The one hundred and third chapter meets the same as before (5)

  When the song is over, the people watching have not recovered for a long time, and Yinyin and Ling Menghan just smiled face to face, but just like this, they seem to understand each other and can see each other without words.

With a new confidant, Yinyin is no longer silent, and after making friends, Ling Menghan no longer hurts her body; after talking during the day and recounting the old at night, that night, Ling Menghan’s piano sound changed from the usual mood, and Yin Yin stepped into it for the first time. [Qingyuan Pavilion] Listening in the sidelines, the night does not need to be day, it needs to be much quieter, so the music is particularly pleasing to the ear...

   "What a beautiful tune, the first time I heard it, what's it called?"

  In the room, at the end of the song, Yinyin asked eagerly.

"Bosom friend."

"Ugh?"

Yinyin, who received the response, was obviously surprised. She smiled relative to Ling Menghan, and then said: "I just wanted to say that I will give you this song just before I played it to commemorate our acquaintance and acquaintance. I saw it, but I fell in love with him very much. I wonder if you like it?"

   "Of course I like it. If I don't say the song is beautiful, it's hard to be so attentive for you. I am really flattered."

  For Ling Menghan’s performance, Yinyin can’t conceal the joy in her heart. It was the first time that she met a confidant who fell in love with her for the first time, and she was extremely happy.

   "If you like it—"

Suddenly, Ling Menghan's tone was a little melancholy. She would never lose to Yinyin in the mood of making friends. Whether she was in her own country or came to Zhao, Yinyin could say that it was the first time in her life. Ling Menghan’s friends; although she was spoiled since childhood, Ling Menghan was never allowed to go out. In a sense, it is no different from house arrest. So let alone meeting friends, it’s impossible to come to the outside world. Fortunately, Ling Menghan is optimistic by nature and court ladies You can also play together. Han Wang also gave her countless weird things and things to coax her, and her life was pretty happy. However, since coming to Zhao Country, Ling Menghan has become a victim of a veritable political marriage, helplessly unfamiliar. With her own state of mind, there are certain things that made her unable to go back to the past, until today she met Yinyin...

Yinyin discovered Ling Menghan’s frustration, and she also understood the reason. She was sympathetic but could not do anything. So besides sorrow, Yinyin could not find anything to comfort her, or felt that there was no need to comfort her. It is a foregone conclusion and irreversible. Thinking of Ling Menghan's experience, Yinyin can't help thinking of herself, especially Zhao Ziheng's words in Weicheng, she has not forgotten so far.

   "...Do you hate him?"

  The sudden change made Ling Menghan very surprised. She quickly awoke from her frustration and looked at Yinyin with an inexplicable face, and saw Yinyin's face turned out to be an inexplicable sadness? But Ling Menghan was surprised by the meaning in Yinyin's words, too sudden and without subject, Ling Menghan didn't know how to answer.

"What about you... I have heard a little bit, especially after hearing your piano sound recently, I guess you seem to be having an unhappy life, so I wonder if you hate the person who made you unhappy? ?"

  At first, Yinyin didn’t want to continue, but when the words came to her mouth, she blurted out by herself, completely unable to control it, as if she couldn’t suppress it? Deep down in my heart, because I think it is related to that person, but fortunately, Yinyin's strong suppression did not specify, so the overall feeling sounds a little vague and deliberately concealing something.

  Of course, Ling Menghan had to be surprised that Yinyin suddenly turned to this topic, and she didn't want to answer, but seeing Yinyin's inexplicable look made her feel indescribable, so she chose to answer.

"What about hating or not hating? Me and you too, one was born in the royal family, the other was born in the aristocracy, our identity is destined to be the victims of politics, hasn't it been said that since ancient times? Women? They are all victims of politics. Sometimes there may be exceptions, but I can’t be the exception. So I don’t know who to hate. I have the identity, status and power that many people admire. It’s a pity that happiness and freedom are the only thing for me. It's the most unreachable."

Ling Menghan did not evade and said what was in his heart, his voice was full of bitterness, and his expression was full of sadness. This is to have everything that others don't have, but at the same time lose what others can easily own. It varies from person to person. Saying that her current life may be the saddest one. If Yinyin hadn't mentioned it, she might have forgotten this feeling, the unspeakable bitterness and grief in her heart.

Yinyin never thought that Ling Menghan would answer the question in her heart, but when she heard Ling Menghan’s words, she could fully understand Ling Menghan’s mood. Ling Menghan did not escape, which made her feel very happy, if it were her Maybe you will escape, right? Ling Menghan's unconcealed courage made Yinyin awe in her heart, because she couldn't do it, thinking that if she could achieve Ling Menghan's level, could many things be avoided?

Let Ling Menghan become the victim of a veritable political marriage because the circumstances were so special that she couldn’t refute it at all. Yinyin suddenly thought of Ling Menghan’s previous piano sound in her heart. She can be sure that Ling Menghan has someone she loves deeply, and that person absolutely It was not Zhao Ziyin. This discovery made Yinyin's heart suddenly startled. If it is an irresistible political marriage as a princess of a country, what about herself? Yinyin felt as if she had overlooked something, thinking that if she encountered the same or the same situation as Ling Menghan, would she resist? So what will the result be? Thinking of this, Yinyin has no daring to continue to imagine, not to think about Ling Menghan's spiritual harm because of this, not to think about the cause of this result, and not to imagine that Zhao Ziheng will cause such a result. One of them.