One day later.

Qingli County Health Station.

He Yu sat beside Xie Qingcheng's hospital bed, bowed his head, and silently peeled an apple.

Although Yi Awen was not the mysterious woman that night, they learned more about Qingli County and saw the ending of such a family.

Yi Awen was taken away, and the police also found Yi Qiang's highly decomposed body in the attic of the shampoo shop. Yi Lulu is now receiving psychological counseling and cooperating with the investigation at the police station.

He Yu just kept beside Xie Qingcheng, he actually didn't know how to peel apples, he peeled them crookedly, half of the pulp went into the trash with the skin, but he was still red-eyed, The fruit was peeled and handed to Xie Qingcheng.

He can't see the horrible appearance of trying to kill on the mountain road now.

Xie Qingcheng was already awake, but he had no energy to eat, and was unwilling to be fed.

He Yu: "I'll cut you into small pieces..."

Xie Qingcheng was hanging water on one hand and wearing a bandage on the other. He coughed lightly and said to He Yu, "Eat it yourself."

He Yuzheng wanted to say something else, the doctor came to the ward.

Xie Qingcheng's luck was not even E, but **** F, the locomotive flew out at that time, and threw the two on the cliff, he hit his head and lungs, and now he is a little bit brained Concussion, with blood when coughing, not to mention the gunshot wound on his arm, he is more unlucky than He Yu—

"The muscles and bones are injured." The doctor looked at the medical record book and summed up the situation with them, "After the treatment, the strength of this arm will not be the same as before. And your body …”

Xie Qingcheng suddenly interrupted the doctor when he heard this.

"I know." Xie Qingcheng said, "You don't need to say any more."

"..." The doctor gave him a complicated look.

Xie Qingcheng: "I was a doctor myself."

The doctor was silent for a while: "Then, pay attention to self-cultivation."

"Okay, thanks."

He Yu listened to the conversation between the two of them, but it was over, how could he let the doctor go? In the past, he was able to speak logically in the face of other people's harsh, cold, murderous words without blinking. Now, when he heard the doctor say that Xie Qingcheng's hand was a problem, he stood up suddenly, and his thoughts were completely confused, almost is quite unreasonable:

"What do you mean? What does it mean that his arm can't be the same as before? I've also been shot in this position, why can't he when I'm fine? Are you bad at medicine or—"

"He Yu." Xie Qingcheng scolded him sharply.

Much older than you, his recovery effect is completely different from yours. I understand your mood, but I still hope you can calm down."

“…”

"If there is nothing else, I will go out first. If you need help, please ring the bell at any time."

After the doctor left, neither of them spoke.

In the end, He Yu sat down and took another apple and began to peel it.

In the end, he threw the apple directly into the trash.

Boom!

The trash can was smashed over.

Xie Qingcheng raised his eyes and glanced at it, and said, "What kind of skill do you have."

He Yu ignored his words, he looked at Xie Qingcheng, his eyes were red, he seemed angry, but full of great sadness, after a while, he said: " Xie Qingcheng, what should you do now?"

"...It's just a hand, and it's not that it can't be used." Xie Qingcheng was very indifferent, "It's more important to find out the truth as soon as possible. In addition, please put away the garbage in my room Pick up the bucket."

"It's just one hand?" He Yu didn't want to care about the trash can or not. He repeated Xie Qingcheng's remarks, and his voice became very strange.

The person in the hospital bed did not answer him.

He Yu endured for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it any longer: "...Xie Qingcheng, you have always made me cherish and love myself, what about yourself?" He stood up suddenly and said sharply, "You yourself Have you ever done that?"

"What advice do you have?" Although Xie Qingcheng was very ill, he raised his eyes, but he was not angry.

He Yu was so angry that he scolded him dirty: "How the **** can I dare!"

"You're a student, don't swear in front of me. Also, I'm in a different situation than you."

He Yu was extremely angry: "What's the difference?"

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and didn't say anything immediately, as if he wanted to perfunctory the topic.

But He Yu didn't spare him.

"Xie Qingcheng, say it!" He gritted his teeth, "You and I, what's the difference between us?!"

“…”

"You and I are both human, right?"

“…”

"You and I are both psychiatric Ebola patients, right?"

“…”

"Then don't bring the words that you are mentally ill so your life is worthless in front of me, because...because you also lightened me when you lightened yourself!"

He Yuyue said, the more emotional he was, he looked at him with red eyes, and after a while, he could continue: "Xie Qingcheng, I beg you...really... Take it seriously..."

"Did you know that on the cliff... If that shot was not in the shoulder, but in the heart, then you would die in front of me like that, I really..."

I would really go crazy.

Murder and set fire, dismember and slaughter, I can do anything.

"I hope you don't blame yourself for this matter." Xie Qingcheng said soberly, "Because you came with me, protecting you is what I have to accomplish. "

“…”

"And I can't just watch someone's life in danger in front of me, and then stand by."

He Yu: "But that's in exchange for your life!"

"...exchange is nothing, I am your elder, and I have an obligation to save you. Well, don't talk about this, I'm not dead, right?"

He Yu felt that every word he said to Xie Qingcheng was like adding a pinch of salt to his heart.

He faintly felt that there was something more terrifying than him in Xie Qingcheng's character, as if he completely regarded his life as an object, which could be self-destructed for some purpose, or used to exchange anything as he sees fit.

He Yu said hoarsely: "You are despising your own life..."

Xie Qingcheng was finally annoyed by him and looked up at him: "I'm not arrogant. I know what I'm doing, I'm thirteen years older than you, I am The first person who can control the mental Ebola emotions and overcome it, why do you think I am despising myself?"

"—my hand, if it is wounded, it is wounded, and if it cannot recover its full strength, it cannot be recovered. I told you a long time ago that since what has happened cannot be changed, we must learn accept."

He was very calm, even mechanical.

"I've just accepted the facts, that's all. I hope you stop guessing my heart, He Yu. You're still too young, and you and I are just born the same I'm sick, but I'm not a traveller, you can't really understand me."

He Yu listened to his last words, and suddenly his face was blue and silent.

After a long time, he almost said sadly: "...Xie Qingcheng, can you not think that I can't understand you?"

"You and I...we are the most special kind of people, since I knew this truth, I have been working hard to get close to you, I want to understand your heart, want to understand How do you think..."

"But you always think I'm young, you think I'm not calm enough, you even... You even think about returning the gun on the shoulder to me."

"Xie Qingcheng, how much do you not want me, how much do you want to be with me?"

He Yu's voice was a little choked up.

"You...you have to do this in order not to owe me anything, and then say I can't understand you, and put all my efforts in the sentence 'We are not the same person' Get rid of it, eh?"

Xie Qingcheng didn't expect him to have such a wronged reaction, and was stunned for a moment.

"...I didn't mean that either...what are you making a fuss about."

Who knew that He Yu was so stimulated by him that he became emotional, and it was even more unacceptable to hear him say this.

He stared at him with red eyes: "Look, you have paid off everything now, and you can really talk to me like this, even if I am concerned about your situation, you can dislike it I'm making a fuss."

“…”

Xie Qingcheng was a little dizzy with a slight concussion, but now he has a headache.

"Sit down first, I'll talk to you."

"I don't sit! Anyway, you see me and you think I'm naive, anyway, you think I'm not the same as you, you think I can't understand you, what can I do when I sit?"

"..." Xie Qing had a splitting headache, "...then let's go."

He Yu's eyes were red with anger: "I knew you were going to drive me away again! You don't owe me anything now, if you want me to leave, I will leave. There is no power left, right?"

Xie Qingcheng felt that the most squeamish woman he had ever met was not as difficult to understand as He Yu: "...then what are you going to do?"

He Yu was angry and sad, just stared at him for a while, then suddenly lowered his head and propped himself on his hospital bed, after a while, he lowered his eyes, like weeping , kissed Xie Qingcheng's bandaged arm.

"I don't know..." He Yu's voice softened, a little hoarse and wet.

"I don't want you to give it back to me."

“…”

"But...but now...you've given it all back to me."

“…”

"I don't know what to do now... Xie Qingcheng, I don't know what to do now."

He kissed his arm and finally his neck and lips. His hands tightly gripped Xie Qingcheng's sheets, and his tears fell.

At that moment he suddenly felt very sad.

"Xie Qingcheng, why are you doing this to me?"

“…”

"Why can't you treat me better and owe me a little..."

He kissed him, kissed him, and finally stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly.

"Why can't you see me as different from everyone else?"

Xie Qingcheng felt very uncomfortable being hugged and kissed by him like this, he didn't know what He Yu was doing - they were just a tangled relationship in bed, and the relationship in bed was over , they were just two patients who unfortunately suffered from the same disease. He felt that He Yu's reliance on him was too much, and the intimate contact with him was like a train that had not stopped under inertia.

He kissed him, and finally asked him almost sadly: "Xie Qingcheng...can you admit me? Can you...can you hug me? Just like I hug you. "

“…”

"Can you?"

He Yu has been waiting for a long time, a long time...

But in the end, naturally, he did not wait for a hug from Xie Qingcheng.

The boy buried his young face in the man's shoulder, and slowly, slowly, while waiting, he closed his eyes in disappointment.

…all right.

It's okay, I knew this was the result, didn't I?

Xie Qingcheng has already settled with him, how can he still indulge him, how can he hug him to coax him...

It's okay. He's used to it. In fact, there has never been such hope.

As long as Xie Qingcheng does not break free, it is enough.

The ward was quiet except for the faint ticking of the instruments and the sound of their breathing.

He Yu hugged him so stubbornly for a long time, Xie Qingcheng actually didn't understand what he meant by asking for a hug at this time, but he felt that He Yu was too emotional Vulnerable, he didn't want to stimulate him any more at this time.

So he didn't push him away. After a while, Xie Qingcheng said to He Yu, "Let me go."

"Don't."

“…hot. Let me go.”

"No. Just let me hold you for a while."

“…”

He Yu said, he really didn't let go, as if he could hold on for a long time with a one-sided hug. He even hugged him tighter, as if just doing so would fill in the strength that the other person wasn't putting into the hug.

He murmured: "Xie Qingcheng, now you don't owe me."

"What do I owe you?"

"What should I do. You tell me what I should do."

The sense of confusion made him even more uneasy, and he tried to push him away with his uninjured hand: "He Yu, there is nothing to do... The matter between us has turned the page , as long as you don't disturb my private life again, don't talk to me anymore, I don't want to hold you accountable for those things in the past. Now, please let me go? You are really heavy and hot .like…”

Like a large dog.

A particularly troublesome large dog.

He Yu: "You think I'm too heavy..."

Xie Qingcheng: "…"

Fuck. Did he stop talking?

I think so, but I can't help it, Xie Qingcheng is really confused by the teenager: "No, He Yu, I don't understand what you are doing to me now An idea. I don't plan to go over the old accounts with you again, do you still have any dissatisfaction? I blocked your gun because no matter what others do, I don't want to owe anyone anything, no other meaning, no I want to make a clean break with you and never meet again. You are like this...you are a boy, you are as tired and crooked as a little girl, what do you want to do?"

In fact, if He Yu was replaced by a woman, Xie Qingcheng would immediately understand that He Yu's current feeling for him is called "like".

It's a pity that He Yu is a man.

And he was a boy who was incompatible with him before. He Yu made things difficult for him, tortured him, and even humiliated him. Xie Qingcheng would not like He Yu's feelings in any way. to think. As for those sexual experiences, boys in their twenties are curious, and naturally such physical things cannot be taken seriously.

That's why Xie Qingcheng asked him this.

He Yu received such a question, but he couldn't give Xie Qing an answer frankly, because he knew what Xie Qing's reply would be.

So his sentence "Xie Qingcheng, I like you" can only be blocked in his chest and throat in frustration, so that his eyes are full of fiery and grievances, but he can't say no Export.

He finally had to say dully: "Because I am the only one in this world to you, I can say something completely from my heart. So I don't want you to die."

"Xie Qingcheng, promise me... will you promise me? In the future, you must not hurt yourself for others."

"Don't sacrifice yourself for anyone else."

"Because...because your life is also your life." He paused, "your life is the life you exchanged for Qin Ciyan's life. Think about it... think about it. ?"

Xie Qingcheng didn't take it seriously, until he heard this sentence, his body trembled slightly.

He Yu undoubtedly felt it, and he continued the second half of his words—

"Xie Qingcheng, you should...you should not let him down again."

“…”

Xie Qingcheng's back was tense, and after a while, he slowly let go, and never refuted He Yu's words.

He Yu finally let go of him, straightened up, and stared into Xie Qingcheng's eyes: "Then, I'll take it as you agreed."

“…”

Seeing that he didn't answer, He Yu said to himself: "From now on, you can't have such a thing again. Xie Qingcheng, you are the first emperor and Qin Ciyan's apprentice. , I believe you still have a lot of things to do in this world, your hands and feet, your organs, and your life should not be taken lightly by you."

"I don't allow you to sacrifice for anyone again." Although he knew that the blood poison was almost ineffective on Xie Qingcheng, He Yu bit his lip, and bowed his head again to exchange with Xie Qingcheng In the **** kiss, he whispered to him, "You have to be obedient and obedient. This is my order."

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, raised his hand, and patted He Yu's cheek after the sweet kiss was over.

Sighed: "Little devil, you really have a secondary disease."

Just that sentence, He Yu's heart trembled violently - he stood up abruptly and turned his head to prevent Xie Qingcheng from seeing his expression at that moment.

Xie Qingcheng: "What's wrong?"

“…nothing.”

It's nothing, it's just that you haven't called me a kid for a long time.