He Yu left.

I haven't appeared in front of Xie Qingcheng for a long time.

But in fact he drove a car and saw Xie Qingcheng from a distance many times.

He didn't bother him anymore.

Xie Qingcheng has expressed his thoughts very clearly. He feels that He Yu's entanglement makes him impatient.

He Yu didn't think that when he loved him, he didn't take into account his feelings. Later, he realized that he was impulsive and wanted to confess, but he didn't say anything, so he was met by Xie Qingcheng. Cold refusal. He Yu was confused for a while, and the word "like" could no longer be declared in his mouth.

The boy knew very well that if he ran over and said to Xie Qingcheng, I'm sorry brother, I found out that I like you, can I start over with you?

Xie Qingcheng will definitely give him a slap, and then let him get out of his sight immediately.

And now, I can't do anything to force him.

His fangs were made of icing sugar in front of him, and his fingers and claws were starting to lose force on him. He Yu was panicked by himself, he really shouldn't have such fragile emotions.

Vulnerability and liking are inappropriate.

What's more, he promised Xie Qingcheng.

He promised this man who has endured too much.

Don't pester him.

Don't force him.

Don't do it with him.

End the relationship.

Then he has to deal with it - it's good for each other.

One day, Xie Qingcheng went home after shopping and took a detour, and went to a nearby shop to order a cake. The cake shop was very close to where He Yu parked, and it was too late for He Yu to drive away.

He heard the voice of Xie Qingcheng talking to the clerk, and vaguely floated over:

"Yes, I want a 50th birthday card...Can you show me the options for the cake..."

It should be the birthday of an uncle and aunt in the alley.

He Yu thought so.

He watched Xie Qingcheng carefully reading the list handed by the clerk, and had a faint envy to the person who received the cake.

He even made a decision in just a few minutes. After Xie Qingcheng left, he would go to the cake shop and ask the clerk to buy the same cake.

Then take it home and eat it alone.

It's okay to be lonely.

However, this great idea has not yet germinated, Xie Qingcheng, who had ordered the cake, suddenly turned around.

Peach Blossom glanced and caught a glimpse of He Yu's car.

And the people in the car.

He Yu: "…"

Xie Qingcheng: "…"

In fact, He Yu is already very low-key. He didn't even drive any of his luxury cars, but bought a BMW SUV that can be seen everywhere on the road. It has a high chassis and can see far away. Not eye-catching.

Who knew that Xie Qingcheng was still bumped.

He Yu doesn't know how to face him now - he can't say he likes it, and he promised not to entangle.

He couldn't tell Xie Qingcheng how he felt at the moment, he could only let the other party keep his face calm, strode over, and knocked on his window.

He Yu still had one hand on the steering wheel, his head resting on his arm, and the other hand lowered the window glass.

He was about to torture himself crazy, but he smiled and pretended to be indifferent: "What are you doing?"

"What are you doing here."

He Yu lowered his eyelashes, thought for a while, didn't know how to answer, so he didn't answer.

Only said: "You bought so many things, I will help you carry them back."

Xie Qingcheng raised his hand and pushed the door of his car, but did not let him down.

Across the open window, he said to him very coldly: "It's not good, don't bother me anymore."

He Yu found that he didn't even have the right to defend himself.

"Like" is called "like" when others can accept it; when others may not accept it, it is called "secret love", and when others will not accept it, it is not It's called "offending", it's called "disturbing".

He Yu is a very self-respecting person.

After he woke up, he didn't intend to let Xie Qingcheng know his mood, and then showed shock, disgust, contempt, and disgust.

That hurts.

He will go crazy when he is in pain, and he will lose control when he is crazy. In the end, both sides will suffer.

He Yu just sneered as usual, even with a sense of arrogant distance: "You misunderstood, I just passed by here."

"Then you can go back now."

He Yu wanted to say: Why have you lost weight recently, is there something you haven't told anyone, and are digesting it alone.

But he remembered that he couldn't like Xie Qingcheng.

So he wrapped this "like" he had just discovered and wrapped it in the ugliest paper, which was as ugly and ugly as before, and no one could find it. He said, "This road is not yours. The traffic police haven't come to give me a ticket to drive me away, so you should be reasonable."

"I see you in the eye."

He Yu felt that his heart was stabbed, but he wiped the blood from his heart expressionlessly.

You kissed me back then, you still rode me, you still…”

"Don't mention that night to me again."

He Yu has pointed it out, so as not to seem that his attitude has changed a lot, and it will not make the other party very uncomfortable: "Oh, then don't say it."

Before driving away, he glanced at the bags in Xie Qingcheng's hand, one of which had the name of a nearby pharmacy printed on it.

He Yu applied the brakes and held the steering wheel with one hand. In the end, he couldn't help but ask Xie Qingcheng: "Xie Qingcheng, are you sick?"

Xie Qingcheng followed his gaze and saw the pharmacy plastic bag: "No."

When he said this, he frowned and his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to continue to say something to He Yu, but he didn't say anything in the end.

He Yu: "If you need any help, remember to tell me, a couple in one day can be grateful for a hundred days."

"Husband and wife, mother, get out."

He Yu smiled and drove away obediently.

Just turning around and walking away, when Xie Qingcheng couldn't see his face again, his pretended smile was like snow being brushed off.

He held the steering wheel and slowly walked away, his knuckles turned white, the pain in his heart could no longer bear, and it spread like a crack...

As soon as he got home, He Yu couldn't wear the mask.

He irritably turned over a pile of medicines, and he swallowed all the medicines regardless of Anthony's doctor's orders, and finally stopped the strong emotional ups and downs.

Then He Yu lay on the bed, resting for a while, habitually trying to find the photos taken by the clubs on her mobile phone to comfort herself, but when she opened the album, she realized that those photos had already been taken Completely shattered by himself.

No more.

He only kept a profile photo of Xie Qingcheng that he found on the Internet before. Layer Phnom Penh.

Only the man in the photo doesn't treat him with indifference.

He Yu developed a feeling that was almost sad in this kind of self-relief.

It's a pity that He Yu doesn't have any friends he can make friends with, so he can only choose to go online and post tree holes on Weibo trumpet.

This trumpet is a record of his daily mood, and he has posted a lot of content on and off. It's just that the previous posts were not long, most of them were photos that only he knew the meaning, with some simple words.

Like the first light in the morning.

He wrote that the morning is infinitely better.

Another example is the reposted jellyfish video.

He wrote, myheartwillgoon.

The most recent night scene was taken near Moyu Lane.

He wrote: The moon is beautiful tonight.

He Yu felt more and more uncomfortable, so he went to the topic section of emotional discussion, looking for something that would make him feel more comfortable.

The results are:

"Hang a scumbag who shamelessly deceives pao."

He Yu thought to himself: Liar? Xie Qingcheng didn't even bother to deceive him.

“It’s been a year since we broke up and I still miss him, what should I do.”

He Yu thought to himself: It's already very good to have the opportunity to be together, is it a show of what you have when you say breaking up?

"Wife three times a night, is it too much?"

He Yu simply replied: You are a waste.

He Yu thought about it and looked at those bad posts. At the end, he felt that no one's experience was of any reference value, so he decided to write a paragraph by himself and put it on it, and sometimes listen to other people's opinions Not a bad thing either.

So He Yu wrote: "Shudong: I have a man I like, that man is thirteen years older than me, but he is very young, I don't care about the age gap between us , I don't care if he is divorced and his personality is back. Although the two of us have never confirmed a relationship, not even a P friend, we have slept many times. Later, I found out that I liked him, but he hoped The farther I am from him, the better. He was very active when I did it last time, and I'm sure he was happy, but after I did it, he wanted me to disappear immediately. I feel bad when I see him now. , I have to pretend to be indifferent in front of him, I feel too tired... I don't know how to comfort myself."

This section is very lively, and people reply quickly.

First floor: Miss, you meet a scumbag, run away.

Second floor: It's cool when you're doing it, and you'll disappear as soon as you're done, what a peerless scumbag! A scumbag matches a scumbag, what else can I say, only respect, blessing, and lock. Two wonderful flowers Zhu 99, don't die at my door.

The third floor: Girl, it's not worth it, really. Stop the loss in time. When encountering such a peerless garbage man, the only one who will endure the final injury will be us women. I used to be so obsessed with it, and as a result, I wasted a great time on my youth. Alas, the past is unbearable. Sister, listen to her advice, there are many men in this world, you are still young, you must learn to love yourself, think about your parents, they will not want to see your life ruined by a second-married man. Are you still young? Would you like to be a concubine at a young age? What's more, this man doesn't seem to be reliable. If you make him small, he will not pamper you. Women need to love themselves! Remember!

Fourth floor: Sister, this man can't have it, he's in the spirit of PUA you. I guess he is the kind of hanging cancer who can't get in when he talks about it, but doesn't treat women like people in his actions. One word, points.

Fifth floor: I can tell you clearly that if you are pregnant, he will not even give you the money for an abortion.

Sixth Floor: 13-year-old difference? how old are you? He must be quite old, right? Can he satisfy you? Still a divorced dad...with kids? Are you willing to be a wife and a mother to your children? Think about it, silly girl! "

Seventh floor: This kind of man has a girlfriend, why I don't have one, I cried.

Eighth floor: Sisters, we women should be self-improvement, men are women's toys, don't take it too seriously.

He Yu: "..."

Does he speak so much like a schoolgirl?

And Xie Qingcheng is not a scumbag, okay?

He Yu blocked all these people one by one.

In a few seconds.

The ninth floor: You are such a cheap woman, and you have been beaten by a scumbag.

He Yu: "..."

Never mind! sleep!

In a few days, school starts.

He Yu entered the second semester of college, and Xie Xue was still his teacher.

He thought, if he can't see Xie Qingcheng, it's better to see Xie Xue.

At least Xie Xue's eyes are like her brother's, and he can be happier looking at it - he is happier than the reply from the emotional section.

However, He Yu did not expect that on the first day of school, he came to the classroom and saw that standing on the podium was not Xie Xue, but a slightly fat old professor wearing a pair of Tortoiseshell glasses.

"Mr. Xie Xue can't come to class temporarily due to physical reasons. I'm here to give you a substitute class temporarily. My surname is Zhang..."

He Yu sat in the back row of the classroom and instantly remembered the plastic bag of the drugstore that Xie Qingcheng was holding when he met Xie Qingcheng at the entrance of Moyu Lane that day, and the desire of the man at that time Stop talking.

He suddenly understood—

After class, He Yu called Xie Xue, but no one answered, so he called Xie Qingcheng instead, Xie Qingcheng hung up his phone the first time, and the second time Maybe I thought he was annoying, so I picked it up.

"What's the matter with you." The tone was cold.

He Yu got straight to the point: "Brother, is Xie Xue ill?"

“…”

"She didn't come to class today."

Xie Qingcheng seems to know and can't hide it.

The phone was silent for a while.

In the end, Xie Qingcheng finally sighed and said, "...Forget it, when you are free, come to Moyu Lane."

"Speak to you in person."

Actually, He Yu had two electives tonight, but he skipped the class and drove to Moyu Lane as soon as the main class was over.

As soon as he entered the door, He Yu saw Xie Qingcheng sitting at home smoking a cigarette, and he was the only one in the house.

"Where is Xie Xue?"

"Hospitalized."

He Yu was taken aback: "...why is it so sudden. What happened to her? Which hospital is she in?"

"A private hospital founded by Qin Ciyan and his friends. I'm more at ease there." Xie Qingcheng pointed at the ash, "Sit down."

It can be seen that Xie Qingcheng still doesn't really want to have anything with him, so there must be some reason why he finally wants to call him over.

As expected, Xie Qingcheng didn't intend to chat with He Yu much, he was quiet for a while, and then said to He Yu straight to the point: "Xie Xue has signs of taking RN-13. "

"!"

He Yu was taken aback.

But I understood immediately, no wonder Xie Qingcheng wanted to talk to him about it.

Besides He Yu and Xie Qingcheng, there is really no one else who can talk about this kind of illegal drug.

As a victim of RN-13, He Yu's expression also became very ugly. Although he no longer has any affection for Xie Xue, and his relationship with her has even become a little stiff, in the end, she is still a friend who gave him a lot of comfort when he was in the most difficult time.

He Yu said solemnly: "How is it now? Is it serious?"

"Fortunately, not to the point of getting out of control."

He Yu breathed a sigh of relief, but still frowned: "Have you found out what's going on?"

"A little more."

Xie Qingcheng had already finished his cigarettes, coughed twice, and wanted to get another one.

The cigarette case was taken away by He Yu before his hand could touch it.

He Yu: "No. Don't smoke. I hate secondhand smoke."

“…”

Xie Qingcheng didn't have the strength to fight him, he raised his hand to grab his hair and closed his eyes.

After a while, he opened his mouth: "From the test sheet, she was exposed to this drug in the fall of last year. I also asked her in the hospital, and she and I admitted that At that time, she had some stress reactions, such as insomnia, nosebleeds..."

He Yu groaned.

He remembered that he had indeed seen Xie Xue with nosebleeds at school before, and the two had a conversation at that time. He suggested that Xie Xue go to the hospital for a look, or tell Xie Qingcheng about the situation , but Xie Xue thought it was just a small matter, Xie Qingcheng was too busy and should not be disturbed.

He Yu: "Did she never tell you?"

Xie Qing lowered his eyelashes and raised his forehead with his hands, very tired: "No. I only discovered this a few weeks ago."

"That day, when I got home, I found her passed out on the ground. There were some blood-stained tissues around me, and there was blood on her nose and mouth. I immediately took her to Huyi, and your cousin gave it to her. Tests were done, but normal blood tests didn't reveal anything wrong."

"And then what?"

"Then, I remembered some pathological reactions after I took RN-13 for the first time. It was also nosebleed and confused." Xie Qingcheng said this, raised his eyes and glanced at He Yu, "You're different, you're genetic, so you don't know the early symptoms."

"I took Xie Xue to Qin Ciyan's friend's hospital for a special examination. This is the test sheet."

Xie Qingcheng took a piece of paper from the drawer and pushed it to He Yu.

Xie Xue's name was written on the snow-white page, RN-13 positive.

He Yu was silent for a while: "...Who gave it to her?"

"The dose is not high, very little." Xie Qingcheng did not immediately answer who it was, but told He Yu about Xie Xue's situation first. His voice seemed to come up from the water, wet and heavy. "This dose, with current technology, can prevent permanent damage to her body. I've been giving her medication for a while now. Treatment. But…”

Xie Qingcheng leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes: "Qin Ciyan first came into contact with the American research institute, and our special medicine was also invented according to the molecular formula given by the research institute. You take it. , and I'm on the same type of drug. It works on you and me."

He Yu realized something faintly: "Can't Xie Xue?"

"She can't." Xie Qingcheng said, "It can only be relieved, and there is no obvious therapeutic effect."

"That's because..."

"She's on a new drug."

The long silence.

He Yu: "Someone is still developing a new drug for RN-13?"

Xie Qing nodded tiredly.

"But RN-13 research must be underground and illegal, even if someone is conducting secret experiments, Xie Xue is just a teacher, how can she have the opportunity to come into contact with this kind of thing?"

Xie Qingcheng was playing with a lighter, he said to He Yu, "There is a chance."

"You push the time back to last autumn, do you remember what happened to her?"

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The author has something to say:

ooc small theater, ooc is very powerful, purely corresponding to the funny theater written in the forum content in today's article:

Three-eight marriage urge passerby: Xie Qingcheng, you are almost done, you are a second marriage, your second marriage is so picky, you don’t cherish such a beautiful young man , Do you have any correct understanding of yourself? Be content with you!

Xie Qingcheng: txl stay away from me. I don't think there is any problem with my second marriage, although I think it doesn't make sense to be handsome or not, but I'm not blind, I know I'm handsome, thank you.

He Yu: Xie Qingcheng! Xie Qingcheng! Is this why you rejected me! You common man! ! Puxin man! ! (hysteria)