The 109th chapter nightmare reappears (2)

  At a corner of the Royal Garden at dusk, a long corridor with a person leaning against the guardrail, Zhou Yan approached without much thought...

   "What are you thinking about?"

  The sudden voice made the person's body tremble, and he quickly turned his head to meet Zhou Yan's familiar face. The person looked at Zhou Yan in surprise and said, "You--"

   "I wanted to find you after I was over, but I didn't expect to see you here."

   Before that person could speak, Zhou Yan had already spoken first.

"…when did you come?"

That’s right, the person in front of Zhou Yan is Yinyin, who also appeared at the birthday banquet. At this time, her veil has been lifted; she saw Zhou Yan as early as the performance, so she was not surprised. It only makes sense to find myself unexpectedly.

"Nowadays."

   "Come to the Queen Mother's birthday banquet?"

   "Well, that's it."

   Zhou Yan’s answer seems to have another meaning, of course, Yinyin cares about this.

  "Don’t look at me like that. I came here because I had something to do. I didn’t come to you specifically. It’s only a convenience to attend the birthday banquet."

  Yinyin was a little unbelievable, but she knew that Zhou Yan had no need to lie, so she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

   "I'm worried that I regret it, want to take you back?"

Seeing through Yinyin’s thoughts, Zhou Yan was somewhat unhappy in his heart, but he couldn’t have it. It was just helpless and bitter in his chest. Now that he knew he couldn’t be so selfish anymore, he must endure. Only patience can wait for the result, regardless of the result. Whether you want it.

   Yinyin was stunned for a moment, and then vomited softly: "I'm sorry--"

   "I thought you would trust me a little bit now—"

  For Yinyin’s confession, Zhou Yan could hardly conceal the faint bitterness in his heart. It turned out that it was so difficult to gain the trust of one person. However, how could Zhou Yan use this kind of thought on people other than Yinyin?

"I am sorry--"

   Yinyin murmured, not daring to face Zhou Yan. She knew Zhou Yan’s feelings for herself so well, how could she not know how much even such a slight injury was to Zhou Yan?

   "How many times have I said that, don't say sorry."

  Trying to suppress the anger in her heart that she wanted to vent, Zhou Yan said calmly, Yinyin didn't speak any more, she lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking.

   "Okay, can you tell me if you came here to meet him?"

  Yinyin lightly nodded her head, the action was not obvious, because she was afraid that it would stimulate Zhou Yan if it was too obvious. Of course, Yinyin knew that Zhou Yan must have known her thoughts a long time ago, even if she was injured, it was inevitable.

   "I'm curious, how did you do it? Doesn't he know?"

  Zhou Yan is really curious, because he has not heard from his subordinates that Yinyin will enter the palace, and he is still one of the many dancers.

   "Someone can help me."

   "Oh? Who is that person?"

   "Madam General, Princess Quan of Han."

"she was?"

Zhou Yan was surprised. He didn’t know much about Ling Menghan and Zhou Yan, but he did not rule out that Yinyin had close contact with her without him knowing. He didn’t doubt that Yinyin would be wary of the people in contact, but Yinyin In terms of her identity and circumstances, what kind of ideas does Ling Menghan hold to help her? This made Zhou Yan had to be suspicious; logically speaking, Yinyin and Ling Menghan knew each other not long ago. No matter how much they can talk about, they shouldn’t help Yinyin in this way. It’s still such a special way to bring people into the palace privately. In the days of the past, what it means is self-evident, or on the surface is to help, what conspiracy will be behind it?

  Conspiracy? Zhou Yan shook his head. Even if Ling Menghan had any conspiracy that had nothing to do with him, as long as Yinyin was not involved, Zhou Yan would not think more about whether it was a conspiracy; and, if it was a conspiracy, it might not necessarily be an opportunity for him. So Zhou Yan has no reason to interfere, and of course Zhou Yan will not agree; thinking of this, Zhou Yan vaguely feels uneasy again, or is he really too sensitive?

   "Want to see him, what should I do?"

  Zhou Yan decided to stop thinking about anything, because the moment before him was an opportunity. If Yinyin meets with Zhao Ziheng today, he will have an answer soon, and then he will once again have the opportunity to take Yinyin away.

"I do not know."

Yinyin raised her head and looked around, she could see that she was confused in her heart; yes, she was really confused, she had come to him, she could find a chance to meet him immediately, but why would she be? So upset? The lines that had been thought of for a long time also disappeared unknowingly.

   "So, don't you want to see him anymore?"

Unable to guess why Yinyin was confused, Zhou Yan hoped that Yinyin would not meet Zhao Ziheng, but at the same time, he thought that Yinyin will continue to carry sadness in the future, so the hard choices he made will become worthless. There are some ironic contradictions, just like Zhou Yan's mood at the moment, but under Yinyin's next sentence, he becomes lost.

   "No, I want to see him, I don't want to miss the chance I finally caught."

  When I heard Yinyin say this, Zhou Yan really hoped that Yinyin would miss it, as long as she didn't continue to carry sad words; didn't she know it long ago? When he made the choice to let Yinyin come to him, Zhou Yan was very clear about the future he was about to face, so he couldn't regret it at all.