"You are so stupid and stupid, always like to be smart, if your mother can take care of you forever ..."

In the past, many times, my mother said so.

But in fact, Zhenxi knew that what she wanted to say was not the last word.

What she wants to say is ... if you can have a normal life.

Laugh like a normal person, weep, walk under the blue sky, don't be afraid of catching a cold after the rain, and don't worry about falling when running.

Leading a life of drifting, studying, working, marrying, having children, retiring, supporting the old people like everyone else, and finally died peacefully or restlessly on the sickbed.

Spend a healthy life.

Unfortunately, this life is destined to miss her, from the moment she was born, the world has gradually changed completely different.

When this part of her physical fitness developed from being too full to running will make her skin crack, she already knows what fate will be waiting for her in the future.

She must make a choice.

Make more choices than normal people ...

The more embarrassing life, the more choices you need to make, the more impoverished, the more difficult it is to choose—because that is not the so-called choice of two, but giving up one of the two.

Abandoned the curry pork chops, which cost 300 yuan, and chose cheap udon. Abandoning the track and field that would damage her body, she chose a temporarily stable physical state and life. Give up the dream of a big city out of reach and choose to be a dumpling. Abandoned the beautiful illusions, chose to work on the ground and tutoring.

Finally, I gave up the peaceful life of Daoquan Township and chose the misty hope ...

The more you get, the more you give up.

She chose to live with nothing and live like wild grass.

But sincerely expecting it ... Maybe, one day, I could be as tall and strong as Miss Huai Paper, without giving up anything.

But when the real fantasy was torn up that day, what was ushered in was the last abandonment and the last choice.

Before consciousness responds, the body responds first.

As everyone has always said-perhaps, idiots live by instinct?

Before pulling the trigger, Maki kept a numbness like a machine.

Because there is an invisible blade that cuts itself apart.

Half of them used each condition in favor of themselves indifferently and calmly, using black cards and weapons. This is not a momentary impulse and panic out of control, but a clear understanding of each outcome and possibility that will occur,

Calm is like doing a math problem.

In order to comply with the agreement, he gave up to escape; in order to protect Miss Huaizhi, he gave up the immediate rescue; in order to save more innocent people, he gave up his former favor; in order to make it stop ...

At that moment, she came to the final conclusion-you must kill Uncle Jiaoshan.

So, Maki pulled the trigger.

Only the other half, less than a third, sobbed silently in the darkness where the light was difficult to illuminate.

Give up all the extravagance and fantasy, those happy future and unrealistic dreams.

This is her last choice.

When the clear hallucinations sounded in the ears, the lucky 10 million US dollars came.

The glare of the trial roared and burst out. Along with the sheer destruction, it was comparable to the recoil of the tank's main gun level, and the silent death.

A light beam of the thickness of the thumb spanned a short distance and penetrated into the stunned face of Jiaoshan accurately, tearing the soul and breaking out, whistling away with heat sufficient to evaporate the source.

The burning red iron needle traced a dry track of charred red on an oil painting called the world, and penetrated the unreasonable distance from a far distance, tearing his free membrane and disappearing at the end of the field of vision.

Immediately afterwards, there was a long silence.

Zhenxi gasped violently, shaking the arm of Fly King slightly, his sleeves had already evaporated under the raging heat. Incredibly, the arms and bones are intact.

Only the tiger's mouth holding a gun cracked a fine trace, which was that the uncontrolled muscles tore the skin, causing a little bit of damage.

The miracle came suddenly and left quietly.

Jiao Shan stared blankly at the girl in front of him, as if he hadn't reacted to what had happened. Just subconsciously, take a step forward, stagger, another step ...

With a huge rift and blood hole on his forehead.

His lips closed silently, as if to say something, but there was no sound.

Struggling to widen his eyes, trying to find the trace of the girl in front of him in a rapidly dark world.

In the end, the numb body fell forward, and the embarrassed groping finally touched the shape of the cheek, as if the drowned person wanted to grab a line of straw, so hard.

Tough, smile.

What do you want to say ...

But at that moment, his movements froze, and there was no more sound.

Really looking down dumbly, he noticed that the palm touching his cheek slowly slipped, with traces of blood, and that calm face that had never had any resentment until his death.

In this way, her body fell to the ground a little bit, losing all her strength.

Can't feel any emotions.

In this short silence, she stared at the pair of hollow pupils, which gradually lost their luster, and tried hard to recognize what he finally wanted to say.

But everything has gone with death.

No trace.

Only blood went away a little bit cold.

This is the result of her choice, what she gave up.

When Zhenxi raised her head again, she saw Miss Huaizhi who was standing beside her, and her sad and silent eyes.

She tried hard to laugh, but in the end she could only squeeze out a hollow expression.

"Miss Huai ... Why are there so many cruel things in the world?

In the silence, Huai Shi could not avoid such a lonely look, and responded: "Probably, this is the world."

This world is never gentle.

Human life is only once, but there are more things that are more precious than life. There are too many things you want to get, too many things you have to give up ...

It has always been the case and has not changed.

"Is this the same with Miss Huai Paper?" Zhen Xi asked with a trembling voice.

"Yes."

Huai Shi nodded and said calmly: "It is always necessary to give up, it is always painful, and it also feels sad. I don't know what it is."

"Then why ... why continue?"

Really sobbing, it's hard to understand: "Why do you have to live such a painful life, why do you have to make a choice!"

"Probably, for something more important?"

Huai Shi squatted down and stared at her eyes, telling her solemnly: "It is true that people don't live for pain, nor do we make choices to give up.

Although it would be sad to give up anything, if you don't make any choices, people will not be able to grow and there will be no future. "

Sometimes, you will make a choice.

Give up something, and then get something. Maybe there won't be any good results in the end, but if you don't make a choice, you will have nothing.

Those who stay in place will not understand this sadness.

He reached out and hugged the girl in front of him, softly comforting: "Everyone's reasons are always different, maybe you will think that I just say something big, but one day, you will understand that there will be answer."

"Miss Paper, I ... I ... I just ..."

As if grabbing the straw for help, she grabbed Huai Shi's hand and shivered.

There was obviously a lot to say, but the throat choked.

Completely, speechless.

Only tears can't stop flowing down.

From sobbing at the beginning to uncontrollably crying and choking, hoarsely shouting words that he couldn't understand, the pain that surged under the iceberg suddenly appeared like a tide, and it was difficult to restrain itself.

At the moment when she finally gave up to escape, she finally realized the huge pain caused by the constant abandonment.

And the comprehension brought about by pain——

The so-called herself.

The illusion of active quality illuminates the eyes of Huai Shi.

From the body of Zhenxi, the slowly shaped soul glowed with faint light and sublimated its nature.

Huai Shi was stunned, unbelievable.

It turned out to be ... sublimation?

He never dreamed about it. He was fortunate enough to see the scene of sublimation in his life-this is when the first spark was ignited, the consciousness was detached from the sea of ​​silver, and a strange vision of the soul was cast.

It was only an instant, that brilliant and lonely light flashed away, completed the transformation, and attributed to restraint.

Since then, everything has been very different.

In the faint, the crying girl finally fell asleep.

"Is it actually sublimation? It is really a good talent and beautiful jade. I didn't expect to see a second good talent in the house that is comparable to the boy who kept Shoujing ... No, it should be said that this is the change you brought, right?"

Behind Huai Shi, a deep voice said with emotion: "Miss Huai Paper, you are the creator of this miracle."

Huai Shi turned suddenly in horror, frowning.

Do not know when, another figure appeared beside him.

It was a middle-aged man who had never been seen before, but it seemed to be acquaintance, his face was elegant and majestic, his eyes were black, no white at all, with indescribable evil and madness.

Just being watched, you can feel a strong threat and anxiety.

But it was this feeling that made Huaixi unbelievable.

"Are you ... Guo Shouqi?"

"Did you even see it?"

The middle-aged man grinned slightly ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The meaning of playfulness is the same as always: "The old man also said that he would give you a surprise ... the reaction is so quick."

Huai Shi subconsciously pressed on the King of Flies beside Zhenxi.

"Don't hurry up."

Guo Shouqian waved his hand slightly and took a step back: "Relax, although I'm a bit malicious, but I don't want to indulge and fist, nor plan to attack you."

With that said, he mentioned the jar that was still steaming in his hand and smiled with pride: "Just made a good pot of soup, the old age of the make-up is all rejuvenated ... Unfortunately, no one shared it, do you want to come?"

The aroma is tangy, sweet and full of fresh and tender breath lingering on the tip of the nose, smelling from the far away, it will make the index finger move.

Needless to say, it is a rare cooking demon cuisine, a rare boutique.

It would have been a very good tonic to be able to restore an old monster close to two hundred years old to his state in his middle age.

But this guy will be so kind?

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