Chapter 384 Two more

"...I think that in order to make a movie well and to maintain my popularity, I would switch over and over again, often for months and months without going home once, and once in a while, I wouldn't be able to stay for a meal. , Now think about it, why bother? What am I going to do that? Not free at all."

   "But you realized your dream and did everything you wanted to do." Ning Youguang said.

"You're right." Xia Youqing nodded, "but I feel that I owe you all recently, and I feel that some of the things I got are at the expense of you and Yiyi's childhood happiness, I don't think I am a good person. A good mother, not a good wife."

   Rare, after living two lifetimes, I finally saw her mother begin to reflect on her own problems.

"No matter how regretful you feel now, the past cannot be changed or repeated." A smile appeared on Ning Youguang's face, "What you need to do now is to cherish and enjoy each present, and do Live up to your own self.”

  Xia Yuqing looked gloomy, "You are right, but I can't do it."

"Then think about it like this." Ning Youguang's eyes turned slightly, "Actually, the first half of your life and now are just different states of your life at different stages. You are brave when you run, but now you are going over the mountains. The calmness after crossing the river is a song of life, and it is worth celebrating."

  Xia Youqing was finally comforted.

Feeling a little better, she regained her energy and continued, "I have pushed many jobs that came to my door this year, and the ones I received were all business trips and it took me a week to go back and forth, so I'll go to you now, thank you. Uncle's company is sitting down."

  Ning Youguang listened quietly.

"But I found that he didn't have a place for me to intervene in many places. I wanted to help him, but I couldn't help him." Xia Youqing became melancholy again, "I also invited some former friends out for afternoon tea, But I found out that I don't know what they know, and I'm not interested in what they are interested in. I also feel so boring and boring. Now I don't know if it's my mentality or someone else's. Life is a problem."

"What's so entangled in this?" Ning Youguang said, "You live in different circles, so your understanding will naturally be different. Uncle Xie doesn't have a place for you to intervene, and it's not because you have never participated in it before. "

   "I've thought about everything you said." Xia Youqing said, "But I just feel that there are always things that are not good and not pleasing to the eye."

"For example, my friends are still showing off how many times they've been in love. They seem to be more proud. What do they say? Are they trying to prove that they are attractive?! What is there to prove, who can be attractive? Have you compared to me? But have I said a word about these? I think they are really low..." Xia Youqing pouted, "But they are not malicious, but I don't like listening to what they say, I feel like I'm talking to them. It's not fun to be together, and there is nothing to be happy about this afternoon tea. And you, Uncle Xie, you are obviously so fat, you eat meat and drink every day, and you don't want to lose weight, take him to exercise with me, he You know how to paddle."

  Ning Youguang sighed in her heart. She felt that her mother should continue to work in the entertainment industry and continue to work.

  Don't sit idle at home, pick and choose between this one, dislike that one, and dislike it too much!

   "Where's Uncle Xie?"

   She interrupted her mother's complaint aloud.

   "Go out for a run." Xia Youqing said.

   "Isn't this going to exercise?" Ning Youguang said, "It's raining outside, so it's called paddling?"

   "It's okay for the past two days." Xia Youqing said, "He just moved when he was in the mood, and he didn't go to the gym when he wasn't in the mood."

"Oh, that's because Uncle Xie doesn't like sports." Ning Youguang was speechless, "It's just like you like sports and don't like doing housework. Everyone's personality is different, and what they like is of course different. You have to let People have been there according to your way, and you are not satisfied with what others do, is there such a domineering one?!"

   "I'm doing this for his own good." Xia Youqing sat up straight, "Eating a lot and exercising, how can he get better?"

"Uncle Xie has been here for so many years, and I haven't seen anyone say that he is not good." Ning Youguang glanced at the opposite side and found that Grandma Xie and Shi Wangyue were no longer there, so he couldn't help but continue to drive. "Besides, other people's 'good' and 'bad' are actually in your eyes. Which side you choose to look at and which side you want will cause you to have a different mentality when facing them. Now that I have more time at home, and I am close to Uncle Xie, there will be more conflicts and frictions, and under the interference of emotions, it is not easy for people to see more comprehensive and complete things."

  Xia Youqing was taken aback by what she said.

  Ning Youguang was not soft at all, "If you want to live a good life with Uncle Xie in the second half of your life, quickly take back your prejudice, arrogance, and self-righteousness."

"There is nothing in this world that can be overdrawn unconditionally, especially love." Her voice sank slightly, "Uncle Xie's temper is considered good enough, and he is willing to listen to you in everything. You change your position. Think about it, if he doesn't like you here and there every day, do you think you can live with him?"

   "No." Xia Youqing thought for a while and shook his head, "But what can I do to make him dislike?"

  Ning Youguang's eyes became sharp, "Are you sure there is nothing wrong with you?"

  Xia Yuqing was silent.

  Ning Youguang continued, "If you are not sure, be more tolerant of people around you, otherwise you will not only have no friends, but also no lovers."

   "I'm not intolerant either." Xia Youqing's face turned blue and white.

  Ning Youguang said, "Then you think you are very tolerant?"

   "Neither." Xia Youqing shook his head.

   "Either inclusive or not." Ning Youguang said in a condensed voice, "There is no middle ground, all middle grounds are paradoxes and escapes."

  Xia Youqing was completely shocked.

  Ning Youguang stopped talking and started eating cherries instead.

   She let her sit silently.

  Xia Youqing looked at her daughter's calm look, and the expression on her face changed a bit.

   After a long time, she asked cautiously, "Are you dissatisfied with me?"

  Ning Youguang glanced at her lightly, "No."

   "Then why do you have such an attitude now?" Xia Youqing's whole body softened.

   "Because I don't want you to lose your happiness." Ning Youguang said in a deep voice.

  Xia Youqing's heart was a little flustered, "That's what I told you, I didn't do this in front of others." 1314

   (end of this chapter)