Chapter 176 175 As long as it is him, everything is fine

  Because even if there is no evening breeze at home, there is fragrance of flowers and moonlight, I can eat salt-baked Aolong in the courtyard.

   But the steamed sea bass was just as good.

  In the extra pineapple sweet and sour meat, someone carefully put her favorite blueberries and strawberries. The color and taste are very good.

   There is also a bowl of steamed eggs with shrimp and Japanese tofu, sprinkled with a few small peas, and the appearance is full.

   The watery spinach that was fried by the way, blanched in water, sprinkled with sesame seeds, the taste is not astringent, tender and a little sweet.

   The first dinner I came back from Qinghai, Ning Youguang was very satisfying.

   Not to mention, you can eat iced watermelon right away.

  Ning Youguang admitted that she was shamefully moved by the worldly life of the two of them, which was full of fireworks.

When   , Mochizuki served a plate of cut watermelon.

   I don't know how he practiced abroad these years. A plate of watermelon can also be cut into beautiful hearts and stars.

   "It's also amazing." Ning Youguang took the fork he handed over.

   A red heart - watermelon was inserted on the top of the fork.

   This ubiquitous romance…

   "I have more powerful ones." Shi Mochizuki raised the corner of his mouth.

  Ning Youguang didn't speak, but in his curved eyes, the summer stars were reflected.

  …

"The people there don't talk much. They just do their own things quietly every day. They don't have so many trivial things to consider, so naturally they don't have that much to say. It's good to be quiet and quiet." Ning Youguang sat down Yu is drinking tea in the professor's office.

  Today, she brought a gift from Qinghai to the teacher.

   "Everyone has a firm belief in themselves and is full of hope for life. The so-called 'comfortable' is like this." Professor Yu smiled and put down the teacup.

  Ning Youguang continued to drink water for her, "I like the atmosphere of their life very much."

   "Don't you run there every year?" Professor Yu looked at her with a smile, "Is your heart back now?"

   "It's taken back." Ning Youguang chuckled.

  Professor Yu turned slightly and approached her, "I heard that a boy who is good at cooking often comes to your dormitory?"

  Ning Youguang straightened his back unconsciously, "It's Mochizuki."

  Professor Yu nodded with a smile, "Oh, it's an hour, he has returned to China?"

   "Yes." Ning Youguang nodded calmly.

  Professor Yu saw her folded hands, "No wonder they say the young man is very handsome."

  Ning Youguang sighed slightly.

   [Gossip is really an insurmountable human nature, even the most learned professors can't get rid of it. ]

   Teacher Yu saw her like this, and didn't make any detours, "He likes you very much."

  Ning Youguang raised his head in surprise.

   "I saw it in the United States." Professor Yu said with a smile, "As soon as he sees you, he can't see anything else in his eyes, and I know this kid is interested in you."

  Ning Youguang blushed, "Nothing can escape the teacher's eyes."

  Professor Yu reached out and poked at the hairy head of his student, "You kid, it's not enough to see others sober and see yourself."

Ning Youguang picked up the cup, thought about it, and said slowly, "Teacher, do you know? I always felt that a person like me was not suitable for dating at all, and I never thought about getting married. I even did it a long time ago. Prepared to live alone for a lifetime, but..."

   "But didn't expect him to have feelings between men and women for you?"

"Yeah." Ning Youguang nodded slowly and then shook his head, "It's not that I didn't see that he treated me differently, I just couldn't believe my own speculation, at this point, I hope to see To the more real side, it is very certain."

  Professor Yu said with a smile, "You child has the rationality and maturity beyond his age, but he also lacks the loneliness and courage that you should have at your age."

   After a slight pause, she said, "I don't think you will doubt his love for you. I think you must also know that he is not a person who is easily emotional."

   "Yes, he is also a person who is not easy to let go once he is in love." Ning Youguang's mood was a little complicated, "I also like him quite a bit."

   After all, he is a child who has spent countless hard work since he was a child.

   How could she not like him?

   It can be said that there are countless beautiful qualities and habits in him, all developed under her guidance bit by bit.

   What's more, put aside the previous life, only talk about this life.

  The child has always been fine in her eyes.

   Of course she also knew that he was not perfect and would have all kinds of problems.

   But it's amazing, no matter what shortcomings he has in the eyes of others, in her eyes, as long as it's him, everything is fine.

   In this matter, it is better to have light without principles than to have principles.

   She used to think that it was because she loved him and protected him since she was a child.

  This love has nothing to do with the love of men and women, it is love, the kind of love that wants to take care of him, help him, and hope for his good.

  No personal feelings, no distractions.

   It is because the love is pure enough that she can always be open to her subjective preference for him.

   But now, the other party suddenly wants them to switch roles to get along.

  She is a little messy.

  Professor Yu was silent for a while and asked, "Are you running away or saying, what are you afraid of?"

  Ning covered his face with light, "I'm afraid - I'm afraid of an uncertain future."

   To be precise, it is the future of two people.

"The real face of the world is originally complex, changeable, and impossible to predict and expect accurately. But in a world that you don't know anything about, you will be pleasantly surprised if you go on, right?" Professor Yu pushed the teacup above the table to Ning Youguang. push.

  Ning Youguang re-boiled water and made tea, "The truth is known, but it has not yet been realized."

  Professor Yu said, "I remember you asked me two questions before, 'Where did you come from?' 'What is the outcome of life?' At that time I said that this needs to be understood by yourself. Today, I will tell you the answer."

  Ning Youguang sat upright, posing a posture of listening intently.

  Professor Yu said, "Where did you come from? I came from emptiness, and I will also go to emptiness. Life is 'the harmony of karma, the existence of falsehood; the separation of karma, the vanishing of false names'."

   "What is the result of life? No matter the joy or pain of life, everyone has only one result, that is, there is no result. So some people like to use dreams as a metaphor for life, and every dream is incompatible and has no results."

"There is no result in life, only a process. We want to achieve emptiness, knowing that there is no gain in life, and emptiness is not to deny Dependent Origination. Our purpose in this life is to experience events and train our minds. Faced with various unknown troubles and fears, use the Mahayana The emptiness of the mind maintains the 'not lost, not grasped', because all dependent origination is empty - the state of attachment is nothing, and everything we are attached to, it has no reality, no immutability, and no independence. , we can't control and lead, so we can only face life from the perspective of 'there is nothing in the first place'. This is the best way to extinguish and look outward. After continuous cultivation and experience, one day there will be Achieving—if it is realized, the attachment to all realms is eliminated.” 1314

   My son is really lucky...

  

  

   (end of this chapter)