Just like most A-level superiors,

　　 My life is also full of twists and turns.

　　My father was a noble young master who came out of the house in pursuit of romance, and my mother was curious about other countries who came to Europe with caravans.

　　 is like falling in love in the story, and they formed a family regardless of obstacles.

　　 After a lot of hardship, he settled down in a small village and had a daughter.

　　 They love her very much.

　　 It’s just that I occasionally think, if they had chosen each other at that time, they would have to live a much harder life than before and quarrel and separate.

　　 Is it better for them?

　　 It’s just that they don’t. They all feel that as long as they are accompanied by each other in this world, even such a hard life is very happy.

　　 Both are parents with naive and beautiful ideas.

　　 They are directly submerged by the cruel waves of war, maybe it is also a thing that can be seen everywhere...

　　 Even so, they are my parents who love me most in the world,

　　 The most carefree time in my life,

　　 Although I waited until I lost all of this before I realized this.

　　‘Wait here, my mother and I will bring you the bread right away...’

　　 After a century, they have not returned.

　　 The world is huge and indifferent,

　　 Especially for a teenage girl who has no parents.

　　 If the ‘owner of the white house’ did not save herself, perhaps she would not wait for her family to adopt her and burn the house with the money she left.

　　 I am already dead.

　　 In the days when I was hiding in the ruins, I didn’t know where I was going when I woke up at the beginning. I was tired and there was no place to go back. I was the only one left. Panic, helpless, and confusion kept washing my heart.

　　 I have never felt the vastness and indifference of the world so clearly,

　　 It doesn't care whether a teenage girl is dead or alive.

　　 The illusory expectation that he would come back to find himself with his parents, knocked on every family in the village begging for food, and was disliked and driven away because of the appearance of the mixed race.

　　 every night I fall asleep in crying fear, hunger, loneliness, and helplessness,

　　 Finally, I lost all the strength to cry.

　　 will become more hungry, so I can’t cry...

　　 Without clothes, I can only wrap the scraps of cloth I picked up on my hands and feet. Without a place to live, I can only stuff straw into the void under the ruins. Without food, I can only work hard for others from morning till night.

　　 is exchanged for crude food that will not starve to death, and save a little as much as possible, because there is no guarantee that it will be available tomorrow.

　　 At that time, I was struggling every day just to live.

　　 Then even this degree of "security" will be taken away,

　　I was already malnourished and thin body? 　The shoulder and wrist injured by the passing officer's anger, did not heal even for more than a month? 　I feel pain as long as I lift it up?

　　 But compared to pain, even the last fruit is eaten,

　　 huddled in the collapsed ruins, knowing that he might be dying? 　 may not survive this winter?

　　 is it that made me bit my lip at the time? 　 I was so sad that I couldn’t wake up after crying,

　　 Those memories are only cold, dark, and lonely.

　　No home, no parents, no person to accompany me? 　No place to go back?

　　In a world with billions of people? 　Huge and vast world?

　　 I am alone and have nothing.

　　Long and cold, waiting for no hope? 　It constitutes an indelible and painful childhood in my memory.

　　 Even in life after that,

　　 was rescued by that person again? 　waking up as a participant? 　 assisting her to complete the great cause of stopping the wheel of the war again, preventing her most hated war,

　　 The decades that have been a member of Evernight Palace Zero Knight have been a peaceful and satisfying time.

　　 So when I found that the person had been deliberately deceiving himself, the feeling of trusting her as a relative collapsed,

　　 I will collapse like that.

　　Hate her?

how come...

　　 only half a century after leaving there,

　　 I found out that I became a person again.

　　 There is no home, no parents, no people to accompany me, and no place to go back.

　　 Until one day I made a stupid mistake...

　　...

　　 is different from all A-level upper ranks,

　　 My dreams are full of beauty.

　　The indelible memory of suffering imprinted in the bottom of my heart has all turned into a dreamlike happiness.

　　 is so incredible, how can it be described...

　　 grilled fish, sweet fruit, sunshine and nap,

　　 A life that doesn’t have to struggle for survival anymore, it’s obviously the same scene in the memory, but there is a huge difference.

　　 Those who are dazed, afraid, cold and uneasy, those lonely and helpless who have gritted their teeth,

　　 all disappeared like fakes, leaving only peace and warmth.

　　 just because of the appearance of a person.

　　 too foul...

　　 angrily grabbed the officer’s head and smashed it against the table because of his injury, the kind of peace of mind that made people feel protected, the kind of relief that made people feel that there were people in this world who care about and care about themselves,

　　 I still have the warmth that others can rely on.

　　 It was too foul to myself at that time...

　　 It's just a fool...

　　 took himself to leave that small village, and let everything that would have happened later disappear,

　　 discarded the hardships and misery of struggling at the bottom, he took himself to see the gorgeous world he had never seen before, and gave himself precious gifts that he could not even imagine.

　　 It is a dreamlike time for a teenage girl who was struggling to survive.

　　 Steam train, Milan manor, noble ball...

　　 There are also the skirt that I am self-satisfied on the projection, and the pair of cowhide boots priced at 50 lire silver coins...

　　 The scenes of photos that are frozen through time,

　　 The revised life memory is that he returned to Milan alone, with the huge assets of the manor and shop, and the weapons he gave him.

　　 There is no more hardship and misery of wandering, and I really grow up slowly and happily.

　　Although he reconnected to the life similar to the original life like fate, he never felt the same loneliness as the original life.

　　 because I know,

　　In this world of billions of people, someone will always be by my side in the future.

　　 But you stupid,

　　You are like this...make me not want to leave your side...

　　...

　　 Light blonde hair spread out on the slender shoulders~lightnovelpub.net~The white jade flawless slender legs under the skirt,

After 　　 lightly breathe, the eyelashes move,

　　 Ling slowly opened the pair of light gold eyes from her sleep, and murmured instinctively:

　　 "Fang Ran?"

　　 "Well, did you finally wake up? It's time to get up, my lord queen."

　　 There is no such thing as a real memory, and I don’t want to pursue it. What is the reason for this incredible phenomenon,

　　 woke up in the carriage, Ling supported her body from the fluffy blanket, as if looking at the young man in front of her before she awake.

　　 Then stretched out his hands and hugged him.

　　 mattresses, wallpaper, water dispensers, energy-saving lamps... there is even a small generator, like a carriage in a small room,

　　 Ling is like a stray cat who has found her home, nestling in the arms of the young man.

　　 held his waist, rubbed his taste, feeling the warmth from him, no matter what, there is a kind of nostalgia that makes oneself unwilling to let go.

　　 has been sleeping in such a dream, and she has experienced the time in the photos firsthand.

　　 I don’t need to be a participant or be a night angel, don’t live that long,

　　 As long as such days can last.

　　 If I can, I want this dream to have no end...