"Hey?" Feng Lulu hurriedly followed.

When they arrived at the institute, the others saw Alpine holding a little girl, and they couldn't help but froze for a moment, then they couldn't help but stop to look at Alpine.

Feng Lulu didn't dare to say anything when he saw it, for fear of causing unnecessary trouble to Alpine.

In this way, Feng Lulu followed Gao Han to his office.

Alpine colleagues exploded, what is the situation?

Alpine is recognized as an iceberg man in the bureau. He is usually unsmiling and is notoriously strict in his work.

Now he actually hugs a child with a gentle face. Is that a smile on his face?

Entering Alpine's office, Feng Lulu seemed a little cramped.

"Alpine, we come to the place where you work, it will cause you trouble." Feng Lulu looked at him seriously.

Gao Han placed the child on the chair where he worked, and he took the lunch box in Feng Lulu's hands, "What's the trouble?"

Gao Han didn't look at her, she opened her lunch box.

Seeing Gao Han's unconcerned appearance, Feng Lulu said, "We will affect your work."

"We have work and work hours, and other family members can come to the office without thinking too much." At this time, Gao Han had opened the lunch box.

He said to Feng Lulu again, "The meat is really strong."

"..."

Well, it doesn't matter if he doesn't care.

Alpine put the lunch box on the coffee table, and he seemed to think of something again, and took out a doll in the drawer of his desk.

"Smile, here you are."

Alpine handed the doll to the children.

"Wow ~~" The kid was surprised when he received the toy again.

"You play obediently, uncle eats first."

"Good ~~" The children stared at the doll intently.

Gao Han touched her hair and came to the sofa.

Feng Lulu handed him the chopsticks.

"It costs you more money." Feng Lulu stood aside and said a little embarrassedly.

Gao Han didn't reply to her, only to see that he was holding the cake in his left hand, put the chopsticks with braised pork and put it in his mouth.

Fatty pork belly, biting a big mouth in my mouth, it feels absolutely amazing.

Feng Lulu watched Alpine eat happily, and a smile appeared on her face.

"Is the taste okay?" Feng Lulu looked at him expectantly.

Gao Han glanced at Feng Lulu, he did not answer, but continued to eat.

Feng Lulu felt that he had bothered him, so he sat quietly and stopped talking.

After a while, Kung Fu Alpine ate a piece of cake and half a piece of meat.

Feng Lulu put him the soup aside.

Gao Han glanced at her again, still not speaking.

Feng Lulu didn't know what he meant, maybe he didn't like talking to people at dinner.

Simply Lulu Feng said nothing.

At this time, Alpine took the bowl and drank the soup with a big mouth. In a blink of an eye, the bowl of soup was consumed by him.

Feng Lulu actually wanted to ask him if she had an appetite. She squeezed her lips tightly, fearing that she would not return to her if she asked Gao Han.

She clasped her hands nervously, and Gao Han had noticed her expression for a long time.

After eating, Alpine put the chopsticks on the bowl.

Gao Han said, "Feng Lu, what kind of man did you marry before?"

What man is causing her to be so careful now?

Every time Gao Han saw Feng Lulu's cautious look, he wanted to beat the bastard.

"what?"

Apparently Feng Lu didn't expect Gao Han to ask this, she was stunned.

She stared blankly at Gao Han, not knowing what to say.

"Feng Lu, I'm different from that man, you don't have to be so careful

of. "

"Alpine, I ..."

"Feng Lu, have you lived with your children for several years?" Gao Han asked again.

Today's alpine is different from usual, and he wouldn't directly ask such questions before.

What happened to him today?

"Four years."

"Since you gave her, have you taken her alone?" Gao Han's expression became serious.

A woman, helpless and helpless, carrying a newborn child alone may imagine how difficult she was at the beginning.

"Ok."

"So, your life is very difficult now, right?" Gao Han had been waiting before. He waited for Feng Lulu to tell him.

But now, he has to ask himself.

Feng Lulu looked at him silently, without speaking.

"Feng Lu, no matter what you do, I can help you. If it is just a difficult life, it is easy to solve."

She lacks money, a house or a car, and he can help her out.

As long as she is willing to say, he will solve any problems for her.

Feng Luluqiang endured the sadness in her heart, she said to Alpine in a mute voice, "Alpine, do you want me to appear in front of you like me with a stripe?"

Alpine frowned slightly.

"Alpine, how are you going to help me solve it? Marry me? Let me be a dodder grass that will be tied to you all my life?" Feng Lulu smiled sadly.

The current alpine, seeing her for the first time, cherishes a beautiful yearning for her, which is normal.

He can marry her because of these good things and let her live a prosperous life.

He wants her, she will have a good life. What if he doesn't want her?

Is she going to be abandoned and gritted to continue living as she is now?

She is now thirty-one years old, and she can still fight hard. If she is forty-one, she may not have so much energy.

If she was abandoned again and again, she might not have the courage to live.

Gao Han bluntly said this to her, and directly ripped off her last piece of shame.

This is not what Feng Lulu wanted.

"Feng Lu, you don't have to work as hard as you do now."

"Alpine, I enjoy my current life very much. In the current life, I earn every point by myself, and my life is very solid."

"Feng Lu ..."

"Alpine, I know that you live a decent life now. You sympathize with me and pity me. But I am not so miserable. I and Xiaoxiao have a good life."

"I feel that God has been looking after me all the time. When I was desperate, let me meet you again. I think these are enough."

"Just solving the problem of children going to school, is that enough?" Gao Han asked.

Gao Han's eyes were fixed on Feng Lulu's eyes, and he wanted to see the real answer in her eyes.

"Enough." She is never greedy, she is not her, she never delusional.

Even if her family breaks down, she still lives bravely and optimistically.

Even if life is hard, she still thanks those who have helped her.

Doesn't she hate it? Don't hate.

Hatred can only increase human suffering.

The person lives, pitches for the whole life, or takes the arms, realizes within one room of enlightenment; or because of the trust, puts it outside the waves.

Is happiness with countless wealth?

The happiness Feng Lulu wants is to live a solid life.

She is a woman and also dreams of the pink dream of a little girl.

She wants to marry Prince Charming, she wants to be a princess.

But reality does not let her be a carefree princess, she became a responsible single mother.

Has she had any illusions about Alpine?

of course. After all, Gao Han is her first love.

But living with Gao Han was not what Feng Lulu wanted.

Life between them too

Disparity, with Alpine, that feeling is like living on the clouds.

Too unreliable, she has no sense of security.

Feng Lulu is a realistic and pragmatic woman, she has experienced too much. The cruel reality shattered all her pink bubble dreams.

When she was with Xiaoxiao's father, she ran for a good life.

She thought that there would be someone next to her and depend on each other.

But reality made her completely defeated.

She can't forget the scene where she was born with a smile. After experiencing a production, she painfully lost consciousness.

When she woke up, the pregnant women in the other beds were taken care of by her family, and there was only one child beside her who was going to feed.

She has no one to rely on, she can only rely on herself.

Other pregnant women cannot move for 12 hours after giving birth, because the postpartum wounds are too painful.

However, Feng Lulu sat up an hour after giving birth because she wanted to look at the crying child.

The child cried aloud, and she secretly wiped her tears while holding the child.

Heartache, physical pain, she was numb at the time.

If she was the only one at the time, she might end her life and end her miserable life.

But now, she has a child by her side and a person who can accompany her.

The day after delivery, she was discharged from the hospital despite her doctor's dissuasion.

Why is she in a hurry to be discharged?

Because she has no money, she has no money to pay for hospitalization.

No one has felt Feng Lulu's suffering, so many people will not understand how she needs security.

Gao Han helped her solve the big problem, she was grateful for Alpine, but she would not be with him.

"Feng Lu ..."

Listening to Feng Lulu saying "enough", Gao Han's heart was like a needle pierced.

In her life plan, there seems to be no existence of him.

"Alpine, to be honest, if you don't go to a public kindergarten, I will be very scared. So, I am very grateful to you. When I had a hard time in life, I pulled me.

Feng Lulu was only grateful to him.

Alpine's thin lips tightened, and he didn't speak.

After a long time, Gao Han said, "Feng Lu, starting tomorrow, you don't have to send me dinner again."

Feng Lulu stared at him staring blankly, and then she responded dumbly, "Okay." She lowered her eyes and didn't look at him again.

**

Feng Lulu didn't know how she came out of Gao Han's office. She seemed to have lost her soul.

In my mind, there was always the sentence of Gao Han, "Feng Lu, starting tomorrow, you don't have to send me dinner again."

"Mom, the bus is coming."

It was not until Xiao Xiao's voice that Feng Lulu pulled back into reality.

Feng Lulu raised her hand and wiped her eyes, she took a smile and got on the bus.

"Mom, why are you crying?" Xiaoxiao sat on her, she gently rubbed Feng Lulu's eyes with her small hand.

Feng Lulu pursed her lips and looked at her daughter with a smile, she shook her head gently.

She raised her hand and wiped it vigorously, but for some reason, the more she wiped, the more tears she shed.

When the child saw her mother kept crying, her mouth was flat, and her tears fell off.

Feng Lulu hugged her daughter tightly, she coaxed the child softly, but her tears were like broken beads, and she couldn't endless.

On the bus, big and small, weeping silently.

Others watched Feng Lulu crying pitifully. The older aunt couldn't help but persuade her.

"Girl, life has no hardships, look away."

Feng Lulu nodded vigorously. She had figured it out when she was 18 years old when her family suddenly changed.

She is crying now because of the high cold.

She loves the cold, but it's a pity--

Love is not available.