Xie Qingcheng didn't seem to plan to say anything more to He Yu, and only asked: "Xie Xue didn't tell you?"

"No."

"Then she might think it's my personal business."

He Yujing for a while: "Are you and Li Rouqiu not suitable?"

Li Ruoqiu is the name of Xie Qingcheng's ex-wife.

He Yu was very impressed with the woman who married Xie Qingcheng, and felt that she had something wrong, and she was able to walk into the grave of marriage with a father and cold man like Xie Qingcheng.

In his impression, Xie Qingcheng seems to have no desires, so he should be sitting in front of the desk in a neat white lab coat, with a huge volume of bookshelves behind him, his body is cold and sober the smell of medicine.

He Yu finds it hard to believe that Xie Qingcheng would love someone, and it is even more difficult to believe that anyone would love Xie Qingcheng.

Dr. Xie is indeed married.

He still remembered that on the wedding day, he followed his mother's request to take some money, he went freely, and he didn't even change his school uniform. The driver took him to the hotel, and he carried a schoolbag on one shoulder, stepped on white sneakers, put his hands in the pockets of his school uniform sweatpants, and entered the hotel.

Xie Qingcheng was welcoming the guests there.

The wedding team did make-up for him. He stood in the middle of the crowd, with a straight body and a dignified manner. His dark eyebrows seemed to fall on the stars. The emcee was talking to him, it was too noisy all around, Xie Qingcheng was tall and couldn't hear clearly, so he turned his head and leaned over so that the emcee could speak to his ear, his face showed against the background of others A shocking whiteness, like thin porcelain illuminated by a spotlight, even the slightest touch will break it, and the color of the lips is slightly lighter, like blood frozen under the ice.

The skin is like a glass world, and the lips are like frost and snow.

Although He Yu doesn't like men, he is a very aesthetic person.

At that moment, he had a feeling that although the woman named Li Rouqiu was also very good-looking, in all fairness, He Yu felt that she and Xie Qingcheng were together, so he proposed marriage The picture might look like this-

Xie Qingcheng should wear white clothes, don't wear the usual ballpoint pen and fountain pen, put his hands in his pockets and stand like a flower in the high mountains, and then use a tone of anger that will not pay for his life, to other girls Say:

"I want to marry you, kneel down and thank you."

Of course, he's a very good pretender, he won't tell the truth.

He Yu, carrying a one-shoulder bag, stepped forward with a smile, stood in front of the handsome groom and beautiful bride, and said, "Doctor Xie, sister-in-law."

Li Ruoqiu: "This is..."

Xie Qingcheng introduced to his wife: "My friend's son."

He made an agreement with the He family not to say that He Yu was a patient outside.

Li Rouqiu praised: "It's so beautiful, what a child."

He Yu bowed politely, very gentlemanly, with a smile in his dark eyes: "Where, sister-in-law, you are the real beauty."

Speaking, the teenager took the sealed red envelope from the one-shoulder canvas schoolbag.

A hundred years is a good ass.

At that time, he felt that a man like Xie Qingcheng could not bear it. He didn't expect this marriage to be so short-lived. Now it seems that he still has the ability to speak spirit?

He Yu endured schadenfreude and asked calmly, "Why did you leave."

Xie Qingcheng did not speak.

"I remember she liked you very much at that time. She came to my house after marrying you. At that time, there was no one in her eyes, only you."

Xie Qingcheng said, "He Yu, this is indeed my private matter."

He Yu raised her eyebrows slightly.

He looked at Xie Qingcheng's loneliness, and suddenly felt that he came back from a few years abroad, and the person he saw again seemed to have a lot of different things.

It's just that he was not curious about Xie Qingcheng's changes, so he finally smiled: "That's it, I wish you a successful blind date."

Xie Qing glanced at him with shallow eyes, and turned away without saying thank you.

The dormitory door closed behind him.

Because He Yu mentioned his ex-wife, Xie Qingcheng couldn't help but recall the extremely failed marriage between himself and Li Rouqiu.

Xie Qingcheng actually knew why Xie Xue didn't mention this to He Yu.

Because the reason for his divorce was very embarrassing - Li Rouqiu did love him, but she did not love him anymore.

She cheated.

This is unacceptable to Xie Qingcheng. He doesn't know what love is, but he knows what family responsibility is. In some places, his thinking is very conservative.

But she is different.

She believes that the most important thing in marriage is love, not responsibility, so in the end they are still separated. She fell in love with a married man, but after the incident, she cried and accused him There is only work in mind, and there is no difference between marrying him and marrying a cold work schedule.

Such accusations are not unreasonable, Xie Qingcheng knows that he is an unsentimental person.

In this relationship, Xie Qingcheng didn't actually feel any love. She chased him for many years, and he later felt that it was suitable. After a period of contact, he got married.

After marriage, the husband did not evade the things he should do and the obligations he should perform.

But she didn't want such a marriage.

Xie Qingcheng is very responsible, but he is not romantic and has a cold temper. He can maintain calm and rationality even between the beds, without sinking, without obsession, like completing a job that must be done after forming a family, fulfilling obligations, but not so keen.

Her heart gradually cooled down.

She cheated and turned to him and said, "Xie Qingcheng, you have no heart. You still don't understand to this day. I want to have love, not just marriage."

But what is love?

Xie Qingcheng only felt that he had a splitting headache. He looked at her at that time for a long time, and finally said numbly, his voice was as calm as stagnant water: "Does that person like you? He has a wife and daughter, how much do you think he is sincere to you?"

When asked this sentence, she raised her head, and there was something in her eyes that Xie Qingcheng couldn't understand at all.

"...I don't care if he has a wife and children. I only know that when he hugs me, at least it is warm. I can hear his heart beating faster. Unlike you, Xie Qingcheng, you Clean, never messing with flowers, you give me all your money, but your heartbeat to me is like a dead electrocardiogram, after all these years of marriage, it is always a straight line."

"In just a few decades of life, he was bound by his own unfortunate marriage, and so was I. Now I think about it, I don't need fame, money, or even fame , No matter if people say I'm a **** or a broken shoe, I just want to be with him."

Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, the cigarette in his hand almost burned his fingertips: "Li Ruoqiu, are you crazy? There is no love in this world, love is the reaction of dopamine in the human body, is it? Your hormones are at work, but there are responsibilities and families in this world. You are burning out and want to be with him, is he willing to divorce and live with you?"

Silence.

"Xie Qingcheng, there is love in this world, it may be outrageous, it may go against human ethics, it may be degraded to the soil, and it is filthy, but it exists, and it has nothing to do with hormones and dopamine. "

"Sorry, I can't live with you anymore because I know what love is now. I love him, even though it's wrong."

After so many years of divorce, Xie Qingcheng still thinks it absurd whenever he thinks of this dialogue.

can be ignored. So in his opinion, this is probably not a kind of love, but a kind of disease.

He cannot empathize with him.

Although he has a very tough personality, he is still a straight man and a little macho, his wife cheated, and he ran away with a married man, and he was still hurt in the end.

In the period after the divorce, Xie Qingcheng still worked, wrote papers, and took students. But everyone around him could see that he was losing weight quickly, his cheeks were sunken slightly, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke.

Out of concern that "if he dies, there will be a hot search at the school", the leader greeted him with a warm greeting: "Professor Xie, if you are not feeling well, take a leave of absence and go home for a while, Don't force it."

Who expected that Xie Qingcheng dumped a bunch of ppt compressed packages for him. It is the latest courseware. The content is fine and the system is concise. At times, it is difficult to complete such a project in such a short time.

"Do you want me to go back?" Xie Qingcheng leaned back on the office chair, slender fingers crossed, as thin as light paper, as thin as blue smoke, raised When seeing people, it is still clear, and it can even be said to be cold and sharp.

"I do want to take a break, but please make sure that the first lecture of this courseware can be done by someone other than me."

There is no such person.

The leader also saw from his burning eyes that his school would not be on the hot search for the time being - that is not the look of a dying person.

However, almost no one knows that in order to work well and to bury the broken emotions in the bottom of his heart, Xie Qingcheng would sit in the house smoking as long as he returned home, and he couldn't smoke anymore. He didn't even want to stop coughing, he almost smoked his lungs black and turned the whole house into a nicotine paradise.

He was so uncomfortable to be seen by the neighbor's Auntie Li.

The Xie family was originally from a very good family, and his parents were very high-ranking police superintendents, but then an important error occurred in handling the case, and both were relegated to the grassroots. At that time, Mother Xie fell ill again. In order to treat her, they sold a big house and lived in a small alley in the old city of Shanghai City.

When Xie Qingcheng's parents died, Xie Qingcheng was not yet an adult and had to take on the responsibility of the head of the family. The neighbors looked at the children and took good care of them. , the best thing for Xie Qingcheng is this Auntie Li.

Auntie Li is a little younger than Xie Qingcheng's mother and likes children, but she has never been married and has no children of her own. She almost regarded the Xie brothers and sisters as her own treasures, especially after Xie's father and Xie's mother passed away, this duckweed and weed-like woman, and the two children who were abandoned by their parents found something in each other that they couldn't give up. emotion.

He also went there in order not to hurt Aunt Li's feelings, but he was just passing the scene, and for those girls, he was not a good choice —

When Xie Qingcheng got married for the first time, the conditions were very good, he was handsome, tall, a doctor in a tertiary hospital, in his twenties, and he had a bright future. Infinite.

The only hardware flaw is that he comes from a poor background and has no money.

However, now, he is a second marriage, and the salary of a university professor is not as high as that of a doctor. A divorced man, at the age of four, without a good house or a good car, and a younger sister who is not married and needs his care is dragging the oil bottle.

No matter how handsome your face is, but you are not a star, you can’t get money to live.

Where can the parents of the girl not mind?

Blind date is not the same as love. At first glance, it is said to be eye relationship, but it is actually a comprehensive condition, so the dialogue is often like this:

"It's a good job, can you take care of your family?"

"No. Because he is a professor of medical school, the content of the lectures needs to be very careful, and no mistakes are made. The students have many problems and often work overtime."

"Oh...then, the salary is good, right?"

"It may take another three years or so to improve. But I'm not sure if I will still be in college after three years."

"Is that so... do you have any other relatives at home?"

“…has a sister.”

"Married?"

"Not yet."

…

Auntie Li found out, and was very anxious: "Hey, blind date is to praise yourself! These are all established rules. Said, everyone thought that I would say it would be worse, who would have known it would be the other way around!"

Xie Qingcheng originally wanted to say: "I don't want to get married again."

But at Aunt Li's anxious eyes, she changed her words to: "...I'm used to it. I'm sorry."

Auntie Li stared at him, staring at him, and she choked up: "child, you say you are so good, why didn't the Buddha bless you... I burn incense every day and worship every day, just begging for old age God finds another good marriage for my treasure, then it's worth it if I die right away..."

"Aunt Li, you can't talk nonsense."

"I am so old, what should I be afraid of, you are different, you are still young, if things don't go well in the future, I will go underground, where will I have the face to see your father and wood Britain…"

Auntie Li insisted on finding all kinds of girls for him, always hoping to make a marriage.

Xie Qingcheng was very unhappy in his heart. He was an arrogant and tough guy who refused to lie or be criticized. For some reasons, his mood was already the same as when he had a blind date with Li Rouqiu. Times were completely different, and he was pretty sure he wouldn't spend the rest of his life with anyone else.

However, with his character as a man in charge, how can he bear the sadness and tears of his relatives and friends? He could only accept that they were happy under his protection and care.

So even if the results were predictable, he would agree to go to those job-seeking blind dates in order to make Auntie Li happier.

The blind date with him this time is a very young girl named Bai Jing. She has a relative who teaches at the university. I heard that she is also from a well-known medical school. And she herself is the counter sister of the luxury counter in the most fashionable mall in Shanghai.

Inevitably, I have the illusion that I am also very noble and glamorous. When I look at people with their heads held high, I first glance at the logo of the clothes, and put all the boys who wear Adidas and Nike with the stamp of poverty in their hearts. Talk to her.

When Xie Qingcheng came to the cafe, Bai Jing was on the phone with her best friend: "Oh, yes, you don't know, I can meet that kind of idiot every day at work, today There are two mothers and sons. I don’t know what the son is wearing. It’s probably from Taobao. If it weren’t for my professionalism, I would have rolled my eyes to the sky. Hey, wearing Taobao to visit our counters, Nongwo’s hair is not good. ."

"What else can I buy? I'm sure I can't afford anything. A pair of slippers at our counter may cost their mother and son half a year's salary. Hey, baby, and I tell you, you know that What did the boy say to me? He said to me, 'Do you have any baseball caps for sale here? My mom likes sports, and it's her birthday today, and I want to buy her a baseball cap.'"

Bai Jing laughs wildly.

" I replied directly to him and said, I'm sorry, our brand has never produced baseball caps, sir, don't you know our brand? Hahahaha, you didn't see his face! Very wonderful ...Oops, wait a minute, the man I dated seems to be here, I won't talk to you for now, I'll go back to Bulgari to check in for afternoon tea, oh baby, love you! Mua!"

It's a pity that the cafe was noisy, and Xie Qingcheng was looking for someone again, so I didn't hear her talk.

Bai Jing saw him looking left and right, which fits the matchmaker's description of "a tall, handsome, peach-blossom-eyed, but very cold temperament", and immediately waved to him: "Hi! Is that Professor Xie Qingcheng Xie?"

Xie Qingcheng came over: "Well. Hello."

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The author has something to say:

Note: The dialect of "Nongwo is not made", which means that you are funny or not.

Ah, a man like Brother Xie is used for sleeping with boys. Not only are the legs very manly, but the waist is also very beautiful. Dear, be put to sleep, be put to sleep, suck, suck, suck.

Small Theater:

Character card~

Xie Qingcheng

Gender: Male

Age: 32

Height: 180cm

Occupation: Doctor. Professor of Medical University.

Favorite dishes: None, as long as you can eat them.

Dislikes: None, just don't spoil it.

Favorite Color: None

Dislikes: All fancy colors

Favorite animal: dog

Dislike animals: idiots

Current favorites: none

Anecdote:

When Xie Qingcheng was working in the hospital, when he came back from a ward round, he saw that the coffee cup on his desk had been moved, and there was a piece of paper under it, which said "Doctor, are you 1? ”, he didn’t know what 1 meant, so he casually asked Gu Peisheng from the same department, and got a subtle attention from the other side. After Xie Qingcheng understood the meaning, he wore a mask strictly in the outpatient clinic for several months. Later, he was confessed by a white, beautiful, long-legged male orthopaedic doctor, who also shyly and tenderly asked him if he was 1. For the first time, he felt the shock of "a **** man is by my side". Xie Qingcheng is conservative, rigid, over-straight, and even has cancer. Although as a doctor, he knows that homosexuality is a normal phenomenon, as a person, he has never been able to accept this group, let alone those ages. Gently white face.

He Yu: ...the last sentence is talking about me?