"Roland..."

He casually threw aside Irisviel, who had passed out in a coma. The tall priest read Roland's name, and some kind of fanatical emotion flashed in his empty eyes.

Kotomine Kirei stepped towards Roland, a fiery flame ignited in his pupils, he and Roland looked at each other with surging emotions in his heart, but he asked calmly.

"Those who are not born to be expected by the world, things that should not be born, but survive alone in this world, is this the last crime?"

"Of course not." Facing Kotomine Kirei's somewhat anxious question, Roland just said gently: "Criminal things are the shackles of gangsters, you, a solitary pilgrim, only have desire and love, so why not? Talk about crime?"

The eagerness in Kotomine Kirei's eyes became more obvious.

"I have already met Irisviel. He told me, Emiya Kiritsugu, the man who is as empty as me. His emptiness does not come from the bottom of his heart, but is a side effect of pursuing his dreams. Is this true?"

"You should know better in your own mind."

Having personally obtained the testimony from Roland, Kotomine Kirei's last ray of hope was also killed.

His eyes gradually became cold, and he returned to his usual cold attitude.

"That is to say, my life is a sad person who has no value and does not understand happiness?"

Irisviel’s previous words of heart-slaying successfully dealt a heavy blow to Kotomine Kirei. Ever since he was a child, Kotomine Kirei has realized that he is different from ordinary people and cannot be happy.

But even so, he still worked hard.

Work hard to love others, accept God's teachings, and be a good person.

This is not an impulsive enthusiasm, but persistent persistence. He has been the image of this good man for more than 30 years.

No matter how many evil deeds Kotomine Kirei has committed, how disgusting it is, everyone must admit that before him, he was so shining, against his own nature, living in the completely opposite image for more than 30 years. Until the end, Kotomine Kirei accepted the fact that he could not be happy.

The nature that God gave him was evil, but he tried his best to move in the right direction. After he realized that he couldn't obtain ordinary people's happiness, he still worked hard and spent his whole life to find his own answer.

— The way to be happy like a normal person.

Until now, Kotomine Kirei collapsed after Irisviel completely rejected even this humblest desire.

He looked at Roland dully with mechanical eyes and asked, "That is to say, if I can never be happy, should I end my sad life like scum?"

"Maybe, but I won't allow it."

Roland looked at Kotomine Kirei, "If you want to achieve happiness as a normal person, then you are always spinning in place, but the ingenuity of the world is ingenious, he is a spiral of contradictions."

"I like people like you more than the happiness of the public."

"I prefer poisonous weeds to flowers, moths to butterflies. The colors are weird but interesting."

Roland stretched out his hand towards Kotomine Kirei, "Since I was very young, I had the same thoughts as you. At that time, I only acted according to my instincts and never considered anything else. Fortunately, I got guidance."

"So, mind me being your guide? My friend?"

Kotomine Kirei took a small step, moved a small step, did not hold Roland's hand, but walked in front of him and said in an indifferent voice, "I am all ears."

"You are a pleasure person, you can only draw your own happiness from the pain of others."

Roland expressed the essence of Kotomine Kirei in a firm tone.

"You should feel it, right? Although it was just an accident, what did you feel when you saw the tragic death of Kenneth because of his own style of anger and pain?"

Roland followed suit, and Koujimine Kirei, like a student answering a teacher's question, obediently opened his mouth.

"It's like standing on a cloud, sweet, happy, and satisfying, a wonderful feeling I've never experienced before."

"That's happiness."

"That is, my father, gave birth to a dog? To give birth to a dog that can only be happy with twists and filth!"

Kotomine Kirei roared fiercely, it was true that his own essence was too contradictory to the three views he had acquired.

In the ascetic practice of the young man, he even fasted because he could not obtain the happiness of ordinary people. Before participating in the Holy Grail War, after his last pursuit of happiness failed, he also prepared to commit suicide and entered death with his wife.

Because he was brought up like this, if you are born with sin, you can't match the world without being punished.

"Hahahahahahaha-!"

He laughed frantically, even if he was able to get angry, he never stopped.

Is this kind of laughter mocking his useless work for so many years, or is he pitying his father, who is a devout believer, but gave birth to a defective product?

Looking at Kotomine Kirei who was laughing wildly, Roland just responded with a sincere smile.

Kotomine Kirei has already collapsed, but he has not yet completely died. The three views he has upheld for many years will make a final struggle. After that is also crushed, his new, reliable, and trustworthy friend will be born. .

"Hoo, hoo!" Kotomine Kirei gasped loudly, easing the discomfort in his lungs. This belated trial was only one bullet away from ending.

This was his last hope, that he might be the only one of his kind in this war to kill him.

"So, where's the evidence?"

"Since you said that I'm not emotionally deficient, I just can't feel the feelings of others in a normal way. That is to say, I should have excess feelings too, right?"

"I should have loved someone too!"

This was a knife that Irisviel stabbed directly into Kotomine Kirei's heart. Now, he licked the wound and left the question intact to Roland.

If it was someone else who didn't know much about it, Roland might not be able to answer. After all, normal people know enough about the story and its essence. If they know more about it, they may be the character chef.

Roland's love for Kotomine Kirei is just the customer's love for the exquisite vases in the window, UUkanshu www.uukanshu. com is not idol worship, not the kind of character chef who can tell the source of everything.

However, he did have a deep understanding of Kotomine Kirei's problem.

Roland took his eyes off. After all, this priest's daughter's character and portraits were quite appetizing to Roland, so he took some time to read the other party's stories and experiences. Mine Kirei's experience was also finished.

Therefore, there was no wavering in his eyes.

"Yo ↑ Mine Kirei ↓, you did love someone. Although it was very difficult and unbelievable, you did love her."

"Don't you know the name of that person?"

"Don't say any more!"

Kotomine Kirei held his head in pain, and spat out the name of the woman who should have been an insignificant part of his life and almost forgotten by him.

"Claudia Ordesia..."

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