This dark ocean is not a drop of liquid, but a condensate of countless negative emotions. Pain, numbness, itchiness, and uncomfortable feelings. In addition to these physical negatives, there are more All kinds of negative emotions, such as fear, depression, anger, and even negativity, will accumulate in this.

Ikura Shinji is looking for that light in this ocean of negative. Yes, there is not even a little light in this dark. The only light is the light of oneself, that is, a person’s consciousness is in this negative. There is the only light in the ocean, because even the most vicious people have such a little kindness and positiveness in their hearts, and this is the light in this dark ocean, although it is very rare, very small, It's very dark and dark, as if it will disappear completely in the next instant, but in this completely dark ocean of negativity, where there is no light at all, this light seems to be the light transmitted from heaven one [Pig] [Pig] [Island] novel www.huhu.m like.

Ikaki Shinji is relying on this little bit of light, constantly sneaking in and searching in this dark ocean. These negative states are constantly eroding all his perceptions. The external manifestation is that his own light is getting dimmed, even The entire surface was stripped away, revealing a body with a ray of internal force, but a red ray of flesh and blood.

"There... Asuka, where are you..."

Ikura Shinji's eyes had never been so determined, even though he was so painful that he just wanted to escape from here, but the courage burst in his heart made him dive into a deeper level of negativity.

In fact, Shinji Ikura has never heard of what this place is, but vaguely remembers that Miss Misato seemed to say that when a person is driving an EVA and the synchronization rate is too high, he will sneak into this place. This is the deepest layer of life. The location is also the place where the AT force field is generated, and it is also the so-called sea of ​​life.

Those who know will definitely know that the place where the light of the soul bursts out is the deepest and deepest place of the essence of life. It is a place deeper and deeper than the subconscious mind, the deepest consciousness, even the instinct, and even the soul. There is a great horror, an existence that is both a **** and a demon to life, and it has great power and destruction. This is the invisible and intangible place in the darkness, but at the same time, it is also a life bursting out of the soul. Where the light is, in the darkness, bursts out the light of the most primitive essence of life, and this is the beginning of detachment and the beginning of immortality. This...is the light of the soul, the light of the soul.

And at this moment, Shinji Ikura is bursting with such a light, lighting up this dark ocean of negative, whether it is he relied on EVA, or the courage in his heart lit up, or luck, in short , He relied on this light to sneak into the deepest part of this dark ocean, where he saw a little light that was so faint that it was about to extinguish, it was... Asuka.

Ikura Shinji immediately sneaked next to Asuka, and saw Asuka crying while holding her leg, he immediately dived and shouted, "Asuka! Asuka! Can you hear my voice?"

Asuka seemed to be confused, she raised her head slightly, and saw Shinji Ikari trying to dive from top to bottom. Her eyes slowly grew from the dazed state, and finally, she showed a surprised expression, and then she was at Shinji Ikura. After sneaking in front of her and reaching out to her, Asuka slapped Shinji in the face with a snap.

"Idiot Shinji! Big Idiot Shinji! Why did you come in here? You don't know where it is? You...you won't be transformed into a human form!"

Asuka slapped Ikari Shinji with one slap, but the palm of her hand was getting lighter and the tears on her face increased. In the end, she could only touch the face of Ikura Shinji and shed tears silently, just chanting the foolish Shinji's words in her mouth. .

Ikura Shinji was surprised at first, then he became warmer, and the courage in his heart became more and more surging, and inexplicably, he thought in his heart, if he came to save Ling Boli, then it is estimated that Ling Boli would say she is not. Will leave because there is nowhere to go...

And in front of me is Asuka, Asuka's character, Asuka's words... It's so good, I found her.

Because of the courage in my heart, because of the sudden excitement, because of the slowly fermenting emotions, because of the unspeakable emotions, I don’t know why, at this moment Ikura Shinji hugged Asuka without waiting for Asuka to say anything. , He already said: "I said I will come to save you, I will definitely come to save you, no matter what other people think or plan, no one can stop me from coming to save you! We have agreed. ...I will go on a trip with peace in the future, I still remember this promise!"

Asuka was originally stiff when Shinji was hugged, and she just wanted to resist, but when she heard Shinji's words, her heart was suddenly filled with an indescribable softness, which was covered by negative emotions, lonely and helpless. There is no light, no hope, and the pain of losing everything is melted without knowing it, so she also softly embraced Ikura Shinji, and for a while only whispered: "You finally came to save me...you I finally came to rescue me. I'm so scared. Staying here alone makes me so scared..."

"Um...I know, I'm coming..."

"There are negative emotions everywhere here, so uncomfortable, so painful, can't feel life, feel that I'm slowly decayed, and I don't know anything..."

"Um...I know, I'm coming..."

"A lot of memories flooded up. I remembered when I was a kid, when I didn't drive the second plane, and I remembered many things I didn't want to remember. They all came out by themselves, and I kept crying..."

"Um...I know, I'm coming..."

"Stupid Shinji...Help me, I'm so scared by myself..."

"Hmm... That's for sure!"

Listening to Asuka’s unprecedented weak words, Ikari Shinji’s courage in his heart became more and more surging, as if it was about to turn into substance, he roared out loudly under this emotion, and hugged harder. After Asuka, she started to float up to the sea frantically. It’s just that it’s easy to float up when diving. When he floats up, the negative sea around him seems to come alive, squeezing him and entangled him. This is I want to keep him and Asuka here!

The only thing that can resist these black negative emotions is the light on the two people, but the light on the two of them is very dim at the moment, the light on Asuka is about to extinguish, the light on Shinji Ikura is slightly better, but it is also dimmed at any time They are generally extinguished. The two embraced each other and struggled upward in the dark ocean, but the light was about to extinguish, and they were increasingly unable to break free from this negative ocean.

"Stupid Shinji...you will stay here forever, you idiot..."

"I do not regret."

Ikura Shinji suddenly smiled and looked at Asuka seriously and said, "Uncle Roger taught me one thing, that is courage...If you don’t have the courage to face all this, the result will be sad, I I have never understood before, no, I do. It’s just because I’m afraid of being hurt and I don’t have the courage to take on all of this. So every time I evade, evade difficulties, evade you... But I want hope, I want a better tomorrow , Whether it’s you, Miss Miri, Ling Boli, or father... I want you all to be happy, and I also want to be happy, so I have to have the courage, so I told Uncle Roger It’s the same, waiting for other people’s charity, waiting for others to change, then the result is really what I want?"

"I told my heart like this~lightnovelpub.net~ I must have the courage to face everything, I must have the courage to overcome all of this, I..."

"Be courageous! No matter what you face!"

Just as Ikura Shinji said these words, from his fading body, a beam of light slowly rose up like a small flame, and a small amount of light burned from his chest. This light was so It is faint, as if a negative wave can be extinguished by hitting it, but it is just such a tiny bit of light that blocks the countless negatives and surrounds the two people, warm, light from the heart, The flame from the heart, the courage from the heart, this is...

Suddenly, the light was surging, fierce and vast, as if it became a star, turned into an infinite amount of light, illuminating this dark ocean, and transpiration dried up this endless dark ocean, Shinji and Ikura Asuka rose in this light, and gradually moved upward.

This is the flame that bursts from the deepest part of the dark heart, this is the light burst from the deepest hidden part of the soul, this is courage, faith, persistence, and the deepest understanding of one's own essence. This is...

The light of the soul!