Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-fourth Love Is Hard to Give Up (3)

  Gui Sha took the stool by the side and sat down beside the soft couch, saying, “It’s time to drink the medicine.”

Yinyin ignored it, and Gui Sha didn’t care. For him, Yinyin’s reaction was already accustomed, so she stirred the soup with a spoon and blew it on her own. When the temperature was about the same, she took a spoonful of it and delivered it to Yin. Yinyin's mouth; Yinyin slightly opened her mouth and drank, and then Gui Sha fed Yinyin spoon by spoon, not feeling impatient at all, on the contrary, she had some enjoyment and was very patient.

Yinyin didn’t know when she started to drink medicine. She didn’t think she was sick. It was normal to drink medicine when she was sick, but she couldn’t live without it except she knew she was sick. Medicine, why on earth? Yinyin seemed to have never thought about it, anyway, she was used to it, so she was numb before she knew it, and she didn't feel anything.

  After feeding the last spoonful of medicine, Gui Sha put the empty soup bowl on the low cabinet to the side, and then looked at Yinyin steadily, without saying a word, because he suddenly felt that he didn't know where to speak.

   There was a thunder rumbling, and Yinyin's indifferent eyes suddenly showed a faint light. This slight change did not escape the eyes of Gui Sha, so he asked: "What did you think of?"

Probably because of being seen through the thoughts, Yin Yin's slightly turned sideways to look at Gui Sha, her eyes still indifferent. Regarding this, I can't tell whether it is because I feel that Gui Sha sees through my own thoughts, or is it purely for Gui Sha And some reactions.

Seeing Yinyin staring at her expression, Gui Sha suddenly understood something. After hesitating, he raised his hand to remove the mask. In fact, Yinyin’s expression did not change at all, but Gui Sha knew that even after removing the mask, Yinyin still looked completely indifferent.

   "Are you still thinking about that person?"

Gui Sha’s voice was calm as usual, but the calm tone revealed a faint sadness. This time Yinyin was no longer as unresponsive as before. She tilted her head, as if thinking about something. Gui Sha held her in her heart. With a wry smile.

   "I look like that person?"

  Gui Sha speaks again, his tone is still calm, but who knows what mood he is in to continue this topic?

Yinyin tilted her head again, and cast her indifferent gaze towards Gui Sha. To the gaze cast by Shang Yinyin, Gui Sha knew that what she saw was still not him, but the shadow of another person; nevertheless, no matter what Whether it was looking at another person through him, but looking at Yinyin's appearance in front of him, Gui Sha still felt sorry for him. He also knew that even if Yinyin was looking at another person through him, it was probably only Yinyin. The subconscious action is nothing, after all Yinyin's heart lock has not been unlocked.

  At this moment, different from the past, Yinyin spoke. She said: "You look like that person, but you are not him."

   Hearing this, Gui Sha was startled. Obviously, he couldn't believe that Yinyin said this. Of course, he didn't expect Yinyin to answer him. What was even more unexpected was that Yinyin's answer would be so affirmative, as if it was an answer given by a fully conscious person.

Ignoring Guisha's reaction, Yinyin looked away, as if she was reminiscing, but her expression was indifferent and she couldn't see the slightest emotion. She continued to speak in a calm tone, "That person has a sense of justice and is brave enough to see justice. You and him are completely different types of people. Besides, he is very dedicated. Unlike you, he will not take the initiative in matters that have nothing to do with you. But for one thing, you are very responsible."

  Looking at Yinyin and listening to her statement, Guisha seemed to have an illusion. The illusion is that Yinyin that I knew before is just a phantom, and this is the real Yinyin in front of me? Her words are clear and organized, not like a gesture or a stimulating person, and her reason is clear and terrifying.

But Guisha didn’t know, Yinyin was completely subconscious when she said these words, only when she was paired with her present shape and soulless empty shell, she seemed extremely indifferent and hollow, if it was normal. Yinyin may use another expression and demeanor to state it.

   Yinyin continued to murmur: "Sense of responsibility, the responsibility entrusted will be fulfilled very carefully, so I will not pay attention to any harm in this, as if everything is taken for granted."

  Ghost Sha does not know whether this sentence is praise or satire. However, even if it is like Ghost Sha, she still can’t guess Yinyin’s true thoughts, which is: distressed! But judging from Yinyin's expression, Gui Sha's answer is: disdain.

   Yinyin's words continued, as if she was about to say everything.

"I never thought I would fall in love with him. At first, I thought he was just being watched by someone who was placed next to me. But he saved me later because that was his duty. Even so, I still treat him. Change it, maybe because of this, that's why I was so angry at that time? Maybe from that time, I fell in love with him unknowingly, and until that happened, we fell in love with each other unreservedly. ...Maybe it was only that time; but so many things happened later, and it still cannot be explained by common sense, but despite this, we met again because of the pitiful heaven? Maybe...I thought that after meeting we just We can be together forever, huh, but the heavens broke us apart again, and then I fell into a long sleep, you know? I once told him, no matter when, I hope he can be with me when I need it most by my side……"

  Speaking of this, Yinyin suddenly stopped. Gui Sha could not see anything from her expression, but he clearly saw that the faint sadness in Yinyin's eyes returned to her.