From the window of the ward, you can clearly see the fireworks blooming in the distance.

After all, it was produced by the system store. Jing Baiye set the time before returning to the hospital, and it would automatically ignite when it was up.

He held Toru Amuro's hand carefully, and he could feel it shaking. The blond mixed-race man on the hospital bed pursed his lips, and he felt fear in him.

"Panno..."

When Amuro recited the name of the wine, it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength.

"When I was in Hakone, Miss Curacao told me that he and I, and the undercover agent...we looked a lot like..."

Jing Baiye kept holding his hand, got up and sat on the bed, narrowing the distance between the two, he stared at the face he liked very much, and then looked away.

"You do look alike," he said. "It's just that Panno's eyes are not the same color as yours. He's blue."

"A turquoise blue like the Blue Lagoon."

...

After Jingbaiye went to France, he took advantage of the vacation to go to Northern Europe with Panno. Because of the [human body translation machine] skill, they can't speak the language wherever they go. One of the stops is Grindavik, Iceland, where there is a beautiful blue lagoon and an open-air hot spring.

He said that he was fine and could soak in the hot springs, and Pannu stared at him with a bandage on his face, saying he was worried. He was not good at words and refused to let him go. He used dry and unconvincing words and tried his best to persuade him.

Jing Baiye is not a willful person. He has no rebellious period or the second period of middle school. Pannuo is thinking about him, so he doesn't want to embarrass him. In the end, both of them did not go down, but went to the nearby lake.

It was also June, Iceland was cold all year round, and they stood by the lake and had a cold wind blowing for a while.

Jing Baiye picked up his mobile phone and pointed at the lake to take pictures, thinking about whether to invite Belmod or Shirley to travel here in the future. He couldn't help but poked Panno next to him and let him enjoy the beautiful scenery with him.

"Look, your eyes are so blue and so clean."

...

From graduating from Jingbaiye University to this year's birthday, he and Pan Nuo have known each other for less than a year.

From the April incident to the month he just returned to Japan, he was full of hatred, and he often even dreamed of that day in the middle of the night and woke up suddenly.

He barely felt pain, and often stopped when his pale palms were obviously red and swollen, and he got into the quilt for a long time and couldn't fall asleep.

Spiatus knew about this and said that even though the French members were afraid of him like quails in the snow and dared not disobey his orders again, he could not be the head of the action team there because of his temperament. So let him transfer his affairs to Rum and return to Japan to live.

Jing Baiye thought that his hatred of Pannuo would last for a long time, and maybe he would still wake up in the middle of the night after returning to Japan.

But no more.

After returning, Jing Baiye had a new house and a new job, but instead of looking for a partner, he found a subordinate with a different status than his partner.

He no longer dreamed of what happened that day, no more seeing Panno in his dreams. When he mentioned this partner who betrayed him and cheated him again, what filled his heart was no longer hatred, but every bit of their past relationship.

He doesn't hate him anymore.

"You are partners..."

Toru Amuro's voice brought Jing Baiye back to his senses.

"Yes. At that time, I had no subordinates. If there was a task, I would complete it with him."

Jingbaiye watched the fireworks outside the window, and the fireworks show would last for nearly 20 minutes.

"Then you treat him... to me..."

Every syllable Amuro said was trembling, his breathing was trembling, and the whole sentence was fragmented, making it impossible to tell what he was trying to say. Even Jing Baiye, who has always had a low emotional intelligence, could hear that he was in great pain.

Jing Baiye was about to open his mouth to comfort him, but in the next second, Amuro Toru's voice suddenly calmed down.

"Then how did he die?" was a tentative tone.

"..."

The tone of voice suddenly changed like this, and even the best actors couldn't make such a natural switch. It really was a dissociation disorder...

Jing Baiye was silent, and he remembered what Kyousuke Kazuto said. After he refused to give up Amuro, the doctor had an expression of "as expected", with a helpless smile on his face that seemed to think of something warm.

"Sure enough, Mr. Angstra, you will make the same choice as Mr. Spiatus."

"Dissociative disorder has a certain chance of healing and requires a high degree of psychotherapeutic skills, and more importantly - endless tolerance, caring and patience."

"It's a long or a lifetime course of disease, it's going to be troublesome, maybe you'll feel irritable in the middle and want to give up..."

Facing the doctor's worries, Jing Baiye answered firmly: "I won't give up on him."

In the first life, his teacher said that the sense of responsibility is the basic quality that a person should have. It is very important to the family, the society, and the country. It is the foundation of a healthy personality. Spiatus also said that he must be responsible. Heart.

This time, Amuro was injured for him, and he was the subordinate he personally chose by his side. He should be responsible to him to the end, and he should not give up, and he should not give up on him when he needed the love of others the most.

But there are some things he has to say clearly - the sooner the better, to avoid misunderstandings, and sometimes concealment is the greatest harm.

Jing Baiye was still watching the performance outside, his voice calm and clear: "He tried to arrest me with the DGSE agents, and I killed them."

Not only that, he also burned his body to ashes and climbed the Eiffel Tower with his bare hands to sprinkle it.

He left Panno dead.

He asked the man who came to the United States to pick him up, accompany him to Northern Europe for vacation, take him to an amusement park to watch fireworks together, and read to him "The Little Prince", but there was no bones left.

In Jing Baiye a month ago, he could say this calmly. If Amuro asked at that time, he would say it casually;

But now Jing Baiye thinks of this incident, and his heart feels stuffy, as if some stone was pressed, and it also seems to be punctured by a small needle.

He found that he couldn't speak, or—he was afraid to speak it out.

……why?

Why was he afraid to say it?

Jing Baiye was very confused. He didn't understand the emotions that were surging in his heart. He didn't understand this strange feeling at all.

On the other side, Amuro said again: "Then you asked me to be your subordinate because I look like him?"

Jing Baiye frowned and looked over, and Amuro explained immediately.

"At the beginning of April, Jin Jiu came to the training ground to find me. He suspected me of being undercover and forced me to ask a lot of questions on the spot. I still have the scar he knocked out on my forehead..."

Hearing this, Jing Baiye raised his hand to brush the hair in front of An Shi Tou's forehead, and sure enough he saw a scar on the forehead.

"..."

It's a pity that An Shitou made it before he got under his subordinates, otherwise he would have stolen Jinjiu's card and compensated him... No, if Anshitou had been under his subordinates, he would not have allowed Jinjiu to have the opportunity to torture him like this.

"Gin wine is persecutory paranoia. I think Panno is an undercover agent, and you who look like him may be too."

However, it may be just to express anger and find someone to vent. Gin is 996 or even 007 for a long time, and the pressure of work can be imagined. Workers who do not get enough rest will be more irritable. He can endure against Spiatus, who caused all this, but he is completely useless against the bottom.

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Jing Baiye put down his hand, straightened his hair for An Shi, and then leaned up and hugged him lightly.

He asked Kazuto Kyosuke what he could do for Amuro Toru in daily life. He told him that he could have more contact with him. Psychological studies have shown that hugging and touching are good for mental health. This action is very simple and clear to express the relationship between people. sincere love.

"Angstra..."

A slightly shaky voice full of self-doubt and worry.

Jing Baiye, who knew that Amuro had switched again, sighed silently in his heart. He might have a fourth subordinate by his side, but no matter which Amuro, he would love him.

"Amuro, I know what you're worried about," he said gently, hugging his restless subordinate, taking care not to press on his wound.

"I once told you that no one is a substitute for anyone else, everyone is unique."

"A substitute is an insult to two people and a blasphemy to two feelings."

He wouldn't treat Anshito like this, no one wanted to be a substitute, and those who volunteered to be substitutes either had ulterior motives or were too humble... He didn't want Anshito like this.

"I like good-looking people, especially Asians with natural blond hair... Yes, I liked this in the first place. It was like this before Panno. Rum just knew what I liked, so he chose Panno to go to the United States to pick him up. I."

"You and Panno just look a bit similar, but they are completely different."

"Pano is not very good at cooking. Every time the task is to eat out or eat emergency food, you will prepare delicious three meals for me."

"You are very gentle, although sometimes you say something strange, Panno is not good at words."

"You stick to me, and you will take the initiative to hug me, or ask me to hug you... Panno won't do that."

"You used to work in a convenience store, and now you've resigned... Panno's occupation is a detective, and he opened a detective named after the detective West August Dubin in the earliest detective novel "Mauger Street Blood" office."

"Pan Nuo never quarrels with people. In the past, when Dai Jili provokes him, he will directly put people on the ground and won't quarrel at all... You and Zhu Xing have quarreled several times, like two children who are only a fraction of their age. "

"His French is very good, his English is also fluent without an accent, and his Japanese is sluggish, and you...well, at least your level of English as a foreign language is different in different dimensions..."

Jing Baiye counted their differences little by little, just to tell Amuro that he didn't take him as a substitute.

He first met Amuro Toru at a convenience store, and the second time he met him for interrogation, he was invited to become his subordinate not long after that.

At that time, Jing Baiye only thought that Amuro's appearance was very in line with his aesthetics, and he didn't notice other aspects at all.

Until later, the number of times he remembered Pannuo increased. Because of the similar appearance, he almost saw Pannuo through Amuro... But he almost woke up in time and reminded himself that he couldn't treat Amuro who was not safe enough in this way. .

He did not use Amuro as a stand-in.

——From the first encounter to the present, in their real relationship, all he saw was the person [Amuro Toru].

Jing Baiye felt that Amuro's breathing gradually became lighter, and his mood stabilized.

He hesitated to release him, worried that he might have switched suddenly again, so he looked at those purple-gray eyes.

I saw that those eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky, as gentle as the lake water swept by the spring breeze, his eyes were full of joy, and his eyes were full of himself.

For the first time, Jing Baiye judged a person through his eyes.

——This is the Amuro Toru who cares about him very much and wants to do everything to protect him.

"Let's watch the fireworks together." Amuro said, holding his hand.

"it is good."

Jing Baiye sat down again, and watched the remaining fireworks with Toru Amuro, who was in an awkward position.

For a while, neither of the two continued to speak, and the ward was very quiet.

In such silence, he felt a lively feeling across time and space, and in a trance, he seemed to have returned to Disneyland Paris.

The blond, half-blond, good-looking Panno stood side by side with him~lightnovelpub.net~ was surrounded by a bustling crowd, with children huddling in the middle. At that time, he was about 1.64 meters. In order to see the fireworks clearly, he had to raise his head hard among the crowd.

Pan Nuo looked up more naturally, his eyes fell on the night sky, and his mouth moved.

The sound of fireworks blooming disappeared, and the noise of the crowd disappeared. Time seemed to go back in time, and Jing Baiye finally remembered what he said——

"Angestra, you said that you don't care whether you are black or white. There is no difference between killing and saving people. I know this is your sincere words, who have been in the dark since childhood."

"But killing people is not the same as saving people. Creating or saving lives is a more difficult and great process... I said don't kill innocent people indiscriminately, and you really start to let innocent passers-by go and only drive out the enemies. In this case, Can you……"

"...Can you go to the side that saves people?"

Jing Baiye blinked his eyes and calmed down.

In the first bombed municipal building, Amuro asks him to save people.

He really did, and got paid more than the last kill.

It was obvious that he was watching the fireworks far away from the Dongdu Tower, not the fireworks of Disneyland Paris; at this time, he was surrounded by the injured Toru Amuro, not Panno who took him to the park.

But seeing the beauty in the distance and thinking about saving people... He almost got them mixed up again...

He took a deep breath, forcing himself to forget Panno for a moment.

At least, he shouldn't be reminded of him repeatedly by Amuro Toru's side.

Chapter 319 Go to the side that saves people (two-in-one chapter)