"and then?"

"There's no then, and then it's just a cycle of counting numbers with everything in the house."

Li Nan smiled, his hair was still not cleaned, but his face and hands looked much neater than the first time he came to the hospital.

"Started washing your face?"

Mu Chun asked.

"Well, start washing your face."

Li Nan's voice was very low, it was really unreasonable for such a big man to keep his mind clear without washing his face.

"Sometimes I really wish I was bewitched. I went to a forum before, and there were many people in my situation, but everyone's situation seems to be different. I saw someone walking in a figure 7 Yes, if you make a mistake, you have to go through it again.”

When Chu Sisi heard what Li Nan said, her heart beat wildly. She covered her face with her hand, for fear that the expression on her face would reveal some terrible news.

"What's wrong with Dr. Chu? Are you uncomfortable? Li Nan is your patient."

"Oh no, I'm fine."

"It's good that I'm fine. I'll go downstairs to the nurse's desk first to see what new patients I can wait for. I'll trouble Dr. Chu first."

Before going out, Mu Chun did not forget to raise his mouth to Chu Sisi, there was no kindness in this smile.

"So you said that forum?"

Chu Sisi didn't know where to start, so she simply continued from what Li Nan said just now.

"Well, the server suddenly crashed a few months ago, and I can no longer access it. I only saw this forum at the beginning of the year."

"Have you tried posting some of your condition on the forums and asking people what exactly caused your condition?"

"No, I haven't had the habit of posting on the forum for a long time, and this matter is... difficult for me."

The voice of the last sentence was so soft that Chu Sisi could not hear clearly.

She stood up, went to the window sill and closed all the windows tightly. A voice outside the window interfered with her clearly hearing what Li Nan said.

"You didn't post, so you just read what other people said on the forum?"

"Yes, that's about it. I read almost all the posts and replies on the forum. For a while, I almost lived on these posts."

"Live?" Chu Sisi bit her lip, and firmly pinched the corner of her white coat with her right hand under the table.

Sweat continued to flow from the hands, and eventually sweat began to break out on the forehead.

Li Nan is an observant person. He saw Chu Sisi's nervousness, so he comforted him: "It's okay, I'm fine, I'm used to it."

"But it's impossible to get used to it, right? A life almost destroyed."

Li Nan was a little surprised, how could Dr. Chu say such words in a sudden emotion.

Doctors, shouldn't they be cold.

I didn't have much hope at first, I just thought that there might be a chance, and I almost exhausted my strength before going out. Whether I can go out next time, whether I can still come to the hospital, I'm afraid it depends on God's will.

For a patient like myself who couldn't find the cause in the book, I feel a little sorry for making a young doctor so embarrassed.

Compared to Mu Chun who sat comfortably in his seat, this Dr. Chu was really more nervous than the patient.

"Yeah, it's impossible to get used to, keep repeating, and those things will change. During this period of time, you have to lift and put down the quilt 21 times a day before you can get out of bed. Open and close your eyes 21 times. It is easy to make a mistake when opening and closing your eyes.

Why on earth do people become so timid? "

"I do not know either."

Chu Sisi talked to herself.

"What? Doctor Chu, I'm sorry I didn't hear clearly."

"I said, I don't know either."

I don't know how to help Li Nan, I don't know how to respond to what Li Nan said, I don't know anything, my mind is blank, Chu Sisi thinks it's too difficult, treating patients, really sitting on this chair Sometimes, everything becomes too difficult, completely different from imagination.

Why is Mu Chun so relaxed on this chair, as if everything is logical.

"Yeah, but talking to you guys makes me feel better, and I don't know why."

"Really? Then come here often to chat."

Li Nan squeezed out a little smile in embarrassment.

Through his disheveled hair, Chu Sisi saw a handsome face. He should be a very dazzling boy before he got sick.

But now, it is a person who is always in tension.

Li Nan has a very good description, "I only have freedom when I wake up every morning. After half a minute, when my consciousness is fully awake, my brain seems to take up 99% of the memory, everywhere. It’s stuck, and UU reading www.uukanshu.com is struggling. Only when one thing has just been completed will there be a moment of relaxation, and soon these strange thoughts will come back again.”

So his room is his prison, full of obstacles, he is not free, not free for a moment. But he couldn't leave either, he locked himself in the room willingly and helplessly.

"It would be great if that forum was still there. I went to that forum again these days and found that it still hasn't recovered. There must be hundreds of people posting posts on it. Everyone's situation is quite similar. I'm a chemistry student. Yes, I don't know many things very well, especially the text, and I don't have a special feeling.

To be honest with Dr. Chu, I searched for a lot of books and bought about a dozen of them. I thought that since there are so many people with similar symptoms on the forum, maybe some books have mentioned my situation.

Later, I found a book written by teacher Chu Xiaofeng. He said that this kind of repetitive behavior can be treated with talk therapy, and I should go to the physical and mental doctor in the hospital to have a look.

So I came here because it's really close to where I live. "

"I want to know what kind of fear you have? Do you think those things will really happen?"

Chu Sisi planned to talk to Li Nan about his concerns according to the method in his father's book, and maybe he could find some good starting points. As for what to do in the future, she hadn't thought about it yet, at least after talking, maybe she could ask teacher.

"No, I can't tell. That state is very strange. I strongly feel that something terrible is reminding me in my mind."

As soon as he finished speaking, Li Nan shook his hand again to deny what he just said, "I should say that there is a voice in my head that keeps pressing the siren, like a fire alarm, and keeps saying, horrible Things happen."