Chapter 347 It's Snowing

"Self-esteem refers to a person's perception of their overall worth. Simply put, if you generally think of yourself as a valuable person, then your self-esteem is relatively high; on the contrary, if you feel that you have little value in general, then you lower self-esteem.”

   "How does the level of self-esteem come from? Modern behavioral genetics discovered early that self-esteem has a genetic basis that cannot be ignored. Of course, the acquired environment also has a significant impact..."

   In the afternoon, UCAS.

Ning Youguang quickly ended the class after the school bell of    "ding bell bell..." rang.

   "Okay, this is the end of today's class. If you don't understand after class, you can read more related materials and dig deeper."

   "Mr. Ning bye bye."

   "Mr. Ning is snowing outside, do you need me to take you back?"

   "Haha, be careful that Teacher Ning's boyfriend is jealous."

   "Teacher Ning, slow down on the road, the road is slippery on snowy days."

   "No, you guys should go back and rest early."

  In the noisy classroom, Ning Youguang stood on the podium, smiled and closed the book, wrapped his coat tightly and walked out of the classroom.

   There was snow falling from the gloomy sky outside, but many people on campus were very excited about it and rushed out to embrace the snow outside.

   This is the first snow this year.

   In the crowd cheering and hugging the snowflakes, I don’t know who shouted first:

   "I want to eat hot pot!"

   immediately led to a burst of echoes:

   "I want fried chicken!"

   "I want to eat Mala Tang!"

   "I want to eat barbecue!"

  “…”

  The way the teenagers celebrate is the same, and the food they like can be different.

  Ning Youguang is different. She doesn't want to eat anything, she just wants to go back to the dormitory to stay quietly and quickly enter her deep working time.

   and Mochizuki after living apart.

   She tried to return to her previous state. She quickly quieted herself, immersed herself in her thoughts, gradually reduced her desire for food, and learned to let her self return to zero often, and treat each day as a new starting point.

   On snowy days, it gets dark outside earlier than usual.

  The lights were turned on early in many places on the campus of UCAS, and the twilight was all around. The bigger and bigger snowflakes met these lights, covering the thin snow with a soft veil.

  Ning Youguang hugged the book, Ren Xie's eyes passed through the crowded crowd on the campus, all the way north, to the dormitory.

   On the way, when she passed by the artificial lake on the campus, she saw a green lake, which was as beautiful as emeralds against the backdrop of the fluttering snowflakes.

   The feeling of just wanting to go back to the dormitory suddenly became less urgent...

   As a result of this slowdown, when she returned to the dormitory, she was already covered with a thin layer of snow.

   She stood outside the door and brushed off the snow all over her body, as if she was covered with dust.

   After entering the house, she quickly got into the small kitchen, picked up the health pot and boiled longan and red dates tea.

   Then, he opened the closet door again, picked up his pajamas and entered the bathroom.

  In winter nights, it is necessary to take a bath early, put on furry pajamas or home clothes early to drink tea to feel comfortable.

  After taking a shower, blowing your hair, putting on your furry pajamas, the longan and red jujube tea made in advance in the small kitchen is also good.

   She quickly poured herself a cup, drank it while it was still hot, and poured herself another cup before sitting down in front of the computer—

   Time for deep writing!

   After carefully examining the chapters she wrote yesterday, she already had a general framework in her mind for what she was going to write today.

   After thinking for a while, she slowly typed a text on the keyboard—

   [Life is relationship, and relationship is life; to improve life, only relationship needs to be improved.

  Each of us cannot exist independently without relationship. Only by dealing with the various relationships in life can we live our full life.

  There are only two paths for inner growth, one is inner practice and meditation, and the other is through relationships. Grow and transform in relationships for a better life…]

  In this world, everyone who can get along well with themselves is probably because they have found the most important thing in life.

  Because of clear goals and plans, Ning Youguang has been adjusting his work and rest and daily planning every day after Shi Mochizuki moved out, including eating habits.

For a person who was held in the palm of his hand and took good care of him and took good care of him for a year, he suddenly left Mochizuki's care, lives alone and wants to achieve his best ideal state when he is alone, for Ning Youguang, It's not that easy.

   But she is also very clear that the time and space in front of her eyes can only be obtained by the child making some sacrifices, and she cherishes it very much.

   Therefore, I push myself more strictly, and make sure to make good use of this time and do what I want to do.

  The work without distractions is particularly efficient.

   Soon, she wrote two-thirds of the content of today's plan.

   At the same time, the longan and red jujube tea in the cup was also cold.

   She doesn't drink cold tea in winter.

  The small room is filled with the smell of longan and red dates, which is warm and pleasant.

  Suddenly, there was a soft knock on the door. The person outside the door seemed to be afraid of disturbing the people in the room.

  Ning Youguang listened carefully for a while before deciding to get up and go to the door and look out through the cat's eye—

   She was stunned.

  I saw Mochizuki standing outside the door in a snowstorm.

   She quickly opened the door, and outside the door, Mochizuki was looking at her with two big bags in his hands.

   This is their fifth meeting in the second month after they separated.

   They are both trying to adjust to each other's absence.

   We haven't seen each other for a week. The two of them looked at each other quietly, and the first words they said to each other were: "I lost weight again."

   Then, they asked in unison:

   "Did you not sleep well?" Ning Youguang.

   "Didn't you eat well?" Shi Mochizuki.

   A moment of silence followed.

   After a long while, Ning Youguang asked in surprise, "Why are you here at this time?"

  Shi Mochizuki's deep and gentle eyes set directly on her face, "It's snowing, I'm afraid you'll be cold at night, and you won't be able to eat well if you're too lazy to move, so I'm here to bring you something."

   "I'm not cold." Ning Youguang raised his hand gently, ready to help Shi Mochizuki brush the snow off his body.

   Mochizuki quickly took a step back to dodge, "Cold."

  Ning Youguang chuckled, "Then come in quickly, I'll get you a towel to wipe."

When   , Mochizuki came in with two big bags.

   "Sorry to disturb your work." He saw her computer screen lit up.

   "It's okay, I just took a break." Ning Youguang smiled and took out Mochizuki's towel from the closet, and gently helped him wipe off the melting snowflakes from his body.

   After she wiped the snow off her body, Shi Mochizuki quickly took off her black cashmere coat, and then he hugged her tightly in his arms. 1314

   (end of this chapter)