Confession (Ying Cheng)

Chapter 38: Is it okay to touch the confession?

Xu Sui doesn’t know what Zhou Jingze treats others, but he has always been gentle, polite and distanced to Xu Sui, but... she didn’t expect Zhou Jingze to have such a side, domineering and powerful, like a fierce fire. The tip of his tongue was stirred inside, and Xu Sui's limbs were numb, and he couldn't catch his breath.

They held a three-minute kiss in the ice and snow.

Later, when Zhou Jingze let go of her, Xu Sui's legs were a little weak.

The skiing officially ended, and the group of them went back to get things and planned to go to Beishan for barbecue and camping overnight, in order to watch the sunrise the next day.

On the way back, Xu Sui’s heartbeat has not calmed down, and the picture just now appeared in his mind from time to time. Zhou Jingze pressed the back of her head and kissed her about to be hypoxic. Her lips and teeth were pried open little by little, and a bitter mint smell poured into her mouth. His breath is overwhelming.

Xu Sui's whole person is completely under control. She is so confused by the kiss, but her senses are infinitely magnified. Xu Sui feels his slender fingers move forward, with a rough thumb in his thumb, gently rubbing behind her ears. That piece of soft meat caused a tremor in my heart.

It turns out...that's how it feels to kiss someone you like.

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A group of people took the cable car to the top of the mountain, and the big guys divided their work and started a happy barbecue. Because the weather was too cold, almost the carbon burned up, most people quickly moved the small bench and surrounded the barbecue grill to keep warm.

Miss Hu sat there while roasting the fire while disgusting the smell of charcoal smoke, Sheng Nanzhou stood up quickly, frowned, and pointed to her position:

"I'll change with you, leeward here."

"Okay," Hu Qianxi got up, patted him on the shoulder, with a gratified expression on her face, "Sure enough, he is the number one dutiful son in North Beijing."

"..." Sheng Nanzhou.

Xu Sui came late, Hu Xixi saw her Suibao at a glance, and waved at her: "Sui Sui, there is another place here."

A cold wind blew, Xu Sui tightened the zipper on his body, consciously speeding up his pace. Hu Qian moved to a position for Xu Sui to sit down, zipping her coat to the top, revealing only a pair of dark round eyes.

With her hands in her pockets, a tall and thin shadow moved over and sat down beside Xu Sui. She had guessed that it was Zhou Jingze without looking up, because she smelled the familiar smoke from him.

Xu Sui deliberately didn't go to see him, because she would blush easily when she thought of what they did secretly just now. She stretched out her hand to heat the fire, and a pair of well-defined and broad palms covered the back of her hand. In full view, one-handed hands were clasped, and a little bit of warm temperature came.

She quickly glanced at Zhou Jingze quietly. He was holding her with one hand, chewing gum without a hitch, pulling his lips and turning his face to listen to others bragging.

Xu Sui's hands and feet were always cold. She was afraid of the cold to him, so she sneaked a bit, but didn't break free. Instead, Zhou Jingze easily clamped her knuckles and couldn't move at all.

Hu Qianxi noticed the small movements of the two and started to "Oh make an appointment" with joy.

"Sixi." Xu Sui subconsciously prolonged her voice and called to her.

Seeing the plea in the eyes of the sisters, Hu Qianxi naturally stopped joking. The charcoal fire made the body temperature rise a little bit, and Xu Sui was out of breath, then he pulled down the zipper covering his chin and breathed in fresh air.

"Follow, what's the matter with your lips? Why is there a wound!" Hu Qianxi exclaimed in surprise as if she had discovered the New World.

Hu Qianxi’s call attracted a lot of people’s attention. Xu Sui’s ears began to turn red and he didn’t know how to explain. He looked at her in time.

"Knock...Knocked." Xu Sui said unnaturally.

After hearing this, Zhou Jingze raised his eyebrows, raised his hand and crossed Xu Sui's head, caressing the wound on her lips like a thumb, his eyes were jokingly obvious:

"Really? I just knocked my lips."

"Come with me. I have lipstick in my bag. Apply it to you." Hu Qianxi got up to get something.

"Okay," Xu Sui patted Zhou Jingze's hand, his voice prolonged, "I blame you."

After Xu came back after applying the lipstick, he had already smelled the aroma on the grill. As long as the cooked and raw ingredients are handed over to Liu, there is nothing to worry about.

Da Liu held a handful of mutton skewers in his left hand, and a spice bottle in his right hand. The yellow flames shot up, and a handful of cumin and sesame oil sprinkled down. The charcoal-grilled meat skewers made a sizzling sound and the aroma was overflowing.

"You have one vote, I have one vote, Xinjiang kebabs Xiao Liu will debut tomorrow." Sheng Nanzhou praised with a thumbs up.

After hearing this, Liu cursed: "Fuck you, eat a bamboo stick later."

Barbecuing outside by himself is relatively slow. Xu Sui saw that they were sorting out the yam, and he was a little hungry. When he reached for one, Zhou Jingze stretched out his hand and snatched it away.

Xu Sui watched Zhou Jingze give her snowdrop to Sheng Nanzhou, and looked at him: "Did you just want to eat it?"

"Hey, my brother hurts me." Sheng Nanzhou immediately took it and took a bite.

Sheng Nanzhou's voice gnawing on the snow lotus fruit was too crisp, and Xu was too greedy. In addition, he was hungry and hungry. In fact, he was a little angry in his heart.

Seeing that there was the last yacon left in the basket in front of him. She was about to reach for it, but with one hand faster, Zhou Jingze picked up the last yam and gnawed slowly.

Xu Sui was a little angry right now. Zhou Jingze gave her what she wanted to eat. Now he can't see her girlfriend when she is hungry. He buried his face in his knees and refused to look at him.

Super invincible villain.

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Zhou Jingze having eaten a piece of yam, and now he was washing his hands clean with water. He drew a paper towel and got up at the same time, a piece of soot fell on the soil, and the flame was extinguished.

Xu Sui hung her knees and made her eyes a little red. She sucked her nose. After a while, a plate of baked steamed buns appeared in front of her eyes, golden on both sides, covered with a layer of transparent honey, full of milk fragrance.

"You baked it?" Xu Sui sniffed.

"Well," Zhou Jingze raised his chin at her and smiled, "Apologize to my baby."

For the sake of eating, Xu Sui reluctantly forgave you Zhou Jingze. She sat on a small bench and ate the steamed buns seriously. Zhou Jingze didn't do anything. It was interesting to watch her eat with a bulging face. goldfish.

Seeing honey stains on the corners of her mouth, Zhou Jingze raised his hand to pinch her chin, and gently wiped off the corners of her mouth with his thumb. Sheng Nanzhou saw that Xu followed the small plate on his knee with a yard of slow film, and was about to reach for it.

Zhou Jingze had eyes on the back of his head. He freed up a hand and gave Sheng Nanzhou a palm. He slowly said, "I bake it myself, why would I still rush for food with the kids."

"..." Sheng Nanzhou ate a mouthful of dog food without saying. He looked at Xu Sui who was serious about eating steamed buns, and the more he looked at it, the more he realized it.

Yes, let him eat the yam fruit that will cool in his stomach. Oh, this brother can do a **** good job.

The setting sun slowly sank, spreading a flaming red towards them. Surrounded by snow-capped mountains, a group of people gathered around for a barbecue, playing cards and chatting, laughter came from time to time, and it didn't feel cold.

In the middle, Zhou Jingze answered a phone call, the expression on his face was not very good, his eyes filled with coldness, and he twitched the corners of his mouth mechanically: "You have decided for yourself, so why do you come to ask me?"

After speaking, he hung up the phone. Xu Sui sat next to Zhou Jingze, her hand was just put in his outer bag to warm her, and she gently clasped his hand, her voice was soft, "What's the matter?"

Zhou Jingze was very irritable, and suddenly met a pair of clean and quiet eyes. He unconsciously let go of the hand that he had just touched the cigarette case in his pocket, and smiled: "It's okay."

In the evening, the fire for heating ignited early. Everyone was cooperating and dividing the labor to set up tents. Hu Qianxi and Xu Sui slept together, and Sheng Nanzhou and Zhou Jingze were responsible for setting up tents for them.

Miss Hu commanded the two young masters very handily: "Hey, uncle, you must be honest, what if a corner suddenly collapses when you go to bed in the middle of the night?"

"It doesn't matter if it hits me, are you willing to hit it anywhere?"

With a cigarette in his mouth, Zhou Jingze leaned slightly to pick up the horizontal bar on the ground, and slid the bright yellow tarp along the diagonal line, frowning:

"Reluctant."

"That's good," Hu Qianxi rolled her eyes and looked at Sheng Nanzhou, frowning subconsciously, "Sheng, it seems that your craftsmanship is not very good. What can you rely on if you come out of the society without a skill?"

"Rely on rent collection." Sheng Nanzhou answered.

"..." Hu Qianxi.

Okay, when she didn't say.

Xu Sui was sorting things. When she turned around, she saw a dozen Kongming lanterns floating in the dark blue sky. They were very beautiful. She cried out in surprise, "Sisi, look."

"Wow, it's so beautiful. I want to take it and send it to Lu Wenbai. I have to share such a beautiful scenery with him." Hu Qianxi took out the phone and said to herself.

This small and small voice happened to fall in Sheng Nanzhou's hands. He almost poked his hand with a pole, his tone seemed to be joking: "Are you still thinking about that kid?"

"Yeah, I won't die until the Yellow River." Hu Qianxi said with a smile.

Xu Sui shook his head and said: "She is still losing weight recently, just because the road is white."

Sheng Nanzhou frowned, he wanted to say something and then stopped. In the end he just said: "You have to pay attention to your body."

Hu Qianxi was taken aback, and immediately showed a bright smile, covering up the emotions in her eyes: "Of course, I'm not stupid."

A group of people played until eleven o'clock, and finally everyone yawned because of their physical exhaustion and went back to their tents to sleep. Xu Sui lay down in his sleeping bag, and after laying down his things, his eyelids couldn't hold back for a while, and he fell asleep in a daze.

But after all, Xu Sui's sleep was not very consoling. Xu Sui's sleep was always shallow, coupled with some recognition of the bed, she woke up after three hours of sleep, and Hu Qianxi's even and long breathing sounded nearby.

Xu Sui habitually stretched out his hand to take the cellphone next to his pillow, turned on the screen, and saw Zhou Jingze send a message for half an hour:

Zjz: [One by one, have you slept yet? 】

Xu Sui turned around and typed on the screen with his fingers: [Fell asleep, wake up again, a little bit of bed recognition. 】

ZJZ: [Then come out to see the stars. 】

【good. 】

After Xu Sui returned the news, he tiptoedly got up, put on a coat and ran out of the tent. When she looked up, the sky above her head was dark blue, the clouds were thin, and there were no stars.

Zhou Jingze was clearly lying to her.

Xu Sui ran all the way towards the blue tent where Zhou Jingze slept. Looking at it from a distance, he was wearing a black down jacket and sitting on the edge of the tent. He was holding a cigarette, bowed his head and held the fire in his palms, the flames were scarlet.

Xu Sui wanted to scare him on a whim, but he staggered and fell forward. Zhou Jingze hurriedly supported her with one hand, and silently extinguished the smoke with the other hand.

Her chin just hit his thigh, and she was lying on the man in a weird posture. Zhou Jingze looked down at her with a sloppy smile:

"You don't have to be so proactive when you see a boyfriend."

Xu Sui struggled from him, muttering in a low voice, "Nothing."

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, the two leaned side by side, a cold wind rushed in, Xu Sui immediately hid in Zhou Jingze's arms, his cheeks pressed against his broad chest, and the warm and powerful heartbeat fell in his ears.

Zhou Jingze hugged her, his hands with clear joints passed through her hair, his eyes were looking into the distance, and he didn't speak.

Xu Sui realized that he was in a bad mood, and always wanted to do something to divert his attention. She suddenly withdrew from her arms and said, "Let's play the game. If you lose, you can ask the other person alone. If you don't want to, you can play the game."

"Okay."

Zhou Jingze got up and went to the tent. When he came out, he was holding a small folding table under his elbow, holding a box of things in his hand, and said with a smile: "It just happened to be Sheng Nanzhou stuffed in my bag."

It is a temple building block, a tall tower and a dangerous building. The two take turns to draw a building block. If the frame of the building block is still stable, it wins, and if one piece falls or collapses, it is a loss.

As soon as the game started, Xu Sui carefully drew out a building block in the center of the temple. After pulling it out, she did not move. She exhaled. Compared with Xu Sui's prudence, Zhou Jingze seemed much more casual. He took a piece and didn't move.

The two of them continued to play. After playing to the back, Zhou Jingze drew a building block, and the other building block fell out. Xu Sui's eyes lit up: "You lost!"

"You ask." Zhou Jingze held the blocks in his hand, his tone calm.

Xu Sui thought about it and asked a question she had been curious about for a long time: "Why did you give up studying music in high school and become a pilot?"

Fearing to be seen in her mind, Xu Sui added: "I think everyone has always been curious."

Zhou Jingze looked startled, she did not expect that she would ask this question, and smiled: "Maybe you will be disappointed. I chose flying technology at the beginning only because of the roots in my head."

He squinted his eyes and recalled: "I don’t remember exactly what happened at the time in high school. Anyway, I was very stiff with my dad at that time. He was born with airsickness. No matter what business he talked about, he would only take the high-speed train or drive. I didn’t see anything related to airplanes. I changed my wishes to disgust him. At that time, everyone around me, including the teachers, was very opposed to them. They thought I was betting on my future. Grandpa, after all, he loves airplanes all his life."

It turned out to be the case. The two continued to play the game. This time with a "click", the wooden block fell. This time Xu Sui lost. She looked a little annoyed: "I lost."

"Do you least like what others do to you?" Zhou Jingze asked.

Xu Sui thought for a moment: "I don't like others to lie to me."

Zhou Jingze was taken aback for a moment, and the soot on his fingertips piled up, burning his fingers. I don't know why, there was a panic in his heart.

"It's me," Xu Sui stretched out his five fingers and shook in front of his eyes, trying to get Zhou Jingze back to his senses. "What is the more pity you think?"

"The tattoo on the back of my hand is washed off." Zhou Jingze said casually.

Xu Sui thinks of Zhou Jingze in high school. Every time he played the cello or played on the basketball court, the back of his hand tattooed a string of English around a capital letter Z, which is always so eye-catching, arrogant and arrogant.

She silently wrote down Zhou Jingze's words. The two continued to play the game. Xu Sui asked Zhou Jingze to play him in the forehead as soon as he lost. If he lost, he was asked a question.

Xu Sui swallowed nervously, hesitated for a long time, or plucked up the courage to ask, "Why did you change your girlfriends one after another in high school?"

After asking, she quickly lowered her head and unconsciously grasped the corner of her clothes with her fingers. The mountain wind is still at this moment, the opposite mountain tip is white, and the surroundings are in a kind of silence.

Zhou Jingze spoke in the silence, with a lazy tone, and looked at her with a smile but a smile: "You are a routine for playing for a long time, my sister."

"Since... then forget it," Xu Suigang wanted to speak, Zhou Jingze's voice was a little hoarse: "There is no big reason, after my dad cheated, my mom committed suicide by burning charcoal.

"At first it was against my dad, but later I thought it was nice to have someone to accompany him."

So he loves lively, always playing in the noisy and sensual place.

Xu Sui didn't know that she had touched Zhou Jingze's sad thing accidentally. When she was thinking about what to say, she inadvertently raised her head with a surprised look:

"Look, there are stars!"

He and Xu Sui sat face to face across a small table. Zhou Jingze turned to look at the sky when he heard the words. A small but shining star appeared in the originally dim and dark sky, and then, one, two, three. Stars... Seven or eight, more and more stars appeared, lighting up the sky instantly.

"My mother said--"

Zhou Jingze remembered that in his dream, his mother was as elegant and beautiful as ever, and finally she left with a gentle voice:

"When stars appear in the sky, it's your mother who comes to see you."

Xu Sui often feels that Zhou Jingze is multifaceted, frivolous, smart, proud, and a bit more stable than his peers, but you will find that this is the tip of the iceberg, sinking him, sharp, public, and sometimes very lonely.

I don't know why, Xu Suiqingxin has a sense of reality about the fact that she and Zhou Jingze are together tonight. He is not aloof, he doesn't care about anything, and Zhou Jingze, who is scornful with a smile, also has a lonely side.

When Xu Sui heard these words, her eyes became sour subconsciously. She was not good at comforting others, and stammered: "I... will always be with you."

The mountain breeze blew again, the shout was loud, Zhou Jingze turned his back to her, Xu Sui thought he hadn't heard it, and was trying to find a topic to reveal.

Zhou Jingze suddenly turned his head and leaned over, Xu Sui raised his eyes ignorantly, and hit a pair of dark and long eyes. Without giving the little girl a second chance to react, he leaned in and kissed him.

At this moment, the temple on the table collapsed.

I don't know if it was the reason why he ate the mint just now. The powder came over from the tip of his tongue, and Xu Sui subconsciously licked it. It was cool and sweet. He hooked the remaining bit back again, his Adam's apple slowly swallowed, and he couldn't tell who was smelling it.

Xu Suibei couldn't breathe well, Zhou Jingze's eyes overflowed with unbearable red, his lips moved downward, and he licked the tender flesh of his neck.

"Baby, you are so soft."

"You...don't say it." Xu Sui blushed so much that he could bleed, and simply stretched out his hand to cover his ears.

The more he delivers his affection, the more his heart is moved, Zhou Jingze has always been a bad person, his voice is low and hoarse:

"Can you touch it?"

Although Xu Sui was scared and nervous, she wanted to make Zhou Jingze happy, so she lay on his shoulders and nodded gently.

Zhou Jingze sucked on her neck, opened her sweater with well-knotted hands, and leaned in. Xu Sui breathed heavily and felt a hard, silver-like thing scratching her skin, and there was a moment of trembling.

After she saw it clearly, Xu Sui widened her eyes in disbelief, and her voice was forced to intermittently: "This...isn't this...the ring I intend to give Sheng Nanzhou?"

Why did it wear it on his hand? That day she asked Zhou Jingze if he had seen her ring, but he still said that he had not.

When the mountain breeze blew, Zhou Jingze came over, licked her ear, and the heat sprayed, his voice is domineering:

"It's Lao Tzu now."