This time I rested for a long time because the bleeding site was on the left iliac psoas muscle.

This position is too familiar. More than ten years ago, the right iliac psoas muscle bleeding almost killed my life, resulting in a hematoma on the right thigh that was ten centimeters long and could hardly be bent since.

If the left leg is also broken this time, then I may not even stand up in the future, and I can only lie on the bed until I die, so I really feel a little more afraid than death.

Death is actually a relief for me, but if I can only lie in bed from now on, it would be better to die directly.

Therefore, in order to survive for a while, these days, I will play a bottle of eight factors every day.

The bleeding should stop now, but then it depends on whether the congestion can be absorbed back.

This is the problem. If the absorption does not go back, it will form a blood clot, which is a terrible thing for hemophilia.

Now I have two blood clots over 10 cm long on my right leg, which not only makes the whole leg inflexible, but also oppresses nerves and blood supply. Not only is the leg numb, but it often cramps in the summer.

Because the blood clot on the right shoulder could not be eliminated, the range of movement was limited, and the entire arm was difficult to exert force.

The left hand was originally the only intact limb. Half a year ago, the elbow also repeatedly bleeds and formed a blood clot. Now not only can it not be straightened, but it may also compress the nerve. If you exert a little force, you will have a biting pain, and you will often feel pain when you hit the keyboard. a bit.

I'm really hopeless these past few days. When I got up half a year ago, I could still use my left leg and left waist to exert force. What I can do with my left hand can help. This makes my indoor activities not too limited.

But now the left hand, right hand, and right leg are unable to exert force, and the left leg is bleeding again, not to mention standing up all of a sudden, even sitting up, it is difficult to even turn over, because the bleeding left leg has not hurt, right The shoulder and left elbow hurt first.

In the past few nights, I wanted to adjust the quilt. The right leg couldn't move straight, the left leg was bleeding and couldn't move. The two hands couldn't stretch straight, they didn't dare to exert force, and they couldn't even cover a quilt.

He got up in the middle of the night to pick up a bottle of pulsating water, and even wriggled in bed for a few minutes to sit up.

In the end, it was such an action. Not only did I sweat a lot, but the whole process was also painful.

If he had a hematoma on his left leg this time, I really can’t imagine if I could still live.

So rest for another two days to avoid another relapse.