Chapter 611 Hypocritical

   "It's nothing." He tucked Ning Youguang's hand back into the quilt, "Are you dizzy now?"

   "Don't faint." Ning Youguang said.

   "Are your eyes still uncomfortable?" Shi Mochizuki said, "I'll go and close the curtains."

   "It's okay." Ning Youguang looked at Shi Mochizuki, "It's just that I can't see things clearly, I'm not used to it, I want to wear glasses."

   "Let's wait until this day." Shi Mochizuki reassured her softly, "Close your eyes and rest if you're not used to it."

   "Oh." Teacher Ning had no choice but to do this.

   "Want to go back to sleep for a while, or wash your face and brush your teeth?"

   "Wash your face and brush your teeth."

   "I'll go get you a toothbrush and toothpaste."

  When I squeezed Ning Youguang's toothpaste and installed mouthwash in the bathroom.

   Shi Mochizuki inadvertently looked up and saw his haggard face in the mirror, his face changed slightly.

   Immediately put down her toothbrush and cup, washed herself first, and then returned to the ward to rustle up her duffle bag.

   "What are you looking for?" Ning Youguang, who was lying on the hospital bed, asked curiously.

   "Take a razor." Shi Mochizuki said, "Wait for me for a while."

   "Have you brought all this?" If Ming Dynasty was here at this time, he would have understood his sister's surprise.

   "Bring it." Shi Mochizuki said, "I know you are going to be hospitalized."

   Just packing, I don't know how to stay for a week.

   He felt that the items he had prepared were not enough.

  The perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder patient Mochizuki-san felt a little out of place.

   He does not allow himself to have any loopholes in doing one thing.

   He pursed his lips and asked uncomfortably, "Can you see me without glasses?"

   "..." After Ning Youguang was stunned for a while, he quickly understood why he asked that.

   "I can't see clearly." To prevent the child from feeling uncomfortable, she chose to tell a trivial lie, "What's wrong with your face?"

   "No..." Mochizuki turned around and continued to look for the razor, "I've grown a beard."

   is a little ugly and a little old.

can not stand.

   After cleaning up his face under the existing conditions, Shi Mochizuki took care of Ning Youguang and brushed his teeth and washed his face.

   After taking care of her and washing up, he asked, "What do you want to eat in the morning? I'm ordering takeout now."

   "Didn't Auntie say last night that she would come over this morning? Maybe she will prepare food for us. You can call and ask her first."

   Shi Mochizuki called Ming Jinxin in time. After the two communicated concisely, Shi Mochizuki put down the phone and said, "Auntie said she will be ready."

   "Then let's wait and eat in peace." Ning Youguang said, "Would you like to sleep for a while, I'm not sleepy now."

   "I'm going to take a bath." Shi Mochizuki said.

  "..." Someone's appearance burden is also a bit heavy.

   After waiting for Mochizuki to take a full bath again, no matter how hard he stayed up late last night, he wouldn't be sleepy now.

   "Have I checked that the fever is gone?" Ning Youguang pulled him and touched his head, "I still have a little fever."

   She said, "When you have breakfast, go to a doctor."

   "Okay." Shi Mochizuki also wanted to get well soon.

   Then, the two of them had a chat-

   "I just had a dream."

   "What did you dream about?"

"Dream about when we were in school." Ning Youguang said, "In the dream, you stood on the school playground, in the crowd, under the bright and golden autumn colors of the phoenix trees, standing in my youth, And of course, always stand in my future."

   She looked at Shi Mochizuki's angular face, which had been tidy up, but was still haggard, and thought in a trance, not sure if it was because of his cross-examination last night.

   caused her to replay the time she spent in her life, like a movie, in her mind, rewinding it several times in her subconscious dream.

   She hadn't dreamed for a long time.

   I had a dream this time.

   She was only dreaming of the little time the two of them were together.

   also dreamed of an earlier time.

   Just came back from rebirth, she woke up with a fever and saw the scene where her parents were arguing.

   In this life, perhaps because she has been mature since she was a child, she knows how to take care of herself better than everyone around her, and she often exercises, so she rarely gets sick.

   If she is not sick, she will not have any chance to want to depend on others, to think of people who can take care of herself.

  There is no need to re-experience the various feelings that I experienced when I was sick, including physical and psychological.

   She recalled her previous life, she had read a quiz on the Internet about "How many levels of loneliness can you endure?"

At that time, she made a simple comparison and found that according to the above-mentioned things corresponding to each level, from one to ten, she was alone. When she was a teenager, she had gastroenteritis for the first time, and the pain was worse than death. , called 120 first aid by herself; when she was in her twenties, she had a powder tumor on her leg, which she went to the hospital for the examination and operation by herself; when she died in a car accident in her thirties, she was still alone.

   One by one, she came over alone.

   I even think it's nice to be alone.

   So much so that, in this lifetime, she discovered that she was actually allergic to caring.

   Especially when you are sick, as long as the family members have that kind of concerned expression and tone.

   She felt sick all over.

   Super uncomfortable, kind of goosebumps.

   has been since childhood.

   She went to the bottom of it and wanted to know why she had such a psychological reaction, so she found her previous life.

   She felt that her mentality may have been there all the time, but it was hidden so that she could not find it in time.

  Because in her last life, she didn't have much chance to experience the feeling of being cared for by her family when she was sick.

  Because of the different experiences in this life, there are more people who care and take care of her, and she has the opportunity to perceive her own psychological reaction—

   Whenever this time, her nerves tense unconsciously, and her emotions become sensitive.

  All, in this life, every time she gets sick, she doesn't want to tell her family.

   When she encounters something that she can cure, she prescribes medicine for herself, punctures herself, and then quietly waits to recover.

   When encountering something that cannot be cured by himself, he will go to the hospital for examination by himself, get medicine, get an injection, and quickly cure the disease.

  Because she felt that compared to the suffering of being sick, the feeling of being greeted by family members, caring for each other, and trying to be taken care of, made her feel even more tormented.

   It was clear that in her whole life, her family cared about her very carefully, but her cautious tone and expression still made it difficult for her to adapt quickly.

   For example, in this car accident, Aunt Ming said that she would stay with the night, but she was actually a little uncomfortable.

   Of course, if Shi Mochizuki is willing, for the sake of his health, she is willing to accept the care of Aunt Ming and let him rest well.

   But she knew him too well and knew that he would definitely not be willing.

  In that case, it would be better to let Aunt Ming go back.

   She analyzed herself and thought it was hypocritical.

   If she's not hypocritical, how can she accept so many things, but her family can't take care of her?

   Being taken care of by Shi Mochizuki, it won't work anymore, it's probably a habit.

   "Suddenly I was very emotional. We used to discuss the future and our studies together. We never imagined that it would become like this now." Ning Youguang's thoughts broke away from the delusion and returned to the topic of reality.

   "How did it become?" Mochizuki asked curiously.

   "What I say every day has changed from 'what should we do next' to 'what do you want to eat in the morning'." Ning Youguang chuckled.

   Shi Mochizuki's mouth finally twitched, "How can you not think of it?"

   He looked at Ning Youguang, his eyes were tired, but the bottom of his eyes glowed, "I've been thinking about it since a long time ago."

  Under the quiet and cold morning light, his voice was gentle and distant, as if from a long time ago, the fundamental sound of the primitive life energy that can smash the universe.

   contains the power to awaken and purify all things.

   - "Only you can't think of it."

   In Ning Youguang's silent and surprised expression, Shi Mochizuki continued to add.

  …

   The doctor on duty just finished giving Ning Youguang an IV, and it wasn't long after the examination.

  Ming Jinxin came with the workers at home, "I was delayed at home in the morning, you are all hungry."

   "No." Ning Youguang said, "We don't usually have breakfast that early."

  It's past eight o'clock in the morning in winter, and my aunt can catch up at this time—

   "Did Auntie not sleep much last night?" It was cooking soup all night and getting up early in the morning to make breakfast.

  With workers there, Ming Jinxin doesn't need to do such trivial things as adding rice and taking a bowl.

   Mochizuki took the soup from the workers and wanted to feed it to Ning Youguang first.

  Ming Jinxin said in time, "Mochizuki, you eat first."

   Then, she took another bowl of soup from the worker, "I'll feed you."

  Wait for the workers to put the breakfasts brought over on the small dining table one by one.

   She asked Shi Mochizuki again, "Did you guys have a change of clothes last night, do you want Xiao Zhang to wash it for you here, or take it home to wash? I'll bring it to you when it's dry?"

  Ning Youguang did not expect Auntie to be so careful, and even brought someone over to help them wash their clothes, which was indeed a great convenience.

   On such a cold day, she didn't want Shi Mochizuki to go out to a dry cleaner or do laundry by hand when she had a fever, so she looked at Shi Mochizuki, "Mochizuki, what do you think?"

   "Wash here, it's troublesome." Shi Mochizuki looked at Xiao Zhang, a worker from the Ning family, "Sorry, there is no washing machine here."

   "It's alright, Master Shi, I often wash the clothes for President Ming, Director Ning and Young Master." Xiao Zhang stood aside and smiled.

  Ming Jinxin is used to paying attention to it. Whether it is employing people or doing things, he has always had his own set of standards.

   Of course, as a boss, the standard is high, and the money is generous enough.

   Therefore, no matter what the workers of the Ning family do, they are not reluctant, and they will be very attentive.

When   , Mochizuki put down the bowl in his hand, and went to the bathroom to keep the clothes in the bucket that could be handed over to the workers to wash, and the clothes that couldn’t be handed to her to wash, and put them in separate storage bags. 1314

   (end of this chapter)