"I have been most afraid of pain since I was young. It really hurts. It hurts. Uncle, it really hurts."

"I thought I would die, it would hurt."

"But it didn't die, but the baby in my stomach died."

"At that time, the doctor said not to have **** in a month, but the next day, Jia Yu wanted me. I thought the child had enough pain when she had a miscarriage, but it only hurt when he suppressed me. It hurts, it hurts, but then, stupid, I felt that as long as he was happy, the pain would be fine. "

"Jia Yu and his family admit that they want to be sent abroad. I read his chat history. He told others that I was like a dead fish and had no fun in bed. He said he would throw me some money when he left. Just send it. "

"Uncle, I was thinking at that time, I should never have any relationship with men in this life, and never get pregnant again. I have to study hard and never be held up by a bad boy myself. I must be good. Learn."

"So many people laugh at me and ridicule me, so many people bully me and sneer at me, I can tolerate it, I really can tolerate anything, I can't bear even the pain. If these do n’t hurt, it wo n’t Take it to heart. "

"Uncle, I wasn't hit that year. Was it terrible?"

He leaned on the back of the chair, and she was stiff as a stone sculpture from the moment she spoke. It wasn't until her words came to a halt that he responded. She was asking him, and he said softly, "Yes, it is terrible."

He knew what happened to Fei Jiayu when he left home, or he sent people back for a hard meal and sent him away.

Fei Jiayu took a girlfriend when he left home, and he also knew that.

The girlfriend's family came to the door.

However, I didn't take it at all.

He did not expect that the girl turned out to be the little woman on the phone.

he……

He couldn't regret it.

"Mianmian." He called her: "Don't mix with Jiayu again, okay?"

He suddenly thought, perhaps, that she was doing this in revenge on Fei Jiayu, who was so **** then, and she should take revenge, but he didn't want her to toss herself anymore.

He didn't want her to suffer anymore.

But she asked him: "Uncle, isn't a man credible?"

"When I liked Jiayu, what did he want? I followed him. I ran away for him, abandoned my family, abandoned my child, abandoned everything, and even abandoned myself. I want to live with him for the rest of my life.

"But in the end, he abandoned me."

"Actually, it's not that the man is not credible, it should be me being mean."

"The second uncle scolded me for being cheap. It was right. When I abandoned my family and the children in my stomach, I should have thought that those who abandoned would also be abandoned by others. I do n’t cherish myself, and others will not cherish me. "

"I want to understand, uncle, I actually wanted to understand at that time, it was all my own fault, it was my own contempt and indifference that I didn't self-love, and it was my own indiscrimination."

"I told myself that I would never like men anymore. I would like myself. I only like those who love me. I will never repeat the same mistakes in my life."

"But second uncle, I like others again."

"I don't know shame, I treat myself with contempt, and I like others ..."