Huo Binhui finally gave the medicine to Belmod. Even if the woman was lying to him, he would have nothing to lose. If it was used to deal with Gin... Gin is not a fool, that guy is smarter than anyone else.

So it led to-

Gin looked blankly at the bowl in front of him, Belmod pointed with a smile, and said involuntarily, "Drink it."

Gin "..."

He wasn't stupid, and when he saw these, he could immediately react to the strangeness he had noticed in the cafe before. Gin picked up the phone and didn't know what he was looking at. It was a silent rejection.

"Gin, you don't care about your own life so much?" Belmod looked at Gin. If she hadn't beat him, she would definitely hold down Gin and beat him. She finally got a tempting partner, but she didn't live for three years. , Belmod is about to vomit blood, okay?

"Why should you care?" Gin Jiu raised his head, his eyes were clear and pure, Gin Jiu's character was very extreme, others might not look back if they didn't hit the South Wall, but he didn't look back after hitting the South Wall, making himself a mess Scarred, I still don’t know how to take good care of myself, even if I don’t know how to take care of myself, Gin will even self-mutilate. Sometimes, in order to suppress those extreme and dark thoughts in my heart, Gin does not do things like self-mutilation and self-abuse. To call him a lunatic is actually nothing wrong with him.

"You drink it first." Belmod couldn't find a suitable reason for a while. It was because she knew gin, so she knew very well that the guy in front of her was the one who went all the way to the dark and would never turn back when he died. , However, she still wanted to pull him, whether it was for Xiaoyin or her own feelings.

What I hate about Chinese medicine is not only that it smells bad, but also that it is very bitter. To be honest, the moment Belmod took off the lid on the bowl, he almost spit it out without nausea, and his face was stiff and pungent. The bitter taste is disgusting, is this really what people drink?

Gin, however, was not surprised. He knew very well that he didn't drink this bowl of medicine today, and Belmod could keep buzzing beside him. After swallowing three or two, he lay back on the sofa, his expression did not change at all, as if he was drinking boiled water instead of medicine.

Bitterness exploded on the taste buds, and the gin lowered his eyes and closed his eyes to rest. This medicine not only smells bitter, but also makes you feel refreshed when you drink it. From the mouth to the stomach, there is a bitter medicine smell everywhere, but on the face. No sign, no emotion whatsoever.

After all...have been drinking it for years.

After all...he is no longer a child.

After all... no one will come to coax him again.

Belmod looked at Gin, who said nothing, and felt like a world away from him. She couldn't go in, and he couldn't come out.

Gin left quietly, and when Belmod threw the bowl into the dishwasher, Gin disappeared, and it was three days after it disappeared.

The angry Belmod's face turned black, and Heze Xiaopoi Yin shivered, not daring to provoke his angry mother.

When Jin Jiu came back, there was no one in the apartment, which was a good thing for a guy who sneaked away. After all... Jin Jiu looked at the blood on the ground indifferently, with abyss-like darkness remaining in his eyes, and blood dripping from his hands. , There are also wounds everywhere on the forearm, and there are no scars, indicating that the time of the injury was not long ago.

After turning off the shower, he rubbed alcohol on the wound with a blank expression, and wrapped it with a bandage at will. Anyway, this kind of small wound will recover in a few days, and there will be no scars - the gin already has experience.

As I said before, his state was not very good, but after performing several large-scale missions, he was not stimulated. He thought that he was almost recovered. Now it seems... He overestimated himself, but also, where is the mental injury? He should have expected it to recover so easily.

This is also where the person is most worried. Once this guy loses control, the world can instantly turn into eighteen layers of hell. Although he can suppress his desire for destruction, who knows how long he can suppress it. This is equivalent to If you fight with yourself, no matter which side wins or destroys it is yourself.

The one who heard that Jin Jiu came back immediately called him. Looking at the silver-haired man who was as lazy as usual, he didn't know how to say a thousand words, and finally sighed, "Let's make an appointment."

Gin raised his head, his expression as cold as ever.

"When you really can't control yourself, you commit suicide."

The pine green pupils were still indifferent, and the silver-haired man slightly curled his lips.

"Okay."

...

When Gin left the communication room, there was a blond woman puffing up against the wall outside the door. Belmod looked at Gin with complicated eyes, "How on earth are you willing to take medicine?"

"I take medicine, you promise me one thing." Gin said slowly, this is not a fair deal, because taking medicine is to restore Gin's body, and it has nothing to do with Belmod.

"What's the matter?" Belmod didn't answer immediately. The blonde beauty has always been smart. Although they say that the IQ of women in love is zero, she is not yet in love with Gin.

"I didn't think about it," Jin Jiu said lightly. His original intention was to let Belmod retreat in spite of the difficulties. After all, agreeing to such an unfair deal would not benefit Belmod at all, "Just owe it first."

The aqua-green eyes stared sharply at Gin. Belmod didn't know that Gin was deliberately trying to embarrass her, but... Yaoji's red lips rose slightly, "Okay, I promise you."

This time, it was Gin's turn to be stunned, and stared at Belmod for a while in amazement. Belmod snuffed out the cigarette butt, and threw the cigarette **** into the trash can precisely over a dozen meters, with the corners of his lips raised, "Why, Do you want to regret it?"

"No." Gin really didn't expect Belmod to agree to this unequal treaty. After all, it doesn't seem to benefit Belmod, but he doesn't bother to go back on it, isn't it just three pills a day.

As for why he didn't want to drink the gin, the reason was actually very simple, and the medicine couldn't cure him. In that case, why did he force himself to drink it?

Compared with physical wounds, mental wounds are more difficult to heal and more difficult to treat. Of course, it is also easier to overwhelm a person. Therefore, even if he takes medicine to bring his body back to the peak period, his mental state will not recover. Everything is in vain.

What do you want to say, see a psychiatrist? He himself is just playing with psychology, and he can't be more familiar with those routines. What's more, his atrium can't be opened so easily. To put it bluntly, he can completely control the psychiatrist's conclusion, that is to say, the psychiatrist The perception of him is all about what he wants to appear.

Belmod didn't know about these things. Although that one knew better, he couldn't figure out what Gin was thinking.

The pine green eyes are dark and unclear, and there is an abyss-like darkness that devours everything, and the devil is sealed in the darkness.

...

The compatibility of gin and wine is still very high. At least after Belmod agreed to the unequal treaty, he drank the medicine three times a day without saying a word.

However, the taste of the medicine is really not flattering. At least the taste of the gin seems to be out of order when he is drinking the medicine. Everything he eats is bitter. Liquor is not a charming son, he can't stand the slightest bit of bitterness, but a malfunctioning taste can seriously affect the appetite of gin wine. Anyway, what you eat and drink is the bitter taste of traditional Chinese medicine. Eating is not so important. The meal is only enough to not starve, and he refuses to eat one more bite.

This guy Gin is already thin, and after such a tossing, the weight has plummeted, and he is simply envious of those who are trying to lose weight but not thin.

"Gin, come here." Belmod pointed to the electronic scale, the gin clothes with a cheerful expression, but was pulled over by Belmod forcefully, and glanced at the display, 54 kg, 108 catties, according to Bell Mod's height, what is the standard weight?

The electronic scale is still very accurate. When Gin stands up, it shows 75 kilograms. Considering Gin's height, it can be regarded as a standard weight. Belmod squinted his eyes and looked at Gin with skeptical eyes. , "Take off your coat and take out all the weapons on your body."

Gin "..."

Gin turned around and left, neat and tidy, but that didn't stop Belmod's curiosity.

In the evening, Gin looked blankly at someone who came uninvited, Belmod raised his eyebrows and admired Gin's figure openly, and almost whistled at the occasion.

Gin should have just taken a shower, wearing only a pair of black trousers and no weapons - just right for weighing, isn't it?

However... Belmod looked at the 44.5 displayed on the electronic scale with a stiff expression, and then thought about the 75 that would be weighed. Feeling that this guy's weight is all calculated by weapons? ! !

No, Gin, is it really normal for you, a 1.9 meter tall man, to be so thin? ! !

PS The winter vacation update is over. I will be busy with homework and online lectures in the next time. There will be more than ten chapters of memory chapters - Kurosawa Silver's Dream, about Gin's past life, byebye!