Chapter 109 Nightmare Reappears (5)

   "Princess!"

  Wang Ye called out again, wanting to wake up Ling Menghan who was hesitating.

   "...Master Duolao has bothered, I don't think it is necessary. Of course, I will send her back to the guests of our General's Mansion."

  Although he didn't know what happened, Ling Menghan knew what must have happened. Even if he didn't know Yinyin's thoughts, Ling Menghan made the decision for her.

   "Understood, then please forgive me to say goodbye first."

  Unexpectedly, Wang Ye didn't say anything, let alone hesitated, he turned and left after leaning slightly. Ling Menghan was a little surprised by his behavior, but he adjusted quickly, and put his gaze back on Yinyin.

Yinyin’s hollow eyes revealed her inner despair and desolation. Ling Menghan wanted to know what Wang Ye and Yinyin had said to make her look like this. From this situation, Ling Menghan could be sure of Wang Ye. I met Yinyin and had a close relationship; then, from another perspective, Yinyin entered the palace with her help. Even if her identity is revealed, it seems that it is not strange that Zhao Ziheng let Wang Ye come to find Yinyin. But making Yinyin like this made Ling Menghan have to reconsider her idea, that is, the relationship between Yinyin and Zhao Ziheng could have been ignored, but it is not like that now.

"What happened?"

After waking up from the contemplation, Ling Menghan asked carefully and softly, as if afraid that Yinyin's voice would be scared if the voice was loud; however, Yinyin's reaction surprised Ling Menghan. The moment before, he was expressionless and his eyes were empty. At this moment Are you laughing? Ling Menghan really felt that she was smiling, a beautiful smile, but this was only limited to her face, and those eyes that she had thought to be beautiful and with a little sadness were full of infinite sadness and despair. The pain almost made her Feeling anxious.

  "Yinyin!!!"

   Even if she did not see the tears, such Yinyin made Ling Menghan even more heartbroken.

   "My life, it turns out that I only rely on other people's charity——"

The simple and clear words sounded shocking from the husky and bitter voice, and he mumbled to himself at any time, but Ling Menghan could hear it, and he could be sure that his guess was correct. Yinyin is really right now. In the abyss of despair.

   "What the **** happened? Can you tell me?"

Ling Menghan shook Yinyin's arms anxiously, hoping that she could tell her the answer. In this case, Yinyin might not be alone in her pain. At this moment, Ling Menghan sincerely hopes that Yinyin can be removed from the abyss of despair. pull out.

"I'm very confused. I don't know what I should do. It seems that everything can only be waited for others to tell me or teach me how to do it. What am I? A person? Why do I look more like a puppet? Can let others arrange and listen to other people’s arrangements, why do they call it good intentions? What am I? Can I fight for it by my own ideas? Why don’t you tell me but just choose to conceal it, all of you think you’re right I’m good, but I never ask for my consent. Why?”

Yinyin spoke, some incoherent words seemed to express the doubts in her heart, but Ling Menghan heard it more like a desperate cry; Yinyin herself didn't know why she said that, but these words just blurted out unconsciously. Suddenly, she felt that the fragments of her past memories that she had finally recovered had become meaningless, because she lacked the most authentic part, which made her feel that what she had been pursuing was worthless.

"It's ridiculous, what am I pursuing? Memory? Does that kind of thing make sense to me? Even if I find it back, I still do it in the way arranged by others? Get to the bottom of it. If you do, you think it’s good for me, otherwise it’s because you have difficulties. What is good for me? What are the difficulties? What am I living for? I can only wait? Can I only accept the life arranged by others?"

Ling Menghan’s heart was pierced with a smile that was not a smile. She never knew how this is when a person is desperate. She deeply understands Yinyin’s painful and almost distorted heart, in a certain sense. Shang Yinyin’s pain has already exceeded the soul; the soul, Ling Menghan is so certain that her own life was also arranged from the beginning, but nothing, at least knowing that she has always been a political victim, and Yinyin has gotten Rebirth has resulted in a more sorrowful life. Does this kind of rebirth really make sense? Not only did the body and even the soul of a person be tortured in agony, apart from despair, Ling Menghan felt that he could not find any words to describe Yinyin before him.

   "Do you... still want to see him?"

Ling Menghan's voice trembled slightly, and her voice seemed a little choked. She did not forget the previous meeting with Zhao Ziheng. She still felt that Zhao Ziheng's heart was already occupied by a person if she hadn't met for a long time. If it weren't there, perhaps Ling Menghan would still be there. Yinyin felt a glimmer of hope, but after seeing her, she was desperate. Zhao Ziheng's reaction let her know that he always remembers that person in his heart, and that person is the hope that people who fall in love with Zhao Ziheng will never have fun; although Ling Menghan denied it again and again, but now she can't deny it anymore, because it was in that place that Zhao Ziheng, who had not met for a long time, was seen again, because it was only in that place that Zhao Ziheng's painful love was seen again, and it was all for the sake of A person, a person who has passed away, she doesn't know what happened between them, but the feeling of a woman made her understand that Zhao Ziheng can never forget the person who has passed away, that is, sleeping in that place and being loved and loved by Zhao Ziheng. The dead queen-Lin Wei!