Chapter One Hundred and Four (1)

Often the change of one person or the heart that has been closed for a long time will be caused by the intervention of the second person, just like Yinyin, who met Ling Menghan by chance and coincidence, so she changed inadvertently and did not escape or escape as usual. Dodge; in front of Ling Menghan, Yinyin seems to have nothing to reserve. As long as it is not something she is uncertain about, she is willing to share with Ling Menghan, and when she spit out the emotions that have accumulated in her heart for a long time, Yinyin feels unprecedentedly comfortable and also Feeling relieved.

Yinyin’s words made Ling Menghan feel that she could empathize with her. She felt that Yinyin had an inner heart that did not match her appearance. Although she did not know the story that happened to Yinyin, she could not deny the fact that she was deeply attracted, especially Yinyin. The unforgettable feeling in Yinhua made Ling Menghan feel heartache more envy.

   "...Trust it? Then he must love you very much, too? Otherwise, he won't be worthy of your unforgettable memories of him."

Speaking of unforgettable, Ling Menghan instantly thinks of Zhao Ziheng. Her first heartbeat, the person who loves with her heart, can also be said to be unforgettable. It may not be comparable to Yinyin's unforgettable, but for Ling Menghan it is already an unachievable relationship. , It is worth to hide deeply, and keep the miss for him, and the resentment that can't be concealed.

  "Is it unforgettable? I don't know about him. At least I believe I should love him. I am afraid I don't even know how much I love him."

For Yinyin, Ling Menghan has only envy. Even if he forgets the past, he has not forgotten that he once loved each other. Being able to have this degree of **** has proved that they love each other deeply; yes, at least they love each other deeply. The word for each other is for Ling Menghan. It feels too far away, because she knows that the person she loves will never fall in love with herself, and the distance between them is even more distant; if so, why didn't Ling Menghan want to have a love affair of her own? Even if it can't last, just want to have it, her love affair comes too late, but the loss is only an instant. Before there is any time to express, she has already lost.

   "At least I once owned it, didn't I? I never even owned it."

Thinking of her love affair, Ling Menghan couldn't help but blurt out, or like Yinyin, after a long-term accumulation, he unintentionally and unsuspectingly said what was in his heart after meeting the other party; Yinyin was very surprised when she heard this. Ling Menghan's narrative is beyond his imagination, because he has become a victim of a political marriage, did he not have it? But why does Yinyin believe that Ling Menghan has someone she loves so much? Is Ling Menghan's relationship only one-sided?

"It's ridiculous, isn't it? I just found out that I fell in love with that person, and I fell in love. No, it should be said that from the beginning and before I fell in love with him, I knew that I should not fall in love with that person, and that person is impossible. I will fall in love with myself. I know it, but I still fall in love with it involuntarily."

Before Yinyin could say anything, Ling Menghan continued to narrate, her voice was full of bitterness, and her expression was very sad, as if she was holding back hard, but she could still see tears flooding in her eyes; with such an expression, Yinyin How can you not see it? I just don't know who that person is, but I know that that person is not Zhao Ziyin, but in this regard, what position does Zhao Ziyin hold?

   "So do you hate her?"

This time, Yinyin was out of concern for Ling Menghan. She wanted to know how Ling Menghan viewed each other. From Ling Menghan’s mouth, Yinyin could probably guess that neither party had any responsibility for this matter, so stand on the initiative. , And what kind of state of mind would you look at the other party?

   "Hate? How to hate? Hate him for not loving me? Or should I hate myself or not fall in love with him? Hate him for the only one in my heart? Or should I hate him for pointing me to another person?"

Ling Menghan’s words shocked Yinyin, especially the last sentence. Only two people were responsible for this political marriage. One was the King of Han and the other was Zhao Ziheng. Then Ling Menghan was referring to Zhao Ziheng. Undoubtedly, after getting the answer, Yin Yin's whole person was stunned; if only to promote Yinyin can understand, but Ling Menghan fell in love with Zhao Ziheng, what does it mean for Yinyin who came to Zhao Ziheng for the purpose of this trip?

The two fell silent again, and this time it lasted longer. Yinyin could not find words to appease or break the silence, while Ling Menghan was in deep sorrow; when Ling Menghan had no intention to say it, she might think of Yinyin. Can guess it, but she doesn't know what it means to Yinyin, of course she doesn't know the bond between Yinyin and Zhao Ziheng, and the purpose of He Yinyin's trip is for Zhao Ziheng.

  After a long time, Ling Menghan wiped off the overflowing tears and felt a little calmer. Then he found that Yinyin was a little bit strange. He felt that he might be too rude, so he said: "I'm sorry, it made you laugh."

Regarding the silence that Ling Menghan broke first, Yinyin was speechless. Ling Menghan who stared in a daze couldn't say a word, especially when facing Ling Menghan’s somewhat crying red eyes. It was caused by Zhao Ziheng. The political marriage Yinyin understands but cannot accept the fact that Zhao Ziheng caused this situation. This reason makes Yinyin a little unacceptable, and her heartache is a little hard to breathe.

   "In fact, it's nothing. Maybe it's destined. It's just a political marriage. You might feel better if you say it like you. I hope you don't take offense."

  No changes in Yinyin’s expression were found, Ling Menghan was still suppressing her mood and said that Zhao Ziheng might be an indelible existence for her, a memory that would cause heartache, and people can’t forget or give up.