Chapter 121 The Forgotten Heart (2)

  Zhao Ziheng felt that he was hypocritical. He said that he only cared about one person, but he actually did the opposite. He believed that he did it for the sake of being together, but is it actually just his own selfish thoughts? He himself thinks that everything he does is for two people to be together, but he never seems to have thought whether Yinyin also thinks so?

His chest is hurting again. I can’t tell whether it’s a wound or a heartache. It seems to be numb, but his consciousness is still very clear. However, the only thing that makes Zhao Ziheng gratifying is that he can still feel the pain. He is still alive, but why does he feel that his mind is blank?

In my mind, the pictures of the 21st century, Shu'er's figure and smile coincided with Yinyin's face. Zhao Ziheng vaguely remembered that he had been on the fishing island. The night they got married, he had said that even if the mood changed. , The heart is still the same, just thinking that she will leave... and the facts have also proved that his premonition is not wrong, and they have been separated since then; Zhao Ziheng remembers clearly that Yinyin was shyly feeling like that on the first night. Her gentle eyes that only shed in front of her eyes, and the tears of happiness, that short happiness is unforgettable for Zhao Ziheng, he has wanted to protect the hard-won happy time more than once; however, happy time It was always short, really short, so short that if it wasn't for being too happy to make him think it was just a dream, that period of time he had never had before, but ended in the cruelest way.

Even now, as long as he thinks of the way he saw Yinyin after escaping from the dead, Zhao Ziheng's heart is like bloodstains carved by a sharp blade; he never doubted Yinyin's love for him, he never doubted , Only then did he realize that Yinyin’s love for him is no less than his love for her, so when Yinyin is suffering from losing him, living like losing her soul, Zhao Ziheng can’t wait to force her to lose her soul and live in pain. The culprit was torn apart, but in the end he held it back. Why did he hold it back? Zhao Ziheng forgot. But he did not forget everything Zhou Yan did to Yinyin, especially when that happened...

Thinking of this, Zhao Ziheng stopped thinking. After a while, he continued to think about it. He remembered that he seemed to have completely lost his mind at that time. In the end, it was because Wang Ye knocked himself out and fell asleep like that for several days; if you ask now if you hate Zhou Yan, Zhao Ziheng will answer that he once hated, Zhao Ziheng is numb to hate now, and he knows that there is nothing wrong with loving someone.

  Zhao Ziheng suddenly discovered that even in this age and Yinyin, his love for Yinyin is only increasing. To what extent is he in love? Zhao Ziheng didn't know, because there was no need for that.

  "Half a year——"

  Zhao Ziheng murmured, his eyes became vain and sad.

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   half a month later

  Zhaoren Mansion of Zhou Guo

Lei'er found that since Yinyin came back this time, she felt obviously different. She couldn't tell where she was, but she felt completely changed. I still remember that Yinyin's smile made her remember when she first came back, and it was clearly very impressive. A gentle smile, but it looks like an indescribable silence and emptiness; although Yinyin had such an expression before, it was mostly with a touch of sadness and melancholy, but now, Leier feels that no matter what Whether it is the expression or the look in the eyes, there is no emotion at all, just like a puppet without emotion.

   Thinking of this, Leier was startled, stopped and shook her head fiercely.

   "No, I must have read it wrong!!" Lei Er said to herself.

  Afterwards, Leier quickly adjusted her emotions, and then walked towards the destination.

The summer sun is always hot, passing through the familiar corridor and garden, Lei'er came to [Gu Yuexuan], because of the terrain and surrounding environment, it is warm in winter and cool in summer; enter [Gu Yuexuan] Lei'er came to the terrace, and the white beast was peacefully crawling to sleep...

Lei'er sighed lightly and slowly approached. She found that since Yinyin came back, Baihu had been following her inseparably. It was the same in the past, so it's no surprise; don't look at the giant white tiger, which can show its teeth and claws in front of outsiders. In front of Yin would always be gentle like a kitten, Lei'er smiled whenever she thought of this, and soon she found that Yinyin was leaning against the white tiger, reaching out to play with the white tiger's hair; because Yinyin was dressed in white and had a body. Nestled in Baihu's arms as if paralyzed, Leier had a momentary illusion that Yinyin's figure looked very illusory, and it seemed to disappear at any time...

Lei'er was startled and stopped only a few steps away from Yinyin, staring at Yinyin in a daze; as for Yinyin, she didn't know whether she was aware of Lei'er's arrival or not, and she still didn't get bored of it. Playing with Baihu's hair, he couldn't read any emotions in his eyes.

After a long time, Leier took a deep breath, then took a few steps forward, walked around to Yinyin, knelt down, put down the tray in her hand, and smiled: "This is iced sour plum soup. Madam asked me to bring it. "

   Yinyin turned a deaf ear to Leier's words. She didn't know if she really didn't hear it or what, she didn't respond, and she continued to repeat her actions.

Seeing Yinyin’s appearance, Leier was so sad that she could not tell, she seemed to confirm her guess, her throat was a little tight, she opened her mouth to say something, but couldn't utter a word for a long time, she just stared blankly. Yin Yin.