Chapter 1639 More and more incapable of being a man

  Ning Wenxian immediately held Su Chengyu's hand, tightly.

   "Your Majesty, your concubines don't think you are wrong. You are the emperor. Which emperor doesn't want to secure the throne and keep his own country?"

  Su Chengyu patted Ning Wenxian's hand and shook his head: "Wenxian, I don't want to be like them."

After a long while, Su Chengyu said again: "I remember Brother Yi once told me that if I inherit the throne, I will be different from other emperors, and I have always thought so. But what did I do after I inherited the throne? , more and more like those emperors."

"My father said that I hope that I will be the first emperor through the ages, and will last forever," Su Chengyu continued, "I agreed, and I have been working hard towards this goal, but I have neglected that this eternal emperor is not only about If you have outstanding performance, you must also be outstanding as a person.”

   Having said this, Su Chengyu sighed heavily, "I just pursued political achievements, but I am becoming less and less a man."

   "Your Majesty..." It was the first time Ning Wenxian heard Su Chengyu say such a thing, and for a while, she didn't know what to say.

However, Su Chengyu continued to say: "In the future, I will not guard against him anymore, but my mother was killed by his mother's concubine, I can't pretend it never happened, so, as Brother Yi said, each well."

  Ning Wenxian said: "No matter what the emperor does, the concubines will support the emperor."

   "Well." Su Chengyu wrapped her arms around Ning Wenxian's shoulders, and Ning Wenxian leaned on Su Chengyu's body.

   Husband and wife should advance and retreat together.

  …

   The next day, as soon as the court came, Su Chengyu left the palace.

   was assassinated yesterday. Originally, he did not dare to leave the palace, but after thinking about it, he finally left the palace. Just because he was looking for Gong Juechen. He had something to say to Gong Juechen.

   When Su Chengyu came to find Gong Juechen, Gong Juechen was taking the child with Ye Zhi.

   Seeing Su Chengyu coming, Gong Juechen asked Ye Zhi to take the child back to the room, Ye Zhi pursed her lower lip, but still obediently carried the child back to the room.

  Su Chengyu and Gong Juechen stood opposite each other, standing in the courtyard.

   Seeing that Su Chengyu asked the guards to retreat and wanted to talk to him alone, Gong Juechen sneered, "Aren't you afraid of encountering assassins again? Don't think I'll save you again!"

  Su Chengyu smiled, especially determinedly: "If I really get assassinated again, you will still save me."

   Gong Juechen was stunned for a moment, as if he did not expect him to be like this, then Gong Juechen gave him a big white eye and sat down on the stone table next to him.

Su Chengyu did not sit, but walked a few steps towards Gong Juechen, stood beside Gong Juechen, first looked at the flowers and plants in the yard together with Gong Juechen, and then he slowly said: "Chenglin, no matter what you are Whether or not there is a powerful force behind me, I will not guard against you anymore, if in the future, this emperor will be your fate, too."

   Gong Juechen immediately scolded angrily: "Who wants to be this emperor! You can do it if you like it, if you don't pull it down, I'm not right anyway!"

   He never had the heart to be an emperor.

   He didn't think he was supposed to be the emperor either.

   Hearing Gong Juechen scolding him, Su Chengyu smiled again. In the smile, there was more relief and acceptance.

After a while, Su Chengyu said again: "My father wanted our brothers to be united, but Brother Yi knew that we couldn't be united, so he took a step back and hoped that we would be well. Now, I also hope that we can be well on our own. ."

   Gong Juechen just snorted and did not speak.

  Su Chengyu turned slightly sideways, looked at Gong Juechen, and after a while, he said again, "Chenglin, thank you."

   (end of this chapter)