Chapter 337 Two more

   "Need a chat?" Ning Youguang sat down on a chair on the terrace.

   "Yes." Shi Mochizuki sat down beside her.

  Ning Youguang took a sip of coffee, "The coffee is good."

  Today the child bought a hazelnut latte.

  Shi Mochizuki pursed her lips and said, "Sister, you told me that if I'm in a bad mood, I must express my feelings and thoughts to others truthfully."

  Ning nodded lightly, "Yes, I'm waiting for you to express the truth to me."

   "I'm very flustered, I heard you say you want to live apart from me." Shi Mochizuki held the coffee and didn't drink it.

   He stared at him, looking anxious, his thin lips slightly pursed into a slightly sad arc, "I think I have to confess something to you."

"what's up?"

   "Even if we meet every day, I still can't stop me from missing you."

   Mochizuki's deep voice was full of affection.

  Ning Youguang didn't answer, but looked at him very seriously.

   Mochizuki was a little anxious, "When I think of you want me to move out again, or don't want to continue living with me, I can't control my fear."

   "I love you so much to make you happy, and of course I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do." He said in a slightly heavy tone, "Can you tell me why you insist on living apart from me?"

"The dorm is relatively small, and if you want to do deep work, I might disturb you when I'm around you." He clenched his coffee and continued, "But you want a separate, undisturbed space, move here. Wouldn't it be more appropriate? There are study rooms and rooms that you have arranged by yourself, each of which can allow you to do what you want to do quietly. In this house, as long as you tell me gently, you need to be quiet, I It won't bother you, so why on earth, you don't want to move in with me?"

  Why push me out of your world?

  Ning smiled tenderly, "Dear, I'm really happy that you're in a bad mood today, and you're willing to tell me the truth."

   "Can my sister answer me?" Shi Mochizuki's eyes were deep but sad.

  Ning Youguang was silent for a long time, then said slowly, "Because I can't give you the answer you want."

   "What answer?" Mochizuki asked eagerly.

   "Be your wife." Ning Youguang said, "I should have never told you that falling in love with you was the boldest decision I've ever made."

  —two lifetimes.

   She said, "I almost spent all my courage. As for marriage, I really don't have enough courage for the time being."

  Shi Mochizuki put the coffee next to her, took her hand and held it gently in her palm, "Then let's not tie the knot now, okay?"

Ning Youguang slowly shook his head, "You know that I believe in 'straightforwardness is a dojo', and I have always thought and acted in this way. You have mentioned marriage several times, intentionally or unintentionally, even if I choose to refuse to answer every time, but It's not that I'm not flustered by it.”

   "I've always felt that when anything happens, it always has an outcome."

After a slight pause, she said softly, "My dear, my heart is not as strong as I have shown, and I have a lot of fears that I haven't overcome. In the future, I am actually the person with the least expectation, but you are different, you are someone who has deep expectations and plans for the future." 1314

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