Latest URL: After my dad had his second stroke a few months ago, I knew the bad news wasn't over.

I have also been praying that my mother will not suffer from any physical problems because of getting angry. This family can no longer afford it.

But my father's disease, our family situation, how can my mother and I not get angry?

I'm okay to say, it's a big deal to bleed more.

But my mother's age is different every day when she gets angry. I have always had a bad premonition in the past few months.

Last week, my mother went to the hospital for an examination. At first she didn’t tell me what was wrong, but later she said it was to remove the ring, but she was hospitalized within a few days, and she said she needed surgery to get it out.

At that time, I really thought I was going for surgery to get the ring, but when I came back yesterday, my spirit was obviously not right, and my dad had to be sent to a nursing home.

Although my dad is stupid now, he can at least take care of himself halfway. No matter how angry he was before, he still reluctantly sent him to a nursing home.

This meeting didn't even discuss with me, and he was going to be sent to a nursing home all of a sudden, so there's no need to think about the reason.

I knew that there should be no way to hide it anymore, and she finally told the truth that I didn't want to know the most.

In fact, I was already guessing in a bad direction, but I still didn't expect that it was really cancer, and it was adenosquamous carcinoma.

I was hospitalized a few days ago, and it wasn't surgery to remove the ring at all, it was chemotherapy.

At that moment, I only felt extremely lonely, sad, desolate, and hopeless!

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In the past few months, I have experienced similar feelings many times. That kind of sour and cold heart, always unconsciously thinking about how a person will live in the future, this may be some kind of omen.

Now that I've sort of landed, it's almost impossible for life to get any worse.

My father had a second stroke, his IQ decreased, his mobility was limited, and he could only take care of himself. He is now in a nursing home. My mother said that when she left the nursing home just now, my father cried and burst into tears. Maybe he completely regretted the toss and ruined the family indirectly. Unfortunately, he can't go back now. I wish I could go back two years ago to stop He went to toss, but unfortunately time will never go back.

I, a 30-year-old patient with severe hemophilia, have been unable to bend my right knee for more than ten years, dare not use force on my left ankle for more than ten years, and have been unable to lift my right shoulder for five or six years. New disabilities and new bleeding points, now only half-bent and bleeding every now and then.

My mother, she needs someone to take care of her now, but I can't help at all, and I can't even accompany her to Jinan to see a doctor~lightnovelpub.net~ She actually wants to see a doctor alone!

I know how my mother is feeling now, what she still thinks is what should I do in the future?

I can barely take care of myself, or even really take care of myself, because most things in my life are difficult to do on my own.

She can't let me go, she really doesn't want to leave me, but now she really can't do anything.

Tomorrow, my mother will go to Jinan Cancer Hospital. This is our last struggle. It may be early, it must be early, at least not late, otherwise I don’t know how I will face life after that day.

Of course, I can still live, but at that time, it was the real loneliness, the real sad life, and the only companions for me were the cold time and the orange cat.

Does God really want to give me such an ending?

I beg God to let my mother white-haired send black-haired, I really want to go first! I really want to go first!