Not like, it is love.

is love……

Shen Yuechuan didn't know how he left the bar. He went back along the way and his headache was splitting.

If the twists and turns of life is a joke that God has with him, then what is Xiao Yu’s feelings for him?

A bigger joke?

He didn't understand, he was not allowed to live a normal life. Why can't Xiao Xiao be a good lover and spend this life?

It’s enough to tease him. Why do you want Xiao Yu to fall in love with him?

Recalling from the time of the present, Shen Yuechuan suddenly discovered that as long as he wanted it, he would not only have it, but also the people around him.

When he was young, he wanted a complete home. However, when he was born, his father was thrown away, and Su Yunjin suffered from severe depression. He soon became an orphan.

Now, he wants to talk to Xiao Yu about a love like a normal person. However, the blood relationship is like a wall of steel cast in their middle, let them suffer.

He asked himself that he had not done evil in his life. Was he wrong in his life?

Going back downstairs to the apartment, the driver saw Shen Yuechuan still holding his head and looked at him with concern: "Shen Tezhu, are you okay?"

Shen Yuechuan did not speak, just waved his hand and signaled the driver to get off.

The driver was very uneasy and hesitated for a moment and asked: "Would you like to contact Lu Zong?"

He is very clear about the relationship between Shen Yuechuan and Lu Jianyan.

He believes that if Shen Yuchuan has an accident, contacting Lu Boyan is the most correct choice.

"No need." Shen Yuechuan jerked his head up and said awkwardly. "I'm fine. I just didn't rest for a few days. The head hurts a bit. You get off work. Today's business... Don't tell Lu."

The driver did not think that Shen Yuechuan was uncomfortable, thinking that Shen Yuechuan just wanted to conceal the things he had seen Qin Han, nodded and got off.

Shen Yuechuan stayed in the car until the headache felt relieved, then pushed the door down and went back to the apartment.

In the same apartment as before, all the furniture and furniture are neatly arranged, spotless, and orderly. It seems to have no taste of home, and it is more like a cold and cold temporary shelter.

Shen Yuechuan suddenly remembered Xiao Yu’s single apartment that was much smaller than him.

He has been there several times, each time different from the last time, or a few more scented candles, or a few more flowers, or a new cloth cover.

Every time, it looks warmer than the last time, and it is more likely to create a sense of belonging.

He asked Xiao Yu: "Are you planning to transform here?"

"When the cousin asked me to come in, the hard work of the apartment was already in place. I was only responsible for the soft clothes." Xiao Yu said with a smile, "Where do you live, how do you like how to toss!"

At that time, Shen Yuechuan secretly thought about it. If he smoothly turned Xiao Yu to his house someday, how would she toss this apartment?

In fact, Xiao Yu wants to make a toss, even if she wants to dig a swimming pool in the apartment to open a pool party, he will immediately contact her construction team, there will be no opinions.

As long as Xiao Yu stayed here to stay with him - accompany him to sleep, wake up with him, he will not be bored after repeating his life.

Such a small desire cannot be realized.

Now, maybe...

As long as he went to see Xiao Yu, tell her that she has been tortured more than she has been alone.

He and Xiao Yu can be together immediately.

However, he can't be so selfish.

Not to mention that they are brothers and sisters, and Lun’s legal principles do not allow them to be together.

Just considering his current physical condition, he could not convince himself to confess to Xiao Yu.

Twenty years ago, after his father’s death, Su Yunjin suffered from depression and relied on drugs to live to this day. Does he want Xiao Yu to taste the pain again?

Even if his illness can be cured, Xiao Yu does not have to endure the pain of losing his lover. The fact that they are brothers and sisters cannot be changed.

Imagine how many gossips and pointing fingers they face after they are together.

He can give Xiao Xiao all the love, but he can't guarantee her happiness.

What's more, Xiao Yu works in the hospital. He can't imagine how much rumors will cause her future career.

The worst result is that he is like a scorpion, leaving Xiao Xiao alone to face everything.

In this case, even if he goes to hell, he will not forgive himself.

No matter how you look at it, he should not use Xiaoyan’s feelings selfishly to deceive her with him. This is not happiness for Xiao Yu, but the greatest misfortune of this life.

He should let Xiao Xiao thoroughly and forget him.

After making this decision, Shen Yuechuan only felt that the pain on his head had all been transferred to the heart, and for a while, he stabbed him.

He went to the balcony and looked at the lights in the line of sight, or ordered a cigarette.

At this time, nothing but tobacco and alcohol can divert his attention.

Xiao Yu, who is in the same area as Shen Yuechuan, totally unaware that his biggest secret has been leaked~lightnovelpub.net~ Review to twelve o'clock, the sleeping pills that were eaten half an hour ago have already worked, and she is being used by the whole person. Surrounded by the impenetrable airtightness, it fell asleep not long after falling to the bed.

At 7:00 the next day, Xiao Yu woke up on time. After washing, he ate some breakfast and drilled the subway full of people to the hospital.

He can take a taxi, but occasionally squeezed into the morning rushing subway like canned sardines, she can wake up and realize that there are many things that are more important than love.

Such as survival.

So many people, without love, still live very well, she can not squander herself because she can't be with Shen Yuechuan.

This kind of incentive is effective, and Xiao Yu’s life is restored day by day.

She thought that she had finally slowed down, and when she was about to give up sleeping pills, she was caught off guard and received a message that was enough to crush her soul.

This morning, as usual, she took the bag out of the elevator and felt that there were many problems in life.

For example, what to eat at noon, squeeze the subway or take a taxi to go to work?

"beauty!"

A familiar voice came without warning, and Xiao Yu’s subconscious voice followed, and it was Qin Han.

She snorted: "How are you here?"

At this point, Master Qin Xiao should not be on the way to the company, how can it appear here?

Qin Han relied on a 7-digit sports car and smiled fascinatingly: "I will pick you up to work."

Xiao Yu walked over and wanted to marry Qin Han. He heard Qin Han then said: "By the way, tell you a message."

"...What news? Xiao Yu suddenly felt that the news was the focus, suppressing the accelerating heartbeat," let's talk. ”

"You have to be mentally prepared." Qin Han said, "This is not good news."

"..."

Qin Han repeatedly hesitated and finally said: "Shen Yuechuan has a girlfriend."

He knows that this news will bring a big blow to Xiao Yu.

But this is the fact that Xiao Yu will face it sooner or later, knowing better than late.

Every word that Qin Han said, Xiao Yu can understand, after the words are put together into a fluent sentence, just like someone slammed her soul, her heart slammed...

Not disappointing, not losing, just... feeling that the heart will never beat again.

At this moment, Xiao Yu Ming Ming stood in the center of the city, but felt that he had been thrown into the wilderness of the North, the cold wind and the cold rain roared, surrounded her heavily, the monster opened a **** mouth to engulf her...

As if it had been a long century, Xiao Yu finally found his voice and asked hard: "What time?"

"On these few days." Qin Han said, "I confirmed it yesterday, it is true."

Xiao Yu "oh" sounded, trying to make himself look unwilling, and the red eyes blinded her emotions.

"I will tell you in advance, lest you meet by chance, you can't react." Dunton, Qin Han asked, "How, can you go to work, do you need me to help you with your leave?"

"...No." Xiao Yu closed his eyes hard and forced his tears back. "If you don't go to work, I will think more."

Qin Han agrees very much with Xiao Yu.

No matter how emotionally failed, professionally, Xiao Yu is a good doctor who is responsible for his duties. Going to work can divert her attention.

Qin Hanla opened the door: "Come on the bus, I will send you in the past."

"Thank you."

Xiao Yu sat on the vice seat, the safety belt on the machine, and the pain in the bottom of the heart was generally unbearable.

She was afraid that she would cry out and had to close her eyes.

She warned herself, don't think, don't think about it.

However, reason can't control the thoughts at all.

What kind of girl is Shen Yuechuan’s new girlfriend?

He said that he wants to settle down. Is this girl really the last girlfriend of Shen Yuechuan and then become the wife of Shen Yuechuan?

The expensive and eye-catching sports car was struggling in the traffic of the morning peak, squatting in the gap of the red light. Shen Yuechuan looked at Xiao Yu and said, "Don't think about it."

Xiao Yu shook his head: "If Shen Yuechuan wants to get married, I can't accept it."

Qin Han hesitated a bit, tentatively asked: "If he really loves the girl, the girl really likes him?"

He thought that Xiao Yu would say that she would be relieved, at least Shen Yuechuan is married because of love, at least in the future is a good girl to take care of him.

He thought that Xiao Yu would at least maintain such rationality.

However, Xiao Yu’s reaction was completely unexpected.

"I know I should bless him." Xiao Yu smiled. "But I don't think I can do it."

Qin Han: "..." Wipe!

Xiao Yu is really not able to do it because she really likes Shen Yuechuan.

She wants to be with Shen Yuechuan, wants to hug him, wants to kiss him, wants to do all the intimate things with him, and wants to keep his life with him.

But now, the person who wants to do these things with Shen Yuechuan has become another girl.

How can she send her blessings sincerely?

Qin Han couldn't help but sigh: "You are really sincere. However, what can you do without blessing? On the day of Shen Yuechuan's wedding, can you still get married?"