When I walked in from the outside hall, I actually felt something in my heart. It was only then that I heard the wonderful words and said, "Well, what about your elder brother?"

"he's gone."

"Where did you go?"

"I do n’t know. It did n’t take long to be here, and I did n’t see my elder brother. I asked the queen queen mother, and she said not to let me ask, let me not ask the father, saying that the father was already worried and could not give it anymore. He messes up. "

"..."

"I wonder if my elder brother has left and gone somewhere else."

I thought about it and didn't pursue it further.

It seems that after experiencing some things, the coquettish words are much more mature than the simple and naive, even some reckless and wayward little girl in the past, and she did not guess wrong-Pei Yuanzhang stayed here because she still had to Shanxi dispatches some things, and the prince is the root of the country, so he can't stay here with him, otherwise if there is something, it will be all over. If I am not mistaken, there should be a group of people who have escorted Nianshen and continued to the southwest.

Perhaps, their purpose is Xichuan.

I caressed her hair with a smile, and said softly: "Your elder brother is special and sent to another place, but you do n’t want to tell anyone about this. Your father has a lot of things in his heart now, all very It ’s difficult, do n’t bother him, obediently, it ’s right to listen to the Queen ’s words. ”

"Ok."

Miaoyan nodded to me very seriously.

I received her letter from the past, looked at the cautious and fair handwriting on it, and then saw her now. I really want to sigh in my heart that my daughter has grown up and is more mature than when I left Beijing. less.

But the next moment, she put it into my arms like a coquettish cat, and wrapped her hands around my neck, rubbing my cheeks with her cheeks.

No matter how mature she is, my daughter.

I just felt that a heart had softened and reached out and hugged her: "My wonderful words, just don't grow up."

She buried her face between my neck and said muffled, "Why doesn't my mother want me to grow up."

"When you grow up, you won't stay with your mother forever."

"..."

"But Niang hopes that you will always be so big and sensible enough, so that Niang can always hold you."

She listened and hugged me tighter: "That mother never leave me!"

I smiled, but there was a bit of bitterness in my smile.

I, of course, do not want to leave her. From the moment she was born, I hope to be with my daughter forever, no matter how hardships and hardships, as if I wanted to stay with my mother forever when I was a child; But the fact is so ridiculous. Every time we say "forever", we say so loudly, as if we can be the master, but we often look like duckweed, and are swept away by a gust of wind and waves.

I patted her on the back with a wry smile: "Silly girl, you will grow up in the future, you are going to marry, marry, and never leave, do you want to take your mother to your husband's house?"

When she heard it, she stomped anxiously: "I don't want to marry someone!"

Now that she has grown up, she also has the appearance of a young girl, knowing that she is shy, and I laugh, but my eyes can't help but see a little tear.

I was smiling and talking with her like this, and I also forgot the time. What she did during the days after I left, what happened when she left Beijing, and how to settle here came to me. Once again, I listened very carefully and gradually understood that this time the evacuation was indeed prepared by Pei Yuanzhang from the beginning. Chang Qing should also know that he has been helping him arrange the harem, so everything will be so smooth. .

After she finished speaking, she looked at me with big eyes and asked, "Mother, what happened after mother went to Xichuan?"

"me……"

I thought about it and said, "My mother went back to Xichuan and encountered many things. One thing-your maternal grandmother Bintian."

"Grandma ...?"

Her eyes flickered slightly, remembering the majestic Mrs. Yan in Nishikawa.

However, for her, this was probably not a major event, nor was it a distressing one.

Xue Yan's appearance in front of her was not kind and kind. She almost beat me to death with a dragon cane the first time she met, and she had been severely reprimanded several times afterwards, although before we left, she A great gift was given to Miaoyan, but as a child, he didn't understand the true meaning of elder rebuke and harshness, but he often remembered his sadness and fear when he reprimanded.

I think she has a complicated relationship with her grandmother, even if she has feelings.

Sure enough, she was silent for a while, and said gently: "Then, I will pray for my grandmother."

I stroked her hair gently: "Good."

She was quiet for a while, then opened her eyes and looked at me again: "Mother, have you encountered anything other than your grandmother?"

"..."

If it was just now, she asked me what happened after leaving her, out of curiosity and concern for me. Now it seems that it is more meaningful to ask again.

I lowered my head subconsciously, but immediately she lowered her head and buried her head between my necks, as if to avoid my eyes.

I said, "Well done?"

She said moaningly, "I listened to them and said something."

My brow frowned slightly.

Only then did I feel that the doors and windows of this room were tightly closed, leaving no seams, and it was a bit suffocating. I even felt my breathing and heartbeat were heavy.

I was silent for a while and said, "What have you heard?"

"They said, they said-this time the emperor left the capital because someone wanted to call, the emperor left the capital for the sake of security, security ... in order to protect the society."

"..."

"They said the mother was also taken away."

"..."

"They also said that there were wars everywhere and many people died."

"..."

"Also, they said, the capital is now occupied, the palaces we live in are gone, and the people are gone. The people who occupied the capital became emperors themselves, and the eight counts of their father's emperors were manifested. Already—no longer— ”

Speaking of which, she did not dare to say these words. I don't know who was chewing the tongue, but obviously, the person who chewed the tongue did not dare to say any more.

My voice was hoarse: "What else have you heard?"

This time, Miaoyan slowly raised her head, and a pair of apricot kernels flickered with anxiety. She said gently, "They said, those who fight, those who drove the father from the capital, and ——The man who walked away was his father. "

At this moment, my heart sank suddenly.