After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket
Chapter 48
The wilderness did say the wrong thing. Fang Shaoyi didn't give him the opportunity to finish the sentence, so he cut it off in time. Although he asked questions afterwards, asking him what he would rather do, and what he did n’t finish, he did n’t really want to listen to him. Every forced question is a reminder and a warning.
Every time he asked the wilderness, he realized that he had made another mistake, and he almost said the wrong thing. Afterwards, I apologized, served softly, and made peace, all from the sincerity.
However, although Fang Shaoyi is usually gentle, he seems to have no temper, but he is really more upright than the wilderness. Fang Shaoyi's face was completely cold because of the half sentence that the wilderness had not finished, and he no longer had the gentleness before, and he didn't even talk much to him.
Fang Shaoyi's last two words to the wilderness that day were: "Is it always so easy to say these words at your place? It's been two years since the divorce. Wouldn't you cherish it if you still learned."
Each word is like a needle piercing the original ambition, a pier is a **** hole.
But the words were all spoken out, but it was impossible to collect them. The wilderness could only say it again in a dumb voice: "... I was wrong."
Fang Shao didn't speak to him again, and gave him a deep look, which looked like a knife directly piercing into the wilderness soul. As soon as Fang Shao left such a look, he left without looking back. Is really angry.
In fact, Fang Shaoyi has been angry many times for so many years. He rarely really feels angry with the original wild. This is his personality. He always loses temper with the people around him. The wilderness basically can't touch the point that makes him angry. But once he was really angry, the wilderness was not good every time.
After that, "Fashion Qashqai" began to publicize, and Fang Shaoyi had to cooperate with the director to go to the show. No matter which crew Fang Shaoyi cooperated in this regard, unless the schedule could not be arranged. And these were all signed in the contract, and the necessary publicity will be available. Therefore, Fang Shaoyi was not often at home for a while, and he had to follow the director everywhere.
The wilderness couldn't catch other people's shadows, but the caller Fang Shaoyi would pick up, but the tone was still different from before.
At first, everyone thought Ji Xiaotao was annoying and didn't take care of others, but now Ji Xiaotao finally had a chance to turn over. The wilderness took the initiative to send him a message: Tao.
Ji Xiaotao: Ah.
The wilderness asked: Where are you now?
Ji Xiaotao returned quickly: in Guangzhou.
The wilderness scratched his head and asked again: When will he return?
Ji Xiaotao said: I don't know yet. I will go to Nanjing the day after tomorrow.
The wilderness touched his nose again, and then asked: Then your brother ... are I still mad?
Ji Xiaotao glanced at Fang Shaoyi on the mobile phone. They were in the car. Fang Shaoyi closed his eyes and did n’t know if he was asleep. Ji Xiaotao replied to the wilderness: I ca n’t see it, Yege, but My brother has really been in a bad mood these days, why are you annoying him? It shouldn't be ...
This was inconvenient to tell him. The wilderness squatted on his own sofa and thought about it and sent a note to Fang Shao: Brother?
As soon as Fang Shao did not return to him, the wilderness replied: Are you still angry?
Two messages were sent out to stop and stop, and no one returned to him.
In the past few days, Fang Shao had a lot of news about him, and it was good to send it back three times. I didn't say a few words when I got back. But the wilderness didn't have a temper, and he had to suffer for his own death.
The originally good relationship suddenly froze, which may seem a little funny, just because of the wild words.
But there is nothing accidental. In fact, they will have this scene sooner or later, not always this time. Whether it is really so calm under the harmony and calm in this past six months, both of them know.
Otherwise, no one mentioned remarriage?
Fang Shao flew around in the wilderness and couldn't catch others' shadows. He had many things of his own. Feng Leizi's dumb script had given him a draft, which might have to be revised to four or five drafts, or he might have finished the second draft If you can't cooperate, you can't continue to follow. His teacher has been urging the wilderness to go to school to give him a talk. The few people he invited are all accomplished now. This wilderness must go.
The two were busy with each other, and the previous small quarrel was not settled, so the relationship they are not embarrassing now seems to have pulled the distance far away at once and returned to several months ago.
It seems that the relationship for more than half a year looks like a layer of foam, fragile, and illusory. As long as one side loosens the rib that both of them are always tight, the peace that is whitewashed between them becomes a phantom.
But there are always some differences.
Although the wilderness said the wrong thing, he did n’t really want to retreat. He said that the focus of the sentence was on the first half of the sentence, and the next half of the sentence was just for aggravating emotions. Fang Shaoyi cared about that sentence very much, and then became cold-faced and angry. It should have happened. The wilderness knew that it was wrong. Fang Shaoyi should be angry if he was angry.
Last year, when the relationship was awkward, the wilderness hadn't taken that step, and they were tempting each other. But since the wilderness decided to start the relationship again, he never thought of retreating. Some people have enough things to lose once. He and Fang Shaoyi also said this.
So this time the wilderness mentality was always correct. When I was angry, I coaxed. We will resolve the contradiction. If we do n’t sort it out, we will sort it out slowly, but we wo n’t think about separation or give up.
Fang Shaoyi asked Xin Dao to say "Uncle" in private, no outsiders, chatting and talking are close words.
Xin Dao asked him: "What's the matter? I heard that your time has been empty, and there was no drama behind?"
Fang Shao didn't deny it, nodded and said, "Well, sort yourself out."
Xin Dao glanced at him: "I heard Wei Hua said that you didn't receive his movie. What do you mean? Want to transform? Behind the scenes?"
"I haven't thought about it that much," Fang Shaoyi said. "Think about it later."
In fact, Fang Shao did not think about turning behind the scenes before the age of forties, and there are corresponding plans for each stage of his life. His love for movies was first presented through performances. After turning behind the scenes, there is an essential difference with the current transmission method change. Although the performance and the behind-the-scenes can actually not conflict, but also carry a lot, but for Fang Shaoyi, when he was young, he still wanted to make the performance more pure. Carrying other pressures on his body, he can't achieve 100% immersion and integration.
And what is the difference between behind the scenes and in front of the stage?
"I'm not in a hurry ..." Xin Dao nodded and pondered, "I have a disaster movie next year, would you like to come?"
Fang Shao smiled and shook his head and said, "Uncle, I didn't think that far. I don't have to give me any special roles. I still can't say what my status will be next year."
Xin Dao waved his hand and smiled: "Forget it, I just asked, but I actually want your dad to come."
"Then if you ask him back, you may have to work hard," Fang Shao said with a smile. "Thinking about his own drama, it may not be free next year."
Xin Dao sighed "Hi" and sighed, "It's all gone when I was young, and the old guy didn't talk about it at all!"
Fang Shao couldn't arrange his dad with him. He didn't answer the question. He said a few words later: "Uncle, if you have a suitable role, do you think about it briefly?"
Xin Dao raised his eyebrows: "Your friend? I've watched his dramas and made them on TV. The acting is somewhat floating, and it's all outside."
"Well, he is a long-time filmmaker." Fang Shaoyi also admitted this, "but if the acting skills pass, adjust the tone to find the rhythm."
"Okay, let me look back." Xindao said.
Fang Shao nodded, didn't say much, the two talked about something else.
"Wind Qashqai" was released on National Day. This year's National Day competition was not particularly big. An American science fiction blockbuster, the rest is domestic. Their movie didn't expect the box office to soar. This kind of theme and its ending is destined to not be so high. But after all, the films of Director Xin and Fang Shaoyi, coupled with the martial arts sentiment that the propaganda played, the audience expected to be quite high, and the box office will also reach 60 million on the day of the premiere, which is not bad.
The field went to the premiere that day, and he went to the premiere in the middle of the night. Two hours after the movie, the wilderness finished watching scene after scene.
Xin Dao ’s first contact with this theme, the story is not good, but the use of the lens and color is indeed beautiful, the fighting scene is also very good, the action design is smooth and gorgeous, and the effects of many scenes are amazing and shocking. Needless to say, Fang Shaoyi's acting skills. In the second half of the movie, he had one eye that was blind, and his emotion transmission was based on his one-eye, but his strength was not reduced. The young chivalrous man was at ease, the middle-aged chivalrous man was miserable, and the sharp edge of the last play came to his throat. He said sadly, "Stop my own life."
After watching the whole movie, I still felt more depressed, probably because the final result was miserable.
On the way from the movie theater to the drive home, the wilderness was always shaking. The tone of the film is heavy from beginning to end, and it will not be easy for anyone to watch it. But the emotions in the wilderness are not all from the movie, probably because of Fang Shaoyi. In the play, Fang Shaoyi stared at every look and every movement, not missing one.
Fang Shaoyi's films have few wildernesses that he hasn't participated in in recent years. This is one. Whether it is the script or the process of filming, the wilderness is unclear and I do n’t know. Except when recording the variety show, the wilderness lived in the crew one night in advance, he had no contact with the drama at all.
It is still a bit regretful to think about it now, so the wilderness watched the movie very seriously, like looking at Fang Shaoyi that year through the screen.
After the wilderness came home, he called Fang Shao one, but he didn't answer it. The wilderness came out and took another call after taking a shower.
Fang Shaoyi's voice on the phone still sounded a little cold, and the wilderness asked him, "Brother, where is it?"
"Home." Fang Shao threw a word at him.
"You're back?" The wilderness was a little surprised, because Ji Xiaotao said they had to get back the day after tomorrow.
Fang Shaoyi "huh" sounded, and then nothing else.
Harano said to him: "I went to the movie just now, very good."
Fang Shaoyi still had nothing to say.
The wilderness tentatively asked, "Can I go? Can I go find you?"
"No," Fang Shaoyi said lightly, "Don't toss."
The wilderness sighed and said with a smile: "How can I forgive me ... How long must I be angry."
"Till you remember for a long time," Fang Shao's voice was always the same, there was no ups and downs, but the wilderness could still hear that he was actually emotional, Fang Shao said, "If you say it once, I will let you feel it once. I let You have a long memory, can you say anything so easily. "
The wilderness originally thought that he was quite calm, but it still made Fang Shaoyi's words tingle, and he said sincerely: "I know I was wrong."
As soon as Fang Shao didn't speak, the wilderness said to himself, he leaned on the bedside and slowly said to Fang Shaoyi: "I went to the movie just now, it's really beautiful. I like every one of your characters. The movie itself has only six points, but because you are acting, you can play it to eight points, nine points, or even ten points. "
"The movie has made you, but you can also make a movie." The wilderness smiled, his eyes and brows were proud, "You are a movie by nature."
Fang Shaoyi knew what he was going to say, listened to him quietly, and then asked him: "So?"
The wilderness sighed softly and whispered: "So how could I make you give it up because of me."
Fang Shaoyi's voice was still somewhat soft. He didn't even say these words in the wilderness. But when the wilderness said, this always made people soft. Fang Shaoyi said: "I did not say to give up, even if one day I really give up, it is just for myself."
This sounded a bit stern, but the wilderness didn't believe it at all.
Fang Shao's voice was a little softer. Of course, the wilderness had to seize the opportunity. He lowered his attitude a little bit and said that he said: "There are indeed some problems between us, but since they were wrong once, I did not I want to make a mistake for the second time. I just said the wrong thing and talked, brother, do n’t worry about it. "
"I can chase you again and be nice to you again, I think it's lucky. I didn't know if you were willing to be nice to me last year. Before going to that variety show, I really wanted to treat you again, even if It ’s pretending to show it to others, and I ’m having fun again. "
When the wilderness said about it, he smiled, and then said, "It's a shame."
As soon as Fang Shao heard him, he was silent for a while.
The scene was a bit awkward for a while. In order to ease the situation, Fang Shaoyi finally spoke.
"You told me last year in the crew that something was lost to know the pain." Fang Shao asked him, "Do you remember?"
"Remember, of course," said the wilderness, "you are my bones."
Fang Shao said in a low voice, slowly: "You only know the pain when you lose it, but I had already hurt when you quit speaking ..."
Yuan Ye closed his eyes fiercely, put his face on his knees, his eyes and nose suddenly sour, and his heart, liver, spleen, stomach and kidneys also hurt.