young but I hadn’t made much progress. space.

What's the point of such a life;

Ah,

Might as well be a cat. "

The sound stopped abruptly when I heard it.

Just when Karen felt it was over,

suddenly,

A beam of light exploded, directly dispelling all obstacles in front of him, allowing the light to completely envelop him.

Karen at this moment was like a moth sticking to a light bulb, a little dazed and a little embarrassed.

The old man saw a circle of light appear behind Karen, and immediately opened his mouth:

"He... he... he is a believer in the God of Light?"

The old man put his hands on his chest,

Extremely sincere and authentic:

"Praise the light."

The appearance of the light is not an accident. Pu'er is indeed Karen's guide, but the "sacred instrument" used by Pu'er is the finger of the **** of light.

Before long, the light dissipated, and the image of Pu'er dissipated together.

Karen already has some signs of mental overdraft;

The old man also got up from the ground and looked at Karen's eyes, and his eyes became softer. Although he was apostate, although he did not hesitate to speak, although he had various shortcomings, he was his own.

However, it should be over.

Not only the old man felt so, but Karen himself felt so.

He can feel that his "examination" has passed for a long time, and he has also seen a lot of scenery that he hasn't noticed before. Therefore, it can be over now, and then he can sleep well.

Therefore, Karen himself took the initiative to end the process of "shepherd", and this process also ended with Karen's will.

However, when he wanted to wake up and opened his eyes, he found that he couldn't do it at all.

An invisible force was suppressing his reaction when he opened his eyes and got up. This force did not come from the outside world, but from within his body.

The shepherd, it is over, but it can be "examined", but it is not over.

Now that you have reviewed others, how can you miss your own review?

It can be said that Shenmu is an introduction, a thrown fishing hook, it catches fish, and at the same time the fishing line also pulls back a large piece of aquatic plants.

A gray shadow appeared in front of Karen, staring at Karen coldly.

From this shadow, the old man perceives a cold and terrifying aura. What kind of existence is this?

Even if the old man is not an ordinary remnant of light, he still cannot associate the gray figure in front of him with the "Cthulhu", because the existence of the Cthulhu is too mysterious and far away.

But Karen’s body was actually transformed by the evil god;

This body was originally intended to be used by Cthulhu after the Cthulhu transformed it, but it was squeezed out of place by Karen, and could only be reduced to a dog.

finally,

Raniedal's figure disappeared, and his appearance seemed to prove that he was there.

In the doghouse in the opposite bedroom, Golden Retriever turned over and continued to sleep soundly. He didn't know that in the study room opposite, his image was once again pulled out to whip the corpse.

The old man was already a little sluggish, because he was originally a thought imprint, so these successive scenes made his thoughts begin to be slightly distorted;

He now feels that the real self who sold the house should never go home and have a look, because he doesn’t know what he will fall into when he encounters this invisible young man in front of him. End.

But,

This is not the end...

Well, the old man is not surprised anymore, and even feels something for granted, okay, okay, go on, go on.

Karen's shepherd gave up asking God, and chose to put his heart in the position where God was originally placed, and stand by himself.

This is not simply the difference between idealism and materialism, nor is it simply the difference between "praising" and "riding" God;

It does not mean that you can get preferential treatment by adhering to materialism, let alone criticizing God blindly and you can get special care from God;

The subjective consciousness that is divorced from the basis of reality has lost its meaning in itself.

It's like a rich man who says he doesn't care about money, and a street beggar who says he doesn't care about money, the feeling is completely different;

After all, even if a beggar imitates a rich man’s tone and says he doesn’t care about money, he cannot become as rich as a rich man.

Like Karen,

Dare to use a dialectical method to argue the path of God, and at the same time, step by step from the servant to the enlightenment, and then from the enlightenment to the shepherd, the essence is because he has long been qualified to stand on this road.

In this world, there will never be a shortage of thinkers, doubters, and truly smart people;

But the problem is,

None of them have such good conditions as Karen.

Like now,

Some things flowing in his blood began to appear.

Behind Karen,

The figure of an old man appeared. He was very old, but his back was very straight.

When Diss used the blood sacrifice ritual to remove the spirituality of the descendants of Inmelais, UU Reading www.uukanshu.com also means that Karen is the only retainer of the blood of Inmelais;

You can even understand it irresponsibly,

The grandfather and grandson of the Inmelais family can be regarded as a new beginning. After weeding out weeds and impurities, and cutting off the relationship with the church, they formed a new beginning.

Probably, in this world, only the grandfather and grandson can do such a thing.

The bright remnant old man fell back on the chair,

If the previous scenes only distorted his brand of thought,

So,

At this time, the picture being presented in front of him almost subverted his cognition.

because,

He actually started from a priest who had just become a **** shepherd,

Saw:

"Family belief system!"