After Those Years of Misery

Chapter 239: Mourning is greater than death

"Follow me back to Murong's house for recuperation. My grandfather is not here anymore. Xu Yanan is also in jail. No one will embarrass you when you go there." Murong Bo discovered that Qiluoge hadn't mentioned Qiao Yushi once in the past few days. I really don't want to reconcile with him. He wanted to take this opportunity to get along with her more. Maybe it's been a long time and find a chance to tell her that he is not her brother and she can accept him again.

Although he had rejected her in front of so many people, he was very sorry for her. But he shouldn't stop because of others' eyes, he should bravely confess to her and give her a lifetime of happiness.

"I want to go home. I haven't been home for a long time. Since I broke up with that person, I want to be able to accompany my parents and take care of them. Besides, I'm going to start school soon. If I want to live in school after school, I will go home. The chances are less."

What she said is reasonable, Murong Bo is not good and reluctant.

"Little Lolo, what should I do if I want to see you when you go home?"

"I'll call you, and I will visit you too." Zillog smiled.

In front of him, she always tried to forget the sadness, not to think about the unpleasantness, not to worry him.

"Okay! Let's go to the orphanage together when we have time. Apart from business trips, I often go there. The children always pester me to learn kung fu."

"Okay!" She promised, she didn't really want to go. When I go, I will meet the person she hates.

From then on, she would not do anything related to him, and she would never go to any occasion where she might meet him.

Zillog came home, knocked on the door because he didn't bring the key, and no one opened it after knocking for a long time.

I thought there was no one in the house. I just took out my mobile phone to call my mother. The door opened and my mother poked her head out of it.

"Xiao Luo? Why are you back?"

Mother Liu Xiaoping has an unnatural flush on her face. Zilog is not an unmanned person. How can she not see what she has done?

"Mom, I'll go buy some vegetables and come back." What a coincidence, they interrupted their affection.

Zillog blushed, turned around and ran away with an embarrassment.

"It's okay. Buy some dishes you like. The vegetable market next to us is expensive and not complete. Why don't you go to the one a little farther away."

Zilog thought to himself, what does this mean? You want me to delay for a while, right? I really can't see how so old and loving.

"Okay! I'll go around more, I guess it will take an hour. You can sleep a little longer."

With a word from Zilog, Liu Xiaoping's face turned red.

"What am I sleeping, I have to prepare lunch."

Zillog said nothing, and turned around happily.

It seems that everything is beautiful, right? All the previous pain is over, as long as it is free.

Looking up at the sky, it was blue and blue, with pigeons passing by, looking very peaceful.

Zilog, you are right, don't hate him, don't remember him, and forget that life forever.

Think of it as a few years ago, before going on a blind date.

School is about to start. Find a part-time job so that you can support yourself and make some extra money.

As I walked, I kept telling myself that I started again, and my memory was restored by accident. This time I think I am amnesia again, I can't remember all the past.

It's not that I didn't want to retaliate in the past, he was so cruel, how could she not hate him.

Think about it, because you get close to him because of revenge, you won't get into the mouth of your own in the end, it's meaningless.

The vegetable market was crowded, and Zilog was not very tall and was crowded around.

I really don’t understand why there are so many big men in the vegetable market now that they have become housekeepers?

Zillog's eyes were only staring at the dish next to her, without noticing that someone was staring at her little face.

The bandage on her head had been removed long ago, but the scars that had been cracked at the time could still be seen faintly, and Qiao Yushi felt a heartache.

After hearing that she was hospitalized last time, Murong Bo didn't tell him which hospital he was staying in. He found it by his own family.

She went home today, and he kept driving behind.

Zilog, although I won't show up to disturb you, I won't forget you.

Can't forgive me, I don't blame you, this is the price I should pay.

Zillog seemed to feel a fiery gaze staring at her, and suddenly turned around, Qiao Yushi flashed away, she didn't see it.

"You are really a little nervous." She muttered to herself, turning back to continue shopping.

The cucumbers were fresh and the top flowers were prickly. She picked two and asked the stall owner to pay.

I bought a few more dishes one after another, took out my phone to check the time, only 20 minutes passed.

I took the vegetables and went to the supermarket, put the vegetables in the locker, and tried my best to give them more time.

Dad, one hour should be enough, she thought badly.

Wandering aimlessly in the supermarket, just passing by the place selling household goods.

I remembered that the bamboo mat on my parents' bed had been laid for several years, and some parts were damaged. I was afraid that I would panic.

The mother said it could still be used, and she didn't want them to die.

There are many varieties of bamboo mats here, and she looks over them one by one.

"Hello, can you help me get a bamboo mat from above?" She said to the salesperson politely.

"Okay!" The bamboo mat was placed high, and the salesperson used the ladder to climb up and stretched out his hand to pull it. At this time, Zillog's eyes were attracted by the pillow next to him.

The shelf was very loose, and the salesperson pulled it and a bamboo mat rolled down from it.

"Be careful!" the salesperson called, and the mat was about to hit Zillog on the head.

"Ah!" She screamed, but saw the mat firmly fall into the big palm of a man.

Look down with your palm and arm to see who is doing good in an emergency...

"I'm sorry, I don't need the mat." Sorry to the salesperson, she turned and left.

Isn't that person Qiao Yushi who she never wants to see again? What do you mean, follow her and do something for her, thinking that she can forgive him?

Qiao Yushi sighed, but did not chase.

Slow down, stop wrestling, you can't hurt your head a little bit now, he said in his heart.

Zilog was really scared, and ran hurriedly, not even daring to look back.

Never be imprisoned, never meet again.

It's not that she escaped, but that she didn't want to talk to him, even if it was a sentence, even if it was admonishing him not to follow her.

Mourning is greater than death, her heart is dead, what else is he doing?

Qiao Yushi didn't want to show up, but when she saw something falling from above, she seemed to be silly all of a sudden, she didn't know how to hide.

If it really crashes, won't she still have to be admitted to the hospital?

This supermarket is also owned by the Qiao family, so I called Jiang Donghai to deal with the matter.

Safety is too important, especially the placement of items on the upper floors of the shelves. Employees should also be careful when taking things. He really doesn't know about these hidden dangers if he doesn't come.

After running for a while, Zilog stopped to gasp, looked around, and finally didn't see the figure again.

Slowly walked to the locker, got the vegetables I started buying, and walked around in the small park near my home to see if the time was about to go back.

It was the door opened by the mother, and the red tide on her face had already faded.

"Mom, I'm going to cook today, you rest." I haven't been home for many days, and I feel very guilty.

"No, just the two of us don't have to cook many dishes. Mom will do it. Make two things you like."

"What about my dad? Wasn't he still at home just now? Why did he leave so quickly?" Zillog asked strangely.

"No, your dad is not at home." Liu Xiaoping took the dishes and went to wash while talking. She was very casual, but in fact she was very nervous.

"That's not right, you guys just now..." Zillog said with a little embarrassment, and coughed twice and laughed: "Isn't my dad embarrassed? What's the matter, you are a husband and wife, that... .... Oh, it's normal, why are you hiding?"

"Don't talk nonsense! Stupid boy, your father is at work. Don't talk nonsense, if your father listens to you, you think your mom hides men at home."

Zilog always feels wrong, but why is his mother blushing suspiciously when his father is not at home?

Maybe she thinks too much, so she won't continue this topic.

"When are you and Qiao Yushi getting married?" Liu Xiaoping stopped her movements and asked, staring at her face.

Parents are always worried about these things, and they will feel at ease if she reaches Consummation.

"Mom, I'm going to start school, and I'll live in school after school starts. You and Dad should take good care of yourself, don't worry me." Zillog said to him, thought Liu Xiaoping, this is probably another contradiction. .

"What's the matter? He refuses to divorce? Don't make any excuses for him. If you don't leave, you will break up with him."

"Mom after breaking up. I just don't want to say, I'm afraid you are upset. If you really broke up, you will never be together again." Zillog always smiled when he said this. Liu Xiaoping carefully examined her daughter's face, always feeling that she There will be regrets if you really break up.

I still remember how the two people secretly communicated with them behind their backs. Qiao Yushi ran to their house every morning, and while they were not there, he came up to talk to Zilog for a while.

The two are so sticky, is it possible to break up when they say they break up?

There was no reluctant expression on Zilog's face, which made her even more puzzled.

Still wanting to ask again, Zillog said first: "Mom, Qiao's house is not a place for ordinary people to enter. I know myself, but that's fine. You see, I'm only 23 years old. Isn't everything good from the beginning?"

"As long as you can really let go, parents just want you to be happy." Liu Xiaoping sighed.

In the afternoon, Zilog went to the Talent Network to look for part-time jobs. She has no work experience and many jobs are not suitable and incompetent.

At first, she was entangled with Qiao Yushi because of saving her father, and she will make herself stronger afterwards. What's more, Qiao Yushi didn't respect her and didn't trust her. She felt that it was also related to her being worthless in his eyes.

She approached him in such a way. From the time she was in contact with him, she was his sunny woman. How could he respect a sunny woman?