Chapter 139 The Two-year Covenant (5)

  The so-called explanation generally refers to the result. Is there still room between them? Feng Jingyi couldn't help but a ray of hope ignited in her heart. She chose to leave because of despair...Speaking of which, Feng Jingyi didn't know when she was found, and by whom, was she Shan Zhen? Feng Jingyi didn't dare to guess easily, but Shan Zhen didn't ask. She didn't want to mention it again. Since there is still a glimmer of hope now, why can't she hold a glimmer of hope?

When Feng Jingyi thought that Shan Zhen would say something further, Shan Zhen unexpectedly remained silent. Although it was unexpected and seemed to be expected, Feng Jingyi felt a bit disappointed again. She really didn't understand Shan Zhen. What he was thinking, sometimes he understood very well, but sometimes it was very difficult to understand.

The silence lasted for a while, just when Feng Jingyi couldn't bear the silence and wanted to turn around, Shan Zhen's voice finally sounded again, and he said: "I really... is it worth your effort? ?"

  Feng Jingyi widened her eyes again. She never dreamed of Shan Zhen's question, so she didn't know how to answer it for a moment.

   "Forget it, you have a good rest." Seeing Feng Jingyi did not answer, or didn't want to hear the answer at all, Shan Zhen quickly answered.

  As soon as he finished speaking, Shan Zhen got up and left, but as soon as he turned around, Feng Jingyi hugged him from behind. This move made Shan Zhen stunned.

Actually, Feng Jingyi didn’t know where she came from and still had this kind of power, but she felt that if she didn’t do this, she would lose something. By the time she reacted, her body would have reacted before her brain... At this moment, they all seemed to disappear, and Feng Jingyi held Shan Zhen tightly and with a trembling that could not be concealed.

"I, I want to tell you... I really love you, only this, I have never lied to you..." Qiang suppressed the excitement in her heart, Feng Jingyi said in a trembling voice, she did not dare to let go She was afraid that she would leave Shan Zhen if she let go, forever, so she continued: "I know...I always know that you have someone you like, and I know who that person you like is, but I don’t mind, really Yes... I just want to love you... I really love you."

For a long time, there was no sound in the room at all, everything seemed to be still, only Feng Jingyi’s delicate arms were shaking, she was holding Shan Zhen from behind, waiting for Shan Zhen’s answer with anxiety. She was scared... afraid that Shan Zhen would give her a cruel answer. She regretted what she said, but was afraid that there would be a cruel result. So before the result came, she just wanted to hug him, even if the next moment Die.

"I believe you."

I don’t know how long it took. Feng Jingyi heard this sentence. It was Shan Zhen’s low voice. Feng Jingyi felt very surprised and wondered if she had heard it wrong. Feng Jingyi wondered the truth of this sentence. When Shan Zhen released her arms around him and turned around, because Feng Jingyi was kneeling on the bed, it was just flush with Shan Zhen’s line of sight, and at the same height as Shan Zhen’s line of sight. It was the first time that Feng Jingyi could see Shan Zhen's eyes clearly, and Shan Zhen could also see her eyes.

  Shan Zhen held Feng Jingyi's arms and slowly said: "I believe you, but I don't deserve you to treat me this way, and I don't know you paid so much, you know?"

"No, you are worth it, you are worth it, as long as it is for you, no matter how much I give, it will be worth it." Feng Jingyi immediately refuted Shan Zhen's words. She was obviously agitated and worried that her words could not convince Shan Zhen , Worried that he would not believe in himself.

"You are a good woman, you can find someone better than me to love you. You shouldn’t be so good to someone like me, and it’s not worth your effort. As you said, I have someone who I love, since You know who that person is, then you should understand how much I love her, so is someone like me worthy of your love?" Shan Zhen's tone is surprisingly calm, it can also be said to be calm, and his words are very clear. It's hard to make people want to hear clearly.

  Feng Jingyi shook her head, tears overflowed silently from her eyes, her blue lips closed together and wanted to say something, maybe she really said something, but she couldn't hear the sound at all.

Shan Zhen saw Feng Jing's thoughts, so he said: "I know what you want to say, but you should know that as long as you fall in love, even if that person loves another person in his heart, you will still love it. The same is true for me. I’m not going to deny it, I’m always running away, and I don’t want to run away now. You taught me this, so I am not qualified to be loved by you."

Feng Jingyi still shook her head. She wanted to refute loudly. She wanted to say that she didn’t mind, but she couldn’t say a word, because Shan Zhen’s eyes were so sad. This can be said to be Shan Zhen’s first time. She showed such an emotional side in front of her, revealing her feelings unreservedly. She knew how much Shan Zhen loved that person, and she loved no less than her, so she could understand; but despite this, even if she could experience harmony Understand, it does not mean that she will give up.

"I thank you for loving me, and thank you for being by my side when I needed it the most for so long, and I didn’t do anything, and pushed you away again and again, so even if I don’t care about you I don’t care who you are, but for your own sake, I’m not your best choice and destination, understand? But if you can forgive me, we can be friends, and I won’t treat you as an enemy anymore. I can be your elder brother if possible." Shan Zhen held Feng Jingyi's shoulders tightly, forcing himself to ignore the trembling from those delicate shoulders, and to speak out what was in his heart.