Estranged

Chapter 125: At that time, did he know what Yun Weisi

As far as Hua Fan is concerned, the moment of her hesitation and hesitation, Yu Changming has already filled the sea and quicksand, a thousand years in a flash.

There were a lot of things written in that diary, and it was very fragmentary. When I flipped through it roughly, many words came into my mind with pictures.

Flickering and flashing.

Those memories are not only Yun Weisi's, but also his own.

- Fellow Daoist He Yunyun and his younger brother knelt in front of the master uncle, who said that even though he was the master of the temple, his elder brother had to nod for this matter, so they went to ask the master, who was in meditation at that time, They didn't come out for a day and a night, so the two waited outside for a day and a night, holding hands and never letting go. Many brothers and sisters around me are very envious, saying that they only envy mandarin ducks and not immortals, but I am still a little confused and just listen to the discussion silently.

——It is night, the moon is full, and the wind is clear. I meditate at night under the waterfall, and I get the aura of the cycle of heaven and earth. If I have some enlightenment.

——Master came out of retreat, and after listening to his uncle explaining the situation, he nodded in agreement with fellow Taoist He Yunyun and his junior brother. We all thought he would strongly oppose it, and then the two of them cried bitterly and begged. We never thought it would be so easy ...But the old master also said that the life span of monks is much longer than that of ordinary people. The relationship between Taoist couples is not only the status, but also the contract that informs the world. I always felt that there was something in the master's words, but I didn't figure it out for a while. The fact that the younger brother and fellow Taoist He Yunyun were still the master was a test for her. She quickly expressed her heart and swore to the sky that she would never regret it.

—After a ten-day retreat, just in time for the wedding of the younger brother, the master and uncle of the temple made a watch to tell the heaven and the earth, for the two of them to marry, the master also rarely showed up, drank a few glasses of wedding wine, the solemn Taoist temple in the past was exceptionally special today It's lively, the juniors are overwhelmed with alcohol and drunk, I think they usually talk hard and say that they are dedicated to the Tao, but now they see the newlyweds singing in harmony, and they may not be envious in their hearts. They all say that they are going to go down the mountain to practice, I think It's the drunkard's intention not to drink, but he didn't expose them.

At this time, Yun Weisi had just let go of the blood-washed hatred, and gradually integrated into the Jade Emperor Temple, getting used to the days of morning classes and late repairs.

There are many disciples of Jade Emperor Monastery, but they are very quiet on weekdays. The Taoist sect teaches inaction and conforms to the way of heaven, and the way of heaven is ruthless. Quiet, Changming also remembers that wedding, now that I think about it, it is really rare and lively in Jade Emperor Temple.

But the world is full of joys and sorrows, blessings and misfortunes, Chang Ming has already foreseen the future waves, but all the disciples failed to understand the deep meaning of his words at that time, even Yun Weisi, who is the most savvy, is also ignorant, thinking about many things , not only talent and savvy, but also have to enter the world and walk in the world in person before they can enter the world and be born.

——Last Lantern Festival, there was a little excitement in the temple. Some brothers couldn’t hold back and secretly went down the mountain to watch the lanterns. The temple master also turned a blind eye. I wanted to go back to the house to meditate, but the master would find me , asked me if I would accompany him for a walk down the mountain, and I naturally agreed without hesitation. To be honest, I have been studying with a teacher for several years. Apart from listening to the teachings in the temple every day, I also go to the waterfall in the back mountain to practice. I can almost understand the lines on every tree in the back mountain. The master and the temple master did not forbid me to go down the mountain, but I have seen the prosperity of the world, and every time I think of it, it is always accompanied by family hatred. As time goes by, I don’t even want to go down the mountain. Looking forward to the slight interest.

——Although the town is small, it has all kinds of internal organs, and the Lantern Market is crowded with people. Looking around, the style of lanterns that were popular in Beijing a few years ago has also been passed down here. I saw one of the rabbit lanterns, and I remembered going to the Lantern Market with my family when I was seven years old. Dad bought a rabbit lamp to tease me. At that time, I was only interested in swords, guns and sticks. How could I look at such cultural things, so I naturally dismissed them. Now the world has changed, but it’s a pity that the same rabbit lamp can’t be exchanged for the same person. . Master bought the lamp, handed it to me directly, and said that he saw me staring at it for a long time, thinking that I was too shy, and I had mixed feelings in my heart. Maybe after practicing Taoism, my heart was much calmer, and even the sadness of the past was still there. Not much. I waited for the two masters and apprentices to walk all the way from Dengshi to the riverside, just one street away, but I felt half my life away. I saw the master's back, and I suddenly remembered the question of the master and brother at that time, and suddenly I had an outrageous thought: If the master Make an appointment, I am willing to let go of cultivation and walk with you. This thought was so bold that even I was startled. After suppressing it forcibly, I couldn't help being confused. I didn't even hear Master calling me several times, and Master thought I was missing my family.

——During festivals, especially the Lantern Festival and Qixi Festival, there is a custom of lighting up lanterns in the world, and today is no exception. The riverside is bustling with people, and there are many people who put up lanterns. I asked Master if he would also like to put up lanterns. He stood on the arm and shook his head. , is nothing more than a wish, he has no desires, no need to rely on lighting lamps for sustenance, I asked if yearning for the Dao of Longevity is not a desire, he said that the Dao must be sought by oneself, these illusory wishes can only give some comfort to ordinary people , the monks never believed. In the end, I still placed a river lantern with my own hands, because I wanted something in my heart.

——Recently, I had nothing to do in my free time. I went to Yuhuangguan Zangshu Pavilion to study, and found that not only the classics of Taoism, but also many books of other sects were updated. Among them, it is said that these are all recently collected by the master. Although there are no secrets and unique magic weapons, they are all rare and all-encompassing. It is no wonder that the master ordered the disciples not to view them. It must be because they are afraid that they will not be stable. Be shaken first. But having said that, why is Master suddenly interested in the classics of other sects? Is it possible that the more you go up, the more inclusive and inclusive you should be?

- Chatting with Master today, I asked out my doubts from the day before yesterday. Master said that he had gained something else in his cultivation, and wanted to find another way, so that I would not have to be influenced by him, and continue to practice according to my previous path. Although I temporarily cleared up my doubts, there are more questions arising from it. It seems that Master has more meaning than what he said.

——When I went to Zangshu Pavilion today, I found that all the classics of other sects had been put away. The guardian disciple Yandao Master ordered that non-master cultivation bases are not allowed to read them. You shouldn't have taken the initiative to ask, it's like throwing yourself into a trap.

Blood dripped from the corner of his mouth, drop by drop, and left a small dark mark at his feet, which even the freshly fallen snowflakes could not cover up.

A Rong shook Chang Ming's movements and his voice became weaker and weaker, as if he had given up struggling and lost to his demons.

Hua Fan couldn't help but smile, is that right? No one in this world would ignore the benefits and choose to be a moral gentleman. Fox essence is selfish, and that's why Arong is such an outlier, and now the outlier is also It's time to wake up.

"Get out of the way. After I deal with him, I will absorb his spiritual power and share it with you."

Let's take the spiritual power first, as for whether to divide it equally or not, it's still up to her to decide.

Hua Fan coaxed with the most gentle voice, she believed that it was impossible for A Rong to be disobedient.

But Ah Rong not only didn't move away, he even dared to raise his head and talk back.

"Sister Huafan, senior is a good person, he saved me, we can't take revenge!"

Revenge for kindness? Hua Fan sneered as if hearing some big joke.

"He hid his identity and approached you, and he had other plans to save you. You have been stupid since you were a child, why are you so stupid when you are taken advantage of by others?"

"Sister Huafan called me here just now to kill me, right?"

A Rong said suddenly, she bit her lip, and paused every word.

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

Huafan's face remained unchanged and said angrily, but the hand under the sleeve clenched into a fist quietly, she didn't know where she had exposed her flaws to be seen by the other party.

"Except for me, Elder Sister Huafan didn't summon other members of the same family. The young master shot at me, and the elder sister didn't stop me. It didn't seem like an accident. It means that you knew about it a long time ago, and you even suggested to the young master to kill me. Why? What did I do wrong? , let my sister hate me like this?"

Huafan squinted her eyes. She had underestimated this child before, thinking that he was stupid and stupid, but she didn't expect him to be wise and stupid.

"What do I hate you for? Silly boy, it's the young master who wants to see you. I don't know what's going on, and I think he has eyes for you. How would I know... Sigh! If I had known this, I would have blocked the young master no matter what I said!"

She seemed to be telling the truth, and she almost believed it herself.

"Arong, you have to remember that you and I are of the same race, and the one behind you is just a different kind. The young master is certainly our ally, but since he has shot at you, I will definitely not be able to cooperate with him again. In order to protect the You guys, I have to become stronger, if this person's spiritual power can be used by me, wouldn't it be good for you too?"

Huafan felt that these remarks were enough to touch people's hearts, but Arong still shook his head.

"Young master wants to kill me. Senior didn't show up, but he still came out to save me. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be so seriously injured now. Sister Huashan, I beg you for the sake of our clan Come on, don't hurt senior, okay!"

Huafan frowned, looking at the thin and weak little girl in front of him.

She has never felt that Ah Rong is an eyesore like now.

People who are not of my race must have a different heart, but she chose to protect outsiders.

That being the case, then you die with outsiders.

Huafan raised his hand, and imprinted fiercely on Chang Ming's back heart, even though A Rong was standing in front of him.

Then I will die with you. Hua Fan does not blink his eyes, but his heart is as hard as a stone.

But her palm actually failed!

No, the figure in front of me disappeared out of thin air!

Hua Fan was stunned.

The next moment, she felt severe pain in her back, and the alarm bell sounded, and she immediately ran forward with all her strength!

That man is not dead!

Not only did he not die, he also had the ability to fight back!

Could it be that he was testing himself just now? !

Messy thoughts flashed by, and Hua Fan didn't even dare to turn his head.

Just now she witnessed this man fighting with the young master, and the strength of the other party has already been deeply reflected in her mind. At this moment, the sense of fear resurfaced again, and she began to regret why she took a chance to provoke the other party just now. Maybe the other party did not make a move just because of test her.

If Huafan looked back at this time, he would find that his judgment was completely wrong.

Because if Jiufang Changming had the strength to spare, that palm would definitely kill her, instead of giving her the strength to escape.

He had exhausted the last trace of his spiritual power, limply pressed all his body's strength on A Rong, and continued to sink into the ignorant chaos.

A Rong tightly covered his mouth, for fear that his tear-stained sobs would leak from the corner of his mouth.

She not only cried for Changming's injury, but also for herself.

Even if it's from the same clan, it's not as good as a person who meets by chance is more willing to help her. Even, the same clan wants to kill her, but the senior is willing to save her.

Ah Rong is just stupid, but not stupid.

Even if it is true as Huafan said, Chang Ming originally wanted to use her, then when the young master wants to kill her, the other party can hide in the dark, and there is no need to rush to make a move.

"Senior, senior!"

She could only suppress her voice, trying in vain to wake up the other party, while struggling to half-help and half-drag him towards the dark place.

Maybe the painting fan will find a flaw at any time, and then turn back. At that time, the senior will be powerless to resist, and both of their lives will be in danger.

There is also the son, this person is even more terrifying.

Ah Rong gritted his teeth, his thin body used weak spiritual power to barely support Chang Ming's figure, one big and one small slowly moved forward in the wind and snow.

In the deep dream consciousness, many vague old events are reappearing scene by scene along with the notes.

——I never thought that Master’s words would come true. The younger brother encountered a strong enemy when he went out to practice, and unfortunately died in the fight. According to the fellow Taoist who was with him at the time, he chose to sacrifice himself to protect fellow Taoist He Yunyun. Before, he asked his fellow Taoists to send a message back to the master, telling his uncle and master not to blame fellow Taoist He Yunyun. After hearing the words, the brothers sighed and sighed for several days. They all felt sorry for the young brother's death. After all, the uncle said "Although the talent of my junior brother is not as good as mine, he is still one of the best monks. If there is no accident, it may not be possible to reach the cultivation level of a master in time, and even a great master can have a glimpse of the opportunity." It's a pity that everything is just flowing eastward now, in vain.

——I haven’t written a note for a long time, and nothing happened recently, until noon when my uncle told me a piece of news, which shocked us all: Fellow Daoist He Yunyun actually wants to become a Taoist partner with the new head of the Donghai Sect. Although it is said that couples pull each other and appeal to heaven and earth, they cannot be easily released, but if one party dies, this is not the case. After the death of the younger brother, no one in Jade Emperor Monastery made it difficult for fellow Taoist He Yunyun to keep her chastity for the younger brother like an ordinary woman. There is something subtle in my heart. Not to mention hatred, but thinking of his junior brother who died young over and over again, wondering if he knew all this earlier, would he regret that he had traded his life and a bright future for such an ending. The juniors are thinking, and I am also thinking, if it were me, would I regret it?

——In the past few days, I have tossed and turned, and I even thought of this question from time to time during the meditation practice. I almost lost my mind. I had to stop practicing and sit under the waterfall overnight. In the early morning, the master came to me personally. He never approached me, just stood on the hill Qiu Shang looked at me from afar, and I opened my eyes to look at him from afar. I think I had the answer in my heart at that time.

At that time, did he know what Yun Weisi was thinking?

Chang Ming thought, he should know.

Knowing it but not pointing it out, I hope that Yun Weisi can figure it out on his own, and not be blinded by his children's selfishness, stop here from now on, and can't take half a step closer to the way of heaven.

pity-

It's a pity that the world changed, and even his own heart lost control.

In fact, he remembered everything, but buried it deep in the sea of ​​consciousness and refused to open it.

After covering it for a long time, I thought that it would have died away long ago. I never expected that by chance and coincidence, when life and death were on the line, those memories broke the seal, broke through the ground, and opened my eyes.