Confession (Ying Cheng)
Chapter 77: Confession October 17, 2010
Zhou Jingze leaned over, his lips were close, Xu Sui turned his head, his ears became hot, and said, "Don't pick it up."
This rejection was especially clear in the rain.
The man just kissed her hair.
"Tsk."
Zhou Jingze's voice was low and hoarse, and he stretched out his broad palms to hold her from behind, and his white neck was stuck in a tiger's mouth. Xu Sui was forced to raise his head, and his quiet eyes looked at him helplessly.
It happened that these eyes hooked out the evil and possessive factors in the man's heart.
He bowed his head and kissed.
First touched her lips, then kissed her tightly closed eyelashes, nose, and then stretched out the tip of her tongue to pry open her lips, gently sucking on her lips.
Xu Sui passively took it, tilted his head very hard, resisted first, and rushed to grab his clothes uncontrollably.
The temperature inside the car gradually increased, and only the automatic windshield wipers swayed around, the sound of rain hitting slates, the slight sound of rubbing clothes, and the sound of them kissing.
Zhou Jingze kissed her, freed a hand to take off the hand that was holding his shoulder, and held her instead.
In a rainstorm, the two clasped their fingers together and took a long kiss.
Zhou Jingze kissed her for three minutes before he was willing to let go.
When the showers first stopped, Zhou Jingze drove Xu Sui home. After the person was sent back, Zhou Jingze received a phone call from Hu Xixi on the way home.
Zhou Jingze tapped to answer, but before he spoke, Hu Xixi's lively and powerful voice came from the other end of the phone: "Uncle!"
"Yes, you are so imposing. People who don't know thought you were dead uncle." Zhou Jingze turned the steering wheel, his tone was slow.
Hu Xixi "hehe" twice, and asked about Zhou Jingze's current situation. The corners of his lips were slightly curved, and he replied, "Very good, you will have an aunt soon."
What a clever lord Xixi is, as soon as I heard the two are on the way to reunion, after all, as Zhou Jingze's relatives, she still doesn't know him.
For so many years, he only believed Xu Sui.
"Wow, congratulations, I know you two will get together in the end, she really likes you, you don't know when..." Hu Qianxi said with emotion.
Zhou Jingze suddenly missed the steering wheel, braked hard, and made a sharp sound that pierced the sky, his expression stunned, and he confirmed again:
"What did you say?"
The other end of the phone was startled, thinking Zhou Jingze hadn't heard him clearly, so he had to repeat it.
A feeling of being lost and regained, Zhou Jingze parked the car on the side of the road and smoked a cigarette to ease his emotions.
After a while, he said again: "What about you, tell uncle how are you doing?"
"Of course it is happy and fulfilling, but a little tired. We just saved a wounded Sanhua deer in a religious war conflict, and the baby African elephant I raised is getting more and more kissable to me. She even learned to share food with me.” Hu Qianxi was excited, and her tail rose up. When she mentioned the little animals she raised, she was very precious.
"And there are..." Hu Qianxi shared happily at first, but gradually her voice weakened and her tone choked, "It's just that sometimes it...it hurts, and it hurts several times. Can't go on anymore."
Zhou Jingze was still in a leisurely posture. Hearing this, he suddenly sat up straight, interrupted her, and said sternly: "Sixi, go home."
...
When Sheng Nanzhou received Zhou Jingze's call, it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, saying that there was something for him to come over.
There was no way, the slave Sheng Nanzhou had to get up from the bed trembling. After putting on his clothes, he made a "ding" and the phone screen displayed the message from Zhou Jingze.
[By the way, bring a box of Loratadine. 】
Sheng Nanzhou replied indifferently: [Oh. 】
Sheng Nanzhou braved the wind and snow and rushed to Zhou Jingze's home with a box of medicine. After entering the door, he caught a glimpse of a red mark on Zhou Jingze's neck and several blood-red scratches.
With a "boom", Sheng Nanzhou's hand stretched out from his sleeve strenuously, threw the medicine box on the coffee table, glanced at the miserable condition of his neck, and said in a mocking tone:
"True, allergic for love, master pick-up."
Zhou Jingze was not angry either. He sat down, flicked a cigarette out of the cigarette case, held it in his mouth, and the receiver made a "slap". The orange fire burst out, ignited, and then extinguished.
He exhaled a puff of gray smoke, his voice filled with ice, and his tone was complacent: "Master is indeed better than you, you are a bully."
"Hey, I rushed over to give you medicine in the middle of the night, why did I scold someone?" Sheng Nanzhou sat down opposite him.
"Sixi's situation isn't very good over there..." Zhou Jingze paused and talked about her recent situation.
After Zhou Jingze finished speaking, Sheng Nanzhou fell silent unexpectedly, his eyelids twitched: "I will pick her up."
As soon as he finished speaking, Sheng Nanzhou picked up the mobile phone on the side and lowered his eyes to book the fastest international flight, and walked out while looking at the phone. Zhou Jingze raised his eyes and glanced at his back, raised his hand to squeeze out the cigarette between his fingertips in the ashtray, and said:
"If you can't pick it up, don't come back either."
Sheng Nanzhou paused from the back, his voice lowered: "I know."
After Zhou Jingze became Xu Sui's probationary boyfriend, he really spoiled her.
Knowing that she is afraid of cold and low blood sugar, there will always be warm stickers and chocolate in her pocket.
Occasionally watching a movie together, halfway through Zhou Jingze was in a hurry, Xu Sui urged him to leave, saying that it was okay to watch the movie alone.
Zhou Jingze clasped her hand back and said in a slow tone: "No hurry, I kind of want to watch the ending."
Xu Sui silent, she knew that Zhou Jingze tried to put her first.
The deadliest thing about this man of Zhou Jingze is not only his attractive appearance and personality, but also the stability and logical rigor in his bones.
On the weekend, the two made an appointment, and Zhou Jingze agreed to take her to the Rongcheng beach. The high-speed rail ticket was booked at 10 o'clock in the morning and returned on the same day. The next day, Xu Sui was tired from work the previous day, and when he woke up, it took more than half an hour to get up.
She originally ordered the alarm clock at 7 o'clock, but got up at 7:40.
When Xu Sui finished washing and halfway through the makeup painting, Zhou Jingze went upstairs and knocked on the door to come in.
They made an appointment to leave for the high-speed rail station at 9:30, and there was still half an hour before the two agreed.
Xu Sui's tone was a little flustered: "I'll be fine right away."
Zhou Jingze didn't say anything, and sat aside waiting for her.
The girl dangled before going out, and when Xu hurriedly finished her makeup, she became entangled with the hairband.
She wanted to choose a green one, but felt that it was too consistent with the color of the earrings, so she took a black and white polka dot, and it seemed okay to match it.
Xu Sui glanced at it and thought the blue ribbon was good.
So he was completely entangled.
Throughout the whole process, Zhou Jingze didn't urge her, but waited for her patiently.
Xu Sui glanced at the time at 9:40 and was startled. She pushed Zhou Jingze's arm and walked out with a frustrated tone: "Ah, I'm going to be late, let's go, don't wear it anymore."
Zhou Jingze paused, turned her head, walked across the dressing table with her hand, and pointed to the hairband on the table: "I think the black and white dots look better, but you can wear them all and try them out to have an effect."
"It's okay, no hurry."
"It's not in a hurry, I'm going to be late." Xu Sui's tone was distressed.
Zhou Jingze picked up the hairband from the dressing table to help her try one by one, his eyes overflowing with carelessness:
"Guess you will stay in bed today or be late because of makeup, I have already changed the ticket in advance at two o'clock in the afternoon."
"So you can choose slowly. After you choose, I will take you to lunch, and then go to the high-speed rail station. The hotel is also booked. Stay there for one night. This is planB." Zhou Jingze said slowly.
Xu Sui breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time sighed at his thoughtfulness, and said, "Okay, then I will choose slowly."
When dating couples, the other party often loses their temper and quarrels because one party is late, but in Zhou Jingze, this kind of situation does not happen at all.
As a boyfriend, Zhou Jingze is indeed very picky.
After returning from Rongcheng, it was a working day. Zhou Jingze seemed to be going on a business trip to the city. It coincided with the day when the vaccine was given in 1017. He gave Xu Sui the key and asked her to help bring the cat to get the vaccine.
Xu Sui hadn't been to Amber Lane for a long time, stepped in, and many sealed memories were opened.
As soon as he entered the door, Xu Sui tentatively called "1017", and an old cat immediately jumped out of the flowerbed and rolled to her feet like a big orange snowball.
Xu Sui squatted down and touched its head, his heart softened to a mess.
Xu Sui walked into Zhou Jingze's house and found the pet bag. Master Kui found out that it was her, wagging his tail, and licking her palm enthusiastically.
"It's been a long time since you." Xu Sui said with a smile.
Xu Sui played with it for a while, and finally walked out with the cat in his arms. When the man walked out of the yard and closed the door, he ran into a tall young man with a flat head.
Xu Sui felt that he was familiar with him and couldn't remember who the other party was, so he nodded at him and was about to leave with the cat in his arms. Which flathead called her, and said, "Hey, Sister Xu Sui."
"How do you know me?" Xu paused in his footsteps, with a confused tone.
Chengyou holding a kraft paper bag in his hand, walked over: "My name is Chengyou, we have seen each other, blind date? Barbecue stall? The boss fights for you, remember? I was there at that time."
Cheng You made gestures while saying keywords. Xu Sui watched his face gradually meet the number, and nodded: "Remember, what do you want to do with him? He is on a business trip, but he will be back tomorrow."
"Well, the company's announcement has come down," Cheng You scratched his head, his tone hesitant, "Why don't you pass it to him for me, this matter... I'm a little afraid to face him, and I can't imagine his expression." ."
Xu Sui took the kraft paper envelope bag and wanted to take it back. Hearing what he said, his fingers twisted the white thread on it, hesitated for a moment or opened it.
Half of the white document is exposed from the envelope, and the bold title is conspicuous and dazzling. It is the termination letter of Zhou Jingze from Dongzhao International Airlines.
The black pupil shrank violently.
She glanced at the date on it, it was the day when Xu Sui pushed him away and deliberately stayed with Bai Yu. Zhou Jingze didn't mention this from beginning to end, and after the reconciliation, he just said lightly that he was grounded.
What did she do?
Xu Sui took a breath, and his throat was dry for a while: "Can you tell me why he was grounded?"
"This...I..." Chengyou said hesitantly, but he met her eyes and sighed, "I will tell you all, but you must not tell the boss that I said it, I still want to live well. ."
Cheng You said that Zhou Jingze has outstanding achievements in the industry and first-class flying skills. He is naturally highly valued by the leaders. In addition, he is open-minded, proud but not conceited, and his colleagues also get along well with him.
In the industry, Zhou Jingze is well-known.
At the same time, Dongzhao International Airlines has another powerful general named Gao Yang.
But it became a bit quicker.
When it comes to China Eastern Airlines, the first thing people think of is Zhou Jingze, not Gao Yang.
Because no one cares about second place.
On an international flight from Shanghai to Honolulu, Zhou Jingze flew the TC310 international flight with his old partner Li Haoning as usual.
The captain and the deputy captain can work together, it must be a relationship of absolute trust.
Zhou Jingze is a relatively stable person. There is almost nothing in the flight, because for the safety of the passengers, he must personally control all important matters during the flight, and other minor matters will be handed over to the deputy captain. .
However, before this flight, Li Haoning suddenly asked Zhou Jingze for coffee.
Li Haoning held the hot coffee in her hand, her face was a little pale, and said, "My mother was diagnosed with kidney failure and uremia last month."
Zhou Jingze had just taken a sip of coffee and burned the tip of his tongue when he heard the words. He patted Li Haoning's shoulder: "If you need any help, just say it."
Li Haoning smiled bitterly: "I originally wanted to take my mom to Honolulu on annual leave, but now it seems impossible. Boss...Can you leave me flying the whole trip, and then help me take a picture, I think Send it to my mom."
For the flight from Shanghai to Honolulu, the sovereignty was handed over to Li Haoning, which was not in Zhou Jingze's plan.
It stands to reason that one of the four flights can be delivered to the deputy captain. However, the time of returning from Shanghai to Honolulu is not the right time. It is the most fatigued time of the pilots in the middle of the night. In addition, the requirements of each route in terms of air traffic control are different. Come.
"Boss, don't worry, I will definitely not hold you back." Li Haoning emphasized, begging with an expression.
"I can let you fly," Zhou Jingze thought for a while, raised his eyelids and looked at him with sharp eyes, "It's not to hold me back, but to remember that you are carrying the life of the passenger on your shoulders."
"Understood." Li Hao assured.
"Row."
When returning to Honolulu, Li Haoning looked at Zhou Jingze cautiously.
The main driver Zhou Jingze's voice is low and deep: "Li Haoning, you control it."
"Received." Li Haoning grinned immediately.
After everything was checked, the plane took off normally and slowly and steadily flew above the sky.
There was a layer of sweat on Li Haoning's palm, and a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.
Zhou Jingze thought he was nervous, and smiled and wiped his forehead with a tissue.
At three o'clock in the middle of the night, everything was normal, the radar screen suddenly failed, and one side turned white.
When everything hadn't reacted, Li Haoning strayed from the channel and turned to the right.
Fatal operational errors.
Because of the failure of the radar and the weather, the plane began to shake violently.
Immediately afterwards, a passenger who had just walked out of the toilet fell to the ground due to a large impact from the cabin, causing a seizure.
The passenger cabin began to riot, the voice of children crying, the voice of passengers uneasy calling for help, and the voice of flight attendants comforting.
Zhou Jingze sat in the cockpit, the plane shook violently, and he was about to be thrown out. He tightly grasped the handrail, his eagle eyes were calm, what would be the serious consequences of the situation?
The engine caught fire, the fuselage was damaged and plummeted, and the lives of the people on the plane...
He didn't even dare to think further.
A thunder suddenly sounded on the left side, and he turned on the screen to check it. Only then did he see that the left wing was inserted into the cumulonimbus cloud.
At the same time he thinks quickly and stays calm. Because the control instruments on both sides of the captain and the captain are the same, there is a mutual check and balance relationship.
So Zhou Jingze can only remind him: "Control the flying speed, and tilt the joystick to the right."
As soon as he finished speaking, Li Haoning was still confused. Zhou Jingze noticed that there was something wrong with him, and he didn't even think about whether his eyes were regretful or flustered at the time.
He sharply reminded: "Ihave!"
Zhou Jingze is going to do it himself.
When the captain issued this command, the deputy captain must give way, and Li Haoning was awake as if he had just woke up from a dream, his face pale.
Zhou Jingzeyu didn't have time to take into account his emotions, and while desperately stabilizing the speed, he pulled the joystick to the right.
The fuselage was still shaking, and Li Haoning's head hit the baffle, a bruise.
In the thunder and lightning, Zhou Jingze still had a calm face and was very calm, pulling the joystick to leave the cumulonimbus cloud.
At the very moment, the left wing wiped the cumulonimbus and left.
The fuselage began to return to stability, and the commotion gradually became quieter, Zhou Jingze sighed heavily, and a dense layer of sweat broke out on his back.
Aftermath.
The final result of this flight accident was two injuries to two passengers.
After the incident, the company severely suspended Zhou Jingze and Li Haoning, as well as urgent public relations in the company immediately.
After all, Zhou Jingze is the company's capable man, and he is not at fault, just when everyone thought that there should be no major problems with this matter.
The media began to report on Zhou Jingze’s mistakes in the flight accident. According to colleagues, he said he was arrogant. This time it was a habit to shirk the responsibility of handing over the task to the co-pilot. He just wanted to enjoy the results and added that he despised sickness and ignored the pilot. , Discipline rules, chaos in private life, etc.
For a time, Dongzhao International Airlines received hundreds of complaints every day.
Not only that, the marketing account also deliberately creates and guides public opinion and abuse.
Overwhelming scolding on the Internet hit Zhou Jingze like a tide.
Some people even stayed at the airline, smashed a mineral water bottle at him, and cursed him to go out and be hit by a car to death.
For a time, the goshawk fell to the altar.
Zhou Jingze suddenly understood one thing. The Internet can praise you without hesitation, or kill a person in the most vicious language.
What disappointed Zhou Jingze most was that the people he regarded as brothers in life and death accused him immediately afterwards, saying that the flight was manipulated by Zhou Jingze.
Because the regulations are like this, all responsibility for flight safety lies with the captain, and the first officer makes a mistake, and the captain bears the full amount.
Zhou Jingze was exiled in this way and reduced to an ordinary flight training instructor, the kind of instructor who was despised and ridiculed by the students.
Some time ago, Zhou Jingze did not expect Li Haoning to confess to him.
Because Zhou Jingze compensated the two passengers injured on the plane with his salary savings, and an anonymous copy was sent to Li Haoning’s mother.
This incident happened before Li Haoning accused him.
After Li Haoning learned of this, his conscience was disturbed, so he cried to ask Zhou Jingze to admit his mistake, and said with red eyes:
"I was instigated by Gao Yang. He said he would take care of you. He will bear all the costs of my mother's treatment and give her... the best doctor."
Zhou Jingze was silent for a while, took his collar and punched hard, staring at him fiercely:
"Your mother is a life, isn't the life of the passengers on the plane?"
Before leaving, Zhou Jingze gave him a deep look:
"Don't joke about life."
Gao Yangneng took action in this matter and secretly prevented Zhou Jingze from returning, and attacked him by all means because there was so much power behind him.
He was used to compare with Zhou Jingze, the second in ten thousand years, since he was in college, and was crushed all the way. After graduation, the two were still employed in the same company, and they were always overwhelmed by Zhou Jingze.
The seeds of jealousy began to take root very early, gradually twisted, and finally became a wildly growing vine.
Xu Sui was stunned. Was Gao Yang the tall and thin boy who played basketball games with Zhou Jingze and airplane games?
Whether it was he won basketball or lost in flight, the outside world also said that Gao Yang was always under Zhou Jingze.
"Thank you." Xu Sui smiled reluctantly and left with the cat in his arms.
She was afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions if she did not leave.
In the evening, Xu Sui drank glass after glass in the pub. When Liang Shuang arrived, she had already drank half a dozen beer.
While drinking, Xu Sui told Liang Shuang what happened to her and Zhou Jingze during this period, and what he had endured.
It turned out that he suffered so much.
As Xu Sui was talking, suddenly a drop of crystal clear tears dripped into the wine glass, and her eyes were red instantly. She sucked her nose, and her voice choked:
"Didn't you ask me why I was so concerned about him after breaking up?"
Xu Sui raised his head and took a sip of wine. The beer foam choked on the tip of his nose and his throat became sour:
"I...I just think that he can pick up a stray cat while walking on the road and raise it for a lifetime. The aunt who treats the noodle shop can say, "You have worked hard", sincere and kind, such a good person alone. "
"It should have a smooth future and a smooth journey."
Instead of smoking cigarettes in silence, trapped in the dusty base, using cynical smiles to cover up frustrations, but never doing what he likes anymore.
Liang Shuang held her hand and comforted her softly: "I understand."
Opposite the bar counter was facing a VIP booth, the crowd danced wildly on the dance floor, and the electronic sound was about to penetrate the eardrum.
A man in a casual shirt sitting in the middle of the deck has been staring at Xu Suiyi since he came in.
He raised his hand and called the waiter, whispering a few words in a low voice.
Not long after, a cup of Yege was delivered to Xu Sui. The waiter took the tray and said, "The gentleman over there bought you a drink."
Xu Sui turned his head and looked over. The man gave a gentle smile and raised a glass to her.
She squinted and looked over, and after confirming who the other party was, she jumped off the high stool, took the wild grid, crossed the crowds, and walked towards the man.
Life not only meets every corner of the world, but for some people, the bad roots in their bones will not change.
Xu Sui walked up to the man, and Li Sen on the side saw Xu Sui and mocked: "Yo, old classmate, long time no see."
"Where is your boyfriend? The instructor who broke the base now, he should be very idle." Li Sen laughed, turning his head and rushing to the person aside and said, "Hey, don't you know? Captain Zhou Jingze can't fly now, and has become a bereaved dog."
"It's really thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, hahaha!"
After speaking, the crowd burst into laughter, mixed with contempt, high above, and contempt.
Xu Sui never reacted.
Gao Yang in the middle of the seat remained silent, and then slowly revealed a triumphant smile.
Upon seeing this, Xu Sui poured a glass of wine over without hesitation, and the wine-red water stains poured from beginning to end.
The smile on Gao Yang's face, who was still well-dressed, stopped abruptly. His white shirt was red and gray, and his hair became strands of red wine, dripping wet.
"Are you **** crazy?"
Li Hao stood up immediately and was about to grab her immediately.
Xu Sui was not afraid, his eyes were dazzling and fearless.
Gao Yang said: "Let her go."
Li Hao let go, Xu Sui looked at the group of people in front of her, only feeling sick, she stared at Gao Yang's life and cursed the most vicious swear word, so angry that her breath was unstable:
"You bitch's dead eunuch!"
When Liang Shuang rushed over, these words were just finished. She took Xu Sui's hand and kept apologizing: "Sorry, she's drinking."
Li Hao's face sank, Gao Yang waved his hand, thinking, forget it, Zhou Jingze can't turn over either.
At 12 o'clock in the evening, Zhou Jingze received a call from Liang Shuang as soon as he got off the high-speed rail. He immediately drove to the bar where they were.
The night is silent, and when people talk, they will become a cloud of white mist.
Liang Shuang supported Xu Sui and stood under the street lamp. Not long after, Zhou Jingze appeared, and he took Xu Sui from Liang Shuang.
The parking lot was some distance away from them, Zhou Jingze carried Xu Sui on his back, hugged her legs with both hands, and turned upside down.
Xu Sui was so drunk, she suddenly raised her hand and slapped Zhou Jingze:
"Why are you back?"
"If I miss you, I will come back early." Zhou Jingze smiled.
Xu Sui burped "Oh", her eyes were confused, her long eyelashes blinked, and she began to curse and swear.
Zhou Jingze was amused by her poor vocabulary. She didn't know who she was scolding. From the end to the end, she would only scold "dead eunuch" and "the villain doesn't have a fork when he eats instant noodles."
"Hey, let me tell you a secret," Xu Sui suddenly pinched his ear, and the heat was blowing on it.
Zhou Jingze's body instantly stiffened. He breathed smoothly and asked, "What's the secret?"
"You can definitely fly the plane again," Xu Sui said softly, muttering again.
"Definitely."
The answer to Xu Sui was a long silence.
Seeing that no one answered her, Xu Sui pulled up his collar boldly and asked fiercely:
"Do you not believe me?"
Zhou Jingze laughed lowly. He didn't care about a drunk for the time being, and said casually:
"letter."
Zhou Jingze continued to walk forward with her on his back. When the parking lot was about to happen, a moon came out.
Xu Sui's two arms wrapped his arms unconsciously, and said seriously:
"I will always be with you."
At the same time, hot tears slipped from the corner of her eyes and flowed into Zhou Jingze's neck, burning his heart.
He shook his whole body and froze until he heard a long and even breath behind him.
The corners of Zhou Jingze's lips pulled out a slight curve, thinking, it didn't hurt the wrong person for nothing, his girl knew that he was sorry for him.
Who knew that Xu Sui, who woke up from a hangover the next day, would not admit that he would always be with you.
No matter how Zhou Jingze tried to verify in disguise, she couldn't open her mouth.
Xu Sui pretended to drink water calmly, covered his face with the water, and said, "It's just being drunk."
She didn't want to recall the gaffe of herself last night.
There was a low magnetic laughter above her head. Zhou Jingze took her cup away, leaned over to look at her, and asked:
"Really? Then explain to me why the cat is called 1017."
Xu Sui was stunned and remembered something. At first, I met a stray cat in the back garden and decided to choose this name. It was her secret. Later, only Hu Qianxi knew about it.
1017, the first day the university saw Zhou Jingze again, October 17, 2010.
From then on, her life was as bright as sunshine.