Chapter 106, Understanding Your Heart (4)

Zhou Yan had never thought of comparing Yinyin with anyone before. It was only when he came back this time that he discovered and noticed it outside of an accident; even so, Zhou Yan had never thought of comparing it, but what happened this time Let him discover that he owes Zhou Xinxin and Han Ji, and once again confirm that Yinyin’s status in his heart is really above all else; Zhou Yan will not be surprised by his discovery, nor will he think that he will change, but just Thinking about how to make up for Zhou Xinxin and Han Ji...

It seemed that after a long time, the two of them were not talking, and Han Ji, who was nestling in Zhou Yan's arms, gradually recovered. Although she didn't want to leave Zhou Yan's embrace, she still gently let her body retreat. Leave that warm embrace.

   "The concubine just lost his attitude, please forgive me."

   is still a hoarse voice, Han Ji lowered her eyes and said to Zhou Yan in courtesy.

   "...I said you don't need to call each other that in front of me."

  For some reason, Zhou Yan was very disgusted with uttering these titles from Han Ji, because he felt that this was a bondage, a **** to Han Ji, a **** that she could not get rid of.

   "Yes, I remembered it."

Listening to Han Ji's verbal consent, Zhou Yan still feels unhappy in his tone, making him feel a sense of distance. He is as domineering as him, and can't bear even a little bit of unhappiness. He suppressed the anger in his heart, and Zhou Yan turned sideways and said: "When you think about it, tell me when you leave. I'll stay and wait."

After Zhou Yan turned his head, when Han Ji didn’t see it, Han Ji raised his head and looked at him silently. Shui Ling’s eyes were full of sadness and there were other unspeakable feelings. However, the clearest thing was helplessness; Han Ji was right. Zhou Yan felt flattered by this kind of intimate feeling, surprise, sadness, helplessness, all kinds of feelings followed, and finally moved replaced everything, and grief ruled everything...

Han Ji was sincerely happy with Zhou Yan's words and deeds in her heart, but at the same time she felt painful and unbearable for what she saw Zhou Yan's intentions. She would rather Zhou Yan treat herself the same way in the past instead of wishing him to bring her joy. At the same time, it was heart-wrenching; Han Ji never thought about anyone's mercy she needed, especially Zhou Yan, but it happened to be the case now. She didn't know what made Zhou Yan change at this level, but she didn't want Zhou Yan to use it. Treating herself in this way made her dusty heart beat again, which would make her painful and tortured.

Love is too deep and sees too thoroughly, Han Ji very much hopes that she only has love, not hate, at least not so easily see through; Yang or she too understands Zhou Yan’s feelings for Yinyin, so clear that she can’t believe it. She knew that because she loved Zhou Yan, otherwise she would not see it so thoroughly or understand Zhou Yan’s heart so thoroughly; Han Ji didn’t know who was the real third party, but she knew who Zhou Yan really loved, and Knowing that her love will not be rewarded, Han Ji only hopes to use her own way to choose to love silently, a way that will not be too painful for her to love.

   "I...I won't go back."

  Desperately and forcefully suppressing the inner mantra, Han Ji said with difficulty.

After hearing Han Ji’s words, Zhou Yan looked back at Han Ji in disbelief, only to see Han Ji seemed calm, but his eyes were blurred and depressed, so Zhou Yan could immediately see that Han Ji was depressing. He didn’t know the reason, but Intuition told him that what Han Ji said was not true.

   "What about the reason?"

  Don't want to see Han Ji's depressed expression, Zhou Yan asked directly.

   "Because I don't want to."

  Zhou Yan looked at Han Ji stubbornly, her answer did not hesitate, but Zhou Yan clearly saw the tears that had stopped in her eyes resurfaced again.

"You are lying."

Without even thinking about it, Zhou Yan said what he had instinctively told him. How could he know that after hearing this, Han Ji instantly changed her previous expression, and once again became the same strong expression as before. It was just an instant change that made Zhou Yan Some people couldn't believe it. If he hadn't been able to see the mist that reappeared in Han Ji's eyes, he might believe that he had seen it wrong before.

   "No, I said before that I know what to do, and this is my choice."

  Han Ji's unusually calm tone and demeanor made Zhou Yan stunned. He couldn't believe it, and he couldn't believe that it was impossible for Han Ji to make such a choice, or did he make a mistake? Or did Han Ji listen to her own persuasion? Should I feel at ease about Han Ji's choice, or should I feel uneasy? An uneasy mood surged into Zhou Yan's heart. He knew very well that this uneasy came from Han Ji in front of him. The reason? Can't express.

   "So you don't need to worry about my business, and you also have things to do, don't you?"

  Zhou Yan didn’t know how to understand how Han Ji knew what he had to do. Subconsciously, he would like to know why Han Ji would in turn care about his affairs? Could it be said that King Han's change is really not important to Han Ji? No, what kind of person Han Ji is. Zhou Yan does not say that he understands it very well, at least he knows it better than many people. Then, would such Han Ji really not worry about the affairs of his country and hometown?

   "Is this what you are saying?"

Ignoring Han Ji’s concern, Zhou Yan only wanted to know what Han Ji was saying, because he knew very well that Han Ji did not say what was in his heart. He also wanted to know what Han Ji was thinking. He didn’t want to be deceived or concealed, especially Han Ji. The matter is still in front of his eyes, which makes him even more unallowable.