"You are so stupid and stupid. You always like to be smart. It would be nice if your mother can take care of you for the rest of your life..."

　　 In the past, my mother said this many times.

　　 But actually, Maki knew that what she wanted to say was not the last thing.

　　 What she wants to say is... It would be nice if you could have a normal life.

　　 Laugh and shed tears like normal people, walking under the blue sky, don’t be afraid of catching a cold after getting in the rain, don’t worry about falling down when running.

　　 Lived with the crowd, studying, working, marrying, having children, retiring, pensioning like everyone else, and finally dying on a sick bed peacefully or uncomfortably.

　　 Live a healthy life.

　　 It's a pity that such a life is destined to miss her. From the moment she was born, the world has gradually changed completely.

　　 When this excessive physical fitness from a young age developed to the time that running would cause her skin to crack, she already knew what fate would be waiting for her in the future.

　　 She must make a choice.

　　 make more choices than normal people...

　　 The more embarrassing life is, the more choices need to be made, the poorer, the more difficult it is to choose-because it is not the so-called choice of two, but to give up one of the two.

　　 gave up the three hundred yuan expensive curry pork chop and chose the cheap udon. Abandoning track and field that would damage the body, she chose a temporarily stable physical state and life. Abandoning the dream of an unreachable big city, choose to be a soil bun. Give up the beautiful fantasy, choose down-to-earth part-time work and study tuition.

　　 Finally, I gave up the peaceful life in Daoquan Township and chose a ray of hope...

　　 The more you get, the more you give up.

　　 She chose to live with nothing, a life like weeds.

　　 But I hope from the bottom of my heart...Perhaps, one day I can be lonely and strong like Miss Huaizhi, and I don't have to give up anything.

　　 But when the naive fantasies are torn apart, what is ushered in is the final surrender, the final decision.

　　 Before the consciousness can react, the body has already reacted first.

　　 It’s like what everyone said all the time—perhaps idiots live by instinct, right?

　　 Before pulling the trigger, Maki had always maintained a mechanical indifference.

　　 because of an invisible sharp blade, he cut himself apart.

　　 Half of them indifferently and calmly used every condition that was beneficial to them, using black cards and weapons. This is not a momentary impulse and panic out of control, but a clear recognition of the results and possibilities that will occur.

　　 calmly seems to be doing a math problem.

　　 In order to comply with the agreement, he gave up running away; in order to protect Miss Huaizhi, he gave up the immediate rescue; in order to save more innocent people, he gave up the former favor; in order to stop all of this...

　　At that moment, she came to the final conclusion-Uncle Jiaoshan must be killed.

　　 So, Maki pulled the trigger.

　　 There is only less than one-third of the other half of himself, sobbing silently in the darkness that is difficult to illuminate by the bright light.

　　 gave up all the extravagant hopes and fantasies, those happy future and unrealistic dreams.

　　 This is her last choice.

　　 When the crisp auditory hallucinations sounded in my ears, a fortune worth ten million dollars came.

　　 The fierce light of judgment whistled, gushing out. Along with sheer destruction, the recoil comparable to that of a tank's main gun, and silent death.

　　 A beam of light with the thickness of the thumb spanned a short distance, and accurately penetrated the stunned face of Jiaoshan, tearing the soul, breaking out of the body, and whizzing away with enough heat to evaporate the source substance.

　　The red-hot iron needle traced a burnt and dried-up trajectory on the oil painting called the world, piercing the long distance unreasonably, tearing his free membrane, and disappearing at the end of the field of vision.

　　 Then, there was a long silence.

　　 Maki panted violently, and the arm holding Lord of the Flies trembled slightly, and his sleeves had already evaporated under the raging heat. Unbelievably, the arms and bones were intact.

　　 Only the mouth of the tiger holding the gun cracked and gave a small trace. It was an out-of-control muscle that tore the skin, which caused a small amount of damage.

　　 The miracle came abruptly, and then left quietly.

　　 Jiaoshan stared at the girl in front of him in amazement, as if he hadn't realized what had happened. Just subconsciously, one step forward, staggering, another step...

　　 with a huge crack and blood hole on his forehead.

　　 His lips opened and closed silently, as if to say something, but there was no sound.

　　'S eyes widened hard, trying to find the trace of the girl in front of him in the rapidly dark world.

　　 In the end, the numb body fell forward, groping awkwardly, and finally touched the shape of the cheek, as if a drowned person wanted to grab a line of straw, so hard.

　　 tough, smile.

　　What do you want to say...

　　 But at that moment, his movements were frozen, and there was no sound anymore.

　　 Maki lowered her head sluggishly, and noticed that the palm of her hand touching her cheek slipped slowly, with traces of blood, as well as the calm face that had never had any resentment until she died.

　　 Just like that, her body fell to the ground a little bit, losing all her strength.

　　 can't feel any emotions.

　　 In this short silence, she stared at the hollow eyes that gradually lost their luster for a long time, trying hard to recognize the last words he wanted to say.

　　 But everything has gone with death.

　　 There is no trace.

　　 Only the blood is cooling down a little bit.

　　 This is the result of her choice, what she gave up.

　　 When Maki looked up again, she saw Miss Huaizhi who stood beside him at some unknown time, and her pitiful and silent eyes.

　　 She tried to laugh, but in the end she could only squeeze out an empty expression.

　　 "Miss Paper...Why are there so many cruel things in the world?

　　 In silence, Huai Shi could not avoid such lonely eyes, and replied: "Probably, this world is like this."

　　 The world is never gentle.

　　 There is only one life for a person, but there are more things that are more precious than life. There are too many things to get, and too many things to give up...

　　 has always been like this, never changed.

　　 "Is this the same for Miss Huaizhi?" Maki asked with a trembling voice.

"Yup."

　　 Huai Shi nodded and said calmly: "It is always necessary to give up. It is always painful and also feels very sad. I don't know what to do."

　　 "Then why... why continue."

　　 Maki sobbed, unable to understand: "Why do you have to live such a painful life? Why do you have to make a choice!"

　　 "Probably, for something more important?"

　　 Huaishi knelt down, staring into her eyes, and solemnly told her: "Maki, people don't live for pain, and we don't make choices just to give up.

　　 Although it will be sad to give up something, if you don’t make any choices, you will not be able to grow, and there will be no future at all. "

　　 Sometimes, you will make a choice.

　　 Give up something, and then get something. Maybe in the end there won't be any good results, but if you don't make a choice, you won't have anything.

　　The people who stopped in place would not understand this sadness.

He stretched out his hand, hugged the girl in front of him, and softly comforted: "Everyone’s reasons are always different. Maybe you think I’m just saying some big words irrespective of my own business, but one day, you will understand and have your own. answer."

　　 "Miss with paper, I...I...I just..."

　　 She was holding Huai Shi’s hand, shaking like she was grabbing a straw for life.

　　 Obviously there are many things to say, but the throat is choked.

　　 completely, speechless.

　　 There are only tears, which can not be restrained.

　　 The sobbing from the beginning turned into uncontrollable crying and coughing, hoarsely shouting words that he couldn't understand, the pain that was surging under the iceberg suddenly appeared like a tide, and it was difficult to suppress it.

　　 At the moment when she finally gave up escaping, she finally realized the huge pain caused by constant abandonment.

　　There is also the realization that pain brings——

　　The so-called herself.

　　 The phantom light of the source material illuminates the pupils of Huaishi's eyes.

　　 From Maki's body, the slowly forming soul glowed with a faint light, and his nature was sublimated.

　　 Huai poem was stunned in place, unbelievable.

　　 turned out to be... sublimation?

　　 He never dreamed that he was fortunate to be able to see other people's sublimation scenes in his life-this is when the first spark is ignited, the consciousness is detached from the sea of ​​silver, creating a strange scene of the soul.

　　 is just a moment, the brilliant and lonely light flashes away, completes the transformation, and belongs to introversion.

　　 From then on, everything is completely different.

　　 In the dizziness, the crying girl finally fell asleep.

"It turned out to be sublimation? It is really a beautiful jade from Liangcai. I did not expect that there is a second Liangcai who is comparable to the quiet kid in the house... No~lightnovelpub.net~ It should be said that this was brought by you. Change is right."

　　 Behind Huai Shi, a deep voice said with emotion: "Miss Huaizhi, you are the creator of this miracle."

　　 Huaishi suddenly turned around in horror, frowning.

　　 I don't know when, another figure appeared beside him.

　　 He was a middle-aged man who had never seen him before, but he seemed to have known each other, his face was handsome and majestic, his eyes were pitch black, nothing white, and he carried unspeakable evil and madness.

　　 Just being watched, one can feel a strong threat and anxiety.

　　 But it is this feeling that makes Huai Shi extremely unbelievable.

　　 "Are you... Guo Shouque?"

　　 "Did you see it?"

　　 The middle-aged man grinned slightly, with the same joking meaning as always: "The old man said he wanted to give you a surprise... The reaction was so quick."

　　 Huaishi subconsciously presses on the Lord of the Flies beside Maki.

　　 "Don't rush to do it."

　　 Guo Shouque waved his hand kindly, and took a step back slightly: "Relax, although I am a bit malicious, I will not indulge or attack you."

　　 As he said, he raised the steaming jar in his hand and smiled triumphantly: "I just made a good pot of soup, and the aging is rejuvenated... It's a pity that no one shared it. Would you like to have some?"

The scent of 　　 is pungent, and the sweet and rich fresh and tender scent lingers on the tip of the nose, smelling it from a long distance, it makes the index finger move.

　　 Undoubtedly, that is a rare cooking magic dish, a rare boutique.

　　 can actually make up an old monster close to two hundred years old to the state of middle age, I am afraid it is really an excellent tonic.

　　 But this guy would be so kind?