After Those Years of Misery

Chapter 172: Trust is still too little

No, there is no sound.

It was ten o'clock in the evening, and the children had already fallen asleep, and the whole orphanage seemed to be asleep.

The wind did not sleep, still roaring wildly.

Zillog shrank in the quilt. It turned out that the room without Qiao Yushi was really cold.

She didn't dare to turn off the light at all, and if the room was darker, she would be scared to death.

As I was thinking, the light bulb started to flash without warning, and after a few flashes, it was completely black.

The endless darkness made Zilog's nerves extremely sensitive. She is more afraid of the dark than anyone else. This darkness suddenly remembered the days when Qiao Yushi was locked up.

In the cold, Qiao Yushi has been standing outside her room.

He looked at the phone, still waiting for her to call him, otherwise, why would he go in and see her facelessly?

Suddenly I saw the lights flashing in the room. Oh, the little things must be scared.

"Open the door, don't be afraid, I'm just outside the door, you open the door!" When Zilog's scared head was completely covered by the quilt, he heard his natural voice.

"I don't want you! I'm not afraid!" she yelled outside crying.

As soon as he heard his voice, all her fears ran away.

They were scared and crying, and they said they weren't afraid, small things always made him angry and hated.

She was forced to throw her in the room by herself, she still looked righteous and confident.

"Don't be afraid, I'm really gone."

Zilog had already got out of the quilt, stumbled to the door, and said: "You go, don't come to me in the future. Anyway, you can have dinner with the secretary, or you can go to her at night. , Don't come to me."

This jealousy is really big enough, Qiao Yushi was made by her sourness, and his anger disappeared.

"Okay little things, open the door, I don't find Secretary Lin, I will find you, OK?"

"Not good!" she said stubbornly.

"It's really cold outside. If you don't open the door, I will die from the cold."

Just after speaking, the door was suddenly opened from inside.

"Why are you standing outside in the cold? Don't Master Qiao still have a place to sleep?" Her mouth was hard, but her heart felt sorry for others.

"Little thing, no matter how hard your mouth is, I will do you!" He groaned, bent over and carried her up.

"Let me down, if you have something to say, whether men and women give or accept kisses!" He was so cruel to her, he didn't come to eat with her, and whether she was cold or not, he was afraid. She shouldn't give in easily, and she shouldn't talk to him or me.

"I kiss you, are you still young?" He came to the bed a few steps, put the little thing on the bed, and went to bed with him.

He said he was eating with Secretary Lin, but he didn't actually eat a bite.

She didn't know exactly what medicine she had given him, so he took her with her whole heart.

"No matter what happened before, from now on, you are not allowed to kiss me again. I hate you!" She yelled at him, feeling that he was approaching, and she turned away.

"I hate you too, little thing!" He was going to be mad at her, she knew if he knew.

"Don't call it that affectionate, you should be used for Secretary Lin."

"I want to use it on you, I want to kiss you, what can you do to me?" He stretched out his hand, pinched her chin, and kissed her little mouth hard.

Her heart beat fiercely, she missed him so much. From one afternoon to one night, she missed him that way.

She didn't want to be so unpromising, why he would surrender when he kissed her, she didn't want it!

The little hand pushed him hard, rejected him, and twisted his head to prevent him from kissing her.

The weak resistance couldn't stop him at all, and she was struggling with her. The more she refused to kiss, the more he would kiss to death.

She clenched her teeth, but he pried open her teeth very hard, and his tongue broke into the land of honey fragrance unscrupulously.

Holding her small tongue, he teased wanton, she loved and hated, and she wanted to bite him, but finally couldn't make it.

The punishing kiss was extremely warm, and it didn't take long for the tough Zillog to surrender and fall into his airtight offensive.

Acacia slowly softened the violent kiss, and the two hot bodies couldn't help being entangled together.

"Don't... don't do this." She gasped, not wanting him to kiss her one step closer.

The two were still angry, and he didn't coax her, so she gave in. Wouldn't he let him laugh at her?

The more she said no, the more he wanted it.

You know, she is not the only one who is not reconciled, he is also not reconciled. He had been waiting since the afternoon for her to tell him who he was with. She didn't say after all, he still came in to protect others.

I can't swallow this breath.

He is not loving her, he is punishing her.

"Qiao Yushi, if you do this, I will never ignore you!" she growled.

If he forced it, her strength would not be able to match him, not to mention that she hadn't been with him for so long and she thought so hard that she couldn't resist.

Qiao Yushi suddenly let go of her. In the darkness, only two people gasped, and no one spoke.

"You sleep, I'm by the side." Don't be afraid. After a long time, Qiao Yushi said angrily.

He came in to protect her, but it didn't mean he was no longer angry with her.

She was right, he was stingy, he was so stingy.

If Zillog didn't tell who he was going to eat with during the day, he wouldn't be arrogant with her.

"You are not here, I am not afraid. I only need people who love me to protect me. If you don't love me, why are you here?" Zilog's voice was also a little cold.

She was in no mood to relax from the afternoon till now. Except for crying, it was just sulking, no matter how hard she tried, he still ignored her.

"Who said I don't love you anymore?"

"If I don't love you, I don't care if you are afraid or not? What does it have to do with me if you are scared to death?" Hearing the words of love that were clearly confessed, he heard Zillog's ears as if he didn't want to love her at all.

Who forced him?

"You just don't love me. If you love me, why do you care about the minutiae so much? I just ate a meal with a friend, a male classmate of mine when I was in junior high school. I didn't say it, just because I was afraid of you being angry."

"It means you have a guilty conscience, doesn't it? If you are open, what are you afraid of?"

Here again, it turns out that communication barriers have always been there. But when something big happened, they let go of it.

Her wound has healed, and such communication problems will resurface. It may also be the previous problem between the two that caused his distrust, anyway, Zillog is now feeling bored again.

"I thought we were all right, Qiao Yushi, you didn’t trust me so much before. Later you decided to love me and trust me. You said that you were not good before. It seems that the trust between us is still too little. Really? So you have to ask about some of my little things to the end, are you really not believing me?"

Qiao Yushi said nothing, she was right, so many things had happened before. He thought she was trying to get close to him, and he once hated her, but in fact it was just because she looked like that woman.

It was the woman's crime to deceive him, not Zillog's.

He has already missed it once. Wouldn't he be sorry for his little thing again under the influence of that woman?

"No, I don't believe you." He said softly, and took the initiative to come up and hug her.

"I’m not good, okay? I’m not asking. Little things, you’re right. Let’s not be upset like children. Now Cheng is dying, and we will get married soon. "He wants to marry her early, and he wants her to have his children again, maybe only then he won't have to worry about the little things recovering his memory.

Excessive tension is because he still has a secret in his heart.

The little thing is too stubborn, once he knows the past, he will not forgive him.

"Are you embarrassing Cheng?" This was the first time he mentioned this to her.

She hated Cheng Daxing for losing her child, but she knew better that Cher didn't want her father's company to go wrong.

"I'm avenging our children. The children can't be gone for nothing."

"Yushi, it's all over. I have already said about the child, I owe you, and I will give you another life to compensate you. You just let the process go, I don't want Xue'er to be sad."

"For me, it really doesn't matter if you get married or not. I don't worry. What I want is that you love me, not your status." Zillog leaned into Qiao Yushi's arms and put his little hand on his chest. Talk to him softly.

She wanted to use gentleness to dissolve his hatred and let him stop being so persistent.

"No! I'm a man, if I can't even give a name to my beloved woman, I would have failed too much."

"It's not that you failed, but I don't want you to do this. Really, I don't need it. If Xueer is sad because of his father, even if I get married, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life."

He put his big hand on top of her head and touched her hair subconsciously.

The little thing said nothing that he would agree with him to deal with the Chengs. In case Cheng's collapsed and they get married, they are afraid that the little thing would disagree because of guilt.

If things are done this way, even if Cheng hasn't collapsed for a while, it will be enough for him to breathe for a long time. I believe Cheng Daxing should be conscious and know how to save himself, right?

"Okay, I see, as long as he is willing to let Cheng Feixue dissolve the marriage contract, I won't embarrass him anymore."

"Thank you!" Zillog said happily, touching in the dark, and kissing his lips.

"How do you thank?"

"Didn't you kiss you?"

"A kiss is enough?"

"Then what do you want?"

"I still want to..." I also wanted to express it with action, pecking her little mouth again.

Although they hadn't planned to break the vows yet, the two of them were kissing each other.

...

In the middle of the same night, Xu Yanan was taken away at home.

Secretary Lin talked to her on the phone, and she was fine at home until 8 or 9 in the evening. After ten o'clock in the evening, I couldn't get in touch at all. The two had an agreement that she would turn on the phone 24 hours a day. No power on, it proves that things have changed.

Before she could think about it, she sent out all the materials Xu Yanan gave her. Major media, and online.

After sending these, she changed a mobile phone card and called Murongjue. Warned Murongjue that if Xu Yanan was not released, he would only add one more crime.