Sitting in front of the computer for a long time, writing and deleting, were not satisfied.

I have been suffering until now before opening the leave form. In fact, I really don’t want to ask for leave, because there are a lot of leave requests this month.

In fact, old readers know that I will not ask for leave unless I have a last resort, after all, Long is a full-time author.

But maybe it really started a while ago, and there seemed to be some mental and physical problems. I couldn't sleep at night, and my brain was faint during the day, and my brain seemed to have been filled with half a pot of paste.

Yesterday, I changed the 4k words, then went to bed, woke up after three hours of sleep, got up and wrote the chapter that I made up in the morning, and then I am still confused until now.

This month, everyone gave me a lot of support. I have a lot of voting rewards and book reviews. I really want to write as much as possible to give back to everyone;

But today I really can’t write it again, I blame myself.

I plan to go to the hospital for an examination these two days.

I can only say sorry to everyone tonight.