Could it be that Qiao Feng is dead, Azhu is dead, and Tianlong Babu is proclaiming that the wicked can win? Not really. In the same way, are they blindfolded to prevent everyone from seeing pain and ugliness, will they disappear? Wouldn't people like Anthony and Lu Zhishu be alive? Impossible, it would be better to write about how people fight against these pains and ugliness, and how indomitable they are. It is better to first understand how perversions think, why they breed, and what terrifying consequences they will bring, because they cannot disappear from the real world just because they are not in the written works. The book should be all-encompassing, everything can be seen, just like family education should not talk about sex, don't be flowers in the greenhouse, that is the real protection of kindness.

Cowardly, timid, looking ahead and looking back, walking on thin ice, then it is too sad. And some people, because of their own likes and dislikes, spread the tentacles of reality to the novel, making the creation narrow instead of blooming, which is really a very worrying and distressing thing. I think that although my ability and energy are limited, when I can still do, I will insist on paying attention to the kindness in those sufferings, to pay attention to those marginalized things, and I will also insist on engaging in the sadomasochism I love. dog blood. If one day, the pressure is really too great to do it, I would rather put down the pen than write something that I don’t want to write, and make compromises.

The medical record is almost over, and I have to start a new journey. This may be the last time I leave such a long message here. Some things I have never said so clearly before, because I always For those who think they can understand me, I don’t need to say more, but I think the five-year experience is coming to an end, so I will tell you my feelings and inner thoughts over the years.

Thank you for reading, if you can understand, then thank you even more.

A stubborn dog