Did the Queen’s Vest Fall Out?

Chapter 1317: if she is still alive

Jin Yaner wiped the moisture from the corners of her eyes, trying her best to maintain her last pride: "Brother Ming, I know you don't like me, you are so gentle with me, but it's just out of a sense of responsibility after getting engaged. Over the years, I have often been without anyone. I secretly asked myself, is the single effort worth it? No one told me the answer, and even I hesitated for a long time... I wanted to give up several times, but when I met your bright eyes, it seemed that I could persist for a lifetime... …

A few days ago, during the live broadcast of Xingchen No.1 Middle School, I went to the official website to watch the legendary Bai Qi. I didn't expect to see Wanwan there? ! She didn't die? Live well in this world! I was amazed and delighted! As a friend, she is really lucky to be alive! I have a chance to see my best friend goodbye, it would be a lie to say that I am not happy! On the other hand, when you show up late, you finally have the chance to let her go again. As long as you can untie the knot, we can still be happy together!

However, now Wanwan is no longer the bitter girl who was dependent on others at that time. With such a powerful elder sister as Bai Qi, Wanwan's status has risen long ago! In addition, now that Bai Qi has inherited all of Lin Sen's property and married into Ji's family, Wanwan's status is naturally obvious!

Emotionally, I have no advantage at all. The only thing that can help the Lu family's position of power, it seems that it is not worth mentioning now... Thinking about it, it is really sad. "

Jin Yan'er took a deep breath and said calmly: "Brother Ming, I like everything in this room! If it's not for proposing marriage, it's probably just to make amends... You asked me out to showdown with me and relieve the two Family engagement, and then put forward various conditions to compensate me, right?"

Obviously it is a question sentence, but between the lines, it is very sure!

Those light words weighed thousands of pounds, and Lu Ming couldn't breathe.

He originally planned to do so, but after hearing Jin Yaner say so much, how could he say those words with confidence?

Jin Yaner said in despair, "The marriage contract is just to constrain the relationship between the two families. As for compensation... Do I really need these things?" She wept silently, "What I want, from beginning to end, is just you. If you abandon me, it means nothing to me, no matter whether it is apology or compensation.

Actually, I can't blame you or Wanwan for the whole thing... It's my wishful thinking... The only thing I didn't expect was that after she appeared, I thought our relationship would turn for the better, but it came to an end. "

Having said this, Jin Yaner was choked up.

The proud and flamboyant girl wept faintly, and the broken beads rolled from her eyes and dripped under her feet, which also burned Lu Ming's heart.

The two looked at each other silently, and neither of them spoke.

The heating in the room was obviously turned on, but it was cooler than the cold weather outside, making Jin Yaner tremble and weak.

After a long time, Lu Ming clenched his fists, stepped forward, and hugged her.

The broad chest, the regular heartbeat, wrapped in a gentle breath and temperature, surrounded Jin Yaner.

"I'm sorry..." Lu Ming patted her back carefully, "I'm really sorry."

In a word, Jin Yan'er's last insistence collapsed, like a flood breaking a dam, she couldn't bear it any longer, she hugged Lu Ming sadly and cried bitterly.

The sobbing voice contained the struggle and unwillingness of the past few years. All the love and grievances erupted at this moment, making her cry without image.

Lu Ming hugged her tighter: "Yan'er, don't cry, okay? You listen to me first..."

Jin Yaner looked up in despair, her beautiful face was covered with tears, and she looked pitiful: "Needless to say... Brother Ming, I also have my own pride. If you really want to break off the marriage, I will not stop it... long ago. Gotta figure it out, right?"

Lu Ming stretched out his hand and wiped away her tears carefully and gently. His movements were very careful, and his tone became more and more patient: "I admit, you are right, I like Wanwan very much! For a long time after losing her , I almost want to die. But at that time, the Lu family had internal and external troubles. If I couldn't put away my love in time, I'm afraid it would have been gone! Of course, the biggest credit here is you who brought the Jin family to help.

In the years of getting along, I can indeed feel the shadow of Wanwan from you, but I think the two of you are good friends, and you should have similar interests and hobbies! It wasn't until I heard Mrs. Jin mention that you stopped practicing your beloved violin, and instead turned your head to study painting in depth, I didn't realize that you were deliberately trying to please me... Fool, why are you deliberately trying to please me? "Lu Ming didn't ask knowingly, but there was a gentle anger in his tone of voice, "Being yourself is the best. "

"I..." Jin Yaner didn't know what to say.

Lu Ming said again: "There is a sentence you said is very right, it has been in my heart every night, and I will never forget it. But there is not only love, but also the helplessness of being forced to give up at that time... All kinds of emotions are combined with With the responsibility imposed on the body, how can it be easily forgotten?

I like her, but I can't protect her. Seeing her leave and disappear, the pain in my heart is indescribable. Later, when I found out that she was still alive, I was just as happy as you in my heart! To tell you the truth, after the fact that Wanwan was Bai Qi's sister was made public, my grandfather once told me that I would be allowed to pursue Wanwan again. Even... without giving up the help of the Jin family, quietly pursued Wan Wan. "

Jin Yan'er's eyes widened. She didn't expect that the old man with a kind smile when he usually saw her, would have such a dirty thought?

Lu Ming stroked her broken hair wet with tears, and sighed: "In Grandpa's mind, there is no word of true feelings, everything is centered on the Lu family, no matter what you do, you must not harm the Lu family. For him, Wanwan is the upstart, and the Jin family is the ally who has been with him for the past few years. Both are equally important and must be tightly held in his hands."

"Grandpa, he..." Jin Yan'er was in disbelief.

Lu Ming expressed his intentions: "Don't look at Wan Wan's usual gentleness and gentleness, but in fact, she is the most stubborn, because I gave up her in the Lu family, and then I completely lost the opportunity to pursue her! Just like you now, as long as you get out of this No matter how hard I try in the future...you will only have regrets in your heart, but you won't look back, right?"

Jin Yaner thought for a while, and nodded lightly.

Lu Ming smiled slightly: "Look, you two are worthy of being good friends. No matter what your status is, you are always proud in your heart. I have hurt her once, and I will not use the same thing to hurt you a second time. ."