Battle of the Third Reich
v4 Chapter 15: Memories and reflections
"Power is indeed a fascinating thing." Xu Jun sighed softly while sitting in the back seat of a large car, looking out the window of the Warsaw street.
"General, what are you talking about?"
Hans, who was sitting opposite him, turned his gaze back out the window, he asked suspiciously.
"Nothing. Hans."
Xu Jun raised his eyes and looked at the clear eyes of the adjutant, and smiled and replied, "It's just a sigh." Xu Jun said as he took out a delicate silver jug from a small drawer beside the seat, from above The logo shows that Bordeaux red wine was produced in 2002.
"Oh." Hans nodded, and seeing that the commander was not abnormal, he turned his head and began to watch the scenery outside the window.
Xu Jun took a light sip of red wine with a light fragrance, leaned his head on the comfortable cushion on the back of the chair, and slowly closed his eyes. What did you do after you came to this world? How could I become like this, why did I fall so far. Xu Jun closed his eyes. He couldn't help feeling emotion when he recalled the road he had walked after coming to this world.
A month ago, he was a graduate student in the general history department, a Chinese student who was not honest but was a part of it. A young man who aims to be a historian as great as his grandfather. If you are still in the original time and space, you must be able to spend your life in a simple and happy way. But now, everything has become illusory, and those happy memories have become so far away from themselves, just as far away as the memories of the previous life. Yes, it is indeed a previous life, in that world, he has already died.
Xu Jun smiled bitterly and opened his eyes. He raised his head and took a big sip of Bordeaux in 2002. The rich fragrance and exquisite taste made him feel a little bit better. He looked up at Hans, who was sitting opposite him. The adjutant was still curiously watching the scenery outside the window, and he didn't notice himself. Xu Jun sighed softly and closed his eyes again.
I am no longer the confident and happy young student before. Since coming to this world, Xu Jun found that he slowly began to change with the world, becoming more and more strange and becoming more and more scared. When those battle plans and conspiracies jumped out of his mind one by one, he didn't even believe that this kind of thing would come up by himself.
He was terrified of his own changes. In the past, he never thought of hurting anyone, let alone killing thousands of people he didn't know. But now, he has developed a plan to send hundreds of thousands of British and French soldiers who have nothing to do with himself, and he has set up countless conspiracy traps that he feels mean and shameless in order to realize that plan.
I have used all the knowledge I have learned in the past on how to get more, faster and more perfect killings, and I have used the knowledge that should be developed for humanity in the political struggle of intrigue and combat fraud. This is something that teachers who teach themselves will never think of it.
Xu Jun feels that he has become more and more bloodthirsty from the moment he comes here. Every time he wins a battle, he feels extremely excited and proud of his plan to let countless enemies die, but he rarely goes I have thought about how many families my own plans have brought pain and sorrow. why? Is it just because they are enemies? I have been telling myself that if I don’t knock down those enemies, then I will be overthrown by them, so everything I do and any means I use are reasonable and I am defending myself.
But he knew clearly in his heart that these were just excuses, and he had been deceiving himself. When you get pleasure and satisfaction from the blood pool of those soldiers, you are no longer pure, you are fighting to satisfy your desires, for the incomparable excitement that war brings to you Fight against **** stimuli. At that time, I had completely ignored that I was standing on the side of injustice and invading other people’s homes, and just to satisfy my own vanity and to get that kind of stimulation, I came up with countless malicious strategies and trap. Even I am still complacent for obtaining those beautiful medals and honors, and I have never thought carefully behind these medals and merits are the bodies of countless soldiers who dedicated themselves to defend their country and their dignity. My heart is actually as full of desire as war as Hitler’s madman, but when I understand this, everything is too late, I have been deeply immersed in it, I am completely addicted to this **** game in.
Another thing to change yourself is power, the most magical thing in the world, and countless people are willing to give up their lives in pursuit of it. It is those huge powers that you have, the powers that allow you to evoke the dark desires in your heart for what you do.
Let Germany embark on the path of justice, let those evil behaviors disappear from the world, and let our motherland China stand on the top of the world again. These glorious ideals set me on the path of seizing more power. In order to get enough power, I started to become unscrupulous, but when those powers were truly in my hands, I realized that these powers were already covered with the blood of countless innocent people. And those who have been contaminated by blood still have no qualifications to achieve those noble glorious goals, Xu Jun really does not want to know.
He only knows that those ideals have become excuses and motivations for his crazy power-ingesting behavior. What he has done in Poland is completely out of touch with justice. Nearly half of those Nazi officials who were executed by themselves were completely innocent staff members. They became victims of a large-scale cleansing that they had launched to vent their anger. And he was still there to consider making a thorough judgment with Hitler through this massacre. Although he was indeed full of hatred for Hitler and his Nazi empire, it could not be as anxious to face him. Reason. What I want in my heart is only the power that Hitler has, and there is no other reason for those sounding.
That power has been seducing yourself from the beginning. With that power, you can do everything you want in the world. You can use your own likes and dislikes to formulate national policies. You can use your own power. Great power to accomplish those ideals. Is everything for ideals? The biggest reason is to satisfy your desires.
Thinking of Xu Jun drinking again.
I have already fallen. Since I have fallen, continue to fall. As long as I still have those great ideals still in my heart, even if I am soaked in the blood of innocent people, but there will still be a piece in my heart. Clean pure land. What if you become a demon to achieve those goals. Fall. In the dirtiest and most chaotic era in the history of this country, only fall can succeed. People who maintain a heart of justice in the dirty political struggle will have no chance of survival and are controlled by evil. In a country where there is only one more evil than evil, it can defeat evil. In this case, simply let the darkness in your heart burst out, let the devil know that there is a more evil devil in the world than them, let them try all the pain they have brought to others, and return to them with regret. To go back to the region.
Xu Jun smiled bitterly at the thought of this. It seems that those senses of justice are deeply ingrained. Now that I am looking for reasons for myself, it is the real reason for wanting to satisfy my desires. It seems that he is still not sober enough. There is no justice or evil in this political and interest war. Justice belongs only to the winner. And those innocent people who died in the struggle are devoted to justice. Since his goal is justice, then the evils in the process can also be cancelled in a lump, and who will know that he is evil except himself.
However, this is not completely accurate. In fact, there is no difference between absolute justice and absolute evil in human behavior. Only the difference between these two things exists in human consciousness. They are based on the perspective of the observer. Different and constantly changing, there can be just evil and evil justice, everything is in the mind of man. Now I only have to follow my own path according to the desires in my heart. Since fate has pushed myself on this dusty road, then simply let go of my black feathers and become a real fallen angel. I am also more afraid of myself than fearing the tail. The false apostle of God in his robe was dusted a thousand times.
Xu Jun finally let go of the burden in his heart. Since he is no longer an angel, let's be a successful demon. Anyway, the two goals are the same, and everyone is sent to heaven, but the means are different.
Thinking of this, Xu Jun smiled on his face, and he took another sip of wine to show his celebration of a problem that had troubled him for a long time.
Xu Jun looked at the street outside the window and felt extremely relaxed. Now Poland as a whole is under his control, and everything is back on track. Although Xu Jun has selected some of the Nazi officials who survived the general cleansing to reorganize the new management organization, the loopholes of the management personnel are still very large. As a result, Xu Jun simply enabled a large number of the original municipalities in Poland Officials come to manage their cities, and of course the work of these officials is still supervised by German officials. The Poles did a good job, and now it seems that at least in a short time there will be no major fatigue.
Warsaw and other Polish cities resumed normal operations within a day. Except that the security guards patrolling the streets have been replaced by armed SS soldiers, there is little change. Xu Jun is very satisfied that he has completed the restoration of social order in such a short time.
At this time, a group of armed SS soldiers came on the sidewalk not far from Xu Jun's car. They saw the painted side of the most prominent luxury Mercedes-Benz car in Warsaw from a long distance. The Nazi party flag and the military rank mark prove the identity of the owner of the car. The soldiers waited until the car approached and stood upright, and then respected the gun salute neatly. Xu Jun saw the soldiers in the car happily after the scene.
Loyalty, seeing those soldiers Xu Jun secretly lamented, can he really get the loyalty of everyone?
At the meeting the day before yesterday, I won the oath of all officers’ allegiance. At that time, I could not control my feelings. But after thinking about it carefully afterwards, it may not be necessary if you really gained their loyalty. Some of these officers are indeed loyal to themselves. For example, the officers of the army were pulled out by themselves. These are real front-line combat officers. Before they were promoted by themselves, they were only intermediate ranks, so they have not had time to be corroded by the social circles of those senior officers. Their vows can be trusted, and their loyalty can make Trust yourself. Not to mention their three adjutants, they can let Jack be with them to show that they do not have any background of power, and their identity is absolutely clean. And he hasn't lessen attracted them during this time, so their loyalty will not have any problems.
What worries me is the officers of the Waffen-SS, although they swear allegiance to themselves, but there are more elements forced by the situation. They may also know that if they are not loyal to themselves, they will be the next step to kill. These officers are not stupid, they know that their environment does not allow them to make a second choice. But since they have vowed, they just want to reassure them, so if they want to promote these officers a little bit, and then give them a little sweetness, they can still let them die for their loyalty, but only need some Only time.
However, he knew clearly that there were actually two traitors among those who took the oath. They immediately reported to the Imperial Security Bureau about what had happened at the meeting after returning to their station. It was ridiculous that the report was placed on their desks an hour later. They underestimated their own strength, but they also made themselves wary of the officers who swore allegiance. Think about it, those Waffen SS officers are different from Army officers. They must be a loyal Nazi member before being an officer. Many of their speeches at the meeting yesterday directly attacked their great heads of state. They Of course there will be resistance. But these two guys completely estimated the wrong form. If they reported to Hitler before they took control of their military power, then they and the officers participating in the meeting could not escape Hitler’s punishment, but in the current form, Hitler has no way. How about yourself Their loyalty to the head of state will not only bring them any benefits, but will also give away their lives. After careful consideration, Xu Jun decided not to move the two idiots first, leaving them maybe useful in the subsequent confrontation.
They made Xu Jun feel deeply that Hitler's weight in the minds of Nazi party members is multiple. This time he directly confronted Hitler and he seemed to be extra careful.
Xu Jun knew in his heart that now is the best time to pull Hitler down. If he is not turned down now, then he will never have this opportunity. If the French campaign wins, Hitler’s prestige in the eyes of the German people will rise to the highest level, and those generals of the Army will also fall to the head of state according to the situation at that time. By that time, it was too late to do whatever I wanted. Only now can he succeed if he takes advantage of his limelight and strength.
Xu Jun knows that he is playing a gamble, and the bet is this country, the winner will own the country, and the loser will lose his life. Now that he has played the first card, it is up to him to see what kind of card the head of state will use to suppress his own cards. Before Hitler started, he could not implement any of his plans. What should he do next? It depends on Hitler’s actions.
But what puzzles Xu Jun now is that after three days have passed, Hitler still has no response, which makes people feel very abnormal. Xu Jun felt that there was always a feeling of not good in his heart. He knew clearly that if he could not catch Hitler's next card, waiting for himself would be a disaster.
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