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Chapter 140: you kissed me

He Yu had only used blood worms against Xie Qingcheng a few times.

It was used so little that Xie Qingcheng subconsciously ignored He Yu and such sharp teeth and claws.

"He Yu, you...!"

"I said, I want you to stop exchanging your own life for anyone else's life. You didn't listen. You forced me. Now I can only ask you to do as I say, Xie Qingcheng." He Yu said softly, "Let's go."

He originally didn't plan to say anything more to Xie Qingcheng, but when he got to this point, he saw Xie Qingcheng's eyes, so he paused and added some words.

"Don't worry, I replaced you, not because I like you. It's because I don't really want to live...I have nothing to worry about."

"You told Chen Man just now that if something happened to him, his parents would be sad. But - think about it, if something happened to you, would Xie Xue be in pain?"

He Yu gave a slight smile. There was a bit of arrogance in that smile, a bit of loneliness, and it didn't look like a person who was going to die at all.

"I'm different."

"..."

"I'm dead, and no one is truly saddened."

"..."

"You are a very rational and calculating person, and you know that this is the smallest sacrifice."

"Let's go, Xie Qingcheng, don't make the wrong choice."

After He Yu said this, he pulled down the emergency wrench on the control panel.

Xie Qingcheng has been tortured to the point of being ripped apart by his blood poison. He Yu's language seems to have turned into invisible threads, sneaking into his body, wrapping around his bones, his joints, and trying to manipulate him. He could only follow He Yu's instructions mechanically and walk up the falling gangway step by step.

Hot sweat soaked Xie Qingcheng's back, he wanted to turn back, but He Yu had too much blood in his throat this time, and the order he gave was too firm.

Xie Qingcheng was unable to break free from He Yu's control this time...

He Yu stood there, watching him go upstairs and in the direction of Chen slow.

He Yu is not a tolerant person, he would not want Xie Qingcheng and Chen slow together, even if he dies, he wants Xie Qingcheng to have only slept with his one man all his life.

As long as he thought that Chen Wan might kiss those thin lips like the ice of early spring, and that Xie Qing's beautiful appearance on the bed might be seen by another boy, he was so jealous that he wanted to drag Chen Wan to **** together.

So at the end, he had to warn Chen Wan in such a grim way—Xie Qingcheng would not like you.

Xie Qingcheng is straight.

He will never love a man.

These words were originally thorns in He Yu's heart, and it hurts just thinking about it.

But at this moment, he felt that these thorns were not useless.

He was very sure that Chen Slow couldn't stand the torture of these spikes.

Chen slow will give up.

In this life, the emotions that people have are limited, and they are evenly distributed to parents, children, brothers, friends... lovers.

Chen Wan is a person who came out of normal society. No matter how deep the affection he can give to Xie Qingcheng, it is only a part of it.

He Yu is different.

He Yu has only one Xie Qingcheng.

In his life, all his feelings were pinned on Xie Qingcheng alone.

Therefore, it will hurt if Chen Slow can't get Xie Qingcheng.

And if He Yu loses Xie Qingcheng, he will die.

"Let's go." He Yu once again urged Xie Qingcheng to activate the blood Gu.

"leave here."

"Then……"

It seems that the power of blood gu is going to be applied to Xie Qingcheng for the rest of his life.

He Yu said, "Forget me."

Xie Qingcheng was so angry at his last words that he was so angry that he suddenly broke free from the blood gu, he coughed violently, his eyebrows were raised in anger, and his whole body was shaking, and he turned around. back!

He Yu's eyes sank, he just wanted to increase the power of blood Gu once again, and put the power on Xie Qingcheng, but at this moment, a creepy creaking sound suddenly came from the top of his head.

He Yu looked up, it was a burning rafter!

The piece of wood was burning, and it was already crumbling. Almost as soon as He Yu noticed it, the last point of the connection was also burned through.

The broken wood fell straight down—

Just heard a loud bang!

"He Yu!!"

Xie Qingcheng endured the heart-piercing pain at that moment, like pulling out a thousand puppet silk from flesh and blood in the blink of an eye, completely breaking free from the control of blood gu, and slammed towards He Yu.

"boom!!"

The burning building materials fell down. At the same time, Xie Qingcheng threw himself on He Yu and pushed He Yu aside by inertia.

This is what happened in a matter of minutes. Xie Qingcheng and He Yu rolled into the corner. Neither of them was hit by the flaming broken wood, but it was a Y-shaped building material with steel bars and irons beside the wood for fixing. When the building materials hit the ground hard, the steel bones smashed and flew out, hitting Xie Qingcheng's back impartially.

Xie Qingcheng endured in a muffled voice, but he couldn't help coughing out a mouthful of blood.

He Yu never thought that things would turn out like this, he hurriedly raised his hand to touch Xie Qingcheng's face: "Xie Qingcheng, what are you, how are you..."

Xie Qingcheng slapped him directly on the cheek, causing a buzzing sound in He Yu's mind.

"Forget your mother, forget you, watch too many bitter dramas! You give me the fuck, get up!!"

He himself had blood on the corners of his mouth, ashes on his cheeks, and cold sweat oozing from his forehead as he broke away from the blood worm.

But he was still so tough, he grabbed He Yu's shirt and pulled him up.

It's just that he was hit so **** the back that it happened to be the position of his lungs. When he stood up, he affected the wound. His face was pale, and he couldn't help gasping and coughing. Because of the pain, his waist was a little soft. .

Seeing that he had to protect himself like this, He Yu couldn't help but redden his eyes.

He hugged him tightly, almost choking: "Xie Qingcheng...you...why do you do this...you don't like me...you hate me so much...why..."

Xie Qingcheng raised his hand and poked his forehead hard: "Don't talk so much. Come up quickly. I'll pull down the emergency puller. Hurry up!"

He Yu: "I'm not leaving."

"If you leave, I can find another way. If you don't leave, you will spend time here with me! There is only so little time left, do you still want to bet with me on this?!" Xie Qingcheng threatened He Yu and Chen Wanshi a way.

Either don't waste another's sacrifice, and one will be saved.

Or, it is to bet two lives at the cost.

Xie Qingcheng's courage has always been very strong, no junior can survive in front of him and insist on his choice.

However, He Yu is an exception.

He Yu was in the firelight, in the basement where it was getting harder and harder to breathe, he looked at Xie Qingcheng, whose cheeks were bruised and disheveled.

He said, "I'm gone, how can you get out? You just want to sacrifice yourself!"

The refraction of the flame gave He Yu's cheek a layer of bright light.

His eyes are hot, firm, soft, but crazy.

He Yu said, "I won't leave if you don't leave. Xie Qingcheng, I told you when I was in the reservoir, I'm not afraid of death."

"When you die, I don't have any important person in this world. I don't know how many times I have to say it before you can believe me." He Yu paused and said word by word, "—you It's not optional. I can't live without you. I can lose my life, but I can't lose you."

"Xie Qingcheng. If you want to die together, I will not leave you."

Xie Qingcheng stared at him, listening to his red-eyed confession, his heart trembled heavily.

These words of terminally ill love... are touching the most helpless place in Xie Qingcheng.

The worst thing he can hear in the world is the sentence "I can't live without you."

He had a car accident in middle school, and it was Xie Xue's reliance on him that supported him to survive. When he endured endless pain in the treatment warehouse, he often thought of his parents' funeral. At the funeral, Xie Xue didn't know what life and death were. She obediently watched Xie Ping and Zhou Muying being pushed into the crematorium after their bodies said goodbye. Inside, there was no drastic reaction.

She is still ignorant of the concept of "death".

Until a few hours later, she followed Xie Qingcheng to pick up "Mom and Dad" home, she waited left and right, and finally waited for the staff to bring out the two boxes of ashes, she stood there and refused to leave, and asked in a daze: " What about mom and dad?"

Xie Qingcheng endured his grief and told her that this was it.

These are still warm, but will soon cool down, these broken bones, some of them are still unburned and still can see the complete shape...

This is the parents who once smiled and hugged them and protected them.

It took him a long time to explain to Xie Xue that their parents had left. In the end, Xie Xue finally understood to some extent, and tears rolled in her eyes.

She suddenly cried in fear, took Xie Qingcheng's hand, threw herself into Xie Qingcheng's arms and said, "Brother, will my brother leave one day? I don't want it! I can't live without my brother."

"Wow!! I can't live without my brother! Brother, don't go! Brother, don't have an accident! Brother, don't leave!"

Xie Xue's cry became a soul-calling spell, which was attached to Xie Qingcheng's heart.

Later, even if he was a walking corpse, he seemed to be awakened by the girl's cry, staggered from the deep sea purgatory, and walked back to the world of April.

It was these words that summoned him back from hell.

--I can not live without you.

This sentence will make him feel that although he is damaged, he is still needed.

He is still useful.

He... is not a meaningless person living in the world.

However, this is the sentence, he has not heard anyone sincerely say such a plea for a long time.

As Xie Xue grew up, she slowly came up with her own ideas. Although she respects him, many times she also feels that Xie Qingcheng is too strict with her.

Her mantra changed from "I can't live without my brother" as a child to "I have my own ideas and I can do it myself."

Xie Qingcheng understood that she was right, but he couldn't let it go.

But the peanut leaves die, and the flowers die.

The relationship between people is like the growth of Manzhu Shahua, the old and the new are changing. Flowers, leaves, and fruits cannot be carried on one stem and leaf at the same time.

He gradually learned to let go, and knew that he should fade away from her life.

This rotten body seems to have completed most of its tasks. No one needs it so desperately anymore.

The little girl who sewed up the rag doll and had to take care of it when she returned to the world no longer needs it. That dirty, old doll is no longer irreplaceable, something that must be left in the world.

Until this moment, He Yu's face was black with smoke, and there were scratches and bloodstains on his skin. He said to him, "Brother, I can't live without you."

The damaged streak on Xie Qingcheng's chest gradually faded, and the talisman that was about to fall seemed to be held down by a new life.

He Yu refused to let the spell that kept him breathing fall.

He Yu said to the rag doll who had been tortured in the depths of his soul and was about to die, Xie Qingcheng, I will not leave you.

The flames crackled and became the fire of the spell to forge a contract.

The two of them were in the center of the barrier, and the boy hugged the man.

He was using his life to tell Xie Qingcheng.

you are the only one.

Xie Qingcheng.

you are the only one.

I can use life and death to prove that what I say is sincere and there is no deception.

I would like to live and die with you and never regret it.

"..." Xie Qingcheng said nothing. This old puppet bear, which no one needs, silently looked at the boy in front of him.

Then, I don't know if it was He Yu's illusion.

Xie Qingcheng has always been cold and ruthless. At most, his eyes that would be a little blurry when the affair was deep turned slightly red.

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes abruptly, his voice was low, and he couldn't tell what kind of emotion was in it: "He Yu..."

He Yu coughed and raised his hand to stroke the broken hair in front of Xie Qingcheng's forehead: "Xie Qingcheng, if you don't leave, I won't leave either. I've been with you so many times in life and death, and this time I won't either. Exception. I said I would love you every minute and every second and protect you. I did."

Xie Qingcheng: "..."

He Yu hugged him: "I did it, don't bully me young, don't say I'm ignorant, say I misunderstood my feelings. I love you, like you, want you... I die with you. I I didn't break my promise." At the end, He Yu actually choked up, as if he had suffered too much grievance, he cried, "Xie Qingcheng...I...I didn't break my promise!"

A certain feeling in Xie Qingcheng's heart seemed to be finally awakened by the infatuation that the boy shouted with his life, and his hands were trembling slightly.

"He Yu..."

The less the smoke, the bigger the breathing, and the more difficult it is for the two of them to breathe.

He Yu gradually became dizzy, but he still said: "Xie Qingcheng... If a person dies and still has a soul, you must remember, I will never think you are old and married, really, In case of death, there will be another world, will you stay with me? In case... if I can still live... will you date me?"

"..."

"You...you have never dated someone well...I know very well...you must...you will like it very much...you are with me, I will show you and make you happy... I'll...cough...cough..."

The heat wave is rolling around, and the air is blurred and distorted.

He Yu wanted to continue talking, but he breathed a sigh of relief and was at a loss for words.

At this moment, I don't know if it was out of pity, out of loneliness, out of the softness of going through so many times together, or out of the feeling in Xie Qingcheng's heart that he had just been awakened from the land of ice and snow.

Xie Qingcheng suddenly slid his slender fingers into He Yu's ink hair.

The boy's somewhat scattered eyes met the man's.

Then--

Xie Qingcheng turned his face slightly and closed his eyes. For the first time, he took the initiative to kiss He Yu's lips in a place that wasn't on the bed!

He Yu tightened his clothes instantly, feeling more suffocating than the hypoxia caused by this ghost basement fire.

He trembled all over, and opened his eyes in disbelief, his eyes suddenly became focused, and the light and shadow in his pupils trembled.

Xie Qingcheng...is kissing him?

Xie Qingcheng is this...is he really kissing him...?

He Yu's fingers were trembling. He was originally a good kisser, but at this moment he became a wooden clay sculpture with a puppet holding a puppet, as if there was a rope to pull him, so that he could move mechanically.

He felt something warm suddenly brush across his cheek, like raindrops falling.

But it won't rain here.

After a while, he realized that it was his own tears.

He Yu came back to his senses, he began to turn against the guest, he wept, but he kissed Xie Qing fervently. He hugged the man, hugged the man, he thought, if this was the last thing he did in his life, that would be enough.

enough……

Although he knew that the kiss that Xie Qingcheng gave him was definitely not because of love, but an echo, a silent thank you, a helpless apology.

These feelings made He Yu's heart suffer extreme pain in great joy.

But when he hugged Xie Qingcheng, and Xie Qingcheng finally hugged him after hesitating, He Yu was both happy and sadly thinking—

This is enough.

enough.

Xie Qingcheng, hold me.

As long as you hold me, I will turn into ashes, into dust, into the surging past...

I'm not afraid anymore.

The two of them are kissing deeply, surrounded by flaming flames, and they will perish in the firelight. No matter what they have experienced or how unbearable the past has been, it seems that it is no longer important at this moment. Surrounded by flames, two lonely souls bloom, they are relying on each other to support each other to the end.

The burning building debris is falling continuously.

He Yu's hot tears fell on Xie Qingcheng's shoulders, so hot, they could melt the ice and fall straight to the bottom of Xie Qingcheng's heart. Xie Qingcheng's fingers were covered in his hair——

He didn't know why he was so hard, so sincere, so hot and warm to kiss He Yu.

But at this moment, this is what he wants to do.

In his life, he never took the initiative to kiss anyone when he was awake. This was the last and only response he could give to He Yu.

"Boom--!"

Another large piece of iron was burned and melted at the welding point, and it suddenly fell from the top and hit the ground. Xie Qingcheng hugged He Yu and took the person to the most corner position, between the wall and himself.

"Xie Qingcheng..."

Xie Qingcheng stroked his forehead soothingly, and in the increasingly turbid air, he said to him, "It's alright, He Yu, it's alright. I'm here."

The scrap iron was broken in the hall behind them, and it kept burning and falling.

Xie Qingcheng hugged him, protected him, didn't let him see, his forehead touched He Yu's forehead.

"Don't be afraid..."

"I'm here."

"I am with you."

I can't force you to leave, I already know this is your choice.

Then my choice is to accompany you and protect you to the end.

This is the only thing I can give you... He Yu...

The boy's eyelashes trembled under his palm, and Xie Qingcheng felt that his palm was wet. Another piece of iron fell, and this time it smashed directly on the digital control panel near them. The iron was too heavy, and it smashed the control panel directly, with cracked ice-like lines on it.

Xie Qingcheng paused for a few seconds, stared at the screen, and suddenly realized something.

"Wait a moment!"

He released the hand that covered He Yu's eyes.

He Yu said blankly, "What's wrong..."

Xie Qingcheng stared at the smashed digital screen without blinking. Suddenly, there was light in his eyes. He said to He Yu, "...Take off your clothes quickly."

He Yu: "?"