Su Yunjin thanked her for her fate and asked her to regain Shen Yuechuan.

But Shen Yuechuan is willing to forgive her. What she needs to thank is not fate.

"Overseas, thank you." A smile from the heart floated on the face of Su Yunjin. "With your words, I can sleep peacefully in the future."

Shen Yuechuan did not say anything.

If he is not sick, maybe things are not what they are now, he will not forgive Su Yunjin so soon.

But now, he doesn't even know how long he can live. Then, in this world, what other blame is there, what else can't be forgiven?

What's more, Su Yunjin is the one who gave him life. It is not that she insists on bringing him to the world. Perhaps he has no chance of encountering misfortune.

"Yuechuan, later... If..." Su Yunjin’s eyes flashed in tears, and she choked, unable to say a complete sentence at a time.

Shen Yuechuan knows what Su Yunjin wants to say, and he does not want to agree: "Yes."

Later, Su Yunjin wanted to find him and wanted to eat with him. These are all without problems, but -

"I have a condition." Shen Yuechuan went on.

As long as Shen Yuechuan no longer rejects her, do not say a condition, several conditions Su Yunjin will not hesitate to agree.

"No matter what the conditions, you can mention." Su Yunjin's voice is almost expected.

"Hey told me that you have always disagreed with her to study medicine." Shen Yuechuan asked, "Can I know why?"

"..." Su Yunjin looked at the window silently. After a while, he said, "When your father was hospitalized, we put all hopes on the doctor, but in the end, so many doctors joined forces and still failed to save your father. Life. I don't like the doctor.

"Of course, if it's just for this reason, I won't stop studying medicine. The most important thing is that medical students have to work harder than other professional students. It is not easy to work after graduation. I am afraid that she can't eat a girl. And the current medical environment, you know, is not safe."

"Oh, you don't have to worry about safety." Shen Yuechuan's tone is weak, but he is undecided. "When she graduates, she will arrange for her to work in a private hospital in Lu's. The safety problem does not exist. As for hard work. ... I think she can bear it."

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan: "So, what do you want me to promise you?"

“Supporting doctors.” Shen Yuechuan said, “This is her dream.”

Helping Xiao Xiaowei her dream, probably Shen Yuchuan can finally do for her.

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, who was serious in his face. He suddenly smiled and said: "Actually, I have already figured it out. I never support my doctor, but now she is graduating soon. I am against it. There is no any. Meaning, she is going to go to the black road on the way to study medicine, I have already seen it."

Shen Yuechuan did not expect Su Yunjin to say this. He was not sure. "So, you will not object to her postgraduate study?"

“She still wants to take a postgraduate study?” Su Yunjin had some accidents, but then she felt that this was normal. She nodded. “Now, let’s not say that she wants to take a postgraduate degree. Even if she wants to read the postdoctoral all the way, I will not stop her.”

Shen Yuechuan breathed a sigh of relief. At this time, he and Su Yunjin’s dishes were sent together.

"Don't say those." Su Yunjin put on the tableware, "eat it."

Shen Yuechuan nodded and picked up the chopsticks.

Between the mother and the child, although there are still some strangers, but the stiff ones don't know when they have disappeared. It is not difficult to think of them as mothers and children.

This meal is quite enjoyable.

At the end, Shen Yuechuan sent Su Yunjin back to the hotel. This time, he personally got off and opened the door for Su Yunjin.

Before entering the hotel, Su Yunjin looked back at Shen Yuechuan. It seems that there is something to say, Shen Yuechuan is not in a hurry, so quietly wait for Su Yunjin to open.

In the end, Su Yunjin only said one sentence: "I am back to the hotel, you drive carefully."

Her words did not escape the eyes of Shen Yuechuan. Shen Yuechuan asked directly: "Do you still want to tell me?"

Su Yunjin didn't expect to be seen through, stunned, and used a smile to cover up the unnaturalness of his heart: "No. Yuechuan... Now the only thing I dare to hope is that you can get better. If you can recover, I..." Hesitated for a moment, Su Yunjin still did not say what he really wanted to say, changed his way, "I am willing to give everything."

Shen Yuechuan was unmoved and said faintly: "The current situation is that I can't even let go of my work to cure the disease. So, whether I want to, I have to live. Lu and Bo Yan need me. I will cooperate with the doctor's treatment and fight for recovery. However, it is not your fault that I have passed the disease. You don't need to pay for it."

Although Su Yunjin is his biological mother, they have never lived together. His health, including his everything, does not require Su Yunjin.

Shen Yuechuan is used to being faced and responsible for everything, not to mention that he is already an adult. He does not want to add guilt to anyone.

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan's eyes, it was too much like Jiang Yan, so that she saw the thought of Shen Yuechuan at a glance.

On the surface, Shen Yuechuan is arrogant and arrogant, but he is a good person. Even if his future fate is unclear, he has not forgotten the feelings of taking care of the people around him.

Su Yunjin regretted for a while.

If she did not abandon Shen Yuechuan, but chose to take care of Shen Yuechuan all the time, then in these years, she would not be like this, depression will not torture her for so many years.

However, if she did not give up Shen Yuechuan, then she would not have Xiao Yu, Shen Yuechuan and Xiao Yu would not know, and even involved emotional relationships.

Perhaps everything in the dark is already doomed. And they should be so.

Su Yunjin grabbed the bag and looked at Shen Yuechuan’s words and said: “No matter what, Yuechuan, this time I will accompany you as a mother to survive this difficult time.” I owe Shen Yuchuan’s company, this time, she Full compensation.

After that, regardless of whether Shen Yuechuan agreed, Su Yunjin turned back to the hotel, and Shen Yuechuan sent her figure to disappear behind the hotel door and drove back to the apartment.

The apartment is as quiet as ever, but today, the miracle of Shen Yuechuan generally does not feel empty or dark, but feels that everything is full.

The last time he had this feeling, he still kissed Xiao Yu.

Destiny treats everyone, maybe it is really fair. At least after the illness is wrapped up in him, there is more warm fire in Su Yunjin in his life.

At this time, Shen Yuechuan tried not to remind himself of Xiao Yu.

Xiao Yu is more like a surprise with his fate, but he is still a joke that disappoints him.

Shen Yuechuan went back to the study room and opened the floor lamp. The shadowless warm light passed over the entire desk and covered half of the study.

He sat down and took out the letter that Jiang Yan left for him.

This letter of full-fledged time, spanning more than twenty years, linked him to the man who gave him life.

Shen Yuechuan opened the envelope and took a yellowed paper from it.

Some of the writing on the paper has faded slightly, but with the outline, it is still possible to accurately identify what Jiang Yan wrote.

Jiang Yan took the pen and first apologized to Shen Yuechuan:

"Child, I am sorry. I am your father, but I can't grow up with you like other people's fathers."

"Actually, if you can, I really want to watch you grow up day by day, teach you to read and write, send you to kindergarten, listen to what you like more than the class, then look at your girlfriend, get married and have children...

"But I am really sorry, little guy, Dad's body has not allowed Dad to stay in this world for too long.

"Maybe you will blame me, since you have given your life, why not fulfill the responsibility of a father?

"I am really irresponsible to you. So, I dare not ask you to forgive me.

"When you read this letter, you should already be an adult. I want to tell you that in the days to come, please take care of your mother like a little man.

"I left the world and left a big mess for your mother. I don't know how she will handle it. But I know that no matter how it is handled, she will be very hard, not to mention she has to take care of a newborn. You.

"You and your mother are the ones I love the most and the most in the world. But, I seem to be more biased towards your mother. So, if you are able to live independently, you will see this letter. I hope that you can take care of your mother for me and let her live happily for the rest of my life.

"Oh, and, if you are going to fall in love, no matter what the outcome is, when I am together, I hope that you will cherish every minute of every second with her, you will not regret listening to me.

"Actually, I still have a lot of words to tell you. I want to tell you about my life experience for more than 20 years. I want to tell you how you can live better in this world. If you can, I even want to do it for you. Arrange every step of the future and let you grow up without worry.

"But everyone's life trajectory is different. I should let you experience the thousands of tastes of life."

"Well, I don't want to admit it, because I can't write it anymore. I wrote a long letter to your mother, which has almost exhausted my strength.

"Finally, child, I love you.

"I hope that you will be successful in your life, no disease and no pain. I hope that you can meet your favorite people at the most suitable time, form your own small family, and live happily through this life.

"If you can, we will be father and son again in the next life. Next time, I will not be so irresponsible, I will definitely grow up with you."

Looking down, there is only a trace of yellowing on the stationery.

The last sentence is the last handwriting of Jiang Yan in this world.

Shen Yuechuan slowly folded the letter paper, and “smack”, a cold liquid dripped onto the white desk.

He touched his face and found that he didn’t know when he was already in tears...

Jiang Yan asked him to take care of Su Yunjin. He hoped that his life would be smooth and smooth, and he would like to answer Jiang Yan.

But now it seems that he is afraid to let Jiang Yan down...