There was an extremely bitter taste between the lips and nose. The cheek was lightly patted, and the whole body was full of fiery pain. Suzhen slowly opened her eyes in discomfort. Shu Chi Wuyan

There are dizzy lights and shadows everywhere, and a face is looming between the lights and shadows. Has time passed for a long time? She felt bored, as if she was hit hard by something, "Are you dead too? Why are you here..."

"Li Huaisu, I am not dead, and you...not dead." The heat in the opponent's eyes darkened, and there was a moment of silence, before he slowly replied.

For a moment, something tense in his mind, and suddenly broke!

Regardless of her dizziness and pain, Suzhen almost instinctively stretched out her hands to prop up her body, and she ignored the strangely thick bedding, she just sat up hard.

"Don't move!" The man clasped her shoulders with his hands, and his voice was slightly harsh.

She looked into the man's deep and dumb eyes, and the man looked at her deeply.

It seemed as if they were all blocked or frozen. For a moment, no one said anything.

"A Luo woke up early, did you let me go?" Finally, she spoke first, hoarse and weak after injury, but her tone was flat, without much joy and sadness.

"She didn't wake up early, I asked Xuanwu to give you the fake death medicine." He laughed at himself and laughed, "You used the fake death medicine, and I also used it."

Suzhen shook, but the movement involved the injury on her back and she couldn't help but hiss.

"Don't move." The fingers he held on her shoulder tightened.

"Let it go." She looked up at him, with an almost indifferent calm in her eyes.

It was neither angry nor fierce, but it seemed to be some kind of power, causing Lian Yu to loosen his hands slowly. As if he were a courtier, she was the monarch.

"Your Majesty, although my brother is not dead, but at that time your brother Duojian has already circled in front of the gate of ghosts. Li Huaisu's suggestion, I hope you can consider that if one person commits a crime, when one person is liquidated, why bother to be innocent. I am Haven't killed you for a long time by your side?"

Suzhen is a fair person. She didn't die, so she didn't use herself to beg Feng Shaoying's life.

Even Yu's heart was pumped when she was told, and even his breath was hissing.

He has always loved her and never stopped.

He has always felt sorry for her and never stopped.

But after seeing the letter, this kind of distress became like a broken bamboo, and he could no longer control it.

"I announced the Feng family's crimes in public during the day. I will not be held accountable for a purchase and sale." He looked at her and said in a low voice, "Believe it or not, I never thought about killing your brother before. ."

Suzhen first showed joy in her eyes, then smiled, and turned her lips to sneer, "Lian Yu, you said you would let my brother go and I thank you, but what you say, I never thought of taking my brother's life, this is not a good thing. Are you laughing?"

"Isn’t it your intention that Feng’s family was beheaded? If it weren’t for you, why did you take someone to chase after Yu Dang’s escape? The time we met at the inn, you just went to kill my brother and turn back. Fu, I'm so stupid that I went to save you." She looked at him and smiled, and laughed as she asked, without love and hate, but still in love and hatred.

"Why don't you admit it until now, or do you think it's fun to continue to hide from me like a fool, to see me reversing the case, falling in love with my enemy, and being abandoned by him?"

She was still not excited, did not yell, did not scream, did not fight hard, but the things in her eyes were colder, accompanied by the light of water, a little bit of vicissitudes and old age.

Lian Yu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the distance between them. His stomach twitched, just like how he felt when he was hungry many years ago.

"The situation at the time was very complicated. I originally thought that when you reverse the case, I will tell you everything." He said.

"Complicated? So complicated that you are actually a good person. I blamed you? Lian Yu, you thought it was your mother who killed him. This is the truth that I knew during the trial. Also, you said that he privately let Jin Wang’s posthumous son, you would not kill him to relieve your hatred, but you are still **** with me..."

"Have you ever thought about how I feel? I'm also a human being, not only your Aluo is the baby bump." She asked with tears.

How much I loved back then, how much I hate now.

He was turning white with his hands on his knees, and Lian Yu wanted to hug her and apologize, but the strong hatred in her eyes made him dare not. He was afraid that she would hurt himself.

He knew the pain in her heart. After reading the letter, he knew how much she had endured during these days.

He wanted to tell her that he was distressed, and that his heart really hurts like this, more painful than life and death experienced before.

He clasped his hands tightly, trying to make himself clear.

"On that day, after learning about the traces of Princess Jin, we knew that your father moved his hands and feet back then. He was one of the King Jin’s survivors. The queen mother said that he would immediately send someone to kill him, but I still wanted to think about it, because even then I thought Your father killed my mother, but I looked through his files and found out that since he became an official, he has saved 328 jail time and 405 people. This is not a small number. I am determined to let him go. family."

"In fact, regardless of whether to run a female school or disuse Lianzuo, I had this idea a long time ago. It's just that some things have made me put it on the agenda because of your arrival. But whether I should start dismissing Lianzui from the Feng family, I have always decided. At that time, he hesitated and the overall situation was undecided. If this torture is hurriedly abolished at this time, I am afraid that the world's thugs will not be restrained."

"I wrote the two notes of Feng's life and death on the paper, one is to kill you, and the other is to exile your family into the frontier."

"I don't know whether to sentence your family to life or death, but I know that I must make up my mind as soon as possible. I told my mother and Yan Xiang that after thinking about it for another day, I made a decision. That morning, Yan Xiang went to the Imperial Study Room early that morning. I, I haven't arrived yet, but Yan Dan found a dead note on my desk."

"Although he doesn't have a deep friendship with your father, he always admires your father a little bit. He knows that once I make up my mind, he won't be softened. He wants to ask the queen mother for mercy and spare your family before I arrive. Family members, I don’t know, the queen mother was afraid that I would change my mind, so she persuaded him to start the matter immediately. In fact, I didn’t make a decision that night. Under the troubles at the time, I raised my hand and didn’t want this paper to be taken. Sweep down, but the dead note remained on the book case."

"As for your brother... Later, I learned that the killing was done, Li Huaisu, I was never a soft-hearted person. I knew that I had to cut the grass and roots. After receiving the news of your brother's escape from Yan Dan, I personally led people to chase him. "

"But I heard Yan Dan said that your father would rather die than the informant Fu Jingshu, and he would not kill the people we sent. I remembered that he saved his life under the penal sentence, but he could have taken your brother on the spot with the last sword. When I was dying, I changed my mind and only kicked him down the cliff, who was seriously injured."

"Life and death are in peace."

After listening to him with a sorrowful smile, Suzhen was trembling all over, and it seemed that what was initially incomplete was slowly pieced together to be almost complete.

But, should she believe him?

What happened to the Feng family is actually more of a trick by God?

If this is fate, what is this heavenly way for?

In order for her to complete a long journey, walk to him, in order for him to promote women's school, abolish even torture?

Should I believe it?

But after so many things and so many intrigues, she couldn't believe it anymore.

What is power? He is a lonely family, who can never overcome the cold from the heights, but he is also the only one who sway the world and give directions.

Even if this is the truth, the father and mother died in the hands of the cruel Xiaoan, and indirectly by him, even if she could even understand that from his standpoint, this is a game of power, and everyone will follow the rules. , Walking on your own chessboard, only winning and losing, never right or wrong.

But how can you be nice to an enemy, you will just let his mother go? The first emperor could no longer take revenge when he died, but his mother was still in the world, that woman with an iron fist and cruel heart!

And he can actually make a three-year agreement with her.

If he even lied to her, how could she believe it?

"The above statement is true. Li Huaisu, I love you in my heart, I love you very much, I will not lie to you." Lian Yu looked at the ironic smile in her eyes, understood what she was thinking, and stood slowly Lift up, raise your right hand.

That is the gesture of oath.

The oath of an emperor? Suzhen only felt dazzling.

She shook her head, "Lian Yu, why bother to say that A Luo woke up early and spare my life? Don't beautify yourself like this, you don't love me so much. On the night of Chinese Valentine's Day, you hide from me and want me , Treat me as a substitute for A Luo, this is your love."

"You seem to have done a lot of things for me. You started to replace them together, and later apologized for the separation. That's all."

She spoke every word with force, and every time she used her force, she pulled the wound, which made her remember more deeply the pain he once and now personally gave.

Looking at her pale face, he was standing beside the bed like a clay sculpture. Every word in her words was like the sharpest knife, inserted into his heart, and smashed the flesh one by one.

Lian Yu wanted to hug her tightly and tell her that it was not like this.

But what he can do, he can only do

Taking a few steps away, he could only hold back all his pain and irritability tightly. He was really afraid of hurting her again. All he could do was to slowly tell her word by word.

"I never regarded you as A Luo's substitute," he squeezed his hands that wanted to touch her, "I was hiding from you at the time, but I did have my own selfish intentions."

He licked his slightly dry lower lip, "I want to use these three years to calm the traitor and lay the best foundation for the prosperous age of the Great Zhou Dynasty. I want to use three years to deepen the relationship between you and me. When the term expires, Forgive me, then, I will use this life to spoil you and love you."

"If you," he paused, smiling slightly, "if you can't let go, I will arrange everything for you, and then give you this life."

"Give you this life."

In Suzhen's mind, these words sounded continuously, once or twice...maybe three or four times, maybe more.

This is really the most beautiful love story in the world. The king of a great country is willing to give you his life.

But can a king really give his life to a woman? Not even a foolish monarch, let alone an extremely clever one.

She laughed almost immediately, "When A Luo died, you were only a hot-blooded young man, and you never accompany yourself to yourself, but I, a fate, today you are in your hands, can you die for me?"

"Even Yu, don't you feel funny when you say this?"

"You don't believe it? I don't believe it either. But that's what I thought, so I wanted you that night. Li Huaisu, three years later, I will pay for my life. I don't think it's too much to take your body."

"I know that if you leave you innocent, your husband and son... will be the best for you in the future, but I can't do it. I can't do it for you, but don't want anything. I'm just a man, not a god. , I want you to remember me forever even if you hate me in your life."

Standing by the bed, he raised his eyebrows and said lightly. In his always cold and deep eyes, there was a kind of arrogance and despair that he had never seen before.

Suzhen did not speak for a while, which she had never thought of. She knew that in Minzhou, he desperately turned her head and retrieved her from Quan Fei Tong. She was captured by the "Assassin". He would rather agree and be seriously injured. She herself, but perhaps, deep down in her heart, she always felt that he was sure. From the acquaintance, he could always come back from danger every time.

Will live well.

So, for a moment, she still felt sour and forgot to think.

But before "death", he was holding Aluo in a heartbreaking scene. These days, all she has experienced is like the most vivid pictures, a little bit flowing through her mind.

She didn't understand, why did he say this to her tonight?

But what's the point?

Don't say that the family hatred in the middle can't be overcome, even between him and A Luo, there are thousands of mountains and rivers that she can't go to.

When she seldom had duplicity in her life, she thought so, and she told him that way.

For some reason, afterwards, there was no sarcasm, no anger, just such a light question to him.

Lian Yu did not speak.

In the past, even late at night, he would take the Xuanwu and stand on the top of the palace wall, overlooking the stars and the moon, overlooking the capital, the silence that day made him feel desolate and feel wronged.

However, he is a man, and he should stand upright if he is a man. No matter how heavy a burden he should bear, no matter how much suffering he has to bear, he can only swallow it himself.

Killing the king to save the mother, killing and not killing the biological father, entanglement between the biological mother and adoptive mother, Murong Jinghou killing or not killing, how should she choose between her and A Luo? Of course, every time he made a decision, he seemed to stand on the bright blade, pushing him to a difficult extreme.

The choice between A Luo and her is particularly serious.

A Luo came back, he was ecstatic, but at the same time, he knew that he would face the most painful choice in his life, but in any case, he must not wronged any of them!

Therefore, he couldn't take it all in his bag and enjoyed the blessings of all people. The night he violently abused her was the last night he regretted in his life.

But seeing her injured hand, seeing her madly heartbroken because of his goodbye to A Luo, he couldn't control himself at all. He was afraid that he would lose her eventually. All kinds of turbulent and complicated moods were mixed together. To vent is to possess and declare, tell yourself that she is still there.

Later, I went to see A Luo in secret.

A Luo said to her maid that she climbed mountains and waded and waited for years before returning to him. If she couldn't stand by, she would rather die.

For a moment, he understood that he could not leave her, this one had been waiting by his side for many years,

The girl who died after he went to save other girls!

Undoubtedly, he could promise her a lifetime of prosperity, and find another Ruyi Langjun for her, but that was not what she wanted, and would only kill this childhood sweetheart again!

In this world, only sentiment can be truly repaid.

Not any floating world.

And the girl who came quietly to reverse the case and took root in his heart. Her roots are in his heart, but his roots are far from reaching her heart. It was his desperate love that made her sink slowly. Going on, then, in the past three years, he will continue to **** her in officialdom and realize her ambitions. Three years later, he will still give her his life.

He forced himself not to see her again, and refused to meet her privately, except for the blood-stained jade that Suzaku brought. However, after the meeting, he never expected that she would hurt him with a knife. She was always so "love and hate." Although he was angry, she left hastily. After buying drunk in the Red Mansion, he was only distressed. After the princess Zhennan was stabbed, he knew that she had a serious illness. From then on, he remembered that after she vomited blood in the palace, he couldn't help it anymore and ordered someone to secretly prescribe medicine in her three meals to regulate her body. Even if a carelessness would be discovered by her, he couldn't care about it.

He couldn't let her body break down again, and he sent another person to steam her medicine every night when she had a hangover, until the Xinke champion parade, he was afraid that she would hear the news and go out to watch the excitement, even if she knew that she couldn't keep it in the end. , He still sent a female guard to give her sleeping mi medicine, not wanting her to see sadness in person.

However, all this was accidentally destroyed by Lian Xin. See you on the parade, he really wanted to punish this girl!

But this person was not as good as the sky, but it was just the beginning. Later, she decided to marry him differently.

He got her back with a trick.

He told her that Quan Feitong was going to rebel sooner or later, and she couldn't be with this person, but he couldn't even tell him whether it was really for her or was it just an excuse for himself?

He never stopped loving her.

Maybe to punish him for his backlash, she went on to give him the most painful shot of his life...

On the snowy ground, watching her poison A Luo like that, he was angry that she hated her and forced her to hand over the antidote with a big torture, but he knew in his heart how stubborn she was. He knew that she would not give the medicine. When she came out, under the pain, he still let her go. Before releasing her from the cellar, he asked people to secretly confess to the staff torment with the rod. When the rod was forty or fifty, he had to stop with the force of the medicine, but that was cruel. The hard hit is also true.

He hates her for killing A Luo, but deep down in his heart, she is still facing her. She seems to be poisonous. You think it's okay, but it has already invaded the internal organs and killed you.

Later, Aluo woke up suddenly, and her letter...but again caught him off guard.

It turned out that her love was never less than him, and her grievances were never less than him.

You can live and die, and you can swallow all your grievances and pains.

He couldn't imagine how she was feeling when she calmly prepared those things, and what she was feeling when she saw him holding A Luo tightly before she passed out.

In front of her, she looked at the face she no longer cared about, making him clasp his hands tightly, and the veins all over his body seemed to explode. There was too much pain in his heart, but he didn't want to explain anymore. A strange emotion surged from the bottom of his heart. The upper throat was like melting snow and cold, but it was like fire, clearly white, and it burned his whole body in pain. All the words were only the silent sentence in his head.

She could kill him, but he never let go of her again.

With red eyes, he slowly approached her.

In three years... Suzhen closed her dry eyes, maybe what he said was true, but her heart was not fake. If she doesn't kill him, it doesn't mean that she will shake hands with him and make peace. They can't go back long ago. No matter how good he is, it is no longer her blessing.

She wanted to reply him a few words, but in the end, she just braced herself and got out of bed and put on shoes.

Holding Langan, she endured the pain and said, "Lian Yu, thank you for not killing me, and even considering my proposal. Let my brother go. I'm leaving. Don't worry, I won't reappear if I leave this time. In front of you, I won’t bother with A Luo again. I sincerely wish you and her. There will be no three-year agreement between you and me. From now on, I will buy and sell."