Feng Lulu knew that Gao Han hadn't done this kind of work. He helped her to pack things.

Fortunately, there are not many bowls, and it is easy to clean.

When Feng Lulu was about to wash the dishes, Alpine grabbed her wrist.

"..."

Feng Lulu stared at him stupefiedly.

"What's wrong with your hand?" Gao Han asked.

It is said that Feng Lulu's subconsciousness is shrinking back. The weather has been much colder in the past two days. Even though Feng Lulu is wearing a thick down jacket, she is also attached to the warm baby, but her hands have been exposed for a long time and have been touching the water. Frostbite is not surprising.

Feng Lulu himself usually pays attention to it, and uses glycerin for massage after returning home, but frostbite is still inevitable.

"Alpine ..."

"Feng Lu, the premise of making money is to care about yourself. If you make money later and your body is broken, what is the point of making money?"

Gao Han took Feng Lulu's left hand. At first, she had flour on her hand and could not clearly see the frostbite on her hand. Now that her hand was wet with water, the frostbite immediately showed up.

Gao Han looked at her left hand carefully. There was a serious crack on her back, and she looked red and swollen.

Gao Han's expression was very serious. Looking at Feng Lulu's dangling head, he said nothing, but Gao Han only felt distressed to her.

If there is a man taking care of her, she will not suffer this kind of suffering.

Gao Han's big hand directly held Feng Lulu's hand in the palm of her hand, and her little hand was cold and uncomfortable.

Gao Han is the only person who hurt her except Feng Lulu's own parents.

Something went wrong with his father's business, and he owed a lot of debts. Relatives at home immediately broke off contact with his family.

The family are poor relatives. When their father was developed, they would come to the city to find their father for help.

Now that something happened to my father, they rushed to clear the relationship one by one.

The father did not intend to ask relatives for help, because he knew their life situation, but the relatives' practice hurt his father's heart.

After the death of their parents, the relatives broke off the relationship with her directly.

At that time she was not yet 18 years old, and her freshman studies had just begun.

Tuition fees cannot be paid, nor are living expenses.

Feng Lulu was too sad to find a job to make money, but she still could not afford the tuition.

In order to live, she dropped out of school.

When she was under 18 years old, she entered the society, and a lonely and helpless girl could meet all kinds of things.

Part-time job, the boss deliberately deducted money.

Lived in the basement of a few hundred blocks, and lived a meal without a meal.

For a girl, her family has suddenly changed, and from a baby held by her parents in her palm, she has become an orphan who has been rejected.

So now, it is just a small frostbite, which is nothing to Feng Lulu at all.

Alpine's kindness to her made her feel at ease.

When she and Gao Han met, she was robbed of her wallet, and Gao Han helped her back. In this way, they met.

Later, they were in different countries, they became penpals, and finally became male and female friends.

At the beginning, my father told her that everything in the family is caused by his father, and we cannot cause trouble to others.

Lulu, Dad is sorry for you.

The next day, Feng Lulu's parents committed suicide.

They used their own death to avoid paying down debt.

"Alpine, I'm fine."

"Feng Lu, your hands are like this, what else do you want to become, is it a problem?"

Feng Lulu smiled with her lips, she raised her eyes and looked at him, "Alpine, this is not a problem for me at all. It's just a small frostbite, but I only spend two hours every day, I can Earn three or four hundred dollars. "

"So, what is this minor injury?"

Looking at Feng Lulu's careless expression, Alpine's heart seemed to be pierced by a needle.

His big hand clenched her hand.

His eyes looked at him deeply.

After a long time, Feng Lulu gently patted the back of his hand with a smile, "Alpine, thank you. This is my life, I am used to it."

"And, my life is very good now, thank you for all this."

Feng Lulu slowly pulled his hand out of Gao Han's hand.

"Also, alpine, I know your work is very busy, in fact, you do n’t have to visit me every day, I can make a good life myself."

Feng Lulu always had a smile on her face, but Gao Han saw sadness in her smile.

"Feng Lu, why do you think I come to see you every day?" Gao Hanfeng asked.

Feng Lulu's way of saying that he was far away from him annoyed Gao Han.

"I……"

"Feng Lu, I am really busy every day, but no matter how busy I am, I will find time to find you. So, why do you think I come every day?"

Feng Lulu lowered her eyes, her lips clenched tightly.

Tears wandered in his eyes.

"Alpine," Feng Lulu sniffed. "I'm married and have children."

"So?"

Feng Lulu raised her head, tears slipped down in an instant, she always raised her lips, "We are not suitable."

Cold and cold eyes, "What is suitable?"

What is suitable?

To be honest, Feng Lulu did not know.

After all, in Feng Lulu's marriage, for her, she only found a partner to live with when she could not survive.

Her life will be the same in the future. Life is too long and life alone is too difficult, so she needs to find a company.

Gao Han is different from her. He should have a better life than her. There will be an equally good woman beside him.

Unlike her, just a tow oil bottle.

"Anyone and you are suitable except me."

"Oh." Gao Hanhan smiled. "You think it's quite good. Do you mean to grab a woman on the road and be with me?"

"Alpine, I don't mean that."

She did not want to argue with Gao Han, and she felt that there was no room for discussion on this topic.

"Alpine, let's go, I'll go home after I've finished packing, I owe you a dumpling, and I will return you tomorrow."

With that said, Feng Lulu packed up the chopsticks, and she was not ready to take care of him.

Alpine grabbed her arm.

"high……"

Gao Han took her directly into his arms, and his hands hugged her tightly.

Feng Lulu's hands were open, her brain suddenly went blank, and she completely lost her thinking.

Gao Han buried her face in her neck socket, and Feng Lulu could clearly feel Gao Han's intimacy with her.

They are wrong!

Feng Lulu pushed him hard, "Alpine, alpine, you let go."

Alpine only needed a little effort, and Feng Lulu couldn't push him away.

"Alpine, I am not suitable for you. You will know other better girls and spend the rest of your life with you. I know you as my friend do not see me suffering."

"Alpine, my days are not bitter at all. Now I can raise me and Xiaoxiao very well with my own hands. You don't have to worry about me, let alone pity me."

"Kao Han, if you do this, you will only make me feel guilty for you. You helped me solve the school problem. At this point, I do n’t know how to repay you. Please, do n’t let me owe you More."

Feng Lulu's hands pushed Alpine's arm, and she choked with sobs.

She doesn't need anyone's pity, including alpine.

what is love?

Love is her best fantasy between men and women when she was sixteen.

Now, she has been tempered by life, and she doesn't know what love is anymore.

She only knows that she has to work harder to live a better life and raise her daughter.

For her, love is a luxury that is unmatched in this life.

"Alpine, let me go. I have finished talking. It shouldn't be like this between us."

Feng Lulu let the tears flow freely, and the tears wet the cold chest.

"Feng Lu, you are finished, I haven't said it yet." Gao Han's hands held her tightly, and he didn't give Feng Lulu any chance to push him away.

"Feng Lu," Gao Han's voice was hoarse, "I've waited for you for fifteen years."

Feng Lulu was stunned, and she couldn't believe what she heard.

"I returned to City A four years ago and learned of your marriage. I know that I missed you."

Feng Lulu instantly lost his mind, and his tears raged more violently.

Four years ago, four years ago ...

Four years ago, she was forced to marry the son of her parents debtor.

Destiny always likes to tease people like this.

Although Feng Lulu had only herself in those years, she still survived with her own hands.

When she was working part-time in a restaurant, she was inexplicably found by relatives in her hometown.

She thought that the relatives found the conscience and thought about taking care of her, but she did not expect that the relative brought a father who was in debt.

The debtor originally wanted Feng Lulu to repay the money. His father owed him 100,000 yuan.

When the debtor saw that Feng Lulu had grown beautiful, she let her marry her son to pay the debt.

Feng Lulu didn't want to pay attention to these things, but the other party said that his father's debts were justified.

Her work was also disturbed by this group of people. When they saw her, they were a little girl, and they harassed her unscrupulously.

The family did not know what benefits were given to their relatives, and they took turns to persuade her to marry.

A relative said, "Lulu, you have been ruined in your life. No matter how hard you try, you are just a restaurant. This family has money. You marry someone, and you do n’t lose money. , At most you will marry a wage earner in the future. "

"You are living a hard life now, do you still want your children to live a hard life? It doesn't matter if you are not happy, you also want to make your children unhappy?"

Relatives' words were a heavy blow to Feng Lulu's psychology.

Her life is over. Over the years, she has worked hard, but her life is still hard.

Relatives' "advice" of relatives, and harassment of debtors again and again, Feng Lulu admitted.

She didn't want to toss about it. She had been wandering for ten years, and she needed a place to settle down.

In this way, she married.

After she married, Gao Han returned from abroad.

"Alpine, alpine ..." Feng Lulu wept helplessly.

Why, why?

If she didn't marry someone, if he came back earlier, would the result be different between them?

"Feng Lu ..."

"Alpine, missing is missing."

"I can make it up!"

Feng Lulu pursed her lips and smiled bleakly, "Alpine, we are not love, I care about you, just friendship between friends."

"what did you say?"

"I said," Feng Lulu paused. "I don't love you."

--I do not love you.

In a word, let Alpine fall into a cold lake.