A Warm Wedding and A New Bride of Young Master Lu

v2 Chapter 4697: bare heart

Gong Mingyue looked at Yan Bang helplessly, "Are you always so selfish? You never consider other people's feelings. You will take what you think is my behavior."

After finishing speaking, Gong Mingyue laughed helplessly.

"Mingyue, I don't want to betray you, I don't want flaws to appear in our relationship, so after that incident, I can't be with you with peace of mind."

"And before that?"

"What?"

"Why do you go to drink alone? Why do you indulge your assistant to provoke me? Why do you tolerate Dou Xueqing's gossip with you again and again?"

Gong Mingyue asked three questions in succession.

Yan Bang stared at her blankly, it turned out that she had a clear heart.

When Lin Yin called Gong Mingyue to protest in the middle of the night, he had a grudge against Lin Yin, but in view of her living conditions, Yan Bang did not drive her away.

Because he knew that a person like Lin Yin could not pose any threat to Gong Mingyue at all.

But he could use Lin Yin to test Gong Mingyue, and the result of the test made him not very satisfied, because Gong Mingyue didn't seem to care about Lin Yin at all.

Later, another Dou Xueqing came out, she appeared in front of him with a harmless appearance to humans and animals, a pure and holy appearance.

Even if it is true that humans and animals are harmless, it is a disguise.

He remained calm, just wanting to see what Dou Xueqing was going to do.

She wanted to find a man, and wanted to expand her reputation by hyping up scandals.

Yan Bang thought this was a good opportunity, he wanted to see Gong Mingyue's jealousy and possessiveness towards him.

People are often so dissatisfied.

He lived a bland and happy life, so he just wanted to find some excitement.

Gong Mingyue's reaction was far beyond his expectation, she was neither angry nor jealous, on the contrary she was very magnanimous.

He once fell into deep suspicion that Gong Mingyue actually didn't love him that much.

This made him fall into constant self-doubt, because he loved her so much and cared too much about her, so he cared more about the feedback Gong Mingyue gave him.

"Mingyue, I love you, I pretend to be you in my whole heart. I go to drink because I can't get rid of the depression in my heart, I can't find an answer, I can't find out that you love me trace."

"Hehe." Gong Mingyue chuckled, "It's not so much that you can't find the answer, but that you can't accept our situation where women are strong and men are weak. You want me to be attached to you, and you want me to be weaker. Some, you hope you can't live without me."

"..."

A little astonishment appeared on Yan Bang's face.

Because, he did think so.

He once thought that if Gong Mingyue was just an ordinary woman, she would not be so outstanding, cuddling up to him like a little woman, he thought this feeling might be very good.

So after their love entered a stable period, some falsehoods that should not exist appeared in his heart.

He hoped that Gong Mingyue would become the kind of woman he imagined.

"Mingyue, I..."

"Do you think the problem between us is just because of your body's betrayal? No, your heart has changed. You have become greedy and domineering. Instead of treating me as your lover, you have turned me into a kind of independent Belonging to you."

"Mingyue is not like this, I didn't want to turn you into my appendage, I didn't want to deprive you of your personality. I just want you to be a little girl occasionally, rely on me, and let me protect you. You are too strong , I have no sense of existence in front of you."

"You are my woman, but you go to shelter from the wind and rain. How can you make me, a man, feel so bad?" Yan Bang also showed pain on his face.

"In the end, you care more about your face."

"no!"

"It's you I care about! It's you I want to protect!"

"You protect me by hurting me?"

Gong Mingyue's question made Yan Bang speechless. He kept saying that he loved her and liked her, but in the end, he was the one who gave her the greatest harm and humiliation in her life.

"Mingyue, I was very desperate that day. Do you understand what despair is? I was still wondering whether you loved me or cared about me, but I did something that I was sorry for you. I was in a mess at that time!"

Yan Bang sat up suddenly, he tore the wound suddenly, but he didn't care anymore.

He wants to tell her everything on his mind.

Gong Mingyue looked at him, but gradually became quiet.

"Mingyue, in those days, I lived a very painful life. I couldn't control the entangled emotions. I even thought about breaking up with you. Now I have tried. Breaking up with you makes me want to die!"

"Mingyue, I have been with you for seven years. If I really could not accept strong women and weak men, I would not have been with you at that time. After we are together, we can see a handful of times a year. I If I'm just playing with you, then why should I work so hard to fall in love with you?"

"Is it hard to fall in love with me?"

"It's hard. I obviously have a woman, but in order to take care of her work and her career, I have to endure loneliness."

"Why are you so lonely and lonely? Why can't I feel it?"

"Because you are ruthless."

Hearing this, Gong Mingyue was stunned for a moment.

"It's not just for love, but also for family. Eighty percent of your energy is devoted to work. For family and love, you can only spare very little time to deal with them."

"You're so busy that you don't even have a close friend."

Gong Mingyue was stunned for a moment, and then became calm.

"Friendship is not that important to me. Instead of developing an insignificant friendship, I might as well manage the company more." Gong Mingyue said calmly.

Gong Mingyue's life trajectory is very simple, but it is also difficult for ordinary people to accept.

Under the strict discipline of her parents when she was young, she was a perfect student. In addition to studying, she also practiced calligraphy, riding horses, playing ball, and playing the piano.

Later, her parents passed away due to an accident, and without the restraint of her parents, she was even stricter with herself, and she achieved excellent results in everything.

Before graduating from university, she had already started managing family affairs overseas. Gong Xingze takes care of the domestic business, she is in charge of overseas, and the brother and sister manage the family business in an orderly manner.

Later, due to personal problems, Gong Xingze could no longer manage the company, and Gong Xingzhou was obsessed with the entertainment industry, so Gong Mingyue could only return to China.

The eldest brother is useless, and the younger brother is incapable. To support the entire family, she is the only one to rely on.

She didn't dare to stop for a moment, she was afraid that the family business would be ruined on her.

In those years, she didn't know what happiness was, what vacation was, all she could do was endless work.

Until she met Yan Bang, her dull and boring life became more interesting.

The appearance of Yan Bang made her heart skip a beat, and she had a different feeling.

When she was with Yan Bang, she could always feel infinite relaxation and comfort, a feeling she had never felt before.

However, she can't relax all the time, enjoyment is a luxury for her, and people who enjoy too much will easily relax their vigilance.

So after confirming the relationship, Gong Mingyue deliberately reduced the number of meetings with Yan Bang. The occasional meeting is only a reward for her one stage of work.

On the one hand, Yan Bang is selfish, but why not Gong Mingyue?

She was afraid that she would fall into obsession with pleasure, so she forced herself to reduce the number of times she was with Yan Bang.

This also deprived Yan Bang of the right to fall in love.

She discovered her problem, but she had no choice but to keep turning like a perpetual motion machine.

"Mingyue, how long is our youth? And work is endless, can you work until you are old?"

"I can, I can dedicate my life to work."

Yan Bang smiled helplessly, "Since work is so important to you, why do you hate me?"

"Because you lied to me, failed me, and betrayed me."

Yan Bang shook his head and said with a smile, "No, it's because you love me so much that you can't accept the fact that we broke up. But you don't want to admit it, so you use various reasons to deceive yourself so that your Feel better inside."

"No! Yan Bang, you are not that important to me!"

"Not that important?" Yan Bang sat up, "Since I'm not important, is it worth you betting the fate of the Gong Group to get revenge on me?"

"What the Gong's Group is to you is your life's work!"

"Yan Bang, no one can trample on my dignity and hurt me."

"Then Lin Yin provoked you, why did you let her go? Dou Xueqing provoked you, why did you ignore her?"

"Their kind of little people are not worth my attention."

"Then Ji Lingling, who had no grudges with you back then, why did you suppress her so much that you almost found her?"

"you…"

"Mingyue, admit it, you are a fool, you only want to help others, you never think about yourself. You suppressed Ji Lingling because you mistakenly thought that she would hurt Gong Xingzhou. Ignore Lin Yin and Dou Xueqing, It's because you care about my feelings."

Gong Mingyue clenched her fists tightly, "Yan Bang, don't be sentimental."

"I'm not being selfish. If you didn't take revenge on me with all your strength this time, I wouldn't know how much you love me."

"Yan Bang, I don't love you!"

Yan Bang suddenly grabbed her hand and pressed her hand firmly to his chest.

"You're crazy!" Gong Mingyue subconsciously retracted her hand, but Yan Bang held it firmly.

After a while, his wound was torn open again, and the blood flowed down again.

"Mingyue, I love you. From the beginning to the end, I only have you in my heart. Yes, I admit that I did something stupid, and I confess to you. I did something wrong, and I deserve to be punished. But what about you, Mingyue , you obviously did nothing wrong, why do you torture yourself so much?"

"Yan Bang, let go! I didn't torture myself, I took revenge on you, can I feel happy?" Gong Mingyue looked at Yan Bang with cold eyes, she wanted to use this physical state to tell him that she had no love for him anymore.

"Really? I have a way to make you happier."

After all, Yan Bang pulled Gong Mingyue over with his strength.

Afterwards, he turned over and directly pressed Gong Mingyue on the bed.

"you…"

Yan Bang curled his lips into a smile, "It's all just pretending. My current physical strength is no problem with you fighting three rounds. I also said that I don't care about me. Just now I looked like I was dying, and I was very anxious." ?”

"Shameless! Get out!" Gong Mingyue was extremely angry at being played naked like this.

"I can't roll anymore, if I want to roll, I can only roll on you."

"Shameless!"

"Well, I'm only shameless towards you." Yan Bang pressed her hands and took a bite directly on her mouth, "Now let's talk about it, let's vent all your emotions and dissatisfaction I also gave you all of my shares in Yan's Group, and I will be by your side in the future to help you with your work."

"I do not care!"

"Don't rush to refuse. Mingyue, you have worked so hard for so many years, you should also try to relax, don't you want a child? After the child is born, you just let him go, and you are still like this day and night work?"

When Yan Bang mentioned the child suddenly, Gong Mingyue's heart softened suddenly, and she lost her mind for a moment.

Yan Bang quickly put a kiss on her lips, "I have checked Kazuhiko Domoto. Not only is he engaged in illegal activities, he may also be a murderer. That kind of man is not good enough for you."

Gong Mingyue's eyes shrank slightly.

"Why aren't you surprised at all? You checked him out before?"

Gong Mingyue snorted coldly and ignored him.

"Hehe, I seldom saw you angry before, but now it seems that you look very delicate when you are angry."

"Yan Bang, shut up!"

"I can't shut it up anymore, there are other uses for this mouth in a while."

"Get up... woo..."

I can't help it, now, if he wakes up again, is he still a man?